Pocatello Transcript 12-11-98

[Bill Kelly]

 12-11-98

Business and Sharing

Christ Michael(Nancy):   "Greetings my most beloved students.  I virtually
have goose bumps this evening.  My delight wells up and overflows.  I am so
pleased with your individual willingness to confront that which you fear and
shrink from and dislike the most...conflict, honesty.  

Honesty can seem to be so painful until completed.  I use the word completed
because honesty moves in stages.  There is the first appearance in one's
mind and emotions concerning the issue.  There is the further understanding
that occurs.  Honesty is like a layered onion, the whole of your personal
truth.  It requires removal of successive layers to reach the central truth
where the most basic level of honesty lies.

Many wish to take the knife, slice open the onion and go directly to that
central piece.  Yet this is not how personal understanding occurs.  It is
discovered layer by layer.  But discovery does not occur without
communication.  In order to peel the layers of this onion it is absolutely
essential that communication take place.  

This communication is triune in nature.  Communication needs to occur
between the personality and the Indwelling Spirit.  Communication must also
occur with one's ego self.  And communication must occur in interaction with
one another.  All three are critical to discovery of personal truth which is
required to be honest.

We were talking about the entire onion as honesty and so the beginning is to
do as you have done tonight.  In speaking one's truth honestly as you know
it to be at the time, it frees the space that the deeper truth, the deeper
fears may surface, be known, and be that much more open.  

My dearest, darling,.... children.  Yes, there was initial confusion in this
TR's mind.  I am not your teacher in the sense that I am not Daniel.  I am
your Father/Brother Michael walking among you this evening; and I am SO
proud of you my children and my apostles.  For you are taking those steps in
revealing the layers of the onion.  With these my words of commendation and
gratitude I step aside to allow your teachers who also are present to make
their statements to you.  Tonight I wanted to be first, not the last word.
(Laughter) I love you all.  Good evening."

Group: "Good evening"

Daniel(Bob S.): "My children, this is Daniel.  I, too, am overwhelmed with
emotion having seen what you have been through this evening.  You cannot yet
fully understand the dimensions of progress that you plowed through. With
time you will look back on this evening as one of those watershed moments
when real spiritual progress was made.  For that we are all extremely
excited for you, for it is you who are those who are growing.  We can only
stand by and applaud your willingness to venture into this uncharted
territory; if not uncharted, at least alligator infested. (Laughter)  

My children, my friends, please consider deeply what has transpired here
this evening over the next few days for we may wish to discuss your
feelings, your insights, your fears more fully at a later meeting.  For
tonight, I greet you, I love you.  I turn the microphone over to another."

Aaron: "I am Aaron.  Greetings, friends.  We do indeed understand the nature
of your difficulties with conflict.  We have seen several instances of
awareness on your part this evening as individuals of your own responses to
conflict and the building of tension.  These awarenesses are important for
you to ponder upon, to recognize your reactions to communication.  Fear is a
common reaction to disagreement.  You all know by now that fear can have
devastating consequences to your personal life as well as your relationships
to others

We are impressed with your courage to proceed beyond your fears and to
attempt to communicate honestly your ideas and feelings.  In no small
measure does this effort create soul expansion and prepare you for future
interactions with diverse natures and habits of manifold creatures.  Look
upon times of tension and conflict as those periods when you were stretching
the capabilities of your eternal being to be inclusive of the Father's far
flung diversity.  These interactions are positive although they can create
negative feelings within you.  The legacy of fear will be the topic in the
near future as we discuss more in depth your individual realizations,
reactions and interactions.  Look forward to undergoing some analysis of
various inhibitors and motivators. 

Again, I am quite pleased that you have been willing to take risks, as you
perceive it, to interact amidst your hesitancy and your fears.  That is all
from me this evening, my friends.  Thank you."

Andronason(Bill): "Greetings, my dear friends.  This is Andronason among you
observing and rejoicing with my compatriots among the celestial orders of
intelligences which are present at this evening's meeting.  I would comment
briefly on just one concept.

