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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Southern Colorado TeaM, #11</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Pueblo, Colorado</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Teacher:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><B>Sondjah</B><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(TR, Daniel)</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Topics:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Opportunity
for Melchizedek teachers</P>
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style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><B>The continuum of consciousness<o:p></o:p></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>Experiencing death</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>Becoming aware of yourself</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN>The control of awareness</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>Learning through experience</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>Seeing your experiences with humor</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>The lessons will not go away</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>The difficulty factor</P>
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</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>Sea of Glass</P>
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</SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><B>Fears:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Explore and
overcome<o:p></o:p></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN>Living in the “now”</P>
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style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>Grand & meager egos</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN>Q&A:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The tragedy in
Indonesia</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN>Experience life to the fullest</P>
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style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN>Adjutant mind spirit of courage</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN>Living fully conscious lives</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN>Analogy of a perfect rose</P>
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</SPAN></P>
<H2 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><B><FONT size=4>January 8,
2005<o:p></o:p></FONT></B></H2>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">[Tuning and guided meditation
preceded session.]</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">SONDJAH:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good afternoon.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is Sondjah.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am glad to be here with you
today.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will receive your
questions after today’s lesson.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Before we begin today’s lesson, I would like to share with you what I am
learning from you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have not
asked, so I will tell you anyway.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">As a Melchizedek who has been
teaching on the mansion worlds for so long, the opportunity to serve on your
planet with mortals who are living in the flesh, material, [and] who are still
in the embryonic age of their spiritual career, is an exquisite opportunity for
me to learn more about the souls that develop and come through as morontial
beings in the mansion world schools where I and other Melchizedeks teach.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We Melchizedeks do not come with a
repertoire of emotions, when we come into existence.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And those graduates of material worlds,
who come through the schools, oftentimes have lost many of their “edgier
emotions,” before they come to us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>To be here to see your raw world upon which you live, your raw existence
in the material form and your growth in this material realm—so metaphorical, but
yet so real, so complete and intact to us—to see you as complete beings with all
the negativity that you come into your existence with and all that you leave
with.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You may estimate or surmise that
Melchizedeks begin their teaching career by teaching new graduates shortly after
they arrive in the morontial realm.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It is really quite the opposite.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>New Melchizedek teachers begin their teaching careers teaching in the
advanced stages of the morontial realm.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>They come with a rote syllabus, a rote-teaching manual that they share
with those who come through.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And as
the Melchizedek grows in experience and contact, they move down towards those
who are more recently morontialized, than those who have been there for a long
time.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This way we gain our
experience working with your more raw emotional energies, the closer we get to
the resurrection halls.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">It requires a great deal of
expertise, professional presence, as you might call it, to adequately and
sufficiently provide instructions and compassion to the new morontial beings,
the new souls who will arrive there.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And their experience that they recently come from is not lost, but gained
with us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We become more
experienced, more humanized, you might say, as we progress closer to the
resurrection halls.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So for me to be
here today, and have been through the past months and through my introductionary
phase, is quite a reward for my teaching experience.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I will become an even more competent
Melchizedek teacher in the eons to come, because of this experience, because of
being here with you now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So I bow
to you, each of you here today, and to those who read these transcripts, as
well.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You receive much and you give
much, so our circuit of learning is more complete.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">In today’s lesson, I wish to
explain more about the continuum of consciousness that exists in the
universe—your consciousness, to be specific, your individual consciousness, to
be very specific.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have a
continuum of consciousness that is interrupted only twice in your long ascendant
career to Paradise and the embrace with the Creator.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The first one is the time of sleep, when
you succumb to the deterioration of your body, this sudden cessation of your
bodily functions and the sleep that you will have, which to you will be
instantaneous from the time your consciousness closes to the time that you
reawaken in the resurrection halls on the mansion worlds.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The second time will be when you make
the transit from the completion of your spiritual studies in the spiritual
schools of a spiritual being, to become a citizen of Havona, when you make the
