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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">DANIEL (Bob S.): This is Daniel, your elder brother, friend, associate, and stalwart supporter of your efforts to gain the path to the Father.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you probably guessed I am the introducer of tonight’s program.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We shall return to the plan we had for last week, which has been further updated, to include the material provided last week.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are now ready to begin, so I shall become quiet to allow our next speaker to begin.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>One moment please.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">DANIEL (Nancy K.): I am Daniel, I will continue for I have the pleasure of discussing love with you this evening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>While this is a topic that we have visited numerous times in the past, a refresher is always helpful and can be quite cleansing in assisting the individual to re-focus in a way that allows negativity to fall away, to allow fear to fall away.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">When negativity and fear drop away then the Light of Love shines forth as a great beacon, drawing to you other like-minded individuals, and those lost seekers, those individuals who are like ships being tossed on stormy seas, shrouded in fog.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">If one focuses on NOT being negative, on NOT being fearful, then in fact the focus is negative, for the focus is on the word NOT.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This does not tend to be effective for it sets up an internal struggle where the ego fights the ego.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Focused on love and extension and connection; this is the tool that allows negativity and fear to fall away.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">This lesson is related to our discussion of “Turning the other Cheek”.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you confront an individual who in the past has engendered a fear response in you, or some other negativity judgment perhaps, it can be a useful tool to view this individual as a young child shining in innocence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Recognize the shadows that living and misperceptions have wrapped them in, but then allow your gaze to see past these exterior trappings to that potential that God sees.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Allow your heart to swell.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">If you can envision your own inner energy field, see it glowing with whatever light seems correct to you, and rather than tightening that energy field around yourself, let it widen, expand and connect with the energy field of the other.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you are having difficulty with a particular individual, a useful exercise can be to practice this imagery in your meditation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Experience your energy fields merging, in meditation, as well as when you actually are physically present.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In so doing you allow love to flow, to expand, and you reveal God’s essence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">KLARIXISKA: I am Klarixiska.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I wish to participate in this discussion refresher on love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you well know love is the ultimate reality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The goal of perfection is to love completely and without ending.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so what is it that interferes with the attainment of this goal of perfection?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And how does one overcome these obstacles?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">I wish to stretch myself in new ways this evening and interact with you regarding these questions.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I propose a discussion format where if you would share your obstacles to loving fully and completely this week and by ferreting out those obstacles, perhaps a way can be found to shine the light of love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Is there anyone who is willing to begin this discussion?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Virginia: Klarixiska, I am not sure that I understand exactly.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You want us to tell, say what we think the obstacles are in our life to loving fully and perfectly, am I correct?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">KLARIXISKA: The obstacles are not in your life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are in yourselves in responding to your life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So I was suggesting that you search yourselves and your reactions to your life over the past week.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does this help?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Virginia: Why did I not love perfectly this last week in certain situations.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Is that what the issue is?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">LaReen: Ok, I’ll start.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I had a discussion with a long-time friend this morning.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>While I was married, its been 15 years ago that I was married, it was to a very negative, hurtful person, and this morning this friend was repeating, a lighter note, the things that her husband was saying to her and I thought I had dealt with all of this, put it behind me, forgiven, and even loved him, all these emotions came flying out.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So I assumed my lack of love for him was really, really deep, cellular.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It shocked me how fast I could go back to not loving and to be in fear, that quick.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">LaReen: To hear my friend go through… she can’t do anything right, right now with her husband.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was told on a daily basis how bad I was and how stupid I was, it was a record that was repeated day after day, even physical abuse.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To hear what her husband had said to her today, the old fears came back.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am very grateful today that I don’t have to live around someone like that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t know if it was so much fear for me or fear for her, that she has to go through it.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">KLARIXISKA: Thank you LaReen for sharing your experience.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The goal of the Correcting Time is that no one shall go through that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Nancy: I had a terrible week.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I know it was related to Dad’s death.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I thought that when I hit the anniversary it would get easier.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This was just a very difficult week.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All of Thursday I was really frightened that I was so disconnected and just angry.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I couldn’t identify why I was angry.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was really frustrated over my office, but that was good because it gave me some place to focus.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was worried that I wasn’t able to connect with my daughter, because I was just such a mess.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I can’t identify it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t know how to shift it, don’t know how I could possibly have found-love, because I wanted to-but I was miserable.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I remember I went out to the car for something, some little last frustration, and I just screamed.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I thought, whoa, this is really embarrassing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Group laughing and comments)<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">I don’t know what that obstacle was other than I was just overwhelmed and angry.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t know what I felt.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But certainly I felt away from love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Fortunately, the next day was a way better day.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t know why certain days are so difficult and others are not.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Virginia: No, I didn’t feel her at all, honey.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">You know I think of something Rob Davis presented at the conference in Boise.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I loved that sentence when he was telling the story about someone had cut his daughter out of a social situation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He said, (paraphrased) speaking to his daughter: you drew a circle to leave me out, but I draw a circle to pull you in and the whole world with it.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">So I have been thinking about that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>People do try to make a circle that leaves you out, but you don’t have to be there.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In love you can do what you can to draw a circle that will include them, and the whole world.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">I like that energy.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think that was Daniel, but I thought that was a good thing to think about as you are praying for people.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That you can just spread your energies, spread that circle out.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Sometimes it’s real hard to do that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t have to be specific at all, but there are negative people out there.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s very nice to know that God knows your motives.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">LaReen: I think when there is a lack of love coming from a person that it’s an inner reflection coming out.