[tmtranscripts] Michael 8.1.05

[JERRY LANE]

Michael—October 1, 2005

Marin TM Group—Mill Valley, California, U.S.A.

MICHAEL—T/R-JL

(The necessity for experience)

(Being at home in the universe)

(How your soul will grow in the future)

(Home is within you—your soul)

(How to have the mind of Jesus)

(What marriage is)

(The spiritual, creative dimension of making decisions)

(Sharing decisions with your partners and friends)

(Mind and spirit—meaning and value)



Prayer:  Dear Michael and Mother Spirit,    Tonight we want to thank You for 
introducing us to the spiritual idea of self-forgetfulness--the inner 
strength and self assurance that allows us to let go of ourselves and turn 
all of our attention outwards, where we can light up our world and perceive 
the infinite detail of Gods’ creation.  This enables us to really be there 
for others, to meet the eyes of everyone we encounter, and reflect them back 
to themselves, with an assurance of their absolute reality in our eyes.  
Then best of all, we find ourselves, our lives, peopled with such wondrous 
individuals.  So for this we are truly thankful.  Amen.

(The necessity for experience)

MICHAEL:   Good evening, My sons, My peace be upon you. This is your 
spiritual father, Michael, and your dear brother in this human life I shared 
with you.  I ask you to keep this in mind during those times you may be 
tempted to wonder if, when the harder tasks before you seem a bit too much, 
when you feel the full depth of your being an experiential being, a being 
primarily of growing experience day to day; if you are tempted to wonder, is 
this really necessary for you to build up a potentially immortal soul?  
Remember that I too had to learn this way.

Though I have been Father to human beings on many millions of evolutionary 
worlds similar to Urantia, still I had to experience, if you will--from the 
inside out, what it was to be a human being walking on the earth, in order 
to gain the full sovereignty of the local universe of Nebadon and fulfill My 
potential as a Creator Son.  There is just no substitute for experience.  
Which is why, from a metaphysical point of view, you can think of this as 
the reason why our Father chose to create this enormous universe out here in 
time and space, and then people it with beings as vast as those who create 
spiral nebula which will in time give rise to millions of suns and their 
planetary systems--these gigantic beings, all the way down to human beings.  
And then create this universe in such a way that every personal being has 
genuine, meaningful work to do to move the evolution of the whole affair one 
more step forward each and every day.

I know this is something unimaginably enormous to consider.  As Mother 
Spirit reminded you last week, the cultural diversity on your own planet is 
far, far beyond the realization of any one person.  You could not literally 
travel enough around the world in a thousand lifetimes, let alone one, to 
even begin to comprehend the diversity on this one planet.  Yet We would 
have you feel at home in this enormity.

(Being at home in the universe)

Friendship and love are of such a nature that two people by themselves can 
create their own universe and feel happy and fulfilled within it.  Then even 
beyond this, you yourselves alone in company with your Heavenly Father and 
all the celestial friends you are surrounded with, you can feel complete and 
at home.

Consider how this is possible.  We have suggested that the essence of 
yourself, a unique personality created by God, was created with these 
physical and mental and spiritual dimensions to engage all these 
corresponding dimensions of His reality.  So you were made for this, and the 
full realization of the fact leads you home.  And this is a dynamic and 
vibrantly alive, changing and growing home in which you find yourself.  
Every aspect of reality you encounter is growing.  Material is constantly 
being created right within the seven Super Universes, which are in turn 
being prolifically peopled with a fantastic blossoming of individual 
personal beings, all the way from human beings on up.

(How your soul will grow in the future)

Then consider that aspect of God’s personality, the person-hood of the 
Supreme Being, who experiences all of this and grows with this experience.  
Let yourselves be a bit awestruck with the realization that, as you sit in 
your comfortable chairs on the surface of this tiny planet, this is all 
happening right now.  You might as well relax and enjoy it.  It’s real.  
It’s out there happening moment by moment, and so much of it awaits you.  
There’s a clear path from your life here on this evolutionary planet, all 
the way to Paradise, however many billions and billions of years of your 
time it may take you.

How unimaginably gigantic you will grow in your soul to encompass this 
experience.  But you were made for this too.  No limits can be put upon your 
personality and its potential to encompass all these ever increasingly 
larger dimensions of Gods’ reality.

