[tmtranscripts] Center for Christ Consciousness -- Anatolia, March 13, 2003

[Donna DIngillo]

Center for Christ Consciousness
Larkspur, CA
Series on the Mother Spirit by Teacher Anatolia 
#1 of 3, See previously posted March 20, 2003 (#2)


ANATOLIA – MOTHER SPIRIT
March 13, 2003

Good evening. This is Anatolia who greets you this evening. Welmek is
temporarily on assignment, and will be away for a week or so, and I have
been asked to conduct the instruction for this group during his absence.
During this period of time, I have been advised that it is now time to
embark on a more in-depth course of instruction on the nature, function,
influence and presence of our Mother Spirit within your mind.

As you know, there has been a dearth of information on your planet of the
aspect of deity that is more feminine in its relationship to humans, as
you grow in spirit. And there is a concerted effort underway to bring the
awareness of Her exquisite divine presence into your planetary awareness,
as you begin to see women who have been submerged in the shadows of male
domination begin to take on their own nature and celebrate the gender
that they have been created within. 

For you, as men in a material body, there is a particular way in which
you can come to know our Mother Spirit that will be different in
perspective than that of your female counterparts. And I wish now to
impart some deeper and detailed instruction to you regarding our Mother. 


Do you find that this would be interesting to all of you? (enthusiastic
agreement) So I would like to hear from your perspective what it is about
our Mother that you would like to know more about, or the qualities that
you find interesting and helpful to understand? What about our Mother is
piquing your interest and curiosity now? I wish to hear your comments.

Student: What comes to mind is can we contact Her and speak with her
similarly to the way we can speak with Michael, the Spirit of Truth
within us, or indwelling Spirit, the Thought Adjuster? Can we also
commune with the Mother in this way?

Anatolia: Yes, this is indeed possible. 

Student: I felt that was what was happening. But I was just wanting to
have your reassurance. Can you see the teacher who has been assigned to
me, Elianna, the ascending daughter of the Mother Spirit, at this time? 

Anatolia: I relate to her in a similar fashion as you relate to your
human friends and acquaintances. (Thank you). (Pause) Have you no
curiosity about our Mother?

Student: I’d like some more information on how the word used when Jesus
finished on his bestowal here, the Mother Spirit became his consort. It’s
like an ancient word that had more self-presence and it feels more
evolving, sort of like a supreme. Is that almost like a marital union
like the divine pleasure of having a loving partner all the way to
eternity? Or is it more on a mindal level? 

Anatolia: In human equivalency, you would liken this to a sublimely
loving and harmonious complementary pairing that would be of the ideal
marriage between dual energies and spiritual flow. Think of your highly
idealized marriage partners where one spouse is the exquisite complement
of the other and you will have an idea of the superb partnership that is
Michael and Mother combined. It is in this pattern that forms the
foundation in spirit for true human marriage, albeit that marriage in the
human form is fraught with difficulties and is not quite the perfect
harmony that you find at the level of Michael and Mother’s relationship.
Does this answer your question?

Student: Yes, I had a feeling it was that touching. The other part of the
question was, in the partnership does the Mother Spirit act like the Holy
Spirit, is mindal, everywhere present? 

Anatolia: The action of Mother Spirit in your mind is beyond your scope
of understanding. Her ability to influence your thought structure is
consistently active in conjunction with the Adjuster’s work in the mind,
as it also congeals with the Spirit of Truth. Think of the Mother as the
person of Deity who is actually helping you to correct those thought
forms and turning them into the spiritized thoughts that the Adjuster
uses to create symbol pictures within your mind of the nature and reality
of the Father’s personality and of the universe. 

Her action is beyond your understanding. Suffice it to say that when you
rest your mind within Hers, much as a child rests in the arms of his
mother, you will find that realm of pure safety and comfort that will
fill you with such loving peace that you will not want to leave Her
embrace. And in this you will find the way in which you relate to reality
will surely be altered and more spiritually uplifting to you. Has this
somewhat answered your question?

Student: Yes it has. So it’s still very appropriate it as a feminine
influence at our level?