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For instance, my friend this morning, everything her husband was telling her was obviously something that he is lacking in himself, something he was having a problem with.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Bob D.: Like for me it’s a sense of sometimes a disconnect from my thoughts and thinking, and what I actually do during my days.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think the thing that keeps me from loving the most is really perception, how I perceive things.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s probably fear based.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The reaction you might get from being open, honest, and loving with someone.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think sometimes you just feel exposed; I mean you are just truly loving with someone.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>At least for me I think in my life I feel exposed when I’m loving someone.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Even at conferences where everybody is being lovey-dovey and so gentle with each other, it’s a disconcerting feeling inside even as I try to love and be there with them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So then when I am going to school or dealing with things in my everyday life I think I just… sometimes I’ll risk it, a lot of times I just don’t.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">And so I imagine… I wrote an article on ego the other day.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think sometimes it’s just fear that keeps me from loving, maybe afraid of what the response might be for opening up, especially with somebody you have difficulties with.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You want to sometimes open up, talk to them about it, but there is also a sense of fear that they’ll not… (Group: not hear you, many comments) or not loving you back or hate you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They think you are being condescending because you are saying you love or whatever.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think it is all in my own perception or illusion of my reactions to other people.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To the extent I am feeling centered and balanced in my life, I’m doing better.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But to the extent I’m working on issues in my life the more I tend to get inside my own mind and not be free and open and genuine and loving.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Those are the biggest issues.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Sometimes I’m just distracted.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Virginia: I think of a situation many years ago where the man said “If you love you’re going to hurt” and I think sometimes that’s our problem because we don’t want to be vulnerable, we don’t want to have any kind of hurt in our lives, and if you love someone you are vulnerable to whatever may happen, whether it is to chance or accident.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Jesus loved and He was very vulnerable.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Bob D.: He was so good at it He didn’t even know He was doing it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He knew it but it was so natural.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Sometimes I desire to be loving, so then I make attempts that are kind of like stilted trys. (Many group comments)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think to the extent that we are not comfortable loving; it sometimes shows when we are trying.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">LaReen: It’s easy to do with your children and sometimes your spouse.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s not so easy with other people, to trust and be vulnerable.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">LaReen: If we could carryover how we love our children and how Father loves us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That would be a trip.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Virginia: I think what you just said-we are expecting something when we love, and we should not.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When we give a gift, it’s given and nothing should be expected about it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think maybe that’s where we get into trouble.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We really are trying to love hoping for a relationship, acceptance or whatever instead of truly loving and not worrying about the outcome.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">I have enjoyed my role as group leader.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Before I say my goodbyes may I elicit some further conversation from those who have not yet spoken this evening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am not as pushy as Aaron.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Many comments and humor)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will not call on you individually.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I say this with a smile of course.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Pat: I have a couple of things that have come to mind in the conversation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>One thing is: if you become confident when showing love, then it does not matter what the response is and you’ll be ok with it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The other thought I had was when Daniel was talking about fear and negativity.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Is negativity a part of fear?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">KLARIXISKA: Yes!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Negativity is a manifestation of fear based thoughts, fear based living.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are inter-related, yes.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Thank you)<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Bob D.: Now that we know the ideal can you give us a key that will turn the switch… (Much group humor and comments… looking for the magic wand, etc)<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">KLARIXISKA: You are joking of course.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(We say we are not, more laughing and joking about)<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Virginia: This is really apropos’ to what we did tonight.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was negative with Bob when he returned the check to me to send and what did I say?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>“This is really rather vague isn’t it”.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>After I said it I thought to myself, “now Virginia that wasn’t necessary”.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That was a put down as such.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Bob D.: Here, I didn’t think anything about it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am often accused about being very vague.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Virginia: Well I didn’t need to say that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That was negative.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I should have said “ok I’ll take care of it; it will take me ten minutes.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That was negative.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It wasn’t necessary.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So I apologize Bob.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">The New Testament says that: “He who controls his tongue is stronger than the man who can take a city”.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think it’s really true.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">KLARIXISKA: It is both, but you are seeing Klarixiska.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, I am delighted by the interaction, conversation, and insight.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">I will return to my statement about the joking.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Of course I knew there was a desire for a magic wand, a special key, but of course I also know that you know that this is what we are trying to give you through our many lessons and many discussions and our personal love, intimacies, with each of you in this Teaching Mission.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If there were a key, if there were a magic wand, I Klarixiska, would be perfected and I am not.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I too work hard and while I am working at a level, somewhat different from where you are, it is not an automatic or easy thing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We all, those of us who are not perfect beings, continue to seek, to love more completely.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For indeed is that the goal of perfection.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">I will take my leave.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It has been my pleasure to participate with you this evening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You do all delight me, and you in particular, Virginia, my dear charge.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Virginia: Thank you Klarixiska.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are most loving to me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What I write is never discouraging.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoBodyText style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><EM>In gratitude dear Parents of Three, we conclude this section of our lives together with these our charges, our students.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Send us all forth during this next week as we each seek that path, that is your perfect will and how our personalities can adapt themselves to that will.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We know each of us… (words lost) …You know each of us, the path is individual, and we also know that without your guidance we will be lost.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We thank you for that perennial guidance that is always ours for the asking.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And finally we thank You that we have been allowed to be a part of Christ Michaels’ wonderful plan of correction, which day by day, individual by individual, provides more and more light to this planet of darkness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></EM></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'">Amen</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P></DIV>
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