transit from the eras of time and space to the eternal.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will be unaware at that time; your
consciousness will be in stasis.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">For many of you, from your
childhood, from your experiences and what you have been taught from your
parents, schools and religions, from your own awareness and consciousness, your
experiences with the death of insects, small and large animals, your pets,
friends, and parents, you see death as the terminal, sudden cessation of reality
for you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For us who see you now,
and who will greet you on the other side, we see no change.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are you; your unique personality
does not cease to exist.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And as you
look back from the morontial worlds—your schools and your residences in the
afterlife, the morontial realm—you will see too that it is as though there is no
separation; simply a “lace veil” in a doorway that you part and move through
easily, as though you approach that “lace veil,” and blinked your eyes as you
cross the threshold and open your eyes once more.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">We want you to invest in your
consciousness, to become aware of yourself thinking, to be aware of yourself
praying, to be aware of yourself in stillness, to be aware of yourself as living
and being of service to the world and being of service to yourself and to your
soul and of service to God the Supreme.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">This consciousness is blinked
into existence when you finally become aware of yourself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Some children have this faculty early in
life and some adults, sadly, never have it, never become the observer of their
own life, never are able to project themselves through time and space, to
another location—whether that is just tomorrow in the same house, or tomorrow in
the same world, or tomorrow at work, tomorrow with friends.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your consciousness, you see, is not
bound by the fourth dimension; it is a timeless essence of yourself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is your personality and then
some.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is quite unexplainable to
you in the fullness of its existence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This capacity to “know,” is beyond your awareness right now, and we have
urged you to play “pretend” once in a while to exercise your consciousness so it
may become more muscular.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As a
marathon runner must develop his or her lungs, so too, we wish you to inhale
your life; become aware of it in its most minute particles, which are your
<I>minded decisions</I>.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You will see in your advanced
stages of morontial living, your stream, your thread of consciousness as a
living stream of existence in your life that came into existence in the material
realm on your birth on your native world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Your consciousness existed before your birth, but your conscious
awareness of yourself came later.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">We—I at least—have shared this
lesson with you before; it is an important lesson.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is the lesson of living as a
morontial being, that you can exercise now, and which you will exercise later in
the morontial realm.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And for those
individuals who are of lesser intelligence, the control or the awareness—minded
awareness of their consciousness—may come later.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It does not matter when you become aware
of it and to exercise it, but that you <I>do</I>.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And even those individuals of greatly
limited capacity, now in your world, you will find them to be exquisite peers of
yours and superiors of yours, in the eons to come, the lives to come in the
morontial realm as you grow.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You will find that in the
ascendancy of souls, whether you are Spirit infused, Son infused or Father
infused, you are neither lesser than nor more than anyone else.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are more mature or less mature, more
aware or less aware.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And these
lessons, which we are sharing with you now, these are lessons that you will be
learning in the afterlife.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will
not arrive at that frontier totally complete or whole, with all your lessons
instilled in you, as though you were a computer with a certain intelligence that
you “turn on a switch” and it is all there.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But it is experiential; the most
valuable lessons you will ever bring to Paradise in your life as a finaliter are
those lessons that you <I>learned</I> <I>through experience.</I><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">And yes, my friends—I say this
with humor because it will be with great humor that you will see it too—that
yes, some of these experiences you will need to review, over and over again,
until you know them by heart.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
know the circumstances that will arrive at your door that will bring you tumult
and wrong decision-making and disappointment.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Life in the morontial realm is not like
living your life on the mortal realm in your car, where as you are driving you
make a mistake and you run your car over the cliff and it kills you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No, it is nothing like that.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is much like your experiences with
your marriages; some of you have not gotten it right even after being married so
many years.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Some chuckling in the
background.)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Some of you try this
lesson over and over again, and we do not fault you for that.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You say, “What is wrong with me?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Why don’t I get this lesson?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Why don’t I have it right?”<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And my friends, it is complicated; it is
complicated for you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are
dealing with yourself, and some of you have not the skills to even deal with
yourself, let alone living with another person who is dealing with themselves,
and you two living with each other!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Dealing with each other!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Yes, it is complicated, but this my friends, is the microcosm of the
universe at hand, and yes you could kiss it in the morning…or not.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can embrace it…or not.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Much laughter.)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I have been practicing on this “wry
humor,” that you call it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I find it