Anatolia: This is perhaps the only way that you will truly understand it,
for you are so highly genderized in your ability to relate to one
another. And so the way in which you relate to spirit is predicated on
your experience. But you will grow. Your mind will expand in time and in
form as the mind spiritizes.

Student: Anatolia, I was thinking of the Mother before these
transmissions,  before actually talking with Her. In Paradise, they say
that in eternity when the First Person creates the Second Person as this
personality, this divine personality, and in consequence Paradise is also
created as this epitome of personal reality. In our own lives we are the
same kind of being. We have a spirit, our own personality has its own
kind of spirit. We have the spirit of God within us. We have Michael’s
Spirit of Truth. Then we have the physical body that follows eternal
patterns—absolute—as far as our scientists have been able to find out, to
the billionth of a second. 

We also have this physical impersonal kind of chemical/electrical body
that obeys absolute mathematical laws. And I’ve always conceived of the
Mother Spirit as the connection. We’re living within her being. And by
her very being here and being these dimensions of the thought adjutants,
all these levels of her mind, that actually enable us to think, to feel,
to realize, to have this experience be real for us. This connection of
our own spirit and Michael’s spirit and the Father’s spirit, enables us
to realize this unique physical being we have. 

So it’s taking me awhile to conceive of this as a kind of absolute kind
of glue. It’s taking me awhile to feel her and experience her as a
person. So I have the exact opposite problem of V. For me it’s hard to
feminize this absolute part of the cosmic mind, this individuation of the
infinite spirit. 

Anatolia: And it is because She is what you might conceive as
super-feminine that you would not want to relate to Her in the way in
which you would relate to a humanly feminine individual. And all of the
ideas are presented to you so you have some contextual way in which to
relate to them. But truly, our Mother is a person of Deity that is
experienceable, just as is the Father in Paradise and Michael in Nebadon.
Our Mother Spirit resident on Salvington, whose being pervades the
universe of Nebadon, is equally contactable and experienceable. 

But how you will experience her is uniquely predicated upon your ability
to step beyond the ideation of feminine qualities, and move into the
realm of how Spirit functions in the world that is nurturing and loving
and warming and everywhere pervading – just as you might understand or
appreciate a tender and lovingly devoted mother to her human children.

We will move into an experience this evening, so that you have a greater
range of knowledge of her within your being. And I will lead you in that
realm when you have shared with me your questions. Then we will discuss
what you have experienced. So are there any other questions before we
begin?

Student: Yes, I would like to speak up now, Anatolia. I’m inspired by the
possibility that the Mother Spirit is able to assist individual men and
individual women to be more effective on the human level in male-female
relationships. You even acknowledged yourself a few minutes ago that it
is very difficult on this level for that to happen successfully. And
thereby I’m making a request, I suppose, to find out if by asking is it
possible for the Mother Spirit to be invited into our self, our minds,
our integrity, and assist us to be able to be more relatable to the
feminine, the women on our planet – even to the extent that we are able
to be successful in one on one marital relationships?
I’d like to find out if that’s a feasibility right now.

Anatolia: While you will never in your gender relationships truly
understand one another, you can come to a mutually accepting appreciation
of the qualities that the genders bring into a relationship. And instead
of being antagonistic with one another, they can actually be a source of
harmony and complement one another because they are based on the
qualities of Michael and Mother as the universe pattern of gender
relationships. 

The most important element to bring into a human marital relationship is
love and acceptance. And when the one spouse does not understand what the
other spouse does or says, it is not appropriate to condemn that
individual, but to go into the realm of Spirit and ask for enlightenment
and a deeper perspective awareness of where that individual is operating.
This is what is so sorely lacking on your planet. Men and women
consistently try to evaluate the other from their own perspective. And
this is a certain recipe for disharmony, discord, and divorce.

In your approach to those who are different from you, look to those
differences and ask for the harmonization of those differences that you
see within you to be afforded a higher understanding, so that the
differences become unified and strengthened to create a new truth reality
in the relationship that will be mutually beneficial, and will keep the
relationship growing in a healthy manner. Does this answer your question?