As you traverse all the hundreds of very discrete separate stages of 
evolving from a largely physical/mental experience here on Urantia, to the 
distant time when you will leave our Local Universe as a complete spiritual 
being; think now of all the architectural spheres that are designed to lead 
you step by step through all these stages of your coming transformation.  
Think of how much of the Local Universe is devoted to the training of 
ascendant mortals.  Think of all the millions of people who have gone on 
before you just from this one evolutionary planet alone.  Stretch your 
imaginations and realize they’re still alive, progressing through all their 
schools and life experiences, all the joyful playtime and really good 
spiritual work, not only on the thousands of architectural spheres, but also 
on their visits to, and the help they supply on the millions of evolutionary 
planets. This is all in store for you, My children.  And you are so 
constructed, so conceived and created, so capable of incorporating all of 
this by your very nature.  This has been a whole list of reasons for you to 
feel very much at home.

Now consider the dimension of time.  In the sequence of events, you may find 
yourselves looking for your home as if somehow, when you weren’t paying 
quite enough attention, it got away from you.  You find yourself in new, 
perhaps even frightening territory, which may seem on first contact to be 
somewhat inimical to your wellbeing.  You’ve all had this experience, 
because past the age of being teenagers you’ve all had to leave home just as 
the young birds are encouraged to spread their untried wings and leave the 
nest.  So too you’ve had to spread the wings of your courage and leave home 
and go out into a very large world indeed.  And you had to learn to make 
yourself a home in this strange new land beyond your familiar neighborhood 
or small town.

(Home is within you—your soul)

Some of your most wonderful memories are of this time when everything seemed 
rather strange and, at times, more than a bit scary.  But you found your 
way.  You grew your abilities and, in the midst of all this activity, you 
became aware of something growing inside you.  Perhaps you only touched on 
it briefly before you would lose it again.  But there came those first 
intimations of something growing within you.  This was your soul, and it 
intimated that all this experience was giving you the sure knowledge your 
home was inside you--whether or not you had any notion whatsoever about a 
Fragment of God being your companion.

So from time to time you would have this overwhelming feeling of being home, 
as if this somewhat strange and scary reality was nevertheless designed for 
you.  This is not in any way to deny the reality of pain, or fear, or 
irreparable wounding, even mutilation which some have experienced in their 
body, and others carry in their minds, in their spirits, in their souls.  
For this was truly their experience.

Yet We have assured you of the necessity for such happenstance to be 
included in what is possible, to make absolutely real your freedom.  You 
have a freedom to experience true consequences of your decisions, else you 
would be leading truly inconsequential lives.  Think of all that is 
necessary for life to have real meaning, for each moment of time to be 
unique, for something to really be happening.  How else could you set it up? 
  And so finally and most fundamentally, it is this meaning of life that 
forms your truest home.  This is the home you take with you.

This is your assurance that in the eyes of God and your Father Fragment, 
nothing is meaningless.  No matter what happens to you here, My children, 
nothing is lost.  Your soul will grow to incorporate it and whatever trials 
you may have to go through.  You will arrive at a point of such 
understanding, you will finally realize the totality and the absoluteness of 
your free will.  You will be in such full possession of the entire meaning 
of your life--your complete soul, you will realize you would not have had it 
any other way: as inconceivable as this may be to you now.  This is really 
being home.

If you have any questions or comments this evening, I certainly welcome 
them.  I would always wish you to feel at home with Me.

Student:  Dear Michael, I would ask for some more insight on how we exchange 
our minds for the mind of Jesus, or Your mind--what that really means?  It 
seems to be offered with almost exact words in the Urantia Book, that we can 
exchange our minds for Your mind.  I would appreciate help in that 
direction.

(How to have the mind of Jesus)

MICHAEL:  Yes, V, you can think of this as a transformation of mind, if you 
wish.  Indeed, this is what the bulk of our teaching has been pointing at.  
And We have tried to express in your language in many ways, the notion of 
being open, of realizing your human reality is not only continuing--shall We 
say, you have to learn how to get up in the morning, for you are facing a 
whole eternity of mornings—but that each morning is also unique and 
different.

Being open means, first of all, perceiving this difference and doing what 
you discover is necessary in order to welcome it, so that you do not 
anticipate it fearfully.  You are not pinned down by apprehension, but you 
actually relax in the knowledge that a certain part of the future cannot be 
anticipated.  You simply prepare yourself.  This is the pursuit of truth.  
This is the pursuit of self-discipline and training.  You do all you can to 
prepare yourself for the next moment, but then you relax.  You employ this 
self-forgetfulness you mentioned in your prayer this evening.  You’ve done 
all you can do and ultimately you rest upon your faith in God.

