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<P class=MsoTitle style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt"><STRONG>MOTHER SPIRIT NEBADONIA -- JUNE 21, 2004<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></STRONG></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 182.0pt"><EM><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Prayer:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother and Father, we thank you for this opportunity once again to gather in your presence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Open us, fill us with your love that heals and knits us into your image.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are so humbly and deeply grateful. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Receive our appreciation and thanks.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Amen.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></EM></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Good evening, my beloved children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is your Mother Nebadonia who speaks.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Over the last several weeks we had begun to open your minds to a greater awareness of ministering your Father’s love to our children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Tonight, after this lesson and experience, I would ask that you share with one another the experiences and the attempts you have made in beaming your Father’s love into your brothers and sisters.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There will be many who will be witnessing your discussion.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And you will also be impressed with other ideas to consider as you share these experiences with one another.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>For now, go within. Ask your Father to come forward in your mind’s eye.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel his heart beat in unison with yours.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Allow his hand to open your heart, the heart that wishes to share his love with your brothers and sisters.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel your desire to share this more fully with them and notice where you feel resistance or tension.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask for my breath to soften and help you yield to your Father’s love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let us move in you now, children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Bring to us now your petty judgments and resentments and those traits that you find so irksome in your fellow brethren.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask us to remove that which you find so annoying in others that is still within yourselves.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Bring these to us now and we will help you step outside and into something better.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>What have you to lose in allowing these to be released from you?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is deep resistance to letting these go.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Long have you struggled with them and yet they are still somewhat comfortable in you as a way of protecting yourself against injury and misperception.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But clearly they have no purpose or use in you now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I ask you to offer them more fully to us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so your mind is willing but yet there is something deeper in you that still resists.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let us come into this resistance, my children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We will open you and teach you our ways to perceive, to understand, and to love as we love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>The years of judgment have been unkind in your body.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They have turned you away from being in your Father’s presence and to receive more fully the breath of life that I bring into you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Tell your body that you no longer wish to hold onto them; that they are poison and you need the antidote of forgiveness and compassionate understanding.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Allow us to come into your cells to release you from the years, habits, and inclinations towards judgment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>In your mind’s eye, allow yourselves to sense an individual whom you have found particularly difficult to understand or forgive.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Whether it is yourself or another person is not important.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Simply acknowledge that you have judgment in the way from fully being able to see this individual.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask your Father to come into your mind and heart with his love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask me to soften any judgment that you may perceive.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>As you perceive this individual and begin to feel the resistance in yourself softening and the desire to love and serve this individual grow, ask for your Father’s love to go into that place where this person is in pain.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will not necessarily know where that is, and it is not important that you do.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Simply in your intention direct your thoughts towards this place where this person has been hurt.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Project your feelings of compassion and love also into that place.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Allow your Father and me to move in you now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Ask your Father to take your hands and to bring them into that individual’s heart center.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is not necessarily significant whether or not you sense this at this time.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are opening new doors within you to perceive what your brothers and sisters need.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Simply offer your hands to your Father and ask your hands to be implanted in that person’s heart and to hold that individual’s heart with love and tenderness as you allow your Father’s love to flow, filling you, running through you and into that individual.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Simply continue to stay in your intention to be a conduit of love and healing for this individual.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel your desire for this person to grow strong and healthy in Michael’s love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As I move in this individual through you, sense your own strengthening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Finally, ask for my breath to knit you and this person into a deeper relationship, one where the defensiveness and judgments are yielded to mutual respect and understanding.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask your Father to guide you to greater fraternal relations with this individual, that you are reflecting him in your thoughts and words to this individual as you interact.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>When you are ready bring to me your comments or questions about this evening’s experience and how to more graciously minister your Father’s love to your brothers and sisters.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother, at the beginning of the exercise the person I was focusing on was me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But then I noticed that I wasn’t in as much emotional pain as I used to be.