Student: It helps. I get a sense from what you said that the key is to be
open and expressive with the other person. And that it would be most
desirable for both to take advantage of your suggestion of when there are
differences to rise above them and make an effort to be in tune with the
example of Michael and the Mother. And to accept differences that may not
be able to be understood, but to go ahead in some manner that is more
spiritually able to happen as the result of rising above it as a mutual
activity. I can see that as a great opportunity in becoming involved with
somebody to discuss and agree on even right from the very beginning.

Anatolia: The essential element is that you love this individual. And by
that I am not referring to the sex attraction that you feel for this
individual, but from a deeper and more committed affectionate response of
wanting good – and doing good – for that individual. That this individual
is so highly regarded by you that you seek everything that is good and
beautiful and true for that individual to happen in her life. And this is
the fundamental building block of a healthy relationship. Do you
understand?

Student: I think I do. It sounds like that’s applicable to any
connection, male-female. 

Anatolia: It is applicable in all situations. But when you are in an
intimate liaison with an individual, it becomes increasingly more
striking. 

Student: Is it possible to ask for Mother Spirit to guide us in
discerning another person who would be able to be matched in this
capacity with us? 

Anatolia: You may approach Her in this manner if you feel so compelled.
(Thank you.)
(Pause) Are there other questions before we begin? 

Student: I’d just like to ask a quick question. I once thought I
contacted the Supreme Being. I got a sense I actually delineated the
Supreme Being evolving deity. Now I’m beginning to wonder if, possibly,
it was the Mother Spirit. You have permission to scan my mind to see if I
was on track or not.

Anatolia: I am sorry. I will not be able to honor your request for this
is beyond the parameters of what I am permitted to disclose. (Okay, thank
you.) 

Student: Yes, Anatolia, I notice that you were speaking as a woman
speaking, and within me, my body, what I was feeling was confusion and
resistance. And I guess uncertainty about the Mother’s place in my life.
And maybe that’s one part of my life where I am lacking.  Could you speak
upon that?

Anatolia: I believe the experience tonight will open you more than my
words can convey at this time. My only comment to you would now be: Are
you captivated by the idea of having a relationship with this person of
Deity, and are you open now to her revealing herself into your mind, so
that you can avail yourself of the Divine Minister more fully to aid your
growth?

Student: Yes. I feel like I need to be softened, and to be less
judgmental and critical of others whose lack of being spiritualized, in a
sense, for lack of a better word, kind of spills into my life and other
people’s lives and causes people discomfort and harm. I guess I feel a
strong sense of anger toward those kinds of people. So I do need to
soften my judgmentalness and criticalness.  I do desire to come from a
place of love, for I know it is their own ignorance and lack of
understanding.

Anatolia: You have correctly ascertained that she can indeed soften you
and make you more loving and gentle with people. So let us now go into
her domain, into her womb, as she has invited you in the past. 

Mother, your sons now are ready to be encircuited within you, seeking to
come to a greater experiential awareness of the love that you have for
your children. Ask her to reveal the quality that is important for your
growth, and allow yourself to experience that which she delights in
giving to her beloved children. (pause)

I call you back into the awareness that as you bring your attention
present, allow her ministry to continue to work within you as you share
with me what you experienced as you grow in relationship with our Mother.
Please share with me when you feel so moved to speak.

Student: For me, Anatolia, I had a feeling of softening in my ability to
communicate to my brother, who is having a hard time in his marriage, and
who doesn’t understand or appreciate who I am, spiritually and from his
perspective the way he lives his life. So I had a sense that I could
write a letter and have a greater chance now than ever before of getting
across in a way that speaks to his heart.

Anatolia: Thank you for sharing that with me. 

Student: Anatolia, I liked your way of asking or praying to the Mother
from her perspective what qualities would she recommend I bring into my
consciousness. The first quality of that was discipline. That through
Welmek, through yourself. I remember a wonderful dance you and I had
years ago, Anatolia; leaving these meetings with you and Welmek and
feeling reborn. The night air was just fresh and this wonderful thing of
getting in touch with feelings. It’s like advancing my left foot and now
it’s time for my right foot now to come along and now that I’m getting in
touch with my emotion, it is time for some discipline to start putting
into practice what I am actually able to know now.

At first I thought it was because we associate discipline with the
masculine. But with your caution that this is beyond gender, I think the
Mother Spirit wants us to be strong and healthy and discipline is what I
got as the main thing I need now.  And from the Mother!

