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<P class=MsoTitle style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt"><STRONG>MICHAEL– JANUARY 19, 2004<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></STRONG></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><EM><FONT size=4>Prayer: Mother and Father, we await your presence among us this evening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Our minds are still; our hearts are open. Pour the awareness of yourselves into us. We give our minds to you for your use, for your will to be done. We are grateful for this opportunity to gather together to be with you in making ourselves available for healing and service.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Amen.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></EM></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>My peace is upon you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Greetings to one and all.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is Michael.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel my peace descend into your body.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel the very essence of my being resonating in you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The power of my personality is accessible to you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel me, my children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel me in you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The quality of perceiving my personality presence is largely dependent upon your recognition of the faith lures within you to doing our Father’s will.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The timidity in the human heart serves as a mask to conceal the true strength of your own faith.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I say to you would it not behoove you to outgrow this timidity within yourself to perceive more of my strength and power?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And yet, my children, you only have to ask.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Find that feeling of weakness, timidity, within you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are the only one who will sense this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your brothers and sisters do not and will not see this in you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Find this now; let yourself experience this. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be not afraid of your own human frailties but let yourself experience them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will then strengthen you with my Spirit.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>As you perceive these feelings of weakness, ask your Mothers to parts the ways of these feelings within you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Invite me to step into the core of these feelings and uplift you into my power.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Have I not said that I will accompany always through your walk through life?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All of your fears and very human frailties are insignificant to me for they are the merest fleeting shadows of a form of existence that has yet to be uplifted by my Spirit to the reality of manifesting the Father’s plans here on this physical terrain.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Recall the healing exercises that your Mother and I have been leading you into.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This time of going into the core of the earth and asking for my presence to be firmly implanted is just as significant for you on a personal basis as it is for that of planetary healing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My sovereignty is to be established in the hearts and minds of all men and women on this world just as it must be imprinted upon the core of the planet.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>When you come into me and invite my personality power into you, you are effectively establishing me in your core.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so would you not wish to be free from your fears and doubts by having me moved directly into the center of them, and to feel my Spirit move you into another dimensional aspect of truth and goodness?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Find your core; find your desire for me to be implanted in the very innermost depths of your being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Even if you do not yet sense where it is through your feeling or knowledge centers, it is enough for me to enter just by your sheer willingness for it to be so.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in your desire for me to be more deeply imprinted into your core, and your Mother and I will add something into you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Now, I ask you for love and desire for truth to prevail upon this planet.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I ask you to deepen your desire for this to occur.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel the need for this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel the desire of my children who yearn for the truth.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Sense the cries of desperation in the outstretched arms seeking for spiritual sustenance and know that my love is there to connect with each individual who cries for this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Go into the need, the simple heartfelt human need for my truth and ask for me to be implanted in the hearts of those who yearn for this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>There is a desperation in the minds and hearts of so many billions of my children of this world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These desperately lost souls have no knowledge of my love for them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are literally, as you would say, in spiritual darkness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you sense this desperation, be not afraid to tap into the intensity of the feeling; let it swell within you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you have had your limit, call me into its core as your Mother and I continue to reveal our love into these prevailing thought energies that have long plagued this world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Rise up, my children, rise up!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your Creator Father is here among you, and I restore you to that relationship you have with your personality potential – that is the divine dignity of being my child.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My children, as you sense this desperation energy begin to dissipate, know that you have my power personality behind you when you call on me to enter into these dominating rigid prevailing thought energies of this world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Think not that the immensity of these thought energies as too over-consuming for you to handle.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All you are doing is allowing me to enter into it and it is my power that overshadows all evil; it brings my mercy into these patterns. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Freeing my children from these spiritually resistant thought patterns will give you a sense of accomplishment and satisfy your cravings for service.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Use the power in your mind, my children!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have a great force within you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Tame it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Train it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And use it by becoming this vehicle for my power and personality to course through it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let your Mother now weave these thought ideas deeply into your being, settling into your cells, becoming a very intrinsic living part of your power personality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>I will address your questions and comments on your experience this evening when you are moved to speak.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Father, I have been grappling off and on with forgiveness of the vestiges of my animal nature, fear and anxiety.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I’ve mastered a lot of it over the years with your help, so I thank you and ask for these adjustments to continue.