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I changed focus to a friend of mine who is a lot of emotional pain right now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I wanted to hold her heart in my hand and let Michael heal her. I noticed there was an element of self-interest because this person is a friend of mine, and I couldn’t really get rid of the self-interest; like I was doing this for my own benefit.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t quite understand it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I felt I really didn’t belong there because…how am I going to beam Michael’s love into other people if I have a self-interest that seems to take me into selfishness? I did notice that in the process of beaming Michael’s love into other people that when it’s a stranger there’s no problem.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But when it’s one of my family members or friends there is self-interest in it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you have any comments on that?<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, that this is entirely normal.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The stronger the tie you have with this individual, the more you may feel that your own agenda is interceding in what you want for this individual.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is something I would ask you to draw attention away from at this point.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Simply state in your mind that it is “no longer important for me to be concerned with how this affects me.”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Simply ask for Michael’s will to prevail for this individual and for your relationship.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will still feel self-interest for a time.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But you are becoming more emotionally detached from this person’s inner pain when you use this idea of wanting your own ideas for this person to prevail.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And you will need to notice and do this many times over until your interest in this person is in total alignment with what is truly really in that person’s best interest.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will not know what that is.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>In trying to assert your own self-interest you are essentially trying to determine, or you have figured out in your own mind, that what you know is best for this individual.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is not the case.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Only the Father knows what is best.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So as you sense this self-interest, feel your desire for it to go and simply state clearly in your mind that it is no longer important for you to attain this level of involvement in this individual’s life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Call on me, and I will soften you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you feel the resistance and interest begin to yield, then you will know that things are moving toward alignment of your Father’s will.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you understand, my son?<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, thanks, Mother.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s very clear now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was mistaken that I was polluting the healing process.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t think it is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t think it can be.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I would ask you to eliminate this word from your vocabulary.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you grow more attuned to service, so will your capacity and desire become less self-absorbed and more self-forgetful.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If it is your desire that the Father’s will prevail in your life and in your service, then you have no need of concern that any of your own self-interest will upset the apple cart, so to speak.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Simply focus on your true heart’s desire for the Father’s will to prevail in this individual’s life in all things and all ways.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you feel the resistance, I will be there to soften, and then more love and healing can proceed from there.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And make this simple for yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you have any other questions or need for clarification, my son?<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I can’t think of any at the moment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Just thank you for softening my various feelings and resistances I have inside myself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are lessening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you very much.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in our peace.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are very much loved, C.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are always with you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother, when you asked us to think of someone who is really suffering and needs help, I thought of a friend of mine who I have been praying for a lot because he always seems to be right at the top of that list.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is a poor individual who is suffering so much and is so hard to get along with that he has no more friends, very much alone.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’ve even had to ask myself why I continue to see him.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I came up with the realization that he has a very good heart. He means well.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He is a kind of person that if you were stranded alongside the road at 2 AM and everyone else is driving by, he would stop to offer help.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I try to keep this in mind because his personality is such that he literally drives people away.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t mean this as any kind of a judgment at all, just a description.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>At one in the same time he is somewhat of a parasite insofar as he for years never seems to give back as much as he takes. At the same time he seems himself as a victim always.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He has this terrible reputation of being both a mooch and an insufferable whiner.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet the suffering is real.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So many people think it’s a technique of his to get more, but his suffering is real and intense.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Now he’s at a point of terrible health and at war with all the people around him.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’ve been trying to follow Michael’s advice and just listen, and be there for him without trying to change his behavior or help him see himself as others see him which is always too painful.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t know that this is working but to me this is what Michael says is the best thing to do – to listen and to sympathize with his very real pain.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Describe your experience as Michael took your hands into this person’s heart and the love flowed from your Father into you into this individual.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Very much the same as when I pray for him.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I feel it’s doing good, and on a level that he himself is probably not conscious of.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Oh, maybe he is conscious of it because in the last couple months he has made some very courageous decisions of suspending certain medicines.