[tmtranscripts] Michael and Nebadonia--11.21.05
JERRY LANE
nytrayn at msn.com
Sun Nov 27 21:43:47 PST 2005
Dear Folks, If only we could capture and transmit to you the emotion in
these sessions, especially this one when Michael was talking about His early
childhood and youth before He came to know Who He was. But as He says, we
will all someday have our own surprise. Enjoy, Jerry
Michael and NebadoniaNovember 21, 2005
Marin TM GroupMill Valley, CaliforniaU.S.A.
MICHAELT/R-JL
NEBADONIAT/R-DDI
(The need to entertain possibilities)
(Heart and mind working together)
(Communicating with your Thought Adjuster)
(Michaels discovery, and our own someday)
(The essence of mercy)
(How you use your spiritual powers)
(The good company of God)
(Mother Spirits message of spiritual endowment)
(Call upon Monjoronson for His light and strength of mercy)
Dear Michael and Mother Spirit, Welcome! Come be with us in Your special
way, and accept our deepest appreciation during this season of thanksgiving
for all that Youve shown us to be thankful forour own spiritual natures
and our own souls. Youve also given us such insights and understandings of
the spiritual influences that surround us, and are actually right within
us--and have been our whole lives. So with open hearts we welcome You and
all Your childrenthe angels who help illuminate our ways. For this we are
truly thankful, Amen.
(The need to entertain possibilities)
MICHAEL: Good Evening, My children, this is Michael, your father and your
brother. My, what a warm welcome you give Me this evening. I was very
interested in your discussions and how you are all having your minds
expanded greatly with so many challenges and interesting things happening.
This is what We have been encouraging all alongfor you to open your minds
and open your hearts. Set aside any pre-judgements, for there is nothing of
a spiritual nature that can impact you with its offer to change you to
greater life but what you must first set aside your disbelief and, with all
your power, surrender yourself and entertain to the best of your ability
whatever it is you are being presented with.
This takes courage. You must be fearless. You must trust the core of your
being so that, however you are immersed in some new subject, some heretofore
unimaginable adventure, you can commit yourself to it and trust yourself to
bob back to the surfaceso to speakand look around, and recognize familiar
territory again, and let the new information, the new adventure settle in.
It requires this suspension of dis-belief. You have to give the new realm
of information its chance to live within you . For everything like this has
its own life. This may appear quite strange at first, but for those of you
familiar with the Urantia book, think of how strange this was initially. Do
you remember your first encounter when someone put the book in your hands
and told you it had extra-human authors--the disbelief you felt when you
first leafed through the table of contents and noticed that indeed none of
these authors were human but were all extra-human with strange-sounding
names like Divine Councilor, or Perfector of Wisdom, some familiar ones like
Archangels or Seraphim, but then even Myself, Creator Sons of a Local
Universe, and Mother Spirits of the same? How much commitment, and how much
effort did it take to become somewhat familiar with this enormous cosmology
that was being presented to you? I know for many of you it took years to
even begin to encompass the basic outlines contained in this one book. But
think of the reward, for now you have experienced what We mean when We say
that nothing of spiritual value is ever lost. This is your soul. This is
truly how you are growing and will continue to grow--forever.
(Heart and mind working together)
My children, new times are upon Urantia. When you think about being open to
new ideas, new concepts, new spiritual personalities, keep in mind that what
We most like to see is a balance and a real working relationship between
your heart and your mind, for both are equally important. Indeed, ideally
each feeds the other, playfully like two children playing leapfrog. Each
feeds the other. Your mind gives very precise articulation of your feelings
for, as We have mentioned the last few lessons, when you organize your
feelings, your spiritual experiences, it is very critical to how you can
recover them later as precise and useful memories. So while your feelings
are your most fundamental experience of your own personal reality, it is how
your mind expresses these to you that makes them the most useful. In turn
your understanding can itself be a source of spiritual experience, for often
in your day to day life your understanding actually leads the way. It
informs you what to look for, how to break down and analyze your single-knit
living reality into mentally bite-sized pieces you can comprehend. And you
are doing this incessantly, but especially in your good work, applying
yourself to the world outside you, to others. These are your insights that
lead to your good perceptions.
