[tmtranscripts] Center for Christ Consciousness - Mother Spirit, April 6, 2003

[Donna DIngillo]

Center for Christ Consciousness
April 6, 2003
Mother Spirit addressing Salt Lake City Group


MOTHER SPIRIT – APRIL 6, 2003

Student:  I am trying to understand who you are and how you fit in the
trinity.  My understanding is that you are a being of action.  What is
the best way to ask for your help?  What do I expect in that?

Mother Spirit:  L, my son, you can expect me to follow you and to proceed
you as you walk through your life.  Think of me as pervading all around
you. Your mind, the very mechanism that you use to conceptualize, and to
intuit, and to feel is the actual bond that we share together.  So the
feelings and the thoughts that you have are known to me: that you
sometimes shield your mind from my influence and the help that I can
offer you as you walk your life.  

As you conceptualize me, conceive of walking in a bubble.  The very
nature of the thoughts that you need to think and the feelings that you
desire to experience are all contained within this bubble.  When you
sense you are walking alone, exposed to the elements of the world, call
on me, and you will begin to feel that bubble of protection surround you.
 Still your mind, compose your thinking, and ask that the necessary
information through ideation or sentiment begin to pervade within your
mind, in your conscious mind.  In this way, you are allowing yourself to
be fed.  Nurture it from within with those essential nutrients that will
grow you strong and more self-sufficient.  Each day as you practice this,
you will sense the bubble growing stronger and larger around you.  You
are growing greater awareness of all of the attributes of divinity that
you have access to, so what you will sense within you is a growing
presence, and external to you –without you, outside of you—you  will also
sense a growing presence.  You will feel a blending and a unifying within
this beginning to actually come into your body as the divine essence and
presence becomes more fully knit and integrated within you.

In this way, you will be able to use what I have to offer you more, and
to take out into the world that which we as your parents wish you to
share with others.  So there will never be a time when you are not giving
out love, kindness, compassion, understanding, support.  And I say to
you, you have already done this, and so these essential elements are
working with you.  But now they are growing more tightly woven within you
and so what you may feel are these places where there is still what you
might to consider to be bare threads or perhaps little holes in the
energy dynamics of this that are just growing stronger.   The more you
come to me and ask for this bubble of protection and nurturing and love,
the more you will feel and trust my presence in action in you.  And you
and I will go hand and hand into the world, and you will be my agent of
healing and love, and I think you will be very happy in doing this.  Does
this help you my son?  (Yes.)

Student:   Mother, it is a real pleasure to be here today with you and my
brothers and sisters.  As we talk daily, as I am seeking to align my will
with Father’s, and as I talk to Michael also, Ham has been working with
me for some time now.  And as I understand it and know it to be so, but
please more fully if you could give me that boost to more fully
understand what Ham refers to “new frames of reference” to our being
installed as I become weaned from the adjutant mind work to the cosmic
mind, thereby becoming less material and more morontial and coming more
to utilize this morontial mota.  How can I assist or cooperate more fully
at allowing as this reworking process is occurring with your spirit
helpers to allow the unfolding?  Is this clear?

Mother Spirit:  And it is clear, my son, what you are asking of me. 
Embedded within the human mind is what you might call the capacity to
capture ideas and to make them grow larger and more diverse, in
understanding the extremely complex and wondrous workings of the universe
our Source and Center has created in this reality we all inhabit.  So
what is undergoing in your mind is very natural.  It is the logical,
sequential emerging of those ideas that you have already learned,
birthing you into the realm of expanded appreciation and understanding of
God’s plans, and you will always be growing into this for a very, very
long time to come.  

And as you grow into this, your mind’s capacity expands to new levels,
and as you acquire new sensing abilities in order to capture and contain
those ideations and as the ideations grow, so does your capacity to
experience what this means in your life.  You are undergoing this
wondrous transformation as you are expanding into these new ideations and
the significance of which they hold for your life now as you are growing
into this morontia body.  So this is in a brief description what you are
experiencing, do you understand?  

Student:  Very well, Mother.  I would like to follow-up.  What can I do
to more effectively allow this unfolding?  How can my conscious mind
cooperate to not inhibit but to be a catalyst to this grand unfolding of
Father’s plan that you and Michael are so working hand in hand to
implement?  

Mother Spirit:  Yes, and this is the second part of my answer.  By giving
me your cooperation and finding that place within you that is willing to
be in the unknown exploration of discovery of the Father’s will for you. 
It is very simple, for all that is required is your trust, and the faith
potentials that you are now activating are luring you, enticing you into
the universe adventure, are they not?  

Student:  Yes, Mother they are and I feel it so strongly that this ship
venturing out of the harbor and beyond mere faith and belief into areas
of certainty and knowingness and I can feel working of taking the ship
out to the high seas of destiny and the unknown stopping places that I
anticipate.  Am I accurate in my insight?

