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</SPAN><B>Loyalty<o:p></o:p></B></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Discordance<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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</SPAN>Values and beliefs<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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</SPAN>Light<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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</SPAN>Inter- and intra-personal planes<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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</SPAN>Safety and trust<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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</SPAN>Fundamental lessons on social existence<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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</SPAN>Superficial loyalty<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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</SPAN>Loyalty on a deeper level<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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</SPAN>Guilt and resentment<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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</SPAN>Humble social esteem<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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</SPAN>Feigning loyalty<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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</SPAN>How you are loved<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Teacher:<SPAN
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</SPAN><B>Bob, Rayson<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></B>(TR,
Daniel)<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<H1 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3>September 20, 2003</FONT></H1>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">[Session preceded by intentional connection to the
merkaba]<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">BOB:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Good morning.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is
Bob.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Good morning, Bob.)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It has been awhile, so let us take our
time to become in-sync with each other.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>There are many of us here today; and there are others who wish to speak
with you, as well.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>One of you noted
that the energy in recent days and weeks seems to have become intense.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And we acknowledge that!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Many of the discordant, inharmonic
activities, thoughts, and feelings that occur within you do not originate from
within you, but come from other sources.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><SPAN style="COLOR: red"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">We do not wish to strike a chord of fear, however we
wish to inform you that just as Caligastia’s crew broadcast discordant energies
on many frequencies to the inhabitants of this planet, so too do other mortals
on your planet do the same.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When we
speak of the forces of light, we truly mean the “forces of light!”<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>—that you are forces, meaning a source
of power, energy, and when we say “light,” we truly mean “light,” not sunlight,
but the light of the Father and the Sons, and Holy Spirit that emanates through
you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You maintain yourself as a
beacon of light in your consciousness, by your will, by your intention.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You monitor it by your self-awareness,
consciousness of self.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">We have been striving through the Teaching Mission to
teach you underlying values and beliefs of stable social existence —the state of
being to maintain yourself as a beacon of light.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>While they are essential for harmony on
the social plane and your inter-personal plane, and within your “intra-personal
plane,” they are necessary to maintain an aura of light on your planet.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Other teachers and Melchizedeks have
taught you and told you that they can see you as beacons of light on your planet
of darkness, and it is true. <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">What a joy it is to be here today with you, in this
circle of light; it is delightful!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><B>You</B> are delightful!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I
revel in your presence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I take joy
in your participation in this feast of good will, joy, contentment, satisfaction
and peace of being!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Those are
real.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Those are lasting qualities
that endure.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Last time we met, we discussed being safe, feeling
safe, and how it must always, and will always, precede trust.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you have any questions concerning
that lesson?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is pretty obvious, is it not?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you view the safety of a child, an
infant, they are not truly cognizant, aware beings, in the mortal sense, but
they do know trust; they do know safety, assurance, nurturance, care.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They do not know love yet.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Love comes in time.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you see in your mind’s eye, the young
child who toddles about, and who can speak—age 3 or 4 perhaps—who comes up to
their father or mother and grabs them around the leg and says, “I love you,
Mommy,” “I love you Daddy.”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What
would cause, what would bring this child to verbalize that?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And you know that in this child there is
no guile, there is no insincerity, there are no attempts to manipulate, and
there is no sarcasm, no condescension, and no arrogance.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What are those wonderful values and
traits, beliefs, understandings that underlie the child’s statement of
love?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The child does not even take
those for granted—they just simply know that there is patience, tolerance,
forbearance, loyalty, truth telling, intimacy and nurturance, care and
safety.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In the larger schemes of
the universe, these mortal worlds are mangers or cribs of tender new souls.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">And let us say you are the Creator Son, with the
Mother Spirit, creating new mortal beings.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>How would you bring, not one or two or three individuals, but billions of
new souls into that tender state of understanding, acceptance, and certainty
knowing that they are loved, cared for, <B>wanted</B>, and <B>needed</B> in the
universe?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do not suppose that this
