[tmtranscripts] Center for Christ Consciousness -- April 14, 2003

[Donna DIngillo]

CENTER FOR CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS
Larkspur, CA

MOTHER SPIRIT & MICHAEL
EASTER MESSAGE – APRIL 14, 2003 

 
Good evening.  This is your Mother who speaks to you this evening in
preparation for a greater presence of Michael within your being as you
move into the celebration of the Ester period. I enjoin you now to come
into my presence for a greater encircuitment within you so that I may
make you mind a sacred and holy place.  This is spring; this is the time
of the rebirth and a regeneration of those spirit potentials within you
that have been slumbering through the long months of the winter of
darkness.  Come into my embrace, feel my breath envelop you softening
those places within your mind that require the softness of a mother’s
touch.  Wherever you feel you need that gentleness within you, ask me to
touch that with my kiss of life.  Let me prepare the way in you to
receive greater bounty of Michael’s essence within you  Take your time,
relax into my embrace, receive my love, my tenderness, and rest, rest my
children, rest.  (Pause) 

Draw me into those places where you require greater encirclement of my
presence—the action of healing to regenerate new faith potentials within
you, and to stimulate ideation and creative thoughts that will fully
refresh and reinvigorate your lives.  My children, you have access to
such great wealth, and this encircuitment is always available to you—ever
present.  Call on me to encircuit you each day to weave my presence
around you, to stimulate those areas of darkness or resistance with anew
dynamism that will add greater meaning and purpose to your life. 

What does it feel like to be embraced by your mother?  Ask yourself this
question each day and come to me.  You are not so grown up as to no
longer need my hugs.  And so,  would you not want to rush readily into my
arms and to receive the tenderness that is so important to young and
growing souls?  So you only need to call on me and I will be there to
envelop you—to encircle your, mind adding a greater space within your
consciousness so that what you will be fed throughout the day will be of
spiritual substance—deep nourishment—that will satisfy even to your very
core.  (Pause)

Before we go into the experience of Michael aligning, I would wish to ask
you to present your questions to me, that I may converse with you
personally to help you in your growing relationship with me.   What
questions have you now?  (Pause)

As your minds are being impressed with a greater appreciation of my
being, I ask you to consider the implications of this in your mind:  What
does this divine presence do within my mind?  How, in reshaping my ideas,
may I yield more fully to the ministry of my mother?  Let yourselves move
gently into this arena of thought and share with me your concerns or
ideas, for this will help you expand your capacity to be in a spiritized
consciousness throughout your day.  

Student:  Mother I guess being brought up in such a culture and tradition
of self-reliance the thing that has stood out of all these teachings is
this invitation to call on you and Michael for assistance.  This seems
the one thing I forget to do.  But I have a good feeling of thankfulness
for your company and the feeling that through you I am connected.  This
is what you do for me—you connect me—you connect with my own body and
soul.  You connect me with these other people and their souls, so I am
very thankful.

Mother Spirit:  And your gratitude is very touching, my dear.  As you
feel this connection, is it not joyous indeed to live in this state?  It
is possible to maintain the connection throughout the course of your
conscious activity as your capacity to remember increases and your desire
for Spirit emerges into the realm of more palpable cellular experiences. 
It is only a matter, as you say, to remember.  ‘I remember you, Mother,
and I call on you to connect me.  Connect me into that love, connect me
in that realm for all things beautiful exist.’ And it is in that
connection in asking for that to be sparked, that you will increasingly
feel my presence envelop you to the eventual end you will no longer need
to remember because you will feel that connection all around you, just as
my presence is all around you now.  All that you are doing is increasing
the capacity within your awareness to sense this each and every moment. 
And so it is possible.  And so you have begun, and I am here waiting for
you to remember to speak the words and for me to give you what you need.
You are my child and I will withhold nothing from you—nothing.

