[tmtranscripts] Fwd: Lightline Teleconference - Adjuster Series - 2010-07-29

[Tom Newbill]

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> Lightline Teleconference - Adjuster Series - 2010-07-29
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> Teachers: Inner Voice
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> T/R: Mark Rogers, Henry Zeringue
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> Mark: Does anyone have any questions or points of interest in their  
> spiritual pursuit in life right now that could be thrown in here  
> tonight that we might address or a topic of conversation of any kind?
>
> Question: Is it appropriate and acceptive for one to request healing  
> for oneself?
>
> Mark: Absolutely, no question about it. We have to remove this idea  
> that somehow doing something for yourself is somehow selfish. We  
> have to struggle with that and we have to banish those thoughts from  
> our mind frame because it is true in fact that the exact opposite is  
> what's real. To do something for yourself is empowering, to take  
> charge of your own health is what is meant to be. The fact that we  
> have been alienated from thinking that we can or that we should  
> somehow, is a false notion. It is a Luciferian idea, that we somehow  
> do not have the ability or right or the means to somehow secure our  
> own healing. This is a false concept and we have to abandon it in  
> order to move forward because in fact, in truth, we ourselves,  
> individuals, are the only ones who can truly effect a real and  
> meaningful healing because we are sovereign over our individual  
> person.
>
> Nobody, not even your Thought Adjuster will take command of your  
> person. You have ultimate freewill choice and the only way we are  
> meant to play in this game is to exercise such freewill choice. So  
> if we refrain from doing that because we think we are not worthy,  
> we're not holy enough, we're not qualified, then we will never be  
> able to embrace the divine grace which would be ours should we  
> decide to accept it. You see, we are children of Divine Parents and  
> even earthly parents have the desire for their children to have the  
> best, to be happy, to be healthy, to be secure, to know they are  
> loved, and if our earthly parents [feel such], how much more then do  
> our Divine Parents bring to the equation and would they give us if  
> we would only be in a position to accept it.
>
> It is not that their love falls short or that healing is somehow not  
> available, it is merely our capacity to embrace this gift of grace  
> which prohibits us from accessing it. So therefore I encourage any  
> and all to start thinking along the lines of worthiness, of being a  
> member of the divine family that you are, and as such, you have  
> inherent rights and privileges as a family member, that's all. Not  
> special rights, not unusual rights, normal rights as a member of the  
> family of man and as children of God.
>
> If we begin to think of it this way, then things we think are out of  
> our reach because we think they are too spectacular, they are  
> somehow not ours because we are not somehow good enough, can begin  
> to become ours and we can begin to embrace them as a matter of  
> course, not as miracle or somehow extraordinary circumstance but  
> rather as natural and normal in any family this would happen. I know  
> the next question in a lot of peoples minds is about ego.
>
> Okay, you start thinking you're somehow part of a divine family. Is  
> this ego going to run away with you and say you are somehow superior  
> to others and there is this fear this ego will run amuck if we give  
> it the slightest little slack. We all must recall that the ego is a  
> critical organ of our being. It is like the lungs or the kidneys. It  
> is a part of us, we cannot do without it, we would not want to do  
> without it, but it is not in command of the vehicle. We are in  
> command of the ego. We are the ones whose freewill choice reigns  
> supreme and we can determine the proper place for ego in our being.
>
> Yes, it's true, if left unchecked and overfed and over encouraged,  
> the ego can seem to dominate but I'll tell you one thing, without  
> the ego you would not be here tonight. The ego is what gives you  
> momentum, what gives you the courage to move forward. It summons the  
> strength and gives you propellant to move forward in the direction  
> of your choosing but it is used as the force to move you through  
> where you might be too timid, shy, inexperienced, to feel  
> comfortable moving simply yourself.
>
> So this is a tool. Like all tools that you have it is a powerful,  
> creative tool and properly used, this ego can bring you support, can  
> bring you strength when you doubt, bring you courage to go in the  
> direction you think you should go. So I encourage everyone to  
> embrace their greatness, embrace your grandness because you truly  
> are, you are a miracle. Your coming together, the confluence of time  
> and space, here, is a miracle and it comes with this partnership  
> with those who have made it possible for you, your Divine Parents.
