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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><EM><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Prayer: Our beloved heavenly Parents, we ask that you prepare our minds to receive you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We center our thoughts on the healing of our planet, and we ask for your Spirit to infuse us with that spiritual energy to be poured over the Earth for its healing and upliftment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We ask that you open channels within us that are blocked from receiving the full outpouring of your love so that we may in turn share with our brothers and sisters as we focus our thoughts on their healing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are your instruments, and we do this with glad hearts in loving service and devotion to you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Amen.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></EM></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Good evening, my children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I bring you the greetings of your Father in celebrating this new season of life on Urantia.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is your Mother Nebadonia who greets you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Envision the world before your eyes.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This delicate jewel suspended in the tendrils of the energy patterns of the solar system lies in wait to receive the massive outpouring of spiritual current that will uplift this world into a new dimensional reality of light and life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you love this world?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you sense your attachment to it – this place you have known as home, much taken for granted because this is the only world and only reality you have ever known.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you center yourselves on your intention to heal the planet this evening, also ask to sense more deeply the love you have for this world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Step outside of the idea that this world is all you know and step into the idea of a vigorous loving devotion to your attachment to this world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Stay focused within as your Father and I add ourselves into you now. (Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Tonight I will take you deeper into the energetic core of the earth and your awareness of it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you sense your love and devotion to this world, see how your feet are firmly planted on the surface.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And now, call on my Spirit to move through you to send these energy roots of your feet down into the earth – down deep into the energetic core where your Father is established.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let this core pulse and send up a new reality of this world into your being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Focus on feeling your feet planted on the earth, and we will engage in this exercise now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Feel your connection with Michael pulsating his love into you from the core.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel his love for this world coursing into you – his understanding of this world, his thorough personal intimate knowledge of this world coursing into you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have access to all of this, my children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let this be instilled within you very deeply.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Ask yourself this question:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do I feel more love and devotion to the planet now than when we first began this exercise?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Allow this devotion to increasingly expand within your being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael is the soul of this world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He is its heartbeat.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>His truth is the soul of the planet.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is the core.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is the center.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the true seed reality upon which your own devotion to him and to this world is added.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In time, as others awaken to his reality will their devotion be added into this soul core. (Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Gently shift your awareness to your desire for the world to feel this level of devotion to the planet; to being aware of the intrinsic value of the beauty of this world, the delicacy of this world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is a prevailing attitude of disregard for the planet’s welfare.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The natural resources have been plundered and squandered about.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The beauty of the planet has been mired and polluted.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel your desire commingle with Michael’s love and devotion to this world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask for this energy that you are sensing to go into those attitudes of blatant disrespect for the planet to absorb the neglect of its unthinking children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your Father and I will add something into this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Ask for my tenderness in caring for the planet to pour forth over these attitudes of disregard and disrespect.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask for the prevailing mentality of those multi-national companies who now are in great powerful positions to plunder the earth’s resources to have their ideologies reversed and directionized in the truth of the tenderness and respect for the earth it is due.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask for the love of the earth to overshadow their intentions of their operations and their management.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>As you delve into this thought-form of the prevailing attitude of these organizations, ask for the awareness of Michael’s truth to come into your mind and to generate that enlivened energy.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask for the roots of these corporations be opened up through my Spirit and to touch into the energetic truth-core of Michael at the very center of the earth.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Ask for the foundations of greed, corruption, and self-interest to be forgiven, and for a new level of devotion and love to breathe new life into a place of deep darkness and destruction.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And now ask for Michael’s truth to move up from the core to the very roots and foundations of these organizations and attitudes.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>My children, I thank you for your participation this evening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your Father and I desire that your efforts as planetary healers continue in the coming week.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Should you not remember this exercise very well, return to the idea that we planted into you last week of finding your desire to be a planetary healer and allowing Michael’s truth to be firmly implanted in the core of this earth so that it may in time permeate all aspects of planetary life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are all valiant workers in the field, and now your efforts are needed more than ever as new potentials of growth are being seeded all over the world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is now time to water these seeds with your prayers and love so that these seeds can grow to healthy, prosperous fruits that will give the world new resources of ideas and materials to share with one another. <o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Stay strong in your focus and commitment as this planetary healer.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is nothing more important than you can be doing with your time than this, my children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Now is the time to reclaim this planet in the name of Michael and his truth.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We have asked certain things of you. But I say to you, none is more important than this for you to do in your outward life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The time spent in stillness communion with the Father still underscores the growth in your spirit that you must achieve as this healthy developing child of the Father.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But as you have sensed that your growth is well-underway, focus more now on your role as this healer, for this exercises your faith and it stabilizes your mind as the spirit current running through it expands and gives more presence of us, more staying power in the present.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let these words I speak to you now settle into your mind.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask for your Father’s truth-light to embellish them and go deep into your being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you are ready I will address your comments and questions regarding this evening’s exercise and instruction. <o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother Nebadonia, I would first like to say thank you for your belief in us – that we can be part of this tremendous task of bringing this type of healing to the planet.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It would seem to me that it would take legions upon legions of men and women of this intent to heal the planet, to have an effect on the backwardness that we have here now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So I am amazed that you have such belief in us that we can actually be effective in this type of healing, and I thank you for that.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>R, my son, I am very glad you have raised this idea with me this evening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>First and foremost, this is not a belief we have in you. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is a fact of your connection with us that renders your mind a suitable vehicle for our healing to pour through this when it is properly aligned.