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Month="1"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt">JANUARY 12, 2003</SPAN></st1:date><SPAN
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">I am ABRAHAM. Greetings. I
am enjoying the peaceful surroundings here this evening. Each week that I teach
I am made to learn more. I am fascinated by your unique personalities and your
perception of attempting to live a divine life on a mortal
planet.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">Emulan’s lesson last week
discussed getting to know our total mortal make up and how everything works
together. As I have now passed the mortal material level I am with new concepts
to take in, while retaining the value of the old. I am different now than I was
in the flesh.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My acceptance to
consistent changing has enabled me to advance in the spirit. Again I give you
EMULAN.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">Greetings fellows. I am with
gratitude to have learned and worked with my brother Abraham. I am different
because I have known him. I am made more having known the individuals I have
throughout my career. Even in negative experience there was value. In my realm
now I still experience conflicts, differing opinions and always that temptation
to be noticed. I look forward to new growth and change because I am made more
and I am always moving forward. That is my perception. I look forward to
change.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">As you reflect upon your
lives, I am made to wonder how many individuals feel they are living the life
they were meant to live? How many are being their genuine selves? When you look
at your overall life, what is your measure of joy? What is your measure of
comfort and security? How do you greet each day--with enthusiasm or with dread?
Answers to these questions can reveal to you if you are living to your highest
light. There should be a good measure of gratification, combined with the
knowledge that life is work, play and balance in all
things.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">I so love the mortals of
this world, for their intentions are truly touching. All have high hopes and
expectations. All are striving for progression in some way. Many every day are
deep in despair, for they feel they are not living the life that they are
suppose to. This does not mean one hopes to have a life of ease and bliss, no.
This means that even in times of hardship there is a true knowing that
everything moves forward toward an ultimate good.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">Every good thing begins with
God, the Father of all fathers, the Eternal Light. He is love, intelligence and
action beyond our comprehension. Those who strive to know God and be like Him
are assured with the fact that the divine life is not one of blissful ease, but
one filled with challenges and learning. One who is feeling without fulfillment
is not living an authentic life.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">Individuals can live for
many things, money, love from others, self-glory, but the one who lives for God
sees true value. Those who embrace value live their lives according to what
appears to be for the ultimate good. There is balance. There is satisfaction.
There is fulfillment. One could have all the riches of the world and love of
family and friends, respect in their employment positions, and still be
unfulfilled with the thoughts that they have somehow sold out and are not living
the life they were meant to live. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">This week find time to
answer these questions I have posed. Who do you serve? How would you envision
the life you are really meant to live? Farewell. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">I am ABRAHAM. I am in awe of
Father’s plan for eternal living. There will always be hard work. His plan is
not one of ease--but one of balance. The universes are with intelligence and you
are also, and expected to use intelligence in combination with love. Nothing can
be kept from those who watch over us.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">To live a life serving the
ego is to be blinded to Father’s ministry.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>To understand if you are living your best life is not measured in
material amounts or even in the love of others. Living true to your status as a
child of God means that you are with balance in all situations—good or bad. You
will have times of despair, confusion and anxiety, but never enough to overcome
that persistent child of God. A few questions this
evening.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">RYAN: Hello Abraham. I want
to thank you for visiting with me last time I came. I have two questions. I was
wonder what my spiritual name meant and what my dad’s spiritual name
meant.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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face="Times New Roman"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt">ABRAHAM: I am happy to meet
with you again, my son Ryan. Not all spiritual names have particular meaning,
but are resonated through the love of those who bestowed you with spirit. Your
name is reflective of one who is willing to endure no matter the personal cost
and </SPAN><st1:City><st1:place><SPAN
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt">, your name is reflective of an area on Havona where many
go to learn. Is this all my son? (Yes. Thank you.) Another
question?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt">SIMON: Yes Abraham. I
enjoyed a program yesterday at the </SPAN><st1:place><st1:PlaceName><SPAN
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt">. Hansburger seemed similarly inspired along these same
lines of choosing happiness and joy. One of the statements at the end of the
evening seemed to remind me of Jesus eventually coming out to proclaim truth
more openly at the end of His life here. Are we at the point where we should be
more open with truth? He was talking about praying out loud, bringing truth to
the forefront.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt">ABRAHAM: I would believe
that would depend on an individual’s level of comfort or spiritual advancement.