There are times for your mind to question what your heart tells you, for
once you have taken in some new facet of reality, and accepted it as
thoroughly as you can, it becomes time to see how it fits into everything
else you have experienced. Here is where My Spirit of Truth, which exists
equally within your heart and your mind, this is where I can help you sort
through this new material and give it its proper place in your lifes
experience. These are the realms of science and religion, and how they help
each other grow. There is truly no fundamental disagreement between them.
Religion, your relationship with our Father, thrives as you develop your
ability to comprehend all His manifold works. This is essentially
sciencehow you understand, and organize your understanding to benefit all
the aspects of your life. The only caution here, My children, is to avoid
an imbalance where intellect or pure mental prowess, driven by self pride or
vainglory, seeks to usurp the rightful territory of spirit. This is where
mind alone becomes the experienced fundamental reality rather than feeling,
and abstractions begin to drive the whole person. This is where abstract
concepts, devoid of feeling or empathy, have perpetuated and continue to
perpetuate some of the greatest mass horrors that mankind has known; when a
kind of mathematical efficiency is applied to human relations and unique
individuals are reduced to ciphers in an equation of raw power. This is
where cultures and races--considered abstractly--war with each other without
any limitations. Your Mother introduced you last week to the concept that
true spiritual Beings of enormous power self-limit themselves. So spirit
never compels, spirit never demands. We would love to see you all grow so
powerful, so strong, that you would just naturally, spontaneously limit
yourselves this way due to an enormous growth of spirit. You grant others
freedom. You inspire and encourage each other to be evermore free. You use
your understanding and your feelings to support each other, rather than as
razor-sharp weapons to cut into each others beliefs and faith.
Again, there is no fundamental disagreement between enlightened intellect
and a mature spirituality. Each looks to the other as a true companion, a
true helpmate in the great adventure of discovering the truth. So in this
season of thanksgiving, My children, let us give thanks to our Father for
both these gifts of His. Let us thank Mother Nebadonia for Her two highest
Adjutants of Mind/Spiritthe Adjutants of Worship and Wisdom. These are two
great dimensions in which you will be stretching yourself and expanding on
into eternity, never, gloriously, finding an end. Thank You, Father, for
these gifts, and thank You especially for these My children.
Ive a feeling there are a few questions here to be asked, so lets get to
them.
Student: Michael, Id like to begin by also thanking the Father for Your
Spirit of Truth, for Your love, for Your dedication to Your childrento us.
Thank you Father for this glorious Son of Yours. What a gift! What a
wonderful gift! Thank You, Father.
MICHAEL: Thank you, My son. I accept your love with a gleeful heart.
Student: My first question tonight, Michael, would be taking you back to
the human Jesus. I would ask You about Your experience with Your indwelling
Father Fragment at the time. The text of the Urantia book is pretty
specific that we cannot experience the Father Fragment on a conscious level,
and I would like You to speak on this tonight, because my experience with my
indwelling Father seems to be on a conversational level similar to what Im
having with You now, and so I need to have a better understanding of what I
am truly experiencing, and what You experienced as a man walking on this
planet, when You went up into the hills to pray and speak with Your Father.
(Communicating with your Thought Adjuster)
MICHAEL: Yes, My son, your Urantia book uses perhaps an overabundance of
caution to suggest you approach your Thought Adjuster with the proper
respect. And so it plainly states that when it comes to a question of
whether or not this is your Thought Adjuster, or your own creative
imagination--which is your own intrinsic spiritual power, the answer lies in
the fruit you discover by trial and error, for in this, as in other aspects
of spiritual reality, the vine is known by the fruit it bears. Your
relationship with your Thought Adjuster is very unique and personal to you,
so within the limitations I just mentioned of fearlessly putting to the test
what you are receiving, and being honest with yourself about this most
fundamental adventure you can get into, accept what your heart tells you.
