Elyon 3/02/97

[Rick P. Giles]

March 2, 1997
*       Elyon (Mark TR):  Greetings again this morning, my faithful
students and friends.  This is your friend and occasional
instructor, Elyon.  Once again I commend your efforts at devoting
your time to the group pursuit of your lessons as well as your
individual efforts of devotion to your own personal spiritual
growth.  
        My faithful friend Gloria has, in keeping with her charge,
informed you of upcoming events to unfold in your futures.  She
is indeed well deserving of my praise for her going the extra
mile to attempt many new and strange arenas of experience.  You
all would do well to observe her as a model for reaching into
unknown areas of your consciousness, of your spirit, and building
and working with these unlit spheres to illuminate their po-
tentials and the many benefits to be derived from this access.  
        As you all have been hearing through the many lessons we
have shared together, there are a multitude of directions to be
pursued by each of you, different spheres of your being as yet
unaccessed.  All human beings possess this multitude of poten-
tials; it is simply a matter of time, of spiritual evolution and
progression, before any individual attains access at will to
these potentials within each of you.  Her statement to you that
this is imminently available to each of you was correct as was
her statement that the fruits of this discipline are yours for
the development, for the effort you put forth in this arena.  In
previous lessons it was mentioned the reality of the timeline and
I refer back to this now as a means for you to reflect on the
fact that all of these potentials are yours even now.  It is
simply a matter of your efforts to unlock, to open, to gain
access, to develop these patterns, these new arenas of experi-
ence.  This is not a difficult task, as I would ask you to
reflect on our years together, our lessons to this point.  You
have opened many arenas within your consciousness previously
unknown to you.  You now enjoy many peripheral arenas of engage-
ment previously unknown to you.  At this time we are simply
suggesting you engage further with your efforts to access more of
these available potentials.  It is not a question of whether or
not you will expand and increase your spiritual capacity, simply
at what point you will do so.  This is largely in your hands, as
we are entirely subject to your efforts and your will.  We can
try to lead the horse to water, and we will never cease
presenting you with the spiritual waters.  They will ever be in
front of you.  It is simply how much you choose to drink.  
        As mentioned, we do have guest speakers today.  I would ac-
knowledge their presence and desire to turn the floor over at
this time to any one of them.  I thank you all for your efforts
with me, and I am with you always.
*       Malvantra  (Gloria):  We have made a connection around the
circle and are going to try an experiment in which  we give you
all a word, the same word, and instead of it coming through where
you experience the transmission now, it will come through your
center, more in your inner awareness.  Do not try to figure out
what it is supposed to be like or put a definition on the experi-
ence, but rather clear your minds of all thoughts as you would in
meditation without any expectations.  Keep yourselves open and
clear of all debris that clouds your minds.  We will give you a
moment to do this and then we will give the word.  [pause]
        The word that we gave you was "spring".  Some of you may
have heard the word; some of you may have got a perception of
spring, or a feeling.  This is something that you can work on
with us just by asking in your spare time, as we are always with
you.  It may take a while to truly experience this new form of
receiving words, thoughts, from us.  It will make the old
transmitter/receiver sessions seem outdated when you get used to
this phenomenon, as you may feel it is.  It is a matter of making
adjustments and not of trying hard to make an opening.  Simply
move the energy around in order to allow this to happen.  Does
anyone have any questions?
        Jonathan:  You mentioned this compared to the present
transmitting process.  Is it similar to or part of
"reflectivation" we heard about?
*       Malvantra:  Yes, it is a facet of that.  The word would seem
as though it sprang out of nowhere within you.  It would feel
different than your thoughts.  When you first experienced the
transmissions, you felt the otherness and knew they were not your
words.  This is much the same way other than it will spring up
from deeper within your mind, from the intuitive center where
before it seemed like it came from outside in.  This comes from
within your mind.  
        Jonathan:  I find the word "spring" interesting in that it
seems to come like a water source, a message springing from
within.  
*       Malvantra:  That is a very good definition.  The wellspring
that you have within that can be developed into receiving
transmissions in this way will benefit you greatly.  Things can
come to you even behind your thoughts and can come quite strongly
to even push out thoughts you are having.  When your devotion to
serving the will of the Father is so strong, the answers can come
strong and quick at those times when you most need them.  