Mother Spirit:  Yes and no.  Yes—in the sense that you are feeling this
lure pull you, and no—in the sense that it will not always be this steady
assurance.  Sometimes you will be taken into those places where you know
not and have not yet experienced what you must learn, and what is for
your benefit, and for the benefit of the universe.  And so in asking me
what you can do is to now encourage your Father Fragment to take you into
those unknown places that you have not yet delved into: those places
within you that perhaps you have not yet dared to go, and being in that
place of unknown, unknowing, unseeing, ununderstanding, and letting those
potentials of enlightenment; faith, trust, perseverance, courage, will
break open the shell of human resistance and birth new potentials of
grandeur of expression of the Father through you.

So as you are on those high seas, ask your Adjuster to take you in those
uncharted places deep within you and be in those islands of experience
for a time.  Do you have the courage for this?  You do.  They are all
implanted within you, the courage, the faith, the conviction, the
resilience, and the buoyancy that you will need to undergo these rugged
struggles of faith.  And they are necessary for your soul growth, as you
have already well seen.  So be not afraid of the unknown and welcome it
for you will always find new places within you of undiscovered treasures
that will be of benefit to yourself and to your brothers and sisters, to
your planet, and to the Supreme Being.  Pledge to me your conviction, and
I pledge to you my support and all the angels that surround you, all of
the love, all of the prayers of your brothers and sisters on this world
and on others who are praying for each of you and all of you to make that
eternal adventure, your personal quest of achievement of soul growth, to
grow in beauty, to live in joy, and to find new meaning and purpose for
all the days you live and love.  Does this answer your question?

Student:   Oh yes, Mother, and I love you more each and every day.  And
thank you so much for putting it so beautifully.  

Student:   Mother I wish to ask a question.  I am yearning to be
instrumental in supporting and serving harmony and healing in my group,
my TR Urantia group with regards to a question that has brought to
surface a difference of perspectives, interpretations, and options.  I’m
inviting you to bring in the love and the action that you offer to assist
this process that all of us may come to understand and to hear each
other’s perspective with respect and honor.  Can you speak to this and
how I may proceed so that I may truly serve?

Mother Spirit:  My daughter, how it gladdens my heart to hear you speak
the words of peace and harmony in restoring loving and peaceful fraternal
relationships.  As you know, when we as your divine parents look down
upon you, we see you as young children who are first establishing your
acclimation to a world and in a world that has been so fraught with
difficulties and distortion of the true ways of love, understanding, and
peace.  You can see how difficult it is for your relationships to be less
than harmonious.  You know how easy it is to misunderstand and
misinterpret one another’s others actions and to trod on tender feelings
unintentionally.  So I honor that which is in you to find a better way to
bring together this healing balm of understanding, tolerance, mutual
support, and respect in an environment where certain conditions of
discontent and misunderstanding exist.  

As you endeavor to engage in your fellows in an open discussion, it will
be prudent for you to seek guidance from within as to those individual’s
receptivity to hearing your words.  Many times people are contentious
because they want to be heard, they want to be validated.  Sometimes
people are contentious because they are speaking out in pain, they are
wanting the balm of your loving words to console them, to uplift them. 
And so it will be important for you to ascertain from which perspective
they are deriving their discontentment.  So this is where you exercise
greater control by coming to us as your divine parents who can offer you
more insight and understanding as to their motivation and begin to see
them from our perspective of why they may say and do the things in the
manner in which they do.  

So once you begin to see and understand, then the next step would be to
ask us for the words that will guide your approach to them that will not
be perceived as judgmental, condemning, or threatening.  When you
approach them in this way, they will begin to sense a true kinship with
you and begin to open up.  And then you can feed them with more
understanding and love because they will be open to hearing the words of
spirit that will go right into their soul to help them overcome some of
their own misunderstandings.  But it must be done very carefully on your
end with the proper amount of prayerful stillness in approaching them. 
And this is a very, very tenuous ground that you walk on because
fraternal relations between humans are so easily damaged without the
imprint and impulse of spirit moving behind it.  

So I would suggest that you spend a great deal of time in prayer in
seeking guidance before you venture out into the realm of discussion,
before you venture out in trying to appease the situation on an
individual-to-individual basis.  Bring us in to your prayers to act as
the harmonizer in spirit, to prepare the ground, to plant those seeds of
love, understanding in both you and that other individual or individuals
before you proceed.  Allow the time to pass, and do not be hesitant to
ask us when is the time right.  We will tell you either wait, to pray, or
to proceed.  You will know, because you will feel and you will sense that
those elements within you that are necessary to speak with love and
understanding will be so tightly engrained within you that the words will
be natural and effortless and will fall gracefully from your lips and
into that person’s soul and indeed be a healing presence and love agent
into them.  Do you understand this my daughter?