>
> So if you have this partnership and these are your parents, it is by  
> design that we are to grow up to resemble our Parents, to be like  
> them, and it is our choices which enable this to happen and  
> coincidentally enough, it is our ego that propels us to make these  
> choices as well. So it is all good and right and proper for us to  
> ask for what we have need of from our Divine Parents and I assure  
> you, they stand ready to give you that which you have need of. But  
> they will not force it upon you, they will not inject it into your  
> life, and they would never step over the line of your freewill choice.
>
> But should you provide these things, should you show up and  
> volunteer these things, then all doors are open to you and all  
> things can happen, all things can happen and they are not even  
> miracles. They are routine things at that point. So yes, ask for  
> what you have need of my friend and trust them, trust in this  
> relationship that they hear your needs even before you have asked.  
> But by asking you have granted them permission to give it to you. So  
> in the asking it aligns us far more than it begs for anything from  
> our Parents.
>
> And in this way you will get what you seek. You will have need of  
> nothing that you don't get from your Divine Parents. I offer you  
> proof of our lives right now; we all are here having everything we  
> have need of provided for us. So, wow, that...[phone glitch]
>
> Q: So ask and it will be given?
>
> Mark: Precisely. [Thank you]
>
> Mark: It's funny in these sessions, because you never really know  
> when we actually start because just in discussion back and forth and  
> sharing our truths, we've already well entered into the spiritual  
> domain, the spirit arena and coming here and being willing to share,  
> we've walked into that arena. So I don't suppose there is an  
> official beginning at all but I do welcome you all for being here  
> and thank you all for your contribution to this energy field of our  
> creation in this hour and invite you to take it into your lives.  
> Take it in, breathe it in even now.
>
> Henry: I definitely resonate with what you have been talking about,  
> especially the part about our relationship with our Divine Parents,  
> relationship with spirit in an actual sense in that we are the  
> children of spirit and it is our divine birthright to have the kind  
> of life that we want to have. We can have the kind of things that we  
> want to have, the type of mental endeavor, the type of work that we  
> procure, the types of interests, the types of hobbies. All of these  
> things are gifts which come into our lives, our opportunity levels,  
> that come into our system through asking. Not in a selfish way but  
> in a way that we become better human beings.
>
> It seems that spirit works a lot easier when we are tremendously  
> specific, when we can clarify what we need and want, that we're able  
> to [sustain?] ourselves and live our lives, be able to ground and  
> [sensor?] in spirit and to have access to these states of  
> consciousness. I guess it's kind of like a prayer, when you're  
> talking to spirit, when you are talking to your Parents, your  
> Father, when you're telling them what you desire, what it is that  
> you need in your life at this moment and at the same time, because  
> it is a relationship, there is a reciprocal part where you also  
> become responsible for what spirit is also giving you because you  
> are asking and spirit is also replying and giving you....also but  
> spirit is asking you also, it is telling you what it needs you to  
> do, it is showing you what you need to become and where you need to  
> go and how to move forward.
>
> So it is a reciprocal relationship. There is a lot of personal  
> experience in that area because I have what I have and am able to do  
> what I do because of spirit helping me and providing me opportunity  
> and synergistic support. It doesn't mean I don't have problems, it  
> doesn't mean some days are extremely difficult, but it helps me to  
> hold a really positive space of being and because of this  
> knowingness, this awareness, this trust and this belief that these  
> things are synchronous, these ways we think and see life, the way  
> that we use these thoughts in conjunction with spirit.
>
> The wonderful thing is that spirit works with each one individually,  
> custom fit, what it is that is needed for your personal life. It's  
> almost like a guarantee because instead of having some paper  
> guaranteeing it, what you find is it will show itself in your  
> experience. All of a sudden, things you asked for will be made  
> manifest in your life and this is the guarantee, this is the proof  
> in the pudding that this trust and faith in our Parents in spirit  
> has a material component to it. It makes opportunity manifest in our  
> arena of activity. That in a sense in the next step in the spirit  
> effort.
>
> The first step is to actually make contact and then to trust that  
> you are making contact and then begin to get evidence that you are  
> making contact and that spirit is real and a little further to begin  
> to have a consciousness of being a child of spirit, being led, being  
> nurtured by spirit, being completely sustained by the presence and  
> awareness of spirit. Again, all of these thoughts are imprinted on  
> this energy pattern that we hold in this space on this call that we  
> create. Everything we say goes into this energy pattern so that in  
> our quiet time we can revisit this space, can reground in this  
> energy and open our consciousness to remember what it is that we  
> needed to remember this evening, helping you to communicate with our  
> Divine Parents, much like I am speaking words, you speak from your  
> heart.
