[tmtranscripts] SE Idaho transcript 9-28-01

[Bill Kelly]

S.E. Idaho TeaM

9-28-01

Klarixiska(Virginia): I think this is Klarixiska.  
												
God, who made us mortals with the range of emotion that can cause us great
joy or can cause us great grief, we come to you with the grief that each
one is holding and we ask that you would turn that grief into the action of
love; that as both the seen and the unseen see Thee in the hearts of all
those that we come into contact with; that we might, indeed,  give the
smile, give the word of hope, give the sense of unity and love that you
intend for this planet.  

We ask that you would help them to find ways to bring about justice in
their own personal lives, that it might spread.  We ask that you would help
us all pray that good will triumph over this evil and we thank you for this
promise.  Open minds and hearts now that as we share together their lives
might be improved and our direction might be given straight arrows that we
can help our younger brothers and sisters to find peace during this
dreadful dilemma of hope that has been smashed.  Return that hope.  Give
them the desire for light and life, even greater than was there before.
Amen.  

Alkon(Bill): Greetings, I am Alkon.  My dear friends, we are your personal
teachers here tonight, as well as your regular group instructors.  Due to
the size of this group we once again have been granted permission to have
some time on the floor.

You are, indeed, all subject to the world wide cataclysm of emotion which
has swept this planet as no time in recent memory has done.  We, also, were
horrified and temporarily paralyzed as we saw the brutality of the
faceless, mindless violence strike without warning.  So, know that we are
not up here on clouds playing harps, oblivious to and untouched by the
events of your recent experience.  Rather, have we been intensely involved
in coaching, assisting our seraphic sisters with the ministrations of mercy
and compassion and being on something akin to red alert status with you
all.  By this I refer not to military readiness but to the utmost
sensitivity to your souls' needs.

Think about this my friends: You have us as companions as well as your
spiritual heritage!  For the most part we are former mortals.  We are
truly, in that sense, brother and sister as well as brother and sister in
the spiritual sense.  We understand what it is to live in the flesh.  We do
not need to hear from you to enhance our egos.  We offer our companionship
because we love you and we are your friends.  

One of the benefits of the tragedy has been the shifting of priorities.  In
a sense it is fortunate that life has not gone on as usual, for life as
usual for many people has been a pursuit of money, popularity, and other
lessor values.  Having stripped away those concerns from the forefront of
their minds, now many people are truly thinking about why we are here, who
we are, and where we are going, the big questions, you see.  I am persuaded
by the information I have that there has been a temporary up stepping of
spiritual energy generated by the whole connective circuitry involving
humanity on this planet.  This is not an illusion, nor is it a simple
reflexive religiosity.  It does manifest itself as soul growth.

You have heard eloquent, sweeping instructions from our Melchizedek
instructors as to your personal attitude adjustment, and you have been
taking this seriously.  It is not my intention this evening to elaborate
further on their teaching for they are sufficient for your purposes.  My
purpose has simply been to reaffirm that fundamental relationship which
each personal teacher bears toward their charge.  We are on the bottom line
on a friendship basis.  We truly cherish in a special way that person whom
we have volunteered to work with.  So, thank you for listening to me and
please reciprocate with your friendship in return.  I am Alkon.  I am
honored to be present.  Good evening.

Bill: Altern desires to speak.

Lori: I know.  But I am just not ready.

Bill: Why don't you give it a shot?

Lori: I can't.  I told him to go ahead and do it through Bill.

Bill:   What I heard was that Altern desires to speak so....if not now,
when?  (Laughter)

Virginia: Was that your message or Altern's?

Lori: There never is a good time to begin.

Bill: Why don't you try?  

Lori: Bill!  You are putting me on the spot!

Virginia: What about free will here, honey?

Bill: Well, I'm not putting her on the spot, Altern is.

Lori: Yeah, you are! (Laughter) [Lori then leaves to put the dog away and
there follows a discussion about how the dog barks when the teachers are
here.]

Lori: You know, I think what I will do, (just so you know that I do have a
plan because I have been getting heavy pressure) I am going to start doing
it with Mike.

Group: Oh, good idea.

Ken: You know, we are recording all of this.

Lori: I think that would be a good way to begin.  Like teacher practice
like we used to do

Bill: Okay.

Altern(Bill): Lori, my dear, thank you for considering my request
sincerely; and I certainly approve of your plan to begin practicing with
your spouse.  Of course I respect your free will.  It is not my intention
to manipulate you.

Lori: It can't be done!

Altern(Bill): That's right.  It can't be done.  My intention was to try to
push you past your fear.

Lori: You got closer than ever before.  That's progress.

Altern: And therefor, I am encouraged as well.

Lori: I am too.

Altern(Bill/Isaac): I agree with Isaac that your talents for expression are
not limited to your hands at all, and that you are trained in speaking and
writing.  Therefor I am optimistic that someday you will add this to your
bag of tricks.  (Laughter)

Lori: Well, that's the farthest we have gone, Altern, and I feel like we
did good.  Almost there.  You people don't realize how close it got.

Ken: Do you want to try again?