very effective as a teaching aid.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It provides a good metaphor for us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Yes, you can be engaged in the
universe, or you can fight it; you can bump into it and bump into it and it will
still be there.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The universe is a
very giving and forgiving universe, but the lessons are still there.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The lessons will not go away.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so, you are married to your life;
you are married to yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Accept
this!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the consciousness
that you will need to have in your “marriage” with your afterlife, because my
friends, as you mature and grow, you will become more and more intrinsically
aware of your life and the events that are unfolding.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And you will know, thoroughly well, the
lesson plan of the next step and stage of each life that you experience in the
morontial realm and the spiritual realm.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Yet, even knowing the lesson plan, you must “test out” of each
class.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You must know that class,
that lesson thoroughly before moving on to the next one.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">And no, the lessons are not that
boring for you, for you will be working on numerous lessons,
simultaneously—layers upon layers.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>In some areas you will have expertise and you will be far superior here,
than your fellow classmates.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In
other realms, you will be the laggard, lagging behind others as they have
learned their lessons and they are trying to instill in you, how to observe this
lesson and how to work through it and appreciate it and incorporate it into
yourself, so that it becomes another medal, another medallion on your awards
banner that you carry with you, so that you will have completed another level of
accomplishment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">In the afterlife, you will not
have marriage partners; you will have yourself to point to.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Here in this mortal realm, it is easy
for you to point to your classmates in your literal schools that you go to, the
ones that have four walls and windows and chalkboards—you can point to others
and say, “He made me do this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I did
it because he did this to me or she did this to me, and I had to do it this
way.”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But in the afterlife, whom
will you point to for your lower scores, or lack of passing grades?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your failing experiences?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Only yourself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And it is such a difficult challenge for
early mortal transitors, early morontial beings—those who have recently come out
of the resurrection halls—it is most difficult for you, and even in the later
classes, it still remains difficult.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You will have lessons that will be easy and those, which will be
difficult.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can easily go to
your history and go back and find out where the difficulties came from.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You will find that many [of your
difficulties there] relate to the narrow spectrum of experiences that you have
in the mortal realm.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you have
fears of crowds now, you will be aghast at the crowds that you will see on the
plains of glass; there will be literally millions upon millions of people around
you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And though the broadcast will
be there for you individually, you will see it as though it were a stream for
<I>you</I> and <I>you alone</I>, and hear the broadcast directly within
you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will be surrounded and be
among millions, if not billions of beings with you, on that sea of glass.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Fears.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What are fears about?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are legitimate fears—certainly we
have talked about legitimate fears.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Yes, you should not stand in the middle of the busy freeway, because you
will be killed.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You should be
fearful of fast traveling cars that you ride in and that you stand next to.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You should be fearful of standing upon
precipices without a guardrail.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
should be fearful of wild animals and those, which may harm you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You should be fearful of your ignorance,
most of all.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You should be fearful
that you are not exposing yourself as a child, to new experiences.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">If you are a recluse—of course
you probably would not be here today—for hiding away in your homes for fear of
something occurring is very detrimental to your morontial experience and your
growth of your soul.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Hiding away
from many things, removes you from making decisions, and there will be no marks
in your record, if you make no decisions.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>So you will be faced with these very huge voids of experience in your
afterlife.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We urge you to use your
fears as indicators of areas to explore and to overcome.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Are you fearful of public speaking?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Are you fearful of revealing your
vulnerable secrets?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Are you fearful
of learning to love?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Are you
fearful of being loved?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These are
areas, my friends, which we wish you to explore.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">It is important that you have a
trusted, earnest, compassionate friend, with whom to share these things—not one
who is a mirror image of yourself, but one who has wisdom.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We urge you to explore your fears in
safety, with one who is compassionate and cares for you, and from whom you feel
their love as a brother or sister, who is a way-shower for you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am a way-shower for you now, here, and
I am showing you the way into the afterlife, to successfully advance
yourselves—almost heroically in those realms, after your mortal life.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And you will do that from the
experiences, which you have had.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You have so much to give in the
afterlife, from your experiences here in this realm.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have so much to share, and so we
urge you to explore your world and to explore yourself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Become aware of yourself; be conscious
of yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And if you have
difficulties maintaining [being] the observer in your life, then use a pencil
and a pad, and observe yourself; write down your fears and write down your
expertise.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Write down those things
that you are brave about, courageous about, so you may help others with that
now, and that you may know your weaknesses, your fears, so that you can seek out
or meet someone who is not fearful, one who can hold your hand, so to speak, or
literally, to get these experiences, to overcome them and to grow.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your life is an episode of intense
learning.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Overcome your fears;
challenge them; become aware of them, work with them; feel them in your body and
then wrestle them into success, into achievement, into growth of your soul.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Some of you, as you contemplate
this, your hearts, your innards seemed to roil, to even think of challenging
your fears makes your insides quake.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>We urge you to be at peace.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You are sitting here in your chair and nothing has changed.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Become acquainted with your anxieties
and your fears, your worries.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These
are all related, and they prevent you from living in the now.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>“Now” is your most precious experience
in your life; this “moment,” this “moment” that continues; this moment which
becomes tomorrow; this is the “now.”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Be your greatest self now.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">I could challenge you, or provide
for you, the lessons of overcoming fear—those of you who have access to the
archives, we invite you to search for lessons of overcoming fear.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In this reality of the now, of living in
a material life, on this material world with a very short lifetime, squandering
it in fear, or squandering it in your ego is fruitless.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These are the two horizons that you will
overcome—need to overcome, [or] at least work with—in this mortal realm.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoBodyText style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Think my friends, of those
grand egos who are never aware of themselves, that a grand ego is
detrimental—thinking themselves so grand.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And also my friends, think too of the grand egos who think they are so
less than others.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ego is measured
in terms of grandiosity and meagerness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>We are not talking about the humble individual, who is rightfully humble,
but the individual who has such a self-denigration for their own existence, that
they have no self-worth.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This too,
is grandiosity in the greatest negative sense, and this too must be
overcome.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The weakness of
grandiosity in the megalomaniac ego and that of the self-deprecating ego, where
there is no self-worth, these two, do not know the balanced life of humility, of
living with love for self—not because of the importance of the individual, but
because of their mere existence, their vital existence as an equal, as a
recipient of life from the Creator.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Neither one will grow well in the afterlife.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The great shock that they will have in
the afterlife, is immense.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are
literally in “morontial shock,” when they arrive in that realm.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To think that they were leveled as a
grand ego by death, and arriving with paupers that they knew formerly in the
mortal realm, knowing that they are now “the same,” on the same plane, yet the
mind pattern that persists, exists and is an aggravation, a burr under their
saddle, a stone in their shoe or sandal, so to speak—something to be worked
with.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">I am open for questions, if you
have them today.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The catastrophe that we had happen in
Indonesia, of course it is another awakening and bringing people together, but
what is your ‘take’ on this environmental issue?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">SONDJAH:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My ‘take’?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t know how else to ask it….<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What is your perception?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">SONDJAH:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is a tragedy in mortal terms, that is
for sure.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is an accident in time
that occurred from natural causes on your planet; it is a mechanical accident of
a mechanical event that occurred, the shifting of tectonic plates under the
ocean, causing a tremendous displacement of a non-compressible substance, water,
and it traveled with great ferocity across the sea at immense speed and rose
upon the shores and snuffed out the lives of many thousands of individuals.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This was not planned; it was not
foreordained, though it was not held in check.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It was not created by your Creator,
neither was it held at bay by your Creator.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It was the natural outworking of the
events of living on an evolutionary, developmental planet.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">It is predictable.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Just as babies are born each day, which
is predictable, [and] just as lives are lost each day, that is predictable.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And in the grand scheme of a very active
planet, these [events] are predictable, but the moments are not.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They occur when these plates shift and
water is displaced.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Some of your
teachers call this a cleansing; I would call that escapist thinking.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Some see it as a sacrifice for those who
are living, to carry away the negative thinking of your planet and this too, is
erroneous.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Some have personified
your world as “Mother Nature,” as causing this to create equilibrium—this casts
too much sentient consciousness upon your world.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">There is no personality who has
brought this into existence, and there is no personality in the universe that
has staved it from occurring.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This
is a hazard from living on a material world that is still in flux and not
settled.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Many have cried at home to
themselves and with others of the loss of life, those friends who they lost in