It is only generally speaking that for most people their Thought Adjuster is
so much a part of them, and always has been, that it is a definite hindrance
to think of it as something other and expect to, say, hear a voice speaking
within them as if someone were communicating with them telepathically--or
some notion they may have along these lines. Usually the Thought Adjusters
input is indistinguishable from your own thoughts. They are thoughts. Only
occasionally does one strike you as so absolutely appropriate, coming as you
say out of left field and implying a point of view or perspective that so
perfectly encompasses the question you are involved in, that you know for
sure this was your Thought Adjuster.
But for you, My son, continue to have your conversations. While they may
not be one hundred percent purely your Thought Adjuster exclusive of your
own spiritual creativity, this is certainly a very fine way to open yourself
to this influence. This is paying proper respect to this divine Sourceby
really treasuring these moments--for it is this heartfelt devotion, this
sincere prayer in asking for help that opens you to receive what your
Mystery Monitor is capable of giving you. It sounds like a wonderful
relationship to Me, My son. Carry on, keeping in mind what I mentioned
earlier about both heart and mind, for it is your Father Fragment right
within your mind that helps you articulate to yourself, and so understand,
what is happening to you, and within you. Does this answer your question?
Student: Yes, Michael, it does. Could you share some of Your
experiences--early on, and then as You grew to know the Father; how You
experienced this when You were here?
(Michaels discovery, and our own someday)
MICHAEL: For Me it was mostly an increasing presence, a feeling of not
being alone, but in such a special way that very early on I enjoyed being by
myself so I could feel this not-being-alone. When I was just a child I
liked to take walks and just sit and feel happy. I had such a loving father
in Joseph that even though I could very clearly separate my human father
from this company I felt, the essence was the same. It was wonderful. It
was like having two fathers. I think I just naturally--perhaps a little bit
like yourself--just naturally became more conscious of having conversations
with this presence, that became more and more distinct from my own inner
thinking with myself. Yet for quite a while I had no notion within Me of a
separate being such as a Thought Adjuster. It was more like a happy
companionship, a sharing of My young life that in a way mirrored Me back,
and gave Me myself. Then, with this extraordinarily reassurancefor I also
had a very healthy ego, a very definite and growing self-perception--notions
of who I was and especially who I was with My mother and fatherthis
presence was teaching Me to relinquish Myself. With this assurance I really
existed, I could forget Myself and begin to notice people. I became aware
of what a delight they were. I think having this reassurance from My Father
Fragment, this presence I could feel, I began to see and understand that
this was also manifesting in the people around Me, and making them very
distinct. So at this fairly early age I came to love individuals. And
being at a great crossroads of the travel routes of that day, I felt myself
blessed to see so many different kinds of people from faraway places.
This is what My Father Fragment gave Me, this supreme blessing of what My
heart had yearned for all the years of My life, and was now capable of
experiencingMy own sons and daughters, as one of them. If you can
understand, My son, what an experience it was for a Creator Son to have such
a childhood and adolescence and youth, not yet knowing Who I was. But then
this adventure is what Mother Spirit and I share with each of you. For you
too--in a sense--recapitulate My experience. You too will one day join with
a fragment of God and look back upon your own youthful times of not yet
knowing who and what you truly are, as the most amazing blessing and
surprise ever concealed. Does this help your understanding, My son?
Student: Very much so. Thank You for sharing such an intimate
experience--so personal. It helped me very much.
MICHAEL: Youre very welcome. Thank you for asking. Be in My peace.
Student: Dear Michael. I would ask in a general way, can You help us be
serviceable with this Magisterial Mission? Weve been all talking about it
lately and weve been all trying to get rid of our venom and our vitriol and
our animal heritage a little, but I know what I need help from You to be
more ready for this with less fear and less danger. Thank You very much.
(The essence of mercy)
MICHAEL (after a long pause): Yes, My son, Im remembering the various
things that Mother Nebadonia and I have already given you along these lines.