Student:  Oh so clearly and so gratefully.  I am so grateful.  Just a
follow-up on this evening’s meeting, would it be best then to be in a
stillness instead of a communication at this stage and just offer words
of recognition that I have received their communication and that I am in
prayer about it, that I will be able to respond when it is clearly time
to?

Mother Spirit:  Even now the threads of love are being seeded into this
situation as I weave my harmony through all and the collective.  Let your
heart be light with joy.  Let your mind rest easy in the assurance of
harmonious fraternal relations working within the foundation of your
group’s dynamic.  It is not necessary to respond.  It is important that
you let the quality of loving harmony descend upon the scene.  When you
meet, spend a few moments in stillness.  Those of you who are interested,
call in my harmony, my unity into the very essence of the group and let
that stir and blend in the minds of everyone there, and let that be the
foundation that is building.  In time as you pray for this to unfold, you
will find that the life-force of love that you are adding into this
situation will trigger a new understanding in your mind so that when you
do respond, after you are given the clear signal, that the group dynamics
will be raised to a new elemental high where everyone is raised into the
embrace of greater understanding and respect and tolerance.  No one is
left behind.  All are uplifted thereby preserving the loving
relationships, friendships, family that you are growing here.  Do this
with the intention of being the love agent, each of you and all of you
together, and let time take its course in unfolding new truths, new
appreciations of one another. 

My little children are learning to appreciate and love one another.  You
will find in time that this becomes a delightful experience where you
will find new ways to entice cooperation, understanding, and respect out
of people and you will have fed them indeed something so strong within
their soul.  You have yet to know the full significance of this that you
do in service to us.  And if you are truly to be our instruments, what we
ask of you will be a privilege and a joy.   Are you well satisfied with
this answer?

Student:  I am in love with this answer.

Carlo:  Mother, I have just started to go into a lot of pain that I have
been holding for awhile and realized that often when I start to feel it
when I work with myself or work with others to go into this pain in
isolation that I have experienced for a long time, I feel it in my body. 
I feel blocked a lot and when I start to feel it within a few seconds, my
mind does something and shuts it off.  It seems like a defense mechanism
that I have been using for a long time and now that I understand that the
past keeps me from the love within myself and the experience that I want
to take part in, I feel like I am ready to move on, to feel the pain and
let it move through.  I am asking you if you have any advise for me or is
there any way to start to feel the pain and maybe to let go of the
defenses or the control of the mind or if you can say something I need to
hear to help me, help others with that.

Mother Spirit:  My dear child, even now the foundation of love is growing
stronger within you.  And it is very challenging and difficult for you as
little children to face pain or any kind of discomfort.  You do not
welcome it, you do not relish it, you do not want to face it.  (Laughter:
It hurts.)  It does, and yet we do not expect you to face this if it is
too difficult, neither do we want you to shy away from it because it is
there, it is real to you.  And you are correct in recognizing the
defenses that you have built up to protect you from it.  But we, as your
parents, who love you and want to help you overcome this are available to
you.  And so my son, you do not need this defense mechanism any longer to
protect you, for we step in and protect you and build your foundation
strong so that when you feel this love coming into your being and
overtaking your heart, the pain diminishes naturally.  It gradually
recedes, and so there comes a point when you walk away from the pain
because it is no longer there holding you hostage, dragging you under an
abyss of despair.  

So what is the antidote then?  What do you do?  You call on us as your
divine parents by spending time each day asking for us to enter you by
quieting your mind and finding that place within you that longs for this
exquisite love that we have to share with you and by opening your heart
and asking to receive it.  Now this will take some time for you to
practice and to sense that you are receiving.  But more and more as you
identify now with receiving love, each day will this defense mechanism
within you alleviate its grasp.  And you will find yourself being drawn
into this deep, deep, deep reservoir of love, of eternal love, of
infinite love that is available to you at all times each moment of the
day.  And you will find new skills and new ways to tap into this.  The
first step is to first begin to conceptualize that it is there within
you.  Then ask to receive it and then spend the necessary time in
quieting your mind so that that which is within you can begin to echo and
reverberate into the surface of your mind nourishing you, quenching your
thirst; being the new spring of that love refreshment that soothes your
soul.