these foreign lands; those friends who they lost that live there.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And those of you who knew them not, but
knew them only as brothers and sisters of the flesh, cried as well.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your tears are not lost upon the angels
of mercy and compassion.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">This tragedy, which is so
evident, so visual, cannot be forgotten; as an earthquake or mudslide, that
traverses so rapidly down a mountain and engulfs and washes over a village of a
hundred or thousands of people, and all is lost in seconds, minutes, and they
are all buried.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No, this tragedy is
out in the open, where many bodies float upon the water, and those are caught in
buildings and trees, in brush and bramble, and those who were caught beneath the
waves, who have not yet been accounted for. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is tragedy in a very grand fashion;
this is tragedy, which is so present, so “in your awareness,” is not to be
forgotten. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">And somehow, many teachers think
that there must be a lesson here.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>The lesson, my friends, is living in the <I>now,</I> living <I>now</I>,
not forgetting that this moment <I>now</I>, is the time you make decisions to
live in.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And just as the tragedy of
those who’s lives are lost so quickly, so too are the lives that are lost in
worry and anguish, who now are in fear of going swimming in the ocean. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There, too, lie huge losses of experience
of making decisions.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You must be
courageous to live upon this world, my friends.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You must be brave to go to work each
day.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You must be calm in the face
of your world and your life of hazard, as a material, mechanical being.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You could slip upon the stairs on the
ice and fall down and be killed, or you could be maimed and in a wheelchair for
the rest of your life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You must
take action to ward against those hazards, or live in worry.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Which is better:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To cast sand upon the slippery steps or
to worry about going outside?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is
to live in the “now” and live not precariously, but cautiously, wisely,
courageously, bravely, going about your days existence, holding hands with your
big brother, Christ Michael, whom you knew so personally as Jesus. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoBodyText style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">We continue to urge you to
experience your life to the fullest, not in fear or hiding away—or not being
foolish, either, and not living in fear as well.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What is our “take” on it?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Live bravely, my friends, live
courageously, live today, live joyfully—not sorrowfully, not frivolously, not
arrogantly.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Do you have other questions?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>…(inaudible)… on these other places that
we go to after we leave from here, they don’t have any earthquakes and things
like that?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">SONDJAH:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No, they do not.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is for many who have seen the
afterlife and have returned to the mortal existence to explain it, many have
seen it as Paradise, as perfect worlds, but these, my friends, are just the
beginning of the afterlife worlds that you will live in.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Paradise and spiritual
worlds have a grandeur that is inexpressible and you are safe there.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are glad to report there are no
murders in this year, last year, or the preceding years of eternity.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Laughter.)</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are very glad to hear that!</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>On the subject of fears, what about the
adjutant mind spirit of courage?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I
am sure that could help us, but how does that relate to removing the fears from
our lives?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">SONDJAH:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The adjutant of courage cannot be of
assistance until you decide you wish to overcome your fears.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is ever present the minister of
courage, ever ready, holding the vigil, carrying the candle in the darkness of
fear.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You too must grasp that
candle and move forward; only to see the candle staying still is fruitless, you
must embrace the light and move with it, courageously.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What is the best way to be fully
conscious, every minute of your life?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Taking into consideration the times people get tired mentally and
physically …?… the urge to living and being fully present.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What could you give us …?…?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">SONDJAH:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Excuse me.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This one was dawdling in his mind.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Could you repeat that please?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>[Microphone turned toward the
questioner.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, from the
transcriber!]</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What is the best way to be fully
conscious every minute of your life on this world, while keeping in mind people
get tired mentally and physically, and yet still want to live the most fully
conscious spiritual life as their intent?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>What is—I know you have given us lots of techniques already—is there
anything more we are missing?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">SONDJAH:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are not “missing;” it is a matter of
being conscious of it, but that is part of the question, is it not?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We have witnessed individuals who are in
anguish, who are in fear, who are “scared out of their wits,” as you would say,
who are terrorized and they bite themselves.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They hurt themselves—some slam their
fists into walls, some bite themselves, some pull their hair—and why do they do
this?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is a way of living in the
moment, to escape the thinking of being outside themselves.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your body and mechanism is perhaps one
of the best vehicles for your process of being conscious of yourself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is why the Buddhists and others