Student: Mother, I hate to say it but I have a hard time relating to you
because I was under-mothered by my earth mother.  I feel like I ended up
developing more self reliance because I couldn’t allow myself to be
dependent upon her.  So, I find it is hard for me to call on you.  But I
think I am going to need your help. 

Mother Spirit:  My precious little one, what you have experienced in your
own self reliance was born out of your ability to develop something that
would sustain you in the absence of receiving a deep love that you
required as a small girl.  So it is altogether normal that you would feel
less compulsion for a relationship with your Universe Mother because your
human mother fell short of meeting your needs.  But now you have grown in
your intellectual capacity to know of a different kind of a mother, so I
ask you to open the door to your spiritual yearning to your Universe
Mother’s love.  Are you interested in dealing with this?

Student:  I feel resistance.  It goes way back it goes to not wanting to
be vulnerable.  

Mother Spirit:  It is so, but yet, can you find beyond that reluctance to
be vulnerable a place of yearning for a mother’s love?

Student:  Yes, I can. 

Mother Spirit:  And this is all you need to do. I will gently reveal
myself to you so that every place of vulnerability will be so tenderly
caressed.  You will feel yourself softening and the resistance yielding
in my grace.  Find that place of yearning and when you find it, invite me
in.  That is all you need to do.  I invite you into this place for a few
moments or so if you are willing now and you will know the tenderness of
a mother’s touch.  Take your time, my child.  I am here for you now.

The deprivations of your youth, whatever they may be, will all be fully
compensated by me or by your Universe Father Michael.  My children, my
children, there is no place within you we cannot soften and correct so
that you can grow in your spiritual maturity and be upright and stalwart
children of the Father.  It is your eternal destiny.  Let all the
deprivations that you have experienced to come now into our hands so we
can make you anew in our image.  The image that you held for yourself
that was predicated on your parents’ relationships with you and with one
another and with your siblings can all now be past experiences.  Present
yourself now for a re-parenting of yourself in us. You do not need to
fear that the ball will be dropped this time.  It is not possible.  It is
not possible. 

Student:  I thank you so much.  I so look forward to this re-parenting. 
I am glad to take you up on this.  

Mother Spirit:  My mother’s heart is filled with joy at your words.  Let
this door of love that you are willing to open now let more light into
that place of resistance to soften all of your defenses. 

Student:  Dear Mother Spirit, I thank you for my mother because as you
were speaking I realized that her great character, being the oldest of 12
and whose mother’s mother died at birth, raised up to that stalward
character only because Christianity had been on earth for these 2000
years.  As I look at it it is amazing how transformed that the world has
already been through Jesus’ and your help.  I think I understand you
better through thinking about my mother who is so stable and capable and
long-suffering 

Mother Spirit: How may I assist you in coming into a deeper relationship
with me through not only these strong feelings of affection but in
helping you to appreciate some of the rudimentary aspects of this
relationship that we share?

Student:  I think I am starting to learn by starting to communicate with
females from all over the country, to learn how to bridge the gap.  I’ve
had my mind attuned to this work in various sessions with D to getting
rid of the competition between male and female. I know it is working I
just ask for more of it the country seems to have a gap.

Mother Spirit:  I am speaking more about your personal relationship with
me. I would ask that you consider the simplicity of this question. Those
ideas that you have in your mind will emerge and strengthen your capacity
to interact with other individuals, both men and women.  But what I ask
of you now is just how you and I can be together one on one through out
your day that will bring a greater empathy and nurturing quality into
your being.  I ask you to ponder this in prayer and to quietly find that
place within you that longs for this relationship.  Have you felt that
within you, my son? 

Student:  I feel I have, even tonight.  And it links right up with Jesus
character. I can see the admiration for Jesus is being admiration for you
as well.  

Mother Spirit:  Find that place within you now which seeks to expand that
relationship that we have.  I will create a new awareness within you of
who I am and the role I play in your life.