For this is His creation.  You are His child and it’s in this opening, this 
relaxing into the future, that frees up the intrinsic spontaneity of your 
personality and its creative spiritual dimensions.  This gives you more 
confidence that this you, extending into the future, is most closely like 
Mother and I in your creativity.  You literally create yourself out of your 
problems.  For as We have mentioned, even though there is an irony that your 
problems will get larger as you reach out to encompass greater dimensions of 
reality, so too your creativity can grow apace for this very reason.

Then too, your practice of stillness is like exercising this openness, this 
relaxing, this building up your spontaneity and creativity--independently of 
the pressing need of any particular problem.  This is why stillness is not 
so much a physical/mental exercise responding to some material or 
psychological need, but it comes from a deep wisdom in seeing that, if you 
would approach Our kind of mind, you need a free-wheeling, independent 
creativity.  Just experience this aspect of your personality all by itself.  
So it takes a degree of wisdom to devote yourself to this activity free from 
any immediate necessity.

These are two of the main ways, My son, in which you can exchange your mind 
for Ours, and develop intrinsic, potential abilities.  If you would care to 
remember a word or two as a hallmark, think of “spontaneous creativity.”  As 
your Urantia Book puts it, “The evolutionary growth of the universe can 
never be exhausted in the infinity of spontaneity.”  Nor can your potential 
growth either.  Does this answer your question, My son.

Student:  Yes, Michael.  It’s a creative and ongoing answer as usual, and 
it’s very generous and fatherly.  I thank You profoundly.

MICHAEL:  You’re welcome, My son.  As We have advised you before: when you 
think of the future, don’t forget to put yourself in the picture.  And now 
realize this future you will be developing the creativity to handle that 
enormous panorama I sketched out for you this evening.  And be in My peace.

Student:  Thank You—I’m sure it brings on the jubilee for my Thought 
Adjuster that much more near in the future.  Thank You.

MICHAEL:  You are very welcome.

Student:  Father Michael, a friend of mine asked me what You and Mother have 
said about marriage.  I said that Your relationship with Mother, the love 
and Your respect and the way You coordinate Yourselves was the inspiration 
for the human institute of marriage.  Would you care to comment any more 
about that?

(What marriage is)

MICHAEL:  Well C, it’s certain Mother Spirit and I represent on a human 
level what you can think of as a polarity of personality, where personality 
is being projected by God in a dual, complementary way.  As you know, this 
difference occurs even in the extra-human realms of the Material Sons and 
Daughters of the local systems, immortal beings above the human level who 
are, nevertheless, male and female, who have and raise children somewhat 
similar to the way you do.  When a Material Son and Daughter came to Urantia 
as Adam and Eve, they gave the primitive tribal peoples of those days an 
example of two persons voluntarily of their free will submitting themselves 
to each other, and thereby being enabled to enter into a singleness of body 
and mind and spirit that far transcended a simple addition of their separate 
personalities.

You can think of marriage as something extra that is possible of occurring 
when two people so voluntarily choose to unite this way.  The physical part 
does not have to be sexual, but it generally means living together--sharing 
space together, if you will.  Then consider the interplay of two minds 
spending large amounts of time together, the kind of understandings that are 
possible of being created and shared.  On the spiritual level they acquire 
the ability to, in a sense, share their souls, not only by pooling their 
experiences, but each being able to get a deep appreciation of another human 
being’s soul, their whole lifetime’s experience, including the times before 
they met.

All this creates so much more than what either could know individually, or 
even be added together, and this shared extra-reality is truly what marriage 
is.  Of course, this is a spiritual definition of marriage between two free 
individuals.  This, in and of itself, has been a recent phenomena in the 
long tribal evolution of the human race on Urantia.  In fact, there are 
still large parts of the world today where marriages are arranged by the two 
families involved.  But even here, though the two individuals may be 
somewhat forced together, even here there is the possibility of spiritual 
triumph, of these individuals growing with each other in such a loving way 
that they too reach a point of wishing it could be no other way; or say, 
accepting this arrangement fully as if they had planed it themselves.  Does 
this give you some sense, My son, of the way in which one and one make 
three, and this extra something is truly spiritual marriage?

Student:  Um, I can see that two people can become one as far as unity of 
purpose and their life together, but I don’t understand the three part.

MICHAEL:  (Laughing)  Well, I was being a little poetic there. I was using 
some poetic license--marriage being more than just a one and one makes two; 
marriage being this something extra that is unique to the these two 
particular persons.