>
> It is really interesting because the way that you articulated spirit  
> seems to understand any way that is articulated. That is one of the  
> tremendous values of spirit, that their ability to comprehend is  
> impeccable. But they cannot act without our giving them permission,  
> without our asking and allowing them to interact within our lives  
> and rest assured that there is a tremendous respect for human will/ 
> integrity and spirit will never overstep their boundaries and  
> disrespect. We are totally in control and spirit is ready and eager  
> with the wherewithal to move forward in the direction which is most  
> beneficial to us.
>
> Mark: Thank you Henry. I didn't know what tonight was going to be  
> about but now I do. My Inner Voice wants to jump into this  
> conversation but I have been requested to set the stage if you will,  
> with a brief encounter I had.
>
> A couple of weeks ago I was scheduled to be here and at this very  
> hour I ended up finding myself sitting in an urgent care center with  
> them poking and prodding me, taking tests and trying to discover why  
> I was having some rather serious gastrointestinal distress. I am  
> using myself as a guinea pig, I don't like doing this but I'm going  
> to go ahead and say this out loud because this helps the lesson.
>
> I fell down; this is my story; I fell down; I missed it because here  
> we are, we're in this space right now. I know this space, this space  
> is comfortable to me. I used this space for the first two days I had  
> a stomach illness to tell myself the universe was friendly,  
> everything would be all right, that I would get what I needed from  
> my Divine Parents. For two days I held firm, steadfast to my  
> conviction that it would pass and that all would be well. Then on  
> the third day I fell down, I blew it, I missed it. I was unable to  
> hold that conviction.
>
> I started second guessing, oh no, maybe it's not wise, maybe I  
> should go in, I'm missing something. Someone out there can help me,  
> tell me what's wrong, can fix me, if I go in to the Dr. they'll  
> know. I'll turn it over to them and they will make it okay. I missed  
> it by a matter of hours because they took all the tests, did all  
> this stuff, they told me it was nothing, everything was going to be  
> fine. I blew it, I did not call in when I could have called in and  
> availed myself of this healing energy that is present even here now,  
> and instead I transferred the whole thing to my mind and I thought  
> about it and all of a sudden worried and doubted and feared and  
> concerned and all these things the mind does. I succumbed to that  
> force.
>
> I have an expression, I missed it but I might have missed it closer  
> this time than in times past. I did exercise some faith and  
> conviction, it just wasn't quite enough and so I share with you that  
> I blew it. Now I'm going to let my Voice speak to this issue, please.
>
> Inner Voice: [Mark] And as per our agreement, I Am here. I  
> congratulate you on your sincerity to express your experience in  
> your life as I know you consider it a failure of some sort on your  
> part but I am here to assure you and perhaps others at this time  
> that it was not and by this I am referring to the very exercise that  
> was undertaken in the process that there were indeed times when you  
> were leaning on your spiritual confidence and certainty and security  
> and knew somewhere deep within that all was well even if your  
> temporal situation did not reflect that reality.
>
> And so there were notable successes to point to in this case, but I  
> understand how you would feel as though you gave up on spirit and  
> decided that you might handle it in other ways. This too does not  
> represent an illogical or wrong decision. There are proper instances  
> where you would rightfully enlist the services of those around you  
> who are trained in their various professions and are able to assist  
> others in their chosen occupations. Sometimes this is just what the  
> Dr. ordered and I would never be the one to dissuade you or anyone  
> else of availing yourself of all possible options to empower you in  
> whatever your undertaking might be.
>
> But I do as well ... your sentiment to act more fully in cooperation  
> with that aspect of yourself which is spirit and as well with me. I  
> am always here as one who stands ready to assist in all matters, may  
> they be matters of spiritual importance or may they be simple as you  
> might see them, mundane material matters, for all matters contain a  
> flicker of spirit, a chance for spirit to be represented, an  
> opportunity for it to be reflected and made real in your lives.  
> There are no small acts, only small actors, that is, one who will  
> not recognize that they are grand actors.