So as much as you can, as regularly as you can, for as long as you can,
make time for that appointment with your Divine Source and Center. 
Schedule it into your day and be committed in keeping that appointment as
your sacred time to receive that which we so delight in giving to you. 
For you are our child and our love for you is infinite and
ever-pervasive, but you must do the hook up at your end by making that
appointment so that we can instill within you all of the love that you
need to live here and be that beautiful child of our creation.  Is this
something that you think you might be interested in trying?  (Yes)

You have a wonderful, wonderful resource in the brothers and sisters of
this group.  Call on them for the encouragement you need to continue to
try in making this divine appointment a part of your day.  And I ask you
as Carlo’s brothers and sisters to encourage him and to help him, to
support him while he makes and creates a new habit for himself.  You are
all strong in your connection with us.  Help your siblings who are less
secure by offering your encouragement, feedback, prayers, and assistance
in whatever way you can so he too can gain strength and confidence in
what is being fed to him.  Are you well satisfied with this answer, my
child?

Student:  Yes.  Thank you very much, Mother.

Student:   Mother, I have felt a very strong connection with you early on
and lately I seemed to be more focused on my relationship with Michael
and my Adjuster so I ask you now how this might be changing for me and
how I might weave you more fully into my life and create a balance of
working with all of you more intimately and know your personalities much
more fully?

Mother Spirit:  My daughter, the duality of our action in your mind is a
wondrous gift that you are just now beginning to articulate.  Ever and
often will you use this articulation in loving ministry for your brothers
and sisters and so it is only a matter of time before all of those
foundational elements, which are being planted within you, will manifest
their full fruit.

You are gaining strength in your capacity to sense certain divine
presences and like sensing the Father Fragment and Michael’s presence
through the Spirit of Truth so are you gaining more cognition of my
presence within you.  So if you are feeling the lure to come to know me,
is that not a signal to spend time with me, and to ask me to reveal
myself to you, and to weave myself into you, to grow you into me and how
I minister to you.  If you are sensing this, then is this not already
occurring within you?  

And so in doing your piece of the relationship, all you need to do is
just show me your interest and to ask me to continually reveal myself in
you and placing myself in those places in you where you have been
deficient in knowing me and feeling me and understanding me.  And I will
weave myself within you and fill all of those voids, and you will grow in
an understanding—you will sense new meanings, new ideas, new
inter-associations within you.  And so, all you have to do is ask each
day and even moment to moment in the midst of your day, and I will be
there to lovingly support and supplant anything that is not serving you
for your growth.  I will supplant this with a new idea, with a new
representation of my love for you.  Do you think this will be easy for
you to do, my daughter?  (I hope so, yes.)  And has this answered your
question? (Yes, thank you).

Student:  Mother, is there something that you can assist me with in
helping me get through the current transition?

Mother Spirit:  Already, even now you are moving forward by your desire
to find new creative expressions of healing and of service.  Do you not
find in your times of communion with us as your parents that these are
precious times to you, that you are gaining new sensory impressions
within you of our life for you, our upholding of you?

Student:  Yeah, all the time.

Mother Spirit:  And as much as you can spend time with us each day and
ask for those potentials that you have within you be activated by our
spirit presences.  Be in that place of pure, innocent receiving; that
quiet place where your heart knows the lightness and joy of being in the
divine union.  Your mind has a wondrous capacity to receive.  Let us in
to all of those places that are underneath the surface awareness of what
you have experienced in life.  Call us in to those submerged places
within your mind so that we can activate certain potentials within you
that you yet have to experience. You will not know what these places are
so you will need to trust that we will be so gentle and so nurturing of
bringing these forth in you in a very, very tender way.  

As you lay yourself in our foundation, the only thing we ask of you is
your complete trust so that that which we are surrounding you with can
sink into every fiber of your being, every atom of each cell, and feed
you with that active, dynamic, loving, light of life that springs forth
new creative expression in you.  You bring us your trust.  We create the
sparks that activate you.  This is the divine partnership.  Does this
help you?.
(Yes)  And are you well satisfied with this answer?  (Yes. It’s just a
learning process of letting go and trusting. There is resistance.) 

And in calling us into those places of resistance, we will help you let
go more gracefully so that it is not a place of fear or doubt, but a
place of gentle and sweet surrender, and you can rest safely in our arms
as we make you new in our image.    

Let us join hands.  

My children, what a joy it is to this mother’s heart that you wish to
spend time with me, that you wish to know me, and to serve your brothers
and sisters.  Enjoy one another more.  Help one another more.  Pray with
and for one another more.  You are all so gifted.  You are all so strong.
 Let yourself grow confident in your strengths.  Share your gifts with
one another.  Encourage each other as I will be with each of you and all
of you as you share yourselves with one another.  And when you are in
relationship with one another, honor me and your Father by calling us in
to your association.  Your parents wish to join you in your activities,
and we will elevate you to new heights and new fraternal kinships and
grow your bonds of love with one another deeper.  

Your group is strong, and there is so much love coursing though your
hearts, your intentions.  Call us in as your parents so that we can
continue to uphold you and uplift you to new heights of joy and peace. 
My blessings are upon you.  My light shines within you.  My love courses
through you.  You are my children, and you are all deeply beloved.  Good
afternoon.