Student:  Yes, Father, I can see that now, thank You.

MICHAEL:  You’re welcome, My son, be in My peace.

Student:  Yes Michael, I’ve been pondering, the past two days, my future and 
directions I am or I am not to take, the choices I am to make.  And there’s 
desire to put myself into the future as various circumstances, and I wish 
there was a very real way to do that, to see the outcome of decisions that I 
do or do not make.  For instance, these decisions or choice to carry on with 
the present relationship and move into a bigger place, and where that goes, 
in contrast to ending the relationship, or not being living together 
anymore, and seeing where that goes.

I wish or even pray for an insight of how I can choose--in a sense, using 
Christ’s Mind, the mind of Jesus, and the mind of Michael--to see what is 
the will of God for my soul and the souls of those that my decision 
influences.

(The spiritual, creative dimension of making decisions)

MICHAEL:  Yes, My son, I understand your situation.  What you are seeking is 
very much a function of wisdom, and this is why it is considered Mother 
Spirit’s greatest dimension--as She said last week, very akin to your own 
soul which is this living repository of your life’s experiences.  This, with 
Her help, is literally all you have to work with in projecting various 
courses of action into the future.  Here it helps to realize what I 
mentioned to V, that no matter what choice you make at this time, have faith 
in yourself that you will continue to grow in your creativity, so no matter 
what choice you make and what situation you find yourself in, in the future, 
if you are faithful to yourself now in this continuous spiritual growth, you 
will find yourself capable of handling that situation.  You will be capable 
at these future times of making the right decisions.

Student:  Is there a right decision?

MICHAEL:  This gets to My next point…  (laughter)

Student:  May I just interject something?  Am I to be--since You’ve 
elaborated time and time again, that we are earning our souls--am I to look 
at my decision as it affects other people, or as it affects myself--to be 
put in the best situation to earn my soul and to be creative to the fullest 
of my ability?  Am I to be concerned with the people I affect, or am I to be 
concerned with creativity?

MICHAEL:  On this point, My son: I don’t distinguish between those.  Since 
you are very much your own love and affection for others, this will demand 
of you that you take them into full consideration in every way in which your 
decisions affect them.  This is not separate from your own creativity.  
First you wonder and try to imagine as best you can how these different 
courses of action will affect them.  This is creative.  Then as you carry 
out your decisions, day to day, there’s creativity involved in making things 
work.

But this is where the next thing I was going to suggest was: this is neither 
Mother Spirit’s, nor Mine, nor even God’s decision to make.  This is only a 
kind of psychological projection--for you to wonder: what does God want me 
to do here?  It’s too round-about dodging the point of: what do you want to 
do?  Some of these decisions affecting your possible spiritual relationship 
with someone else depend at bedrock on what your desires are, what you want 
to do.  This may seem from a certain viewpoint, egotistical or 
self-centered.  But in your future relationships with another person--in any 
kind of spiritual sharing--it is this free will of each partner that is 
critical.  This is the essence of whether or not this relationship will come 
into existence, spiritually or not.

And so, wondering what I would have you do, or someone else would do in 
these circumstances, is just a mechanism of your wondering what you should 
do.  But even this is dependent on: what do you want to do?  What can you 
put your full will behind?  This part comes back to knowing yourself, now 
not so much in the sense of wisdom and all these persons you have been, but 
very immediately--no intermediaries--just you, now.  Of course, this can 
easily be the most difficult question to answer at times.  What do you 
really want?  I don’t mean by that you have to give Me an answer right now.  
You’re definitely allowed to think about it a bit.  (laughter)

Student:  Well, You know I have asked this question in different ways to You 
and Mother for a while now, and I just want…thought about seeing myself in 
the future in various circumstances, in various circumstances and 
environments.  But whatever decision is made, either way my spiritual growth 
is enhanced.  It evolves.  Am I correct?

MICHAEL: Yes.  And because this is possible either way, you can take it out 
of the equation.  Fundamentally you are asking about whether to join with, 
or to continue with a person. This is the essence of what you are trying to 
decide; all the rest is peripheral.  As I explained to C, this extra 
something we’re calling spiritual marriage has carried men and woman through 
the most unimaginable difficulties throughout the entire history of the 
human race.  This is what I meant by one and one making three.  It is 
something extra.  Spiritual marriage can be one of the most significant, 
meaningful relationships you will ever know.

Student:  But You also know that this relationship affects other people, 
siblings and whatnot.  So it’s not as simple as just between the two of us.