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It merely is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is a conduit for our healing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But you have rightly ascertained that it would take a certain number of such highly spiritized minds that would shift the planet to what you might consider to be utopian ideals.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But it is growing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is more interest in praying on the planet.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is more interest in praying for the healing of the planet by your brothers and sisters.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And regardless of their level of development, the spirit current within that is augmented when the sincere desire and motivation for healing is present.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>And there are legions upon legions of angels who are now implementing those changes in the thought reformulation that underscores change.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The more people who pray, the more people who are motivated to serve in this capacity will bring change about in a healthy and productive way.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The overall growth of these ideas of prayerful healing is one that will geometrically grow as more people see the ideas shared out in the world through your various forms of communication.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are numerous groups sharing their prayerful intentions with one another to heal the planet. Through your Internet connections is this information shared. This is one tool that you can use in the physical realm to share these ideas and to stimulate the human heart and desire to do this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>So it is important that you recognize the significance of what you are doing even though the overall prevailing energies are still, in your awareness, holding sway over Urantia.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I say to you, my children, this is not so.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is a time of great change.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Stay strong and stay focused.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And know that any time you have the slightest intention to heal there will be numerous spiritual agencies there to augment your desires.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So it is we who thank you for your awakening and your acquiescence to heal your world – this gem, this beautiful jewel which is so precious to Michael.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother, I made a resolution for the New Year and this came about because I had done spiritual readings from this brochure from the SRF.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I feel that during the past as far as I can remember I have suffered from over-sensitivity to criticism and quiet hurt feelings regarding that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I feel that I just held that in me for so long.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s been so freeing that I do that and I want to stop doing that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am asking for any advise you have in helping me to do that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>C, my little one, can you sense my love around you now?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Yes)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How does it make you feel?<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In your mind’s eye, can you imagine someone hurting your feelings when you are in this state?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(No, I don’t.)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you imagine that you could perceive me in the midst of what you might consider to be a personal attack?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Yes, I can.)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Call on me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will wrap my arms around you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will keep you safe from the words that hurt and from intentions that may seem to be less than honorable to your divine dignity.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And this, my daughter, is all you need to do.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It sounds very simple and very powerful, Mother.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, I will try that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is my desire for you to grow in the awareness of my loving presence that surrounds you always.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>May I interject that if you make this your New Year’s resolution that your angels will be able to work within you to open new circuits within your mind for your more successful reception of my presence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you think you might be able to substitute this resolution with the one you just stated to me?<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, it sounds like a wonderful, wonderful presence to be in.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am your Mother, and I love you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel my love and you will be safe from criticism that has hurt you in the past.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think it also has to do with fears connected with that criticism.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think that with your help it will be a better year for me in regards to this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you sense my love growing within you, you will feel the fear receding in you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It will not longer carry the same level of presence within you that it has in the past.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will remember that when I feel it rising.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I appreciate all your instruction and love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m very happy and blessed to know you, Mother.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And it is always yours to enjoy, my daughter.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in my peace.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother, I know of a young man, a boy, who I am close to who is quite intelligent, but he is having a very difficult time at school to the point where he does not want to go to school.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Unfortunately he suffers from ADD and becomes so anxious that he makes himself unwell so he stays home.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I talk to this boy quite infrequently in a non-judgmental way.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What can be done for him, or what I can do through you and Michael for him to help him alleviate this anxiety in himself?<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Minister our love into him.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Spend a few moments when you speaking with him in stillness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He does not need to be aware of what you are doing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Call on us, focalize our love in his heart.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you sense this love going into his heart, ask for those channels within his body that retain and contain this anxiety feeling be quieted and stabilized.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Begin to use your healing powers and capacities to direct our love into him in this fashion. Your ministry is beyond words now as you are developing more of this awareness of the spiritual component of communication.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>At times in healing the mind can only hear what it is ready to understand and receive.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But when you communicate in the spirit, you are laying the foundation for new ideas and new energetic openings to work within that individual’s system.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will find great enjoyment in your own inner development at being able to imbue this within him.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you understanding this, my son?<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, very much so.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I have been attempting to do that at night when I go to bed.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I lay in bed and think of all the people I know who are in need of healing or love and security. I think of their hearts and allow the Spirit of Truth and Love to enter into that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And when you do this with him when he is by your side, he will feel this love emanating from you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you not think this will draw him closer to you?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Help him to trust you more?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Help him to perhaps open more to your words in time?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For he will sense that his welfare is in safe hands.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you appreciate the significance of being with him in the spirit in this way?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Yes)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I want you to think about this now and let these words I say to you settle deep within your being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what this young man needs now – is to feel that he is loved and that he is loved in a safe environment.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The word that came up is “honor” – honor his soul, honor his being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This will be very healing for both of you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Question too faint to hear but it had to do with physical challenges)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The material life in a physical body has certain challenges of disease susceptibility at times.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These inclinations towards physical debility are manifestations of emotional disturbances, and you well understand this idea now, do you not, R?