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And it’s always nice to hear directly that I can draw upon your personality power even more.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So thank you for your continued work in me.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Michael:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My daughter it pleases me much to do, as you say, my work in you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But my presence in you is always available.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My question to you is: how much time do you wish to devote in spending your awareness by coming to me and receiving me and sensing me and learning of me and learning my ways?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the question to ask yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And to ask for opportunities to be presented to you that will both give you the time quality you need to spend time with me and the service opportunities you require to produce the fruits of the spirit in your actions.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Only you can answer this question.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Michael:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But be well satisfied with your intentions and your motivations for they are good and you are striving.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is all we ask of you, my child, is to continue to strive even though you do sometimes, as you say, beat yourself up a bit.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let go of your judgment, only seek that relationship and that qualitative response you receive in your soul that has kept you on this path for so long.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Michael:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And be in my peace, my daughter.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I love it there!<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael, I would just like to say that I am honored to be able to do this level of healing with you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is a great privilege to be a part of this healing and correcting.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I feel that there is still a bit of fear and timidity in me, it hasn’t all been removed even now when I try to speak to you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But I will say this: sometime ago you spoke of this planet as the jewel of Nebadon.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To me, this planet is just one facet of the jewel of Nebadon.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are the jewel of Nebadon to me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I thank the Father for you are the greatest gift He has given to me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I just wanted to express this to you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Michael:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I receive your embrace, my son.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We share this bond of love together now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My Father, I would just like to thank you for your continued encouragement and love and support.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’ve learned a lot of things here about love and life and I appreciate that, thank you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Michael:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>C, my son, as you continue this journey, always seek that kernel of truth through all of the discomfort and struggles that you face.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There will always be opportunities for growth presented to you on the long road to the eternity destination, and how you are training your mind now is paramount so that your journey will be faith-inspired and no longer fear-dominated.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No matter how difficult your circumstances and the conditions in your life may be, look for the kernel of truth.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask me to help you find this and know that there is always something of great value to be gained no matter where you are or no matter how uncomfortable the circumstances may seem to be.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let these words I speak to you go deep within and inspire you with hope, courage, and fortitude to continue this journey.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael, I have another question, if I may.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How would I go about presenting you and Mother to my friends and family and others so they can understand who you are and who Mother is, and your love for this world and for them personally?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Michael:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Are you gaining greater recognition of my presence within you, my son?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Yes, I am.)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I know you would like more of this, would you not?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Yes, I would.)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So when you are spending time with me throughout the day, ask for my presence to become so enlarged within you that the outpouring of my love for you will naturally flow into all of those around you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will not need words to tell them who I am, you will indeed be showing them who I am.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is more embellishment upon this as part of your instruction.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But for tonight this is all I suggest to you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>First, become so infused with my presence that your very outward gesture is a revelation of my love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And then you will receive further instruction.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you understand this?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, Father, I do.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Michael:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Receive my blessing upon you now, and know even more deeply in your soul of my love for you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael, I wish to be freed or released from this program of having to work so hard to earn a living.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is deeply entrenched within my psyche, this sense of duty and need to make the extra dollar.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are times, like today for example, where I would have rather spent the day praying, meditating and writing, instead because of this need to earn a living and my sense of duty to the people I work for, I override that desire.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is where that sense of fear really plays a role.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s been hard for me to overcome.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I need a deepening of faith to have this program released from me.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Michael:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>D, my son, your sense of duty runs deep within you and that is indeed a quality to be admired.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Loyalty to one’s responsibilities in life is noble and good.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And yet there is this adherence to certain ideas that has impacted this pattern within you, and now you wish to have it replaced with the higher spiritual law-reality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Go into the fear, be strong.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let yourself perceive this deeply, and invite me into that place where you are weak and afraid.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will lead you out and help you develop a new reality for yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause) <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>You must choose in your mind now which reality you wish to live in:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>that of your world and cultural ideas about earning a living, or the ideas that I wish to instruct you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Think about this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel where you have your fear about learning my ways.