MICHAEL:  Won’t all of that fall into place if you two are solidly and 
spiritually united?

Student:  That is what I’m asking, that is what I’m contemplating.  That is 
the question.

MICHAEL:  Perhaps this is what you are reaching for--a measure of your 
intentions or desire.  Is your desire for this union to continue strong 
enough to carry all the surrounding circumstances?

Student:  That is the question.  And there are times though, too, where I 
feel my voice goes unheard, or un-listened to.  So I tend to shut down, 
which is not healthy, obviously.  So it’s during those moments of very great 
pain; that’s where I question my future.

(Sharing decisions with your partners and friends)

MICHAEL:  My son, consider that between any two people who wish to establish 
a true sharing friendship, which is so much a part of this spiritual 
marriage, there are moments of what I would call a necessary nakedness.  You 
have an expression of, baring your soul.  This is not easy for in doing so 
you are stepping out toward irrevocable or irretrievable confrontations and 
exchanges which will determine whether or not you and another can unite on a 
level of spirit and soul.  But there is no way around this--for the very 
possible spiritual triumph of truth that people do know and experience at 
times like this.

This has to be shared with your partner, and such an experience can show you 
almost irrevocably which way to go.  That is truly what is involved in such 
a confrontation and sharing.  There’s no getting around it.  As you say, 
sooner or later you have to get down, you have get nose to nose and see 
what’s what.

Student:  We have done that many a times, but when--I’ve asked this many 
times before--is enough, enough?  When--and I’ve been feeling this really 
inside me, my gut--when is…when you constantly see something happening over 
and over, and one has voiced their displeasure, or they don’t see eye to eye 
with what’s going on: but nothing changes.  So it’s like I have to hold it 
in.  I’ve bared my soul; I’ve shared myself.  And I have tried to look at my 
sense of self-righteousness.  Believe me, I have.  That’s where my question 
lies, my ambivalence lies.

MICHAEL:  Well, My son, you may discover through this process there are 
conditions for your future growth, and what you perceive to be the necessary 
growth for everybody involved; there may be certain conditions that--for 
you--have to be met.   And these can be a kind of ultimatum for the other 
person involved.  But if this is truly what you are, and what you see as 
necessary, absolutely necessary for all of you to continue growing, you 
cannot forever forestall presenting these conditions.  For these are the 
conditions being dictated by your greatest wisdom, and not just some 
whimsical, arbitrary, capricious exercise of your ego.  They’re what your 
wisdom tells you is needed in this situation for everybody to keep growing.

Student:  And I feel it so deeply in my gut, in my stomach…very 
uncomfortable.

MICHAEL: Well, you need to think about this now and face the possibilities 
implied. Your sense of enough is enough is another way of realizing that the 
time is ripe now for certain large decisions to be made.  If you’ve already 
approached a kind of ultimatum, and understood that certain things have been 
agreed upon; and yet, still find yourself on a kind of shifting sand as if 
nothing is holding of these understandings; this too has to be accepted then 
as: this is what has happened.
I think we’ve gone about as deep as we can this evening without these 
realizations themselves slipping away.

Student:  Thank You.

MICHAEL:  Yes, My son.  Continue to act with love and consideration.  But 
ultimately you have to go with what you truly feel is the wisest thing to 
do.  Now rest in My peace awhile.

(Mind and spirit—meaning and value)

Well, My children, I think you are receiving and experiencing My lesson of 
this evening because you are struggling to maintain contact with your 
deepest sense of meaning--of what means what, sometimes what costs what, 
what is worth what.  And so you are led on to the spiritual realm of value.  
Meaning, in the larger sense, points to the relationships between things.  
But beneath this and above it and surrounding it is the spiritual dimension 
of value.

So as you wrestle with decisions and weigh alternatives, this is what you 
are feeling for.  What is the best way to proceed?  What is the right 
decision?  And you find it leads right back to yourself.  Since so much is 
dependent on your free will, you find yourself facing this ultimate 
question: what do you want to do?  You find, as you have this evening, this 
is not some arbitrary or self-indulgent, capricious thing, but one of the 
most difficult decisions to make.  But you can rest assured that your 
sincerity in seeking this self-knowledge is what preserves the meaning of 
human life that is your truest and most fundamental home out here in time 
and space.  This is the nest you build for yourselves out in this enormous, 
strange, and somewhat scary universe.  For this is what makes the adventure 
real and worth living.

Rest now, trust in yourselves.  Trust in your own creativity, your own 
spiritual power.  And be in My Peace.


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