        I feel there is confusion, and I ask that you let go of the
confusion and allow the process to take place, for the confusion
is an energy source that can plug up the spring.  Let go and do
not try to analyze and figure out what it is you are supposed to
be experiencing.  Turn it over and allow the process.  Know that
it can happen and how valuable it will be to you in your personal
growth and for serving others to have this wellspring within you
that you can go to for refreshment and cleansing.  The words will
be pure and not clouded as your thoughts are.  They come from a
different source than your thoughts.  Let go of the confusion and
any frustration you may feel.  Settle into the center of your
mind, what you feel is the center at this point.  You may feel
warmth; you may see light; you may see colors.  This is the point
behind your conscious mind, your third eye center behind your
eyes.  Go in deeper than you may have gone before as if you are
traveling down a path through your conscious mind which you see
all jumbled up with thoughts, ideas.  As you pass through the
conscious mind you start to see clarity.  The path widens out,
becomes brighter.  You see hope, faith, trust.  As you keep
walking you feel these come into your being.  As you turn around
and look back you do not see the conscious mind with all its
thoughts and tidal pools.  You start to feel serenity and peace. 
Each one of you will have a different feeling in your center, a
different perspective.  Your Thought Adjuster is close now; your
higher souls are close now.  You feel like you can reach out and
touch them, you are closer than you have ever been before.  You
look up and see the light of the Father, and it does not hurt
your eyes.  You know that you an can go further into the light
even as it becomes brighter.  Now begin to walk back down the
trail and notice as you are walking that the light is staying
with you.  Your hope and faith and trust are staying with you. 
You are not leaving it in your center but you are taking it with
you.  Walk back out into your conscious mind.  Watch as your
thoughts watch you and wonder what you are up to.  You have found
another source to go to rather than just relying on them.  They
cleared the way for you as you walk with them and your new-found
power.  Come back out through your third eye out into Urantia. 
Sense how you feel now, how you can start to expand your mind,
expand where you go.  You have a new place to explore and discov-
er, and you don't have to get in your cars or on your bikes or
your hiking boots to do it.  
        We encourage you to do this a lot this week, to discover the
new realms.  We will be working with you, bringing you words.  If
you sense that this is happening, go with that and do not say
that it is not happening, but know that it is.  We will bring you
words at first, one word at a time.  Then sentences.  At each
meeting we will do this process and bring you a word.  Once you
feel this and know for sure it is happening, you can develop it
further.  Are there any more questions?
        Jonathan:  For those of us with active verbal minds with
thoughts that scream by continually, do you have help for us
focusing beyond all this?
*       Malvantra:  The analogy that comes to mind is a kindergarten
full of children who are all unruly.  Even though you may be able
to get order for a short while, they are soon running about the
room again.  It takes a disciplined, conscious effort, and that
you go right into your conscious mind.  The minute you do that
your thoughts stop.  Try that.  Picture you are sitting in a
chair right in your conscious mind, the front level right behind
the forehead.  Notice how your thoughts stop.  Now step back out
into the open.  Have your thoughts calmed down any?
        Jonathan:  Yes.
*       Malvantra:  If you do not teach them to calm, take some
discipline - in a loving way, of course - they will run rampant. 
This can become quite hectic if you are constantly going in and
out, as hectic as the thoughts themselves.  If you create a
calmness with the stepping in and out, and you begin to draw the
calmness from the center, out into your conscious mind.  It will
relieve these thoughts, because they think they have a necessary
purpose at this time.  Send your ego love and don't resist or
fight.  Knowing that you are made up of different levels,
components, you can become one component full of love and light
so that all the different components aren't trying to survive on
their own.  This may help.
        Jonathan:  Thank you.  When you had us sit in front of the
back side of our foreheads, I visualized that as the scrolling
screen of my thoughts.  I had the view of the entire wall of my
skull being the wallpaper, a record of all of my thoughts.  At
that point it seemed to freeze, so I was sitting in the middle of
this empty chamber not feeling like I was thinking. 