is idle speculation, for perhaps in some distant era you may have the
opportunity to think about this, in terms of a laboratory, in your Uversa
experience.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Such questions do not become a source of conjecture,
but of true planning for your universe career.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So in these few statements, we have
brought you from your mortal position on a world of chaos to a Creator Son, and
even to the Creator.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do not forget
that this potential within you is existent.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is not ethereal. It is not
vaporous—yes, it is tenuous—but it is existent.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As Jesus said, and he truly meant this
in all ways and all dimensions, that what he is capable of doing, so are you; so
am I.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">The lessons of other teachers, in other TM groups,
and in other groups, which are not called Teaching Mission, have spoken and
taught the fundamental lessons of social existence on a world and in the
universe, from safety and trust to loyalty, forbearance, tolerance, and all the
wonderful values that support the universe.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We wish and we ask that you develop
teaching materials for your own children, that teach these wonderful
traits.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And study them, yourselves;
hold them in your consciousness.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Today I will touch upon the value of loyalty.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Most of you think of loyalty in
terms of political loyalty, geographic loyalty, religious loyalty, fraternal and
sororal loyalty—loyalty of association with others.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet at a deeper level, there is the
loyalty of yourself to yourself —not selfishly, not egoistically, not
self-righteously—but carefully and lovingly, validating yourself, honoring
yourself, caring for yourself—consistently—neither diminishing nor denigrating
who you are, what you are, nor diminishing your capacity through past actions,
thoughts, or words, which are less than you truly are, but which are normal in a
growing situation where you were not mature yet.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Your guilt soils your loyalty, does not honor who you
are, or adequately or sufficiently receive the forgiveness, which has been given
to you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Guilt says that the
forgiveness that you were given is not real.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It says on a deeper level that you are
not in the mindset of your Creator…yet!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Loyalty to yourself must come first.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Forgiveness of self must come
first!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Truly, thoroughly,
perennially, infinitely —that as you awake each day, you awake to a new day,
free of guilt, free of old harmful thoughts that cycle and recycle in your
mind.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To be able to say in the
morning, “That was then; this is now, this is a new day; I am free!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will honor that forgiveness and not
repeat the words, the thoughts, the actions that caused guilt in the past.”<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And you can move ahead freely.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And your intention is to do so, to not
repeat your errors.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Only then!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><B>Only then</B>, can you truly,
honestly, knowingly—in the deepest sense of knowing—forgive others totally and
completely, and hold your relationship <B>loyally</B> as <B>new</B> each
day.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">So many of your wonderful loving, caring, intimate,
personal, social relationships are sullied by harboring thoughts of guilt or
resentment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Guilt is about
yourself, and resentment is about others.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>When you forgive others, truly forgive them; do not harbor resentment
about what they did or what they said.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And if you are unsure of yourself in that, ask your brother or your
sister, whom you have forgiven and say, “I have forgiven you; I hold no
resentment against you anymore, and if you find that I do, please remind me, for
I want to forgive totally, thoroughly, completely as an act of loyalty of my
love for you, my association and friendship for you, and ultimately for
myself!”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your path to godliness, to
becoming not only “like” God but “as” God would act—you must thoroughly, totally
forgive and not hold in memory those injuries from others, and must not hold in
consciousness, guilt for the injuries you caused others and particularly
yourself.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">This may be a new spin on loyalty, but it is
<B>paramount </B>and<B> pivotal</B>, to your own ascension and the ascension of
others.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you think in terms of
<B>humble</B> social esteem, meaning that you wish for the positive regard and
love of others, how much higher in their esteem will you be if you forgive
totally and thoroughly, as Jesus did?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You will become brothers, another Mother Theresa, a wonderful saint in
living flesh.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And it is truly
honorable to validate yourself through this means, acquiring the ascendant
attributes of a higher self.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Loyalty to self is truly a humble action, a humble state of
existence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is not even a
“however” about this, for you either honor yourself in this deep humility so
that you can honor others with equal, grand humility, or you do not.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The individual who feigns this grand
humility of loyalty to others, through this grandiose forgiveness as a charade
for self-aggrandizement and self-embellishment, is easily seen through.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And the truly self-observing individual
of higher consciousness sees that in themselves as well.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And only the pernicious maintenance of a
willful ego will allow that to continue.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">This is how your Master Teachers love you, and even
I, as a rank and file teacher, love you—I strive to love you that way.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is not easy to achieve; it is a goal
that is worthy of all of us on the ascendant path, and it is something we truly
must complete and achieve, in order to move ahead.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Failure of achieving humble loyalty to
self and to others is an impediment that will disallow you from moving
ahead.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is not that anyone will
hold you back.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In the end, when the
analysis comes, you will say, “I am not ready.”<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And your peers and your seniors will