Keep asking yourself, what is the essence of mercy? Last week Mother gave
you examples of how its often seen as contra-distinct from justice, and how
one of the most profound ways you can be merciful is by being aware of the
limits on your ability to adequately judge not only others but even
yourself. Judgement represents a kind of closing of the books, a summation
of the totality of a situation, rendering a verdicta summation that is
meant to affect things. You are informed in your textbook that judgement is
inevitable and necessary for what is most familiar to you as a concept of
fairness. Living beings, living personalities exist moment to moment by a
series of finalitiessmall discrete steps taken and accomplished, sometimes
offering a bit of rest before the next adventure comes along. And the next
adventure will come along, until you achieve Paradise and become totally
self-initiating. And so judgement constitutes these small steps, these
decisions you necessarily make, and in this context mercy so often
represents a kind of deliberate delay. You deliberately and very
consciously suspend judgement. You keep this small act of the drama open,
sometimes for yourself, sometimes for others.
Are you aware of the fact of a mercy-lag, in time, between actions and their
ultimate spiritual consequences, that our Father deliberately creates as a
kind of cushion around all the imperfect, immature beings He is also
constantly creating? Like Him, you can give yourself or someone else time
to realize and rectify some error in judgement, or even deliberate folly.
Being very gentle and supportive in helping both yourself and your friends
achieve the truth of a situation, is very merciful. Perhaps most merciful
of all is self-forgetfulness, this great generosity coming from an
overflowing of spirit; perhaps with no notion of mercy, but still giving of
yourself by realizing the unfathomable uniqueness of the illimitable
personality in everybody you meet. This is the greatest gift of all you can
give. This is the very essence of mercy, the very essence of genuine
spiritual respect. This is love. This is that connection you talked about
last week, the want of which drives some folks to take their own life. Does
this help you, My son?
Student: Yes Michael, it opens up more doors of perception, and humility,
where by not taking ourselves too seriously along this service trail, we
move right along more smoothly. And thats a great help. We wont get as
spiritually tired along the way. Thank You.
MICHAEL: Yes, My son, you are very correct. Humility is the key--the
wonderful feeling you get when you are perceiving something enormous. And
that could be just one other person. Rest in My peace. (Thank you.)
Student: Yes, Michael, in Your communication with us this evening, You
mentioned limiting our spiritual growth, so could You, in the context of
what You were elaborating upon, could You explain that further, please?
MICHAEL: Yes, My son, I welcome your question to clear up a possible
misunderstanding. There is no way whatsoever you will ever need to limit
your spiritual growth. Indeed, this is what We encourage most of all, for
this is the kind of growth that will stay with you--will be your eternal
treasure. And so it is the kind of wealth that you do well to build up and
cherish.
(How you use your spiritual powers)
But then as you gain genuine spiritual power and you become more one within,
you notice right within yourself greater peace, and ease, for its a
wonderful connection with an ever greater realm of understanding and
feelings. This way you can have a very positive effect on the folks around
you, if you self-limit yourself in how you use this power.
I meant it before in the context of Beings of enormous spiritual power, such
as Monjoronson. Because of His very nature and origin, He would never even
imagine--it would simply not occur to Him, to use His power of love and of
mercy to directly affect any other being. From spirit, this is a pure
gift--totally; seen from your standpoint, unimaginably unconditional. Yet
this is a freewill choice of His. He is a personal being, as well as
Myself, as well as Mother Nebadonia. We are aware of choices, moral
choices, that are an intrinsic part of any personal being.
And so We are suggesting that, as you grow spiritually as a human being and
begin to reap the rewards of greater spirit, you consciously choose not to
use these powers to coerce or condition any other person. I think you can
see immediately what a very real, palpable temptation this is. You limit
how you use your own growing powers so that they stay truly spiritual. Does
this answer your question?
Student: Yes, it does; Im much clearer about that. And I can understand,
to desire to help another person, it is a greater service for them to come
to understand for themselves their own spiritual powers.