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Yes)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>As you have come to understand this idea, look beyond the physical debility and ask your Father Fragment the question of the emotional component to what is causing your body to break down.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you understand my meaning?<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes (other comments too faint to hear)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you are intent upon learning to overcome these physical challenges, it is vital for you to address the emotional components to them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And there might be many dimensions to these emotional components.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Are you willing to allow these to be shown to you?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have expressed a willingness to learn, are you willing to learn this now?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Absolutely)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Are you willing to deal with some of the painful emotions you might uncover? <o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, I am.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I know that it will be a valuable experience.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are not alone when you undergo the awareness of what has caused your problems.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Call on your Father and call on me and we will help you to overcome them one by one.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Thank you)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And be in my peace, my son.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother, I just want to say thank you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My heart is very full and I’m very grateful for these years now, for dear beloved Welmek, you and Michael for showing the way to feel all of this loving healing that you do for us each week.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Strangely, I would like to thank our Father for the sheer enormity of this adventure.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Wow!<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My son, could you have imagined this when you first began attending these lessons?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><BR><BR>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No, no! And that is how I know it is real!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia: And yet, your journey is just beginning in an eternity sense.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So if you can imagine how wondrous it has been thus far, it only gets better.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And that is the joy that awaits you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>One other thing, Mother.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I begin to sense every now and then, especially as you answered R tonight, the enormity of your trust – your faith in us.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you come to fully recognize your divine status as our child, you will also comprehend that this is not so much an act of faith on our part as it is the awareness of a parent and the pride that a parent feels in watching his and her children reach their potential, and knowing that the parents have done everything possible in their power to assist the child in achieving this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is a time of rejoicing every faith step the child takes.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Think back on those times when those of you who have had parental experience how joyful you have been when you see your child accomplish something.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Even those first small steps – were they not a time that you will remember forever?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so it is how we view you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We celebrate each accomplishment you make, even though to you it might seem very small.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You live in us and you develop in us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your growth is underway and well-assured.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is not faith.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is fact.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let this fact now fully envelop each of you to share the joy that we feel of each faith step that you take toward us in being in our arms.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother, I am not clear about accessing the emotional components of the various ailments and pains and fears that I have within me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I know they are there, but I don’t know how to access them to get rid of them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How would I go about doing it?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m committed to transforming my life this year into something much more useful than it already is, but I’m not quite sure how to do it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>C, my son, the first question to ask yourself is: do I have the courage to face painful feelings? <o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, I know I can face them now because I have your support and Michael’s support and the Father Fragment and guardian angel’s support.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t think I can handle it on my own just by myself.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No, and you are not meant to handle this on your own.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So when you feel you are ready through this courageous decision, and you sense our support around you, simply still your mind and ask to see what experience in you has caused the breakdown in your connection with us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Would you like to try this now, my son?<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m still concerned about stilling my mind.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It does not seem to still at all.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I can start listening to what you’re saying but my mind starts wandering and pretty soon I’m off somewhere else and I have to bring myself back.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This goes on constantly.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What should I do about it?<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We have given you instructions in the past and I would ask you to revisit that, and to take off the judgment and simply still your mind for as long as you can, and ask for this particular emotional experience to become more known to you in your conscious waking moments.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then you might see a situation come forth in your life that triggers an emotional response where you feel this painful experience revisit yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the time to call on us and ask for Michael’s love to absorb the pain you feel within your heart and to lift you into that realm of understanding so you may allow the forgiveness of the Father to penetrate any pain and give you the relief you desire.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This may be necessary to practice many many times over until you feel that the weight within your being is alleviated.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Are you interested in trying this now, my son?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Yes, Mother)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Go within.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask for us to surround you and when you feel ready; ask for this experience that created an emotional response in you to be made known.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>In time you will see in your life this emotional response.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you do, go into a prayerful state and ask for your Father and me to guide you into the realm of forgiveness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, Mother, I will do that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I love you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>C, my son, I commend you for your courage and willingness to undertake this level of divesting yourself of these experiences.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have more help than you can possibly imagine by your side waiting to assist you through this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So, my son, be strong and know that all of the love you need is only a thought away through your prayers.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in my peace.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4> <o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA"><FONT size=4>Well, my children, we are off to a very vigorous start for this New Year.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I hope you are all very willing to roll up your shirt sleeves and delve into the soil of the collective thoughts resident on the planet that are still polluted with the stigma of the Lucifer Rebellion.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your hands working this soil will carry our love into it; will reveal our forgiveness into it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will be taking out all of the rocks and weeds and thorns.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is good work.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is noble work.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And you are all ready; you have been prepared.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let us till the soil of this planetary mindal consciousness as the great transformation continues to unfold on Urantia.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are our instruments.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are our hands.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel us in your hands now, and know that you carry the light of healing within them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Open your hands and receive.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I leave my imprint upon them as I depart from you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening, my children.</FONT><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></FONT></BODY></HTML>