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He’s very heavily medicated for the pain he’s in constantly.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He had a very courageous choice of foregoing some of that medicine and enduring more pain in order to be more clear in his mind.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That was a wonderful choice he made.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I had a feeling that when he told me that it might be the strength I’ve been pouring into him have done him some good; and of course Michael’s counsel encouraging him to be clear of mind in spite of more pain.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Offer your hands to your Father now, my son.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask for them to be filled with healing, comfort, the capacity to soothe and soften.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you spend time in your stillness with this individual praying, take your hands into this person’s heart, and with all of the fervent desire that you have for this individual for his healing, offer your hands to your Father to be placed into this individual’s heart and ask for these gifts that we bring into you to go right into his pain.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And you will not know where the pain is, and it is not necessary.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But ask for it to go right into the pain and stay there as long as you feel the energy move and your focus and your desire stays strong.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I ask you to do this several times a day for him over the next several weeks.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Tell him that you are praying for him.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Tell him that you are desirous for him to be healed of his pain.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is all you need to do.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you are ready to go into another phase of healing with him in a few weeks, I will address you personally on this matter.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Would you be interested in exploring that with us, my son?<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Very much, Mother.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think the pain he feels psychically in his relationships with other people is probably even greater than the physical pain he feels.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will pray for him have more wholesome and supportive relationships with his neighbors.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For now simply pray what I have suggested.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>More in time will be added.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Keep this simple so that the necessary re-weaving of Michael into him can be maximized during this time.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you understand this, my son?<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will do it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I know your heart is pure to help your brother and your desire is commended.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in our peace and love, my son.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, Mother.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you for the gift of my wonderful teacher.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Dear Mother Nebadonia, what came up for me was an incident I had in a half-way house with quite a few individuals.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It was easy to be comfortable with them, easy to learn to like some of them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I thank you for that and I ask you for any help in handling that type of a larger group.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The exercise of this evening was to go into the realm where you sense judgment and resentment towards individuals, an individual in particular.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The orchestration of group dynamics is something that we will not be addressing for quite a while to come.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For now it is important and imperative that your encounters one on one with people be as spiritually fragrant as possible.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In order for this to occur, it is our desire for you as our children to learn those fraternal relations that will make you as charming and as harmless and as effective as possible.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>It is important that you actively go into the areas where you hold judgments and resentments and to actively seek to disengage yourself from them with our help.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I ask you to re-visit this experience and share with me when you area ready what it is you notice or perceive as you ask your Father to come into, and for me to soften, you in how you perceive this individual.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Take your time; we are with you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You may speak when you feel you are moved in the direction of understanding and love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There was one individual that came up that was difficult for me that I’ve known for quite a while.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s a matter of dropping any kind of strong feeling, also an urge at the same time to try to give some kind of feedback or social correction.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I just don’t seem to have the skill for it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Over time the hard feeling seems to banish almost like with a child.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I feel that I do need help with certain individuals so these resentments do not crop up even for a moment. <o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you re-visit this lesson as you read the transcript, pay close attention to the exercise.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Sit in that place of stillness and practice this many times over during the course of the day.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I would encourage you to keep this lesson near and dear to your heart over the next several weeks as you strive in your service attempts to become more effective.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This will give you deeper skills at ministering that you have not yet tapped into, but you have every potential to fully utilize.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You must be free from those attempts to judge other individuals based on what it is that you have perceived, and to be in a place of openness about who is this individual from your Father’s perspective.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What we have shared with you this evening will be a tool for you to take this next step and make you more serviceable to us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Will you now consider this, my son?<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, I will.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will try very hard to do that.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you have any other need for clarification?<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think that will be OK for tonight.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thanks.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is one area in your mind that is still hovering some question. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is not necessary to voice that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Allow me to enter so that I may loosen some of the rigidity with which you hold this idea.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Permission given, pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>V, my son, you have many wonderful qualities and talents.