Student:  It feels to me at this point in my life that my earthly mother
really has been more of a sister to me.  There is great love between us—a
fondness and faithfulness.  I’m not familiar with the fullness of a
surrender into your tenderness-the pleasure of your safety.  I’ve been
working with this for a while, and it has been growing in me.  I am now
recognizing it is partially a trust why I withhold a certain part of me
from you and also from more intimate relationship in my physical life. I
don’t feel I need more but there is a part that wants more safety and to
be vulnerable with the feminine.

Mother Spirit:  It is safe to enter my embrace.  As you are tentatively
walking toward me, each moment you begin to intuit that gentle pulsing
energy that draws you into my safety, into my protection, into my
softness, into my womb of love.  And in this womb of love is where you
are remade new, where these new connections of spirit fibers are added
into your being.  They add a new content into your mind into your
capacity to think, and to feel, to sense, to rationalize. This place is
very safe and nurturing. What occurs over time is all of the fibers being
drawn together and made into a new spiritual substance that illuminate
you from within and shine out from your being as a light into the world. 
This quality that you are allowing to be built within is highly
attractive and compelling to other individuals, and that will immediately
bring new people into your life.  You have already experienced this to
some degree, have you not?

Student:  Yes, I have.

Mother Spirit:   You can trust this.  You can trust in my love for you. 
And you can begin to realize that the expansion that is happening is
giving you greater range  of motion and freedom to within that to love,
to trust, to reach out more to people.  First allow yourself to come into
my womb of love so I can build you of the spirit substance that you need
that will make you strong and give you those moments of knowing that you
can fully relax into the safely of my embrace.  These fibers will grow
within you.  As you feel the sweetness so will you find the pleasure in
resting in me.  The more you rest in me the more beautiful you will
become, and your influence will be highly spiritualizing to other
individuals.  I love you, my dear.  

Student:  I love you too.

Student: I do feel the softness and gentleness within me.  The word I
have had within me not only tonight but for the past few days is the word
honor. Honor in our breath, each person’s breath and honoring myself and
the sacred place within me and within each person no matter where they
are in life.  And what you offer to me is a place to experience and to
expand and a safety net to fail and I am offering that to others.  A
place to experience themselves in their time of life—no judgement.  I
feel honored that I am able to do this; that I am growing and am allowing
people to be vulnerable with me and to express themselves. My children
feel this because I have allowed them to fail and I have I have been
there without judgement.  And I thank you for allowing me to be
vulnerable. I still feel pain as I allow myself to experience this world.
 I do not know any other way to live.  

Mother Spirit:  What you offer is honoring another person their
growth—their experience.  What greater compassion can you show than when
you have empathy for what another person experiences.  As you allow the
pain you feel in being here on this planet to soften in your own mind,
you are increasingly becoming a better servant of humanity for it is this
very compassion and empathy that heals the souls of your wounded brothers
and sisters.  You are in effect ministering to them my presence because
you have added that quality of merciful understanding that will help them
feel safe and protected in your presence.

So as you are taken more into this discomfort of being here, realize this
bigger perspective of what is happening to you so you are not afraid of
the discomfort and pain, but that you can more sweetly and lovingly be
vulnerable.  I will be able to add those strong spiritual threads of
courage and strength and perseverance and tolerance and understanding and
kindness within you, so that as you breath what you breath out onto
another person is the healing air, the healing softness, the healing
vibration of love.  

This is a wonderful gift to bestow onto another person.  I know how you
have asked to be this.  It is unfolding and you are becoming that love. 
Every fiber of your being has the potential to become this love.  The
more you allow yourself to be made over, every fiber that was hurt can be
transformed, can be used to plant the seed of love in another individual.
 Would this not make all the discomfort you went through worth while?
(Yes)

And so you know that this vulnerability that you face now will be of
great benefit to you and to others.  You only need to rest in me and you
will feel the pain soften as you already have.  It is most appreciated
what you are doing and what you desire, and I honor that which you have
undertaken, and I honor my commitment to my children to make them
stronger.  It is my motherly privilege and my motherly joy.