[clapping] say —Hooray!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>—and will
congratulate you, and they will acknowledge that you have the resources to
achieve those levels.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">And now you can see what a formidable task it is that
Michael has for himself, for all of us, for you and for this planet.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your political issues, your economic
grand finance issues, would be quickly dissolved were the trait, <B>value of
loyalty</B> were totally and thoroughly incorporated into consciousness, in all
your political and business, social, moral and religious leaders… and their
followers. There would be a fair and equitable distribution of wealth, fair and
equitable assignment of positions to those who are capable, all without
denigrating anyone, holding everyone equally of value, being loyal to each
individual, the same as any other.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">I am ready for questions.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Boy, I have some!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’ve been
wrestling with the nature of forgiveness in my mind a lot in the last few
months, and I’m challenged to do as Jesus did, and be able to forgive, even in
the face of the rankest injustice while it is happening, but it seems to be
beyond my human capacities at this time, and I am also realizing that to
continually forgive “deliberate” hurting, is in a manner, giving permission for
it to continue.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I’ve read
before that forgiveness doesn’t necessarily entail forgetting, and some of the
things you said are a little different than that, so I guess I’d just like you
to comment on those things and some wisdom so that forgiveness doesn’t become a
kind of enabling or an encouragement to continue deliberate antisocial
behaviors.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">BOB:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Certainly.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You raised many
good points and I wish to address every one of them!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>On the deepest level, each of you is not
complete; each of you are yearning for completion, to become a whole being, not
“broken.”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And as Jesus saw among
all those he lived with, he saw that most of them were broken, and [that] they
had a broken nature, and they did broken things.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And first of all, at the deepest level,
he always forgave each individual their actions from the deepest level, meaning
that he forgave [<B>the person</B>], “due to their nature.”<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They literally could not help
themselves.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And we know this is
true, because his last words reflect of that.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Quite literally he said, “If these
people knew any better, they wouldn’t do this!”<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If they knew their own nature, as being
so self-destructive, they would not do these things, and so he forgave
them.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial"> <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">On the more immediate level, there are the immediate
actions, which are secondarily forgiven, meaning, I forgive you these
<B>actions</B> because of your nature.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>They are a reflection of your ignorance.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And your third point is, however, I hold
you responsible for these actions.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You know better, but you choose not to act better, or to say better.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are broken in your thinking; you
know better, and you know it is destructive, but you choose not to [act
accordingly].<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are responsible
for your actions.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And if you are
the one in authority, you will hold that person responsible, and you will hold
them accountable for the immediate or eventual rectification of that wrongdoing,
and for the eventual rectification of their thinking, and their behavior.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Jesus’ forgiveness, just as your
forgiveness, must not ever be misconstrued as enabling, and it must not empower
enablement for then you are complicit with the wrongdoing that will come about
again.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is error then, in the
application of forgiveness.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial"> <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">On another level, Jesus does not ask you to go where
he, himself, had challenges.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When
you are in the face of wrongdoing, you may forgive, but you also may need to
leave.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are some wrong doings,
the forgiveness of which does not require your presence.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Whether it is for your physical,
emotional, mental or spiritual safety, as a means of avoiding abuse to you, to
your character, it is often times wise to leave.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is not an act of cowardice, it is not
a statement of your being un-Christ-like, but it is simply of self-preservation,
to come back whole, another time in more thoughtful, centered, grounded,
peaceful state, where you can hold the other responsible and accountable, yet
while forgiving them.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial"> <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Yet, going farther, how long do you forgive?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Well, you forgive as long as there is
potential for rectification by the other, for the amendment of wrong doing of
behavior, words, or thinking.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If
there is no potential for the amendment of behavior by the wrong doer, then your
forgiveness, your loyalty is wasted.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And that is a far sadder, sadder situation than the recalcitrant,
difficult, ornery, cantankerous, child or adult who continues wrong doing, wrong
saying, wrong thinking, when they still have the potential to correct that.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is a willfulness, which will
trouble them far after you are long gone from their presence, and it will cause
them tremendous difficulty in their world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>In those ultimate situations, you have the authority to say, “You are no
longer welcome here.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Return when
you can live by my rules.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Come to
my friendship and our relationship again, when you are ready for it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Until then, you must leave.”<SPAN
style="COLOR: red"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial"> <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Jesus knew, Michael knows, we all know what a
traumatic, difficult, troubled world of relationships you have around you, even
in you, on your planet.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>From the
largest macro level of your societies to the intra-personal levels within you,
you will never achieve peace in society, until you achieve peace within
yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is sacred, hallowed
domain within yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do not
allow others, your thoughts of them or their words to sully, trample or dirty
that ground within you, and do not maintain thoughts that sully, dirty or
trample upon your being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In your
purest state of essence and being, you are holy (with a small “h,”) the smallest
way of exercising that is to become “holy-whole,” to become holistic, one with
all parts within yourself, complete.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Only then can you be a contributing factor to your world, to your
relationships, and to your own progress on your ascendant journey.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial"> <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Your questions and your statements go to the very
<B>heart</B> of mortal existence on your world.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And the loyalty of the lesson we were
speaking about goes to the heart of maintaining yourself as an integral, whole
being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If, when you are apart from
others, and you are emotionally at peace, but yet within yourself you are
recycling old thoughts, old feelings, you must get rid of them.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is your infantile mind chattering
on, and you the adult mind must step into the “boots position” of the will, and
<B>will</B> the chattering mind to cease, to stop your mind from reiterating
those statements, which make you so small.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>In this regard, you are totally and fully responsible, for your own,
misbehaving child inside yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And yes, you know that you are seemingly weak.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then ask to hold the hand of Michael and
Nebadonia, to help strengthen your will to overcome your inner recalcitrant
child.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial"> <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">And if this is yet insufficient, then you must seek
out friends or associations of professionals of like-mindedness who can assist
you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is not a weakness to admit
this, to go to those sources.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
must become centered within; you must become responsible for your own self.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are accountable for your erroneous
thoughts, your erroneous words, and your erroneous behaviors.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you have this state of
consciousness, you then are in Christ consciousness.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And in this co-creative position, this
dyad of wholeness with your Creator, so intimate to you, you will be successful;
you truly will be successful!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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style="COLOR: red; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"> <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">And for those minds that are so deranged and so
broken, that even medication does not help, your transition to the resurrection
halls will give you surcease from your dis-ease, and then peace and solace.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And, you will find even further recovery
in the mansion worlds and in the schools that you will participate in.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Caring, loving, supportive, knowing
teachers, and angels of many orders will surround you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They will be your hand-holders, your
nursemaids, your caregivers, and wisdom-sharers.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will be in remedial classrooms with
a whole mind—incomplete, but whole.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And you will be loved, cared for, nurtured and held.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(We hug too!)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>[Long pause as TR was emotionally
overcome.]<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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style="COLOR: red; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"> <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">This is Bob, let us close.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial"> <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">[Daniel:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Oh God, that goes to the core of me!]<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Student: It did for a lot of
us!<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">[About 20 minutes has passed, and the TR has
recovered.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The group had a good
chat about this, (unrecorded,) and the teachers want to have a
re-cap.]<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial"> <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Daniel:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Let’s come to center and reconnect to the merkaba.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Connect to earth center and become
grounded.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Reconnect to the top of
the merkaba, to universe energy, connect our heart lines, and our mind
lines.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">RAYSON:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Good morning, this is Rayson.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(Good morning, Rayson.)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We
have enjoyed your thoughtful comments and reflection upon this very powerful
lesson today.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It has given you much
to think about, within yourselves, and this is where the first lessons of
loyalty can be exercised —within yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>In borrowing upon Bob’s earlier lesson of safety and trust, as you
reflect upon the issues of loyalty and forgiveness, what you are doing is
creating a safe environment for you to live in, within your own mind.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You feel safe with yourself, safe with
your own thinking.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That may take
weeks or months, or perhaps years, before you can trust that your smaller,
thinking self will not lead you astray into being unsafe and disloyal to
yourself, causing abuse to yourself, disloyalty to
yourself.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Trust, then supports love —trust that you can love
yourself, and that your loyalty to yourself is well placed, well invested and
the dividends are love and more love!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Then you can discern other relationships clearly, honestly, safely around
you and participate in a way that becomes Christ-like.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Thank you for your loyalty and for being here today
and<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>[for being] at each of our
meetings.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Simply showing up, being
on time, and being present are the first fundamental, elementary acts of
loyalty, wherever you go.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good
day.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Good
day.)<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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