Anatolia: And you may be very surprised as you continue to develop your
relationship with her at the ideas and ways she reveals herself to you.
Break down your constructs of gender that you are used to dealing in as
you open yourself to a greater range of understanding your Mother’s
presence in your life. Do you think you will be able to do this at your
will end?

Student: Oh yes, Anatolia, we males, even on a human level, are living
through a marvelous time of the last 20 or 30 years, maybe of the last
several hundred years, where our females are really coming out and just
realizing all their various natures. It is a great time to be alive. The
females we are surrounded with now are just blossoming out of all these
centuries of being repressed. It is a marvelous time. And it is easier
and easier for us to be degenderize, in a sense, all these qualities. I
see Mother and Michael, beyond this complementarity they have, their
shared divinity and beyond our genderization, as you call it, we share
with our females a common humanity. It’s a marvelous time to be alive. I
think the Mother has a big hand in it all.

Anatolia: Oh yes, she does! And it is true, many new facets of her are
emerging now on your planet. It is, indeed, wondrous to behold.

Student: Anatolia. The quality I believe the Mother is trying to reveal
to me is her simple, beautiful, gentle, soft love that she has for me and
each individual. And as she was doing this, I felt a sadness inside of
me. It was real light. I felt like I was almost floating, floating in her
presence. This is the experience I had, different from the one I had when
she first revealed herself to me about a year ago, actually. I actually
felt a transformation taking place in my consciousness. She has many
different sides. 

Anatolia: And it will be your joy to open yourself to appreciate as many
aspects of her as you humanly can while you still walk in the mortal
flesh. 

Student: I can call on her every day to experience another side of her. 

Student: Anatolia, I am glad you mentioned the words Divine Minister. It
has helped me realize that the work that D has been doing with me, the
gardening of my mind, is really the Divine Minister. The feeling I got
was a renewed desire to help people with their loneliness. 

Anatolia: Let her speak deeply into your heart. When you feel so engaged
to minister to humans in their loneliness, call on her and ask for her
pervasive mind to come into the realms of that person’s loneliness, and
to uplift them into her embrace where they will be able to receive in the
spirit the comfort, the safety and the warmth of a loving mother.
Everyone needs this touch. And it will be your delight to provide them
with this experience. When you are conversing with them, hold them in
this prayerful communion with Mother Spirit, and they will benefit
greatly. (Pause)

Student: What I notice, Anatolia, was that beneath this judgment and
criticism of others was how my own heart was guarded from really totally
and fully loving and expressing the truth, my truth. I saw how I keep
myself at a distance. I noticed this the other day that I can see, I can
feel the joy, but it only goes so far. It’s like I don’t allow myself to
swim into it, that I guard myself, that I don’t feel safe enough to swim
into the joy completely, to celebrate life completely. And I wish to feel
safe, to totally, completely, celebrate life and feel it without fear of
being judged or criticized. 

Anatolia: In the coming days come into her presence, and allow yourself
to be uplifted into that realm of safety. And she will soften all of
those places within your mind that you are steadfastly guarding, to help
you realize that through her embrace and Michael’s love you will no
longer need to be so vigilant in your guard. For they will replace the
hurt you have felt with a self-reliance and confidence that will make you
strong and give you greater capacity to lovingly appreciate other people.
Do you think you would like to achieve this?

Student: Yes, very much so, especially now that I know that I am being
stretched beyond what I had known. I need to feel that sense of safety,
that I am being protected, as I reach out beyond my own limitations and
boundaries therein.

Anatolia: And you will be held in the most loving arms you can possibly
imagine. My dear brothers, what more can I say? I leave you in the loving
embrace of our Mother:  for you to experience her more fully tonight has
been a privilege for me to share with you. And I leave you in the full
recognition that her ministry is continually creating a wonderful place
within you that will make you even more spiritually unified and
glorified, as you emulate our Mother in the unique ways she will reveal
herself to you. 

We will continue this instruction next week as I rejoin you. And in the
coming weeks please spend your stillness time, or a portion thereof, with
her, in asking her to come to you and reveal herself to you in the ways
she knows will benefit you greatly. Good night, my dear friends.