Truth is personal and not always shared among individuals. If truth is used to
move forward toward an ultimate good for all then that is what one should strive
for. Many fear using truth as it may harm others or make themselves look
negative. Comfort levels are also to be considered. Sharing truth should always
be balanced with love and without intention to boost ones ego for being right.
Truth should be a revealer of light. Jesus always waited upon the will of
Father, and in the beginning of His ministry He always had put forth His truth
in an attitude of service. At the end of His ministry however He had the mission
of doing as much good as possible and many were not open to the truth. He was at
times perhaps a bit forceful and at other times He knew it would not serve. Is
there something more my son. (I am just grateful for the
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"> and (Inaudible.) I am just going through some personal
transformation right now.) You do well Simon. I am still experiencing personal
transformation. I now happen to embrace it. You are with intelligence and a kind
heart. You are fully capable of going forward with your highest light. Well
done. Another question?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">DIANNA: Abraham, I would
like to get some clarification on some of what you talked about in the lesson
tonight. When I look at my life and being fulfilled spiritually, when I look at
the cycle of allowing Father to transform my life and transform the patterns of
behavior, beliefs that I have built, I do feel fulfilled. However I also in the
recent discoveries of the other patterns in my life seem to also color this
fulfillment as well. Is there a point where this is always incorporated in my
moving in from a place of not feeling fulfilled because I am not quite accepting
and forgiving my past into a place where I will be, because I can see that
constant change?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">ABRAHAM: I can see how your
fulfillment from the spirit life can benefit other aspects of the mortal life,
and yet I can also understand negative occurrences could create a bit of space
between you and the spirit. Nothing can take you away from the spirit though. I
understand that individuals can be become who they are because of past
experience, and even behave in a certain manner, but the mortal life is about
overcoming the challenges that block you from forward momentum and growth. The
lesson is perhaps more focused on the total mortal life, finding fulfillment in
all areas, not at all times, but with balance and the knowledge that things are
always in a state of natural evolution. The mortal life is hard work and takes
great effort to overcome the animal-self. My message here to you, my daughter,
is that you are indeed with power and spirit support to change things in your
life. Where there is sorrow, there can be joy. Where there is hopelessness,
there is always Father’s plan for perfection. Is there something more I can
answer for you? (No. (Inaudible.) Thank you.) You’re welcome. Another
question?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">ANICIA: Abraham, I really
want to speak with you right now because this lesson is everything that I have
been going through for a long time. It really hits home to me the walking in
balance because the intelligence that is within me is at times very clear. I
know the steps that I need to take in the moment and I just like to jump ahead
and figure out my whole life plan because I am so worried about being fulfilled.
So many days I wake up dreading the day because I don’t feel I am where I am
supposed to be. There are times when it is really unclear for me. If you have
anything for me I would be appreciative.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">ABRAHAM: Certainly my
daughter. Father completely desires your happiness. Many believe God to be
unmoving and somewhat of an enforcer. He very much wants you to discover your
gifts and do what you most love. All are bestowed with gifts and can serve in
some capacity. It was meant to be fulfilling to use these gifts in whatever you
choose to do. This is your life. It is also Father’s to live with you, but He
does not force His children into anything that is not suited. He does not ask
the individual who does not want children to have children. He does not ask
those who want to work as a gardener to be a brick mason. He has given you gifts
and free will. Many of these decisions are yours to make whether you will live
or work or be in a relationship somewhere somehow. Fulfillment comes from
knowing you have done your best from where you are. It comes from knowing you
have chosen a path of divine light rather than one that is selfish. You are
still quite young in your eternal career. Have not worry nor anxiety, but know
that whatever you choose your Father is always with you and guiding you.
Remember He desires your happiness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
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style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman">I am slipping. Know that
with each week that passes I grow in love for you all. Until next time,
shalom.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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