MICHAEL: Yes. This is where love and wisdom have to go hand in hand, and
be truly united in spirit, so that genuine love is wise in its effect.
Student: My consternation sometimes, is when I see a fellow human being go
making a decision that may not be in their best interest, that is limited in
their perspective of spiritual wisdom. And at times, for me, it is hard to
watch that and not to kind-of, in a sense, say my piece, even under the
guise of love. And sometimes it is hard for me not to (laughs) want to make
a decision for them, or show them a better way.
MICHAEL: Yet your very way of expressing this shows you have had experience
on both extremes: one of not saying anything, and seeing some small disaster
happen; or the other extreme of being too smothering, or bossy, or
authoritative in controlling the situation with your own ideas of how things
should go. And so you need a balance here. Generally speaking, if the
situation is not potentially threatening, you let the other person gain
their own experience by making their own mistakes, or having their own
triumphs and accomplishments--both. You reserve your interference for when
its genuinely needed to save life and limb.
Student: And is in a sense, trusting in love, that Divine love will guide
not only myself, but it will also guide them, if I allow that love to
prevail without the interference.
MICHAEL: But to judge this takes the use of wisdom, of insight, for if you
can see the probable outcome, you withhold your interfering to only those
cases where there is some kind of dire consequence that you can see, but
they cant.
Student: So its a blend of that enlightened intellectualism and spiritual
maturity, of enlightened insight and mind?
MICHAEL: Very much so, especially when it comes to children under your
care. Thats where you draw the line. You let them do as much you possibly
can, and reserve your stepping in to save them grievous harm.
Then too, youve probably experienced moments when your own foresight or
insight missed the mark completely, and certain feared outcomes never
happened. This is the humility of knowing your own limitations.
Student: I guess, as You were saying about spiritual growth and spiritual
powers--when to limit them, and when use them, is only to empower the
person--the other individual, to be able to stand on their own two feet in
the faith and acknowledgment of their own inner power, their inner source.
MICHAEL: Yes, this is the Divine attribute of sharing. This is that
wonderful experience of helping someone else grow.
Student: I understand about not wanting to change someones beliefs, or be
malicious about it, because if you take away their beliefs, they may not
have anything to hold on to. They might crumble, unless they have their own
faith. So I understand, I understand that.
MICHAEL: Well, there is a place for the Socratic or dialectic type of
argument, when both parties enter into it freely in a lighthearted way of
challenging and cutting up each others arguments--so long as the true
motive is the discovery of truth. But so often these arguments degenerate
and loose that high plane, and end up only lacerating each of the partners.
(Thank You.) Youre welcome, My son. Be in My Peace.
Student: Father, I have no questions, but just an acknowledgment of Your
presence in my life, that grows sweeter all the time. And I love You very
much!
(The good company of God)
MICHAEL: Oh, My daughter!--thank you for enabling Me to be a little bit
more Divine, and share this with you! Mother Spirit and I embrace you, and
sustain you.
Student: And You know what I need to know in the coming weeks, to carry me
through challenges that You have graciously given to me, which I welcome
with open arms. And may Your will be done!
MICHAEL: We thank you again. You are staying close to Us. And you are
developing your spiritual powers. You are very graciously experiencing the
reward of this too. This too is the way in which your love and your wisdom
support and encourage--actually feed each other. So you go forward with
both your heart and your eyes wide open. (You can send me! Im now
content!)
And so you know that I meant when I said what a blessing it was to find such
good company. Our Father, at one and at the same time, gives us more of
ourselves--more than we could ever dream of before the fact, so that with
this fact we can commit more of ourselves and gain a still greater gift of
all these unbelievable souls all about us. These are His greatest
creations. What a tragedy it would be to have missed them! Be in Our peace
and love, My daughter. (I am! Thank You.)