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then invite me into that place of fear and to show you something different to replace it. (Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All I know is my desire to live in your truth – the only truth.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Michael:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Stay in this desire as your Mother and I stir within you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael, I wanted to thank you for your love and guidance and the tremendous sense of peace you have given me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I ask that you help me to continue to change my life and get rid of my old habits and to be with me when fears arise.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have been such a blessing in my life by giving me such peace and changing my fears into something productive.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I ask that you continue to help me. I feel very grateful and blessed to be in your presence and Mother Nebadonia’s presence.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Michael:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you perceive me more, my daughter, you will increasingly be assured that this request you make of me is already given.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will never leave you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It just doesn’t work that way!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What you will increasingly find within yourself is the enhanced desire to be with me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That will immediately create that relationship-response that brings my love into your awareness, into your being, and into your body.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The pivotal aspect of your comment to me comes in the form of your continued desire to be in this communion state of the stilled mind of being with me each day in a quiet place where you have no distractions to disturb this sharing of ourselves with one another.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In so doing this will you increasingly be assured that all I have to give to you is ever present within you. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>You will receive and you will grow, and become filled with even more love and truth and goodness than you have already experienced.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And you can never have too much; there is always room for you to grow into more.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As I have said to you and this group many times over:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How much truth do you wish to ingest?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How beautiful do you wish to become?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your beauty is growing every day, my daughter.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let this beauty resonate within you and pour out of your being with the luminous radiance that you receive in recognizing your status as my child.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your response is overwhelming and a great blessing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s everything I had hoped for, Michael.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you for your love. I love you and Mother.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Michael:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Receive our blessing, my daughter.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael, I’d like to thank you and Mother for the encouragement to go into what is, on the surface painful, but then once you get inside it, it’s so liberating!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I recently achieved a kind of understanding that I seemed to go through much of my life – what I felt in the inside was a kind of shyness and timidity which was to others arrogance, a standoffishness and a self-sufficiency that I didn’t need their society.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When often started as a real search for truth and sharing of truth ended up being in a terrible didactic<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>preachy kind of insistence that this absolutely have to be the truth.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It cost me some dear friendships.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There was something in our Urantia Book about your life and it talked about a wonderful living balance between timidity and over-bearingness, between shyness and arrogance.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I hope this is the correct interpretation of that understanding.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There seems to be devoutly to be wished – this living balance.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>Michael:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My son, the balance comes in the practice of stillness as your stabilization in my reality grows within you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That which is of timidity may indeed present itself in outward fashion as arrogance, and the blending of these two does not always produce a balanced personality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But it is the spiritizing of these two that yields the fruit of charm.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what I suggest to you, is to fill yourself with me so immersed in my stabilization that you naturally live in this state of balance at all times.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>This beginning exercise this evening was to help you understand how to overcome these frailties within you, each and every one.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You draw your power through me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am your living truth.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am your spiritual sustenance, your bread of life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So know thateach and every perceived idiosyncrasy on your part is transcendable through my presence in you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will know that reality of it and live in it.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>As you are gaining a greater appreciation of this mastery of yourself, call on my experience as your human brother Jesus to increasingly guide and inspire you in all the ways of human life, adding my human experience to your knowledge base.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will find an enhancement and broadening of your own knowledge that will be a living part of your soul.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in my peace, my son. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4>We have walked together you and I this evening on an intimate path, and you are gaining greater assurance within your own mind of my presence and my personality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feed on me more each day.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Notice when your thoughts delve into the negative, and call upon me to settle within your mind a new reality, a new thought to consider.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feed your mind with my food.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will find it to be so satisfying and so invigorating that it will take you out of yourself and give you a much more enjoyable moment of your day. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=4> <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA"><FONT size=4>We have encouraged you to spend time in the healing of your planet through these prayerful exercises, and we have asked you to consider sharing more of your day with us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I leave you with these two ideas to become encircuited even deeper in your mind by your Mother’s presence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Know that you are growing in us, and this is all we ask of you, my children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Continue in your striving, and know that your growth is good and beautiful.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening, my beloved children.</FONT><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></BODY></HTML>