concentrate on their breathing; it is a way of remaining in the “now,” the
moment, being conscious of the breath going in and flowing out easily and
smoothly.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Yet this consciousness we speak
of, is more subtle and harder to arrive at.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is something you cannot control; it
is something you can only open yourself to, and that is the awareness of self,
as the outside observer.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>One who is
aware of their thinking—yourself experiencing yourself; yourself as body,
experiencing your world—whether it is fragrance and odors or sights, that you
are in appreciation of what you see and what you smell.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">It is like seeing a rose, a very
perfect flower, the epitome of that object’s genus and species.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You look at it and you are in awe of it
and you have an appreciation of it and you want to engulf it to its greatest
degree.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You reach over and you pull
it towards you and you smell it; and you smell the different combinations of its
essence of itself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And you relate
this to other smells and odors, and you brush it against your cheek and you feel
it and you tenderly, delicately rub your finger upon a petal very gently and you
feel the fabric, the smoothness, the gentleness, the velvet of that
surface.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You would like to taste
it, but you would not want to pull a petal off and crush it in your mouth to
taste it, but you want to do that too.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">This is what we ask you to do
with your life, to <I>revel in the moment of your living</I>, to feel it—What
does it feel like?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What does it
smell like?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What does it look
like?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What sounds emanate from
it?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>[Experience] the depth of the
vibrations of its essence, to live this life in the moment to the fullest, and
to appreciate yourself having this experience.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you become more aware of your life,
you realize that you are more than a body experiencing the five senses, that you
are in awareness, appreciating the grandeur of life and you reach out and
experience the grandeur of other personalities around you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You inhale their essence and you embrace
them with compassion, love and loyalty, caring and sharing.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You want to know these other
personalities as you do your own.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You want to explore your society
in your world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You want to know
what it is like to be the opposite gender.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You want to know what it is like to be a flower.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You want to know what it is like to
experience being a hawk in the sky.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>These, my friends, pale in comparison to the levels of awareness that you
will experience in the afterlife, but here, they are realms of practice for
you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I hope that I have somehow
touched your hearts and touched your minds and have given you the essence of
feeling and knowing the deepest awareness, the presence of your own
existence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These are the beginnings
of this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You oftentimes think you are
yourself, walking around, doing things, but you are not—this is merely the
vehicle of your consciousness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This
takes you to different places to have different experiences to explore your
consciousness, your awareness, your presence and the presence of others in many,
many ways.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And when you live in
fear, you live inside yourself and rein in so tightly within yourself that you
have imprisoned your essence to explore and know your world.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And when you live in this great
grandiose ego of great diminishment, or grandiosity in the utmost sense, then
you live not in the awareness of others—or yourself, even—as a being, knowing
yourself or knowing others.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But you
live in a value system, which is so compressed, so tight, so small.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">To live in the consciousness that
I am inviting you to, is to live in the essence of Jesus, when he lived here, in
his appreciation of you, his awareness of you and his budding, growing
consciousness of himself as the Creator as mortal man.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is consciousness in its greatest
capacity, knowing that it is unlimited in its ability to know its surroundings,
yet confined within the body of this material activity that your Creator has
given you, for a very great purpose!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Your question is one of
tremendous possibilities and we invite you to explore this to the greatest
[degree].<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To answer your question
is to explore yourself, in your life, where you live, going about your daily
business, whether it is great or small.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>That is why you have such awesome possibilities for your infinite
existence, right here, living in your consciousness, living with your presence
and appreciating who you are and what you have.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You my friends, have something I will
never have:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have the
possibility of becoming a finaliter, one who is great, one who is so much “one”
of and with the Creator, already.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You are living with the essence and presence of universe consciousness,
right now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That Father Fragment
within you, the Creator Fragment Consciousness within you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will have something I will never
have.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Thank you.)</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">I appreciate the time that you
have spent with us today.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are
many more than myself here, with you today.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are those who, too, bow towards
you, for your experience of living, for what you have and the value of it, which
you know not its greatness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good
day.</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">[Ed. Note:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I wish that I could convey on paper, the
passion, the emotion of Sondjah’s delivery, particularly on the example of the
perfect rose and the appreciation of the grandeur of living as he answered the
last question on achieving continuous consciousness.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This lesson truly came from the depths
of his being.]</P></FONT></DIV></BODY></HTML>