And so you learn, as I too learned, how to cherish each other. Its always
such a delightful surprise, always something beyond anticipation--this
unfolding of the Fathers absoluteness, and infinity. This is why we are
always on the threshold of the unknown. This is our true home. You are all
deliberately created this way--for Us, and even for Himself. We live in
Him; we have our life in Him; and yet--we fulfill Him. We are His Delight.
We are the fulfillment of His power of creation.
Thank you My Father, for these My children. And thank you, My children, for
your love. Thank you for fulfilling Me! Rest in My Peace. I bid you a
wonderful Thanksgiving evening. (Thank you, Michael)
(Mother Spirits message of spiritual endowment)
NEBADONIA: Greetings My children, this is Nebadonia, your mother. Your
Father has given you many words of wisdom to feast upon. And during this
traditional time of thanksgiving, I would encourage you to spend your time
in worshipful acknowledgment for all that has been given, and all that is
about to come your way in the fulfillment of your Father Michaels plan of
correction.
There are glorious times to be had as you play upon this canvas of
creativity and come into your true nature, now the overlay of the pattern of
rebellion is coming to an end. The emergence of your personality
endowments, as bestowed to you by the Father, are coming more to the front
of your mind, and of your body, to the enjoyment and enhancement of your
self-perception. And so I would ask you this evening, do you wish more of
these endowments to be bestowed within you? (Yes!)
For I come to you now with a proposition, and this is one that your Father
and I share with you openly now. It is your choice. And, as was discussed
this evening on the limitations of judgments, and the errors ensuing
therein, I would ask you, are you ready for this overlay of judgment that
has so insidiously impaired the operation of this planet, to now be lifted
more actively from you? (Yes, Nebadonia. Yes. Yes, certainly so!) Then sit
back My sons. Call upon that which you know of your Father: His Peace, His
Truth, His Light, His Goodness.
(Call upon Monjoronson for His light and strength of mercy)
Call upon the One with whom you are becoming more familiar, your brother,
whose Spirit is now infusing this planet with forgiveness and mercy and
understanding, and the instillation of a new reality of harmony and unity
and fraternity on Urantia. Call upon Him nowMonjoronson--the name that is
becoming more familiar within your hearts. And I am here to build within
you a new endowment that will serve you very, very well of the days and
years that are rapidly unfolding before you. Receive Him now. And grow in
mercy. Let Him breathe into you, cell by cell, strand by strand,
amalgamating greater threads of beauty into your ever-evolving souls.
Receive this now, My children. (long pause.)
As you receive this now, be generous in your intentions to share this with
others--especially those with whom you might have contentious or fractious
relationships. Seed this well within those habits. Seed this well. Open
your bodies wide. It is no longer your desire to strive with your brothers
and sisters, to strive against them competitively, but seek to harmonize
with them. Let your intention for this grow so that your capacity for mercy
can expand. Seed this well within you now.
Call upon this Brother of Divine Light. It is yours for the asking. Come
to know Him more intimately throughout your day. There is much to learn,
and your joy will be great in coming to know Him, and to experience His
exquisite presence of mercy.
You have not yet tasted the full compliment of this, yet your appetite is
growing. And once you are fully satiated in mercy, the power that you wield
of your Father, to help your brethren come into a fuller relationship with
their Indwelling Spirit, will be quite astonishing to your fellows. Walk in
this light now, My children, and bathe yourself in it, luxuriously, each and
every day. I breathe this into you! I seed each cell! (pause.)
Together we are carving a new reality here. And you, the workers in the
field, will reap the benefits and join in the celebration of the feast--the
bounty of Michaels glory, the reclamation of Urantia into the family of
Michael.
Happy, Happy Thanksgiving, My children. Rejoice! Your life is shining upon
this world. Be glad, and spread the glad tidings freely. We are here with
you. We thank you for your efforts. You thank Us for Our ministry in your
minds, and We offer the completion of this circle up to our Paradise Source,
for the fulfillment of His plans.
I take My leave now. I breathe My love upon you once more. Good evening,
My precious, precious little ones! Good night, and be in Our love! (Good
eveningall)
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