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Use your skills and insights to love, only love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Lessen your interest in assessing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel your desire to love and let it outweigh the tendency to evaluate.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in my peace as I weave you in my love.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother, I have noted what you have said to each person here tonight.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I know that I need to learn from all that you have said to these people.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I feel this judgment and resistance very strongly right now in my gut.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s really rigid and agitated.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I feel my heart palpitating strongly.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s like a part of me is really resisting giving up this judgment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Especially when I see people who are unwilling to change themselves to make their lives better.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I may pose my assessments or suggestions.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When they don’t get heeded or implemented and when the same cycles keep on an on, I have a hard time with that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I do try and allow myself to come from that place of love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I feel that when I do make suggestions that I am coming from that place of love from what I see and perceive.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Obviously, that’s not necessarily the best thing for that individual or individuals.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia: You know, my son, that we are taking you into a realm of service ministry that is beyond words.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I see that and can feel that more and more each day each time I feel judgmental and react from that place.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I notice when I react from that place, they (whoever I’m speaking to) react from that place.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That goes nowhere.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you see the behavior that you find distasteful, do not speak, do not suggest.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Simply allow your Father and me to guide your hands into that place where that person is in pain and to fill it with love and comfort and healing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will practice this many many many many many times over until it becomes instinctive and habitual.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are ready now for this tool to be more fully functioning in your mind.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It will aid you tremendously in the future work you do with anyone with whom you come into contact.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To practice it in the intimacy of close relationships will give you such insight and strength and allow the focus within yourself to become so bonded to Michael and his will for this individual.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I know you are ready for this now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Are you willing now to turn off the voice and tune into the heart more?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will definitely try.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will have much help by your side as you do this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are moving into another level of self-control.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Where you have control is in allowing yourself led with your heart, the heart of love, that comes from aligning your will with the Father’s will.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The human mind does maintain a degree of self-assertion, as you well know.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Because it is difficult to lose control, we are simply asking you to shift the focus of where you are in control from speaking what your mind says to speaking with your heart.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In speaking with your heart, you can do this silently, effortlessly, joyfully.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And know that the results that you see from this will greatly outpace any adherence to the suggestions that you make, which may only go into the mind at a very superficial level and not take good root and grow.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you speak from your heart without words: the language of love being planted in that individual, that is where the seeds can grow in the healthy soil.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I know you well understand this, my son.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Now it is time for you to practice this until it becomes the most effortless activity of your day.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I remember reading some writing yesterday quoted in the Course of Miracles.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It was:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>“I choose peace, rather than this in every situation I come across.”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So whenever I feel that pinch of judgmentalness and resistance, I will choose peace, or greater, I will choose love rather than this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Nebadonia:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>D, you are being trained now for deeper service and deeper healing ministry.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have asked for this and we are setting the stage.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you find more joy and skill at mastering this technique, as it were, you will find many things will shift, not only in your internal environment, but in those around you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So embrace this opportunity with gusto and know there are many who are beside you to help you achieve great success.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in my peace, my son.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>My children, how it pleases me that you would open yourselves up for these resentment and judgment patterns to be realigned in the ways of love and understanding.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You may not yet realize the significance of what it is that you are choosing in participating in these exercises.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As I leave you this evening, spend a few moments now in quiet reflection and thankfulness for the opportunities you have been given.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask for a greater understanding for the significance of these lessons to penetrate into areas of your mind that have still yet to be opened to the truth.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your Father and I will impress more of our ways into you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoBodyText3 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4> <o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA"><FONT size=4>I bring his peace upon you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I weave my love within you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Share with one another your experiences of beaming your Father’s love into the hearts of your brothers and sisters as those who are in attendance listen to you and minister to you more of our ways.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We hold you in the palm of our hands.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are safe always in us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening.</FONT></SPAN></FONT></BODY></HTML>