It is a difficult climb to scale a high mountain and yet the first step is
required for the final step.  Each hand hold and foot hold lifts one closer
to the goal of perfection attainment; in the case of a mountain achieving
the vantage point at the top where the surrounding scenery is the visual
reward and the sense of accomplishment in doing something difficult is the
emotional reward; in the case of the ascension career the embrace of the
Trinity and the coming home to Paradise.

Since fear has been foisted upon your planet and is the greatest
intellectual fraud that you must confront, surmounting it is cause for great
rejoicing.  Every time you face fear and move through it you accomplish
much!  It is one thing to intellectually think about fear; it is quite
another to actually experience it and not fold up and crumble in its grip.
Courage and bravery are not acts done in the absence of fear; rather they
are acts of obedience to truth done in the face of one's terrors.

As Michael's apostles one of your tasks is to be role models to others; not
that they should put you on a pedestal and grant you guru status but that
they might see that another flesh and blood person like themselves can, with
the help of God, the Inner Shining, accomplish great and wonderful things.
When I say that your accomplishment is major this evening, we base that
statement upon our measurements of the level of fear which was palpable in
this room, varying in intensity, but there from the start.  Now it is gone.
You have survived the honest confrontation and expression of feelings,
opinions, personal truths and personal perspectives.

As others have said, so I also recommend that you ponder these things this
week and remember that the accomplishment attained through the baptism of
fire is all the more precious because in looking back the fearful fire is
diminished.  Each successful overcoming of fear strengthens you for the next
just as every successful move upon the face of a mountain upward, upward,
strengthens the spirit to achieve the final goal.  Now, my friends, I am
finished as well.  Your time has elapsed."

Virginia: "May we ask a question?"

Andronason: "I am a guest speaker tonight.  I will defer."

Daniel(Nancy): "I am Daniel.  You are most welcome to ask away."

Virginia: "The subject of the teachers, I believe Aaron and Andronson has
been that fear was present here and yet commendation has been made
concerning honesty.  My question is, What do we fear in being honest?  Is it
loss of relationship.  Yet the book says that relationships are really the
spiritual thing that will go with us.  Would you please comment on whatever
my question is regarding these concepts."

Daniel(Nancy): "My dear, yes I willing...the TR is a bit more hesitant but I
am sure that we will get a working relationship running smoothly here and I
will gladly deliver your answer.  As you are aware it has been a long time
since this TR has had to set herself aside in such a complete way as is
necessary in response to questions.  I say this not because you need to hear
it but in order to get a running start at the question.

My dear, fear is the result of separation from God.  Let me immediately and
quickly add, the experience of separation.  This fear is a real phenomenon
for all animal origin beings.  But it is sadly, devastatingly pronounced on
planets of rebellion where spiritual isolation has taken place.  The true,
(in the sense of real) legacy of separation from the rest of God's creation
has occurred.  Absolute isolation is the paramount fear that besets
humankind, to be totally cut off from all forms of love is extinction, is
terror.  The isolation of this planet resulted in the feeling of having been
cut off from the Source of love.  This is due to the removal of the
circuitry that is now renewed to this planet.  Yet that legacy of thousands
of years in isolation remains and intensifies natural animal fear.  

As an example, small children tend to fear the dark and want comfort.  That
is the natural animal fear.  Now suppose that in that dark horrible things
happened to that child.  Then later the experience of fear is twofold.  It
is natural but reinforced and intensified by that horrible experience in the
dark. Has this helped.?"   

Virginia: "Yes, I am sure it has.  I guess it confirms that isolation and
loss of relationship is the bottom line of fear.  Loss of love.  Yes.  Thank
you, Daniel."

Daniel: "Are there further inquires this evening?

My children, my friends, my students, it has been a long evening for you and
the hour grows late.  These next days ponder upon the events, the meanings,
and your personal reactions to the occurrences here tonight.  As the final
representative of the entire teaching staff of Michael's group of soldiers
upon this planet sent to reclaim it from darkness, may I give, reiterate,
and reinforce that you are most loved.  May I, again, reinforce that you
have done well.  Go in peace.  Farewell."