*       Malvantra:  It is matter of mindfulness.  Many people eat
food and are not even aware of what they are eating.  It's just a
habit or (Gloria:  I'm blocking out the words he's trying to get
through.) become so much a part of their lives they are not
aware. Thoughts are the same way.  So many thoughts pass through
that you are not aware of what they even are.  If you drive the
same road everyday you become accustomed to the scenery; it
becomes such a habit you are not aware of what is going on around
you.  Thoughts are the same way.  If you become aware of them,
mindful of them, they will slow down on their own.  
        Tom:  Is there a word we can practice on this week or do you
want us to work on the word "spring"?
*       Malvantra:  The focus of the process is that we are bringing
you a word, not for you to focus on a word.  The word that we
brought to you today was spring.  Next time it will be something
different.  The main focus for you is to let go of figuring out
what it is, what you are supposed to be doing, intellectualizing. 
Allow that an opening be made so we can process the word through. 
If you want to do this exercise on your own and go into a
meditative state and ask us to work with you, if you feel you are
getting a word, write the word down, and we can validate it for
you at the next meeting.  This is part of the coworker endeavor
in that we all become one, more of a unit rather than seeing us
as "over there".  We are becoming one unit.  
        When you are serving your brothers and sisters, it will be
more fluent dialogue.  This is a running energy you are opening
up.  When you are stuck with your personal growth, we can bring
you answers through this awareness that you have not been able to
get before.  The mechanism of growth will be much faster.  You do
not have to stay stuck.  Does that help? 
        Tom:  I'll just have to see.
*       Malvantra:  We don't expect you to understand it all now. 
We ask you not to be hard on yourselves because you don't.  It
takes time.  When you don't know how to do it, it seems hard. 
But once you catch on, it clicks quite easily into place.  
        Tom:  Transmitting, meditating, I still don't have a clue
what they are about.  So this is just one more I just don't have
a clue about.  I'm not very successful at either one, so I'm hop-
ing I might have a chance at something like this.  It's starting
to seem as confusing as the other two.  I need to remember what I
am here for all day long, not just when I am here in class but to
have a running dialogue with my friends on the other side.  Seems
like all the exercises, like behind the eyes, between the ears, I
still don't have a clue about, and I have thought about them. 
But things are getting better.  
*       Malvantra:  If you do the process of going into your center,
first of all you must feel the center of your being.  You can go
there, but you will have to at some time feel the center, much
like if you walk into an art gallery of the most beautiful
paintings and you simply walk from one end of the gallery to the
other without noticing any of the paintings, you would be missing
out.  If you simply walk into your center and then back out, you
will miss the point of the endeavor today.  If you strive a
little more each day to go into your center, even if you don't
have a clue as to what you are doing, what you are supposed to be
feeling, if you will risk each day going a little farther until
you actually start to feel the center of your being...
        Tom:  You mean my Thought Adjuster?
*       Malvantra:  No.  Your higher self, your center.  You have a
gravitation point within your mind that is your center, your
balance point where the divine can meet the personality, where
the soul growth comes about, where the clarity is, where you know
without a doubt that God is so.  You know that you are not a body
with a mind but much more.  It is a point within your mind that
as you reach it, it expands out more and more.  It puts you in
greater touch with the divine energy so that you become your
center rather than your conscious mind full of thoughts.  That
will become the small stream alongside the large lake.  The
conscious mind will be the small puddle; the center is the
beautiful lake with the wisdom.  The conscious mind is the
thoughts with the knowledge.  
        Tom:  I don't know what it is that attracts me to even the
Urantia Book.  I just love the stuff.  What we all talk about; I
love it.  It doesn't seem to be coming from any center; it's
coming from my brain.  So I have to make a transition now from my
mental process?  Sometimes I don't feel love, I feel wired. 
That's a feeling, but it doesn't seem to have a center to it.  