>
> There was some discussion I observed earlier about the  
> appropriateness for you to engage spirit on your behalf and for one  
> of my order, this question is most curious because indeed the whole  
> scenario of your existence has been created and arranged for you to  
> have access to spirit, for you to become who you are in your  
> relationship to all that is and this is most successfully  
> accomplished in the realm of spirit. But as I have stated, all your  
> mortal and material action have a spiritual component to them and  
> may be used to bring spirit in to any equation.
>
> After this incarnation you are currently experiencing you will have  
> no doubt regarding your association with your divine family for you  
> will clearly witness this association by means of your timeless,  
> spaceless, aspect of self which only seeks to rejoin and reunite  
> with the First Source and Center of All.  From this you sprang and  
> are now experiencing a life in which it is your privilege and  
> opportunity to choose spirit while not knowing for certain that this  
> action is what is necessary to bring you in the Presence of All That  
> Is.
>
> And so you are granted unlimited latitude to find this truth for  
> yourself, to bring this truth to you of your own accord. This is the  
> great gift that you give to He who has created you and given you  
> this life and your eternal career before you to exercise this option  
> and make this choice. And so I recognize that at this point in your  
> career there exists uncertainty, there exists doubt, there exists  
> time where you think that you missed it. There are disappointments  
> to be encountered but be easy on yourselves my dear one because your  
> Divine Parents have ultimate patience, have unlimited tolerance and  
> forgiveness for who you are and what you are becoming.
>
> They do not judge you harshly as you judge yourselves. Try to be as  
> kind to yourself as you can imagine your Divine Parents being to  
> you, loving, forgiving, accepting. These are the qualities which you  
> may expect from your Divine Parents. These are the qualities they  
> would have you show others, these are the qualities they request you  
> would show to yourself. This notion that devotion to the self may  
> somehow bring you away from the Divine or apart from the Eternal is  
> a errant notion for in fact you are the only ones who can minister  
> effectively to you. Others may assist, others may attempt to guide,  
> to nurture, provide proper environments for you to feel loved and  
> nurtured but in the end it will remain up to you to accept the gifts  
> of grace, your stature as a member in this divine family and the  
> great love that is expressed for you.
>
> These things are present already in a timeless, spaceless,  
> dimension. They await your arrival. It is you who takes the steps in  
> the direction of these graces and it is you who must make the final  
> choice to accept to be loved, to be nurtured, to be supported by all  
> the forces of the universe. So long as you consider yourself  
> separate and isolated and so long as you consider you can go it on  
> your own without the support, that is exactly what you will be doing  
> because even grace is not forced upon you. Even love is not demanded  
> upon you, rather is it offered to be accepted, to be embraced.
>
> So this is your greatest task, this is your greatest mission before  
> you. Many have thoughts of serving multitudes when in fact the  
> greatest service of all, the one the Father cannot do without you,  
> is for you, is to you. This will require your individual personal  
> effort and most certainly you may be most useful in service to  
> others throughout but until you have fully mastered this internal  
> garden of the self, then you are limited in your capacity to effect  
> great service to others because one cannot give what they do not  
> have and if you do not accept that you are loved then it is most  
> difficult for you to convince another that they are loved.
>
> But when you do know these things of a certainty with complete  
> conviction and in deep gratitude, then you may express these things,  
> they may be felt and shared by others because then they come from  
> you as a part of you, not as something you have heard about or have  
> referenced in the past but as part of you to be given and shared  
> freely. This is your greatest service, first to the self so that you  
> may be of great service to the others. Make no mistake, this is your  
> first priority. All others must come after this one.
>
> And so, however you consider your method, you must apply yourself to  
> this mission while in this life and during these  times so that you  
> may be stable and secure in times ahead, that you will not flounder  
> but rather remain an isle of stability when the material aspects  
> around you change. Your spiritual component need[s] not and can  
> remain secure and solid so that all else may take its reference from  
> that. You see all that happens out there is not happening to you,  
> it's happening through you and the more positioned you are in  
> security of your spiritual self, the more things out in the material  
> plane fall in line and manifest for your greatest good.
>
> I understand that this is a lengthy presentation this evening and so  
> I would withdraw from this podium graciously provided for this  
> purpose. I thank you all for creating this arena wherein I was  
> invited to speak and wherein the promotion of spiritual principles  
> and truths is welcomed and safe. Thank you for the part each of you  
> have played this evening. I withdraw to allow for whatever might  
> transpire. Thank you.
>

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