Lori: No, that was close enough.

Altern(Bill): It is a fear issue.

Lori: Definitely.

Altern(Bill): Yes.  But you have let me put my around you in the past and I
have not hurt you.

Lori: Never.

Altern(Bill): And I promise I never will.  So, there is one request that I
do make of you.  I would like you to do some sharing of your writing, when
you have done that, with the group as you have in the past and as other
members here do periodically.  Can we make that agreement?

Lori: Yes!

Altern(Bill): ...Then, you see, I am shared with others through your medium
and it has its own special flavor.  This is not a night for us to give
lessons and I am not prepared to go on at length, but I will just say this
about overcoming fear.

Because fear is ingrained in your human mechanism, it cannot be regarded as
evil or useless.  Therefore, there has to be always an evaluation of the
true threat that any fear reaction is triggered by.  It is not entirely a
waste of time to analyze the fear stimulus, no, because it can assist a
person in desensitizing themselves to what they are afraid of.  You all
know something about this, I know.  

The next step is the gradual approach to the fearful stimulus situation. To
remain immobile, however, has no value, for the fear does not diminish
while you stand still.  It has to be extinguished in increments, by
approaching and then resting until your nervous system returns to normal,
then approach closer, etc.  

Many people, however, refuse to do the intellectual work and say things
like: "I can't deal with this", because they feel the intense fear and it
paralyzes them.  When one is paralyzed with fear then the mind cannot do
the processing.  One must back up, turn away from that which is fearful and
then do the thought analysis.  Many people on this planet right now are
traumatized by this terrorist attack.  It seems to be telling then that
their worst fears are justified and real, that it is commonplace for
airplanes to come out of nowhere and kill people, that it is commonplace
for building to fall on you, and so forth.  The severity of this trauma has
overgeneralized this in many people's minds so that the whole world has
become treacherous, dangerous on this earth.  Their thinking has lost the
logical boundaries and the fear is spreading throughout, because it was so
intense and because they are foolishly watching endless reruns of the
traumatizing events, thereby further stimulating their nervous systems.  

This is a time that calls for sanity, quiet time in which one can get away
from the fear stimulus and look at it objectively.  Is it true that it is
commonplace for buildings to fall on people?  Is it true that airplanes
routinely kill thousands of people?  This is not true!  But if every person
who walks the face of the earth trembles in fear to go out of their house,
or to remain inside, then would civilization return to primitive, cave man
level life styles, for that was the experience of your ancestors.  They
dwelt in fear from morning to night.

Well, that's enough!  I said much more than I expected to.  So may these
thoughts be of some value.  I have completed my time.  I must turn over now
to our last speaker.  Good afternoon.  

Ken: Good evening.

Altern: Time gets by me.

Ken: Us, too.

Larenzo(Bill): I am Larenzo; greetings my friends and greetings Ken.
 
Ken: Greetings my dear friend, my patient dear friend!

Larenzo(Bill): Know that my love for you is very great, my little brother!
Congratulations on healthy life choices, by the way...

Ken: Thank you.

Larenzo(Bill): ..for when you take care of your bodies you make it possible
to more efficiently serve your brothers and sisters, as well as enjoy the
benefits of health and longevity.  

There are many who are thinking of escaping from this life into the next.
Part of the interest in the afterlife now, which seems so prominent, has
this escapistic motivation.  It is normal when stress is high and hope is
flagging to fantasize about a better place, a happy hunting grounds where
the grass is greener on the other side sort of mentality.  But you are
soldiers of faith and your fight is not with flesh and blood, nor with
swords or guns, tanks or airplanes.  Your battle is with the spirit poisons
which have to do with this planet's legacy in rebellion and default as well
as your personal negative experiences and inadequate parenting due to the
lack of the Adamic parental model.  

You may not like the metaphor of soldiers, but, indeed you are the advanced
battalion of light bearers, stepping forth into darkness, eliminating the
dark corners and terminating the despair that darkness brings.  What has
light to fear of darkness?  Can darkness put out light?  No.  But light can
put out darkness.  Be persuaded, my friends, that good will overcome evil.
Be persuaded that this black patch of evil is on the white background of
God's universe.  Know that even if the Verdants have second thoughts, your
planetary government is not daunted.  Christ Michael is not deterred.  We
are not about to turn tail and leave you.  

This is a time of tremendous opportunity.  People have been shaken loose
from the moorings of their mediocre activities, their routine functions.
They have been startled into the understanding that death will terminate
their mortal careers.  Many people avoid this conclusion for they are
afraid that death terminates everything.  Now is the time to speak the
gospel of eternal life, not as an escape from mortality, but as a
fulfillment in an ascension career all the way to Paradise in the process
of attaining that completed perfection.  
			
Yes, you are the battalion of light.  What is it you want to do?  Show
forth the light.  Let your mouth speak.  Let your hands find new things to
do.  Yes, smile and greet every person as a brother and sister.  Do not
cringe in your homes, but walk bravely abroad in the land as you share the
love of God. In behalf of all of us here present, I, Larenzo, bid you good
evening.  
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