*       Malvantra:  You have all felt your center; you have all been
there.  When you feel like you are right on, you are in balance,
you are at peace, confident, you are centered.  You have passed
the rattling thoughts to a place that goes beyond all that.  We
want to show you that you can go there anytime to live from this
center rather than going in and out, that it is easily accessi-
ble.  You do not have to wait until those times when everything
is just right, but in any situation.  It's a matter of what works
to get you to feel this energy of your conscious mind.  You can
feel your heart; you can feel the negative energy when it comes
up.  Feel the frequency so that you can get in touch with who you
are at any time, so that you can learn to work with your own
energy fields as they come about, get in touch with them.  Nega-
tive energy is lower, denser.  When you are feeling close to God
the energy is going to be lighter.  You will be able to sense the
two; you will be able to sense them from other people.  We want
to get you so that you are not just one big mind full of
thoughts; there are partitions in the mind, dimensions.  One way
to do that is to learn to adjust to the many energy frequencies
that each dimension holds.  Don't put a cloud in front of it. 
Lift the cloud.
        Through your search, understanding will come.  Don't allow
confusion to get in the way of the process.  Lower the confusion
and ask for the process to come.  That may bring you this
intuitive thought or word to show you there is another point in
your mind in which to receive words and thoughts other than what
you are used to.
        Does that help or did that confuse you more?
        Tom:  Spring forward, fall down comes to mind.  It helps. 
My old guru said, "It's that deep feeling that stirs within you
when you love."  When I love I know it, that has a center. 
Meditation and the exercises are like spitting in the wind, I
just don't know where it's going to end up.  
*       Malvantra:  Let's put it this way, if you were able to build
a home with a celestial room in the middle,  where you became,
when you walked in, pure spirit, pure heart.  This is a place to
go, an inner room that can expand out and bring you all that you
have desired that you may have been looking for externally.  Now
it is available in this realm of your mind.  Now it may seem like
a maze to find this room; let go of all that, and it will be
easier to find.  Trust the process and have faith and allow the
Father and the magnetism of your Thought Adjuster to lead you. 
The one who walks the slower path finds his answers more quickly
than the one who is at a fast pace.  Pray and ask for help.  No
one expects you to do this on your own.
        Any more questions?  There is one more speaker today.  Thank
you for your time.
*       Lantarnek (Jonathan):  This is Lantarnek.  I would play
briefly with two words, trust and truth, and attempt to offer
juxtaposition.  You seek truth, and we observe you seek truth
diligently.  You perceive the relative value truth presents to
you in your graduated ascent into all truth, into absolute truth;
universal, all-pervading truth.  Trust, which begins with three
of the same letters as truth, is an application of your own
being.  It is an assertion of belief in truth.  It is not
something to be found but something to be executed by yourself. 
Trust is a catalyst for the enactment of truth.  Trust has two
sides: trust that precedes direct experience and trust that
follows the certainty of experience.  I offer this for you to
reflect upon, for every new adventure requires trust, and every
attainment brings a greater realization of truth.                                             Frosty: 
That healing that Gloria has been doing on me, is it to let light
in for my physical healing?
*       Lantarnek:  These healings have the effect of opening you
up, but they also include, not only rectifying disablement
within, but establishing new potentials as yet nonexistent.  Much
like soil preparation, some healing is for the eradication of
weeds, some is in preparation for the new season, of feeding and
establishing potentials for the future.   
        Frosty:  The letter I wrote to my mom, was that a good or
bad thing?
*       Lantarnek:  We discern honesty and a sincerity from you that
is the driving mechanism of your comments.  The content is yours
by freewill choice to express.  Having discerned the purity of
your intent, we can only trust that the truth will be presented
to her.  You have done well to follow your desires as these
alleviate frustration and affirm your belief in your value to
others. 
        Frosty:  Thank you. 
        Evelyn:  For those of us who don't normally think of
ourselves as divided between a self and a higher self, do you
encourage us to try to take that on?
*       Lantarnek:  I would encourage you to use alternate
terminology that is familiar to you.  For instance, your soul and
personality.  These are two dimensions of your being.  Self is a
convenient term applied to the composite elements that your
freewill personality maintains.  Some elements are automated,
others are idle until you initiate the course of action to bring
their function into being.  You can stumble over terms as lower
and higher for they imply value.  It is also appropriate to refer
to deeper and surface self.  It is also appropriate to think of
modes of personality projection such as the outward movement that
we teach as ministry and service and the inner movement of
worship and stillness.  Does this help to give solution?
        Evelyn:  Yes, thank you.
apparently human. UB pg1732