My children, the joy of spring all around you!  As the tender buds on the
trees burst forth with new color and fragrance in anticipation of the
future fruit it will yield, so now understand that the seeds that are
being sown you into each day are your desires that will grow you into
these succulent and lucious fruits that you can share with your brothers
and sisters. As the time of the resurrection draws near, our beloved
Michael is waiting to bring into you a new substance of his power of his
rebirth that he experienced.  And it is his unique gift to share with
you.  Plant your feet firmly in his resurrection.  Welcome his presence
into you this evening.  I take my leave in anticipation of he who is our
Creator Sovereign I love you, my dear precious ones, and I am only a
whisper and a thought away.  Good evening.  (Pause)

I am Michael.  My children, I am here to restore a new foundation within
you: to feed you with that liberating truth—the reality of son-ship with
the Father in Paradise.  There is no other truth greater than this
reality that you can experience now in human form.  Let this river of
love from the Father that draws you into full awareness of your status as
a child of Paradise course into your veins, bringing the resurrecting
power of His love and my love to you.  Bathe in this divine love-light,
my children, and be made anew.  Receive.  Receive.  Receive. (Pause) 

The world is growing stronger in truth. The love of the Father is
blanketing this planet in an energy so strong that no evil or darkness
will be able to withstand this new dynamism that is undertaking and
holding this world.  You, by your very capacity to receive this essence
of resurrecting energy and power, directly add more love and truth onto
your planet.  In the coming days, my children, I ask you to receive this
more into your body, so that as you walk on the ground you turn it into
sacred space.  The energy that you carry forth in your being transfers
into the air, into the earth.  And everywhere you walk brings this
essence of renewal and rebirth, not only onto the planet, but into the
relationships that you enter into—into your conversations or your
intimate embraces with other people. 

You are not walking alone, isolated in and of your own beings, but you
are partnering with me in bring my love and my truth to pervade Urantia.
So that you, as my instruments, are turning this planet into the world of
the Father.  You are adding the love of the Father into all the places of
this planet.  What a labor of love this is for you, to carry this energy
presence around you and to add it wherever you go.  And so you have this
capacity seated within you tonight, to bring this resurrection of love
onto Urantia.  You only need to call on me and I will be there to carry
this forth with you, and we will spread the seeds of love wherever we go.
 For I am evermore leading the children of this world into the family of
God—into the paradise community

It is a time of great joy.  And you all have a tremendous privilege
undertaking this.  Share with me in the joy, my children! Celebrate this
time of spring and resurrection! As you go into this week preparing for
the Easter holiday, carry this memory of this experience here tonight and
invite me to share myself with you.  You will sense a new rigorous
dynamic quality to the faith you have already experienced.  Know that
what you are doing on this planet is of such high value—of such
inestimable worth—that it will fill you with such a sense of purpose and
fulfillment—that it will make you brave, brave bearers of light and truth
to Urantia.  

My peace is upon you, my children.  My resurrection grows within you. 
Spread these seeds around to all who come to you and make this place a
shrine of all Nebadon.  Good evening.  

Because of the power of this message and the imagery presented, the
following is the transmitter’s note on perceiving Michael’s message in
symbol pictures when transmitting: 

When we call on Michael’s resurrection power, he was showing me that we
can potentially walk around with his energy transforming the actual
living mechanism of this planet into truth. Mother was creating that path
for us to have the capacity to grow into this.  We are to bring this
transformation power into the planet.  Michael wants us to be aware
because when we are aware it makes us want to do it more.  It occurs as a
growing awareness of what it is that we are doing.  He showed me how when
people, who are properly spiritized, walk around it is actually
transforming the earth.  It is not just transforming people, but it is
actually transforming the very environment of the earth to pristine
terrain—that the earth has contained so much error and evil—and this is
cleaning it.  His resurrection power is creating a new rebirth of the
soil, of the environment of the earth.  It is not just a person-to-person
dynamic, but it is a planetary dynamic, too.