[tmtranscripts] FW: NO. IDAHO TEAM..5-22-05..... PART 2

[Tom Newbill]

SUBJECT: NO. IDAHO TEAM 5-22-05 ... PART 2

TEACHER: ELYON

T/R: MARK ROGERS

Prayer: Divine Parents, once again we seek your embrace. We long to be close
to you and feel your presence in our lives, this day, this hour and always.
Help us to position ourselves so as to be ready and willing to accept your
embrace. Help us to do those things in our lives which are conducive to
spirit awareness and motion of spiritual values. We would do this work, we
would engage in this process even though many times we are uncertain what
that might mean. Help us to gain the awareness and the wisdom as to the
roles we are to play. We remain eager students and would await instruction
from on high. We will remain eternally grateful for all that we have been
given, thankyou.

Elyon: Greetings, this is Elyon. Thankyou for maintaining our regularly
scheduled appointment. I have been observing your discussion and your divine
petition and I would discuss with you the implications to the questions you
hold in your heart and the desires of your soul. For those of you who have
been faithful students of these spiritual classrooms it is only natural and
normal to be in a state of wonder, a state even of awe as to what all this
means to you in your lives.

You have been told for years now that you are in preparation and it is
normal for you to entertalin the curiosity in preparation for what?... and
while it is true that you are preparing yourselves, in the process of
undergoing these preparations you are simultaneously acquiring great
personal growth and individual spiritual identity. If that were the extent
of all that you are working for then that would be a worthy cause and you
would be deemed successful in that most immportant and primary mission that
you have.

It is your inherent desire for service to provide for those around you, to
benefit those outside, that you are grappling with the question...how do I
serve? I will point out that you have to this time served your divine
parents unerringly when you have made such personal spiritual progress as
the gain in your awareness of your spiritual identity and your connection to
your divine family. Your parents have no greater delight than to see their
children grow up to be strong and secure individuals in their universal
relationship. To see them grow aware and in certainty of their cosmic
citizenship and develop a deeper relationship with their divine parents.

This you all are doing quite well and this most important job is being
accomplished day by day, hour by hour as you proceed down the path of your
choosing in partnership with your divine parents. If you each were to
graduate this day, your personal missions would be considered quite
successful and you would be embraced on the other side by your divine
parents who would recognize the advancements you have made in your spiritual
career and would  accomodate your advancements by your subsequent placement
in the appropriate mansion world arenas for your level of spiritual
education.

But oftentimes for individuals such as yourselves, these personal and
private pursuits of spiritual growth are not enough to satisfy the longings
of your hearts to be of service and to affect change in those around you as
you feel led and directed to do. In your spiritual growth you have seen the
relationship between receiving and the giving, the providing of service, and
your soul desires to fulfill itself by manifesting that giving part of your
nature. It is ever true to those who much have been given, much is expected,
and you all feel this call because you recognize the many blessings that you
have had bestowed upon you in your lives.

These blessings, while they were there for the taking, were only made real
by your actions, by your choices and by your embrace of these spiritual
realities. nevertheless they do trigger your desire to wonder...how then
should I serve?  What then should I do to make myself worthy of these great
gifts from on high? I would say to you that as childdren of God, you are
entitled to these gifts as this is the desire of your divine parents. Even
without the added dimension of service, I encourage you to embrace all that
you have worked for and earned through your spiritual pursuits.

Likewise I relate to your desire to be of service as I am even to you in
this hour because likewise I have been graced with the glory and grace of
spiritual achievement and likewise am I motivated to put my talents to work
for the purpose of service, to help in the unfoldment of this grand plan of
which we both are a part. I would offer words of encouragement to not let
these motivations you harbor act as oppressive elements in your lives in so
far as they become attached to any feelings of inadequacy or guilt or
shortcomings when the realm of service is considered.

Service is strictly a volunteer effort. No more is asked or required of you
than at any time you are willing to freely give. Do not consider you fall
short of some external measurement of your performance for that is simply
not so. The only one you can dissappoint in regards to your level of
performance in service is yourself. You may impose certain expectations and
subsequent requirements upon yourselves and then later notice that you fell
short of your desired attainments and to the extent that this causes you a
feeling of inadequacy or unfulfillment, this has not served you. It has not
served the cause of service.

Free yourselves from the burdens of expectations met and unmet. Open
yourselves to the possibilities that service may not be in the form of your
instant recognition or in your desired timeframe or with the tangible
results that you also desire. Service should be given freely and openly with
no expectations as to their results and with such lightheartedness that
there be no associated harbored feelings of shortcomings or of guilt for not
having done more.

The divine plan of spiritual growth and its subsequent outworking of service
is full and replete insofar as it is activated. Your Divine Parents do not
see unused potential as mistakes or as the fault of those who would not
avail themselves of these potentials, rather is the scope of our Divine
Parents so broad that there are countless opportunities for us to engage in
service on all fronts and in many dimensions so that whenever we are
inspired, motivated and willing we will find the next opportunity right
around the corner.

Trust that your training so far has been primarily on yourselves, and in
that you have been largely successful. Have faith that as a result of your
efforts, opportunities will come your way wherein you may avail your hearts
desire to be of service and that when you engage in such opportunities, that
these are good and proper and right activities. Avoid the temptation to feel
as though you missed a chance or failed in your desire to do more as these
are stumbling blocks while you are grappling with them, you are missing the
next opportunity.

Indeed, use these "missed opportunities" to heighten your awareness of the
next opportunity coming at you right around the corner. Do not harbor
feelings of inadequacy towards any opportunity presented to you because you
are in the realization that the Father will present you no opportunity nor
ask any service of you that you are not prepared for and ready to provide.
Assume that when you are alerted for an opportunity for service that you are
prepared, that you are positioned properly, that this opportunity and your
awareness of it  have been  provided by those forces of the universe which
are there awaiting.

Therefor can we look at service opportunities through new eyes. Can we see
these opportunities that come before us as a welcome challenge and not a
test of whether or not we may succeed or fail as perceived by our limited
vision. Trust that all of the service activities in which we engage are a
success, are a building block for our souls, a stepping stone for those
around us, the liberation of truth, beauty and goodness to our world and the
opportunity for personal growth to us each individually.

It is a win/win situation. There are no failures, no shortcomings when seen
from the universal perspective. I know you all harbor natural curiosities as
to the future, what it holds, and how it will impact you in your roles to
play. Trust that in time all these things will become apparent to you and
that your certainty of cosmic citizenship will be strengthened throughout
the process and your willingness to be of service will be granted its
petition.

As we have repeated so often, it is your positioning of spirit that allows
you to gain the wisdom and insight necessary for you to feel more
comfortable as you act, and through your stillness and your worship and your
petition to be of service, you will be granted a greater awareness, a
broader perspective of your position and role to play so as to make you more
comfortable and older in your motivation to act. So fear not that there are
any shortcomings in anything you may perceive along your spiritual trail,
but rather see your career as unfolding in a good and proper manner as your
personal growth and development are receiving their due attention, so then
will your opportunities for service arise.

The singlemost important task we all face in our ascension career is the
development of our spiritual growth and this we are engaged in constantly.
With or without its component of service, this is our task at hand. We often
feel as though we are incomplete without this component of service but the
job of attention to our own personal growth is paramount and as a natural
result of our efforts in that arena, service opportunities are awarded as
our desires for such opportunities arise.

The measure of our perceived success with our service opportunities is
[such?] a separate and distinct issue to the real goal at hand which is our
personal spiritual attainments. But to the extent that we may reach out and
be of assistance to others in their personal spiritual attainment, then we
enjoy what is the icing on the cake. That is my lesson for today however I
would receive any questions or comments if there are any....pause....

There was no engaement, I would release you from this format today bidding
that you know of a certainty in your hearts that you are being successful
day by day as you build your spiritual empire knowing that this is the
important task at hand and while involved in such a grand pursuit it is
admirable that you still have an eye to helping those of your neighbors
build theirs as well. I applaud your desires and efforts and wish that you
be at peace with your position in regards to both of these tasks. Be
lighthearted and joyous as this makes the task much more enjoyable. I bid
you farewell.