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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Northern Colorado TeaM, #66</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Loveland, Colorado<SPAN
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Teacher:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><B>Rayson</B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">TR:<SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Daniel</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Topics:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><B>Q & A</B></P>
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</SPAN>Willfully deleting emotional energy</P>
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</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>Forgiving self</P>
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</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>Empowering your Guardian Angel</P>
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</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>Using your powerful will</P>
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</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>Linear and creative thinking</P>
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</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>Indigo children</P>
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</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>Nature of Mota</P>
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</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>Are homosexuals a part of God’s plan?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
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</SPAN><SPAN
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</SPAN>Is frustration a required lesson?</P>
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<H1 style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>March 13, 2005</FONT></H1>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">RAYSON:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good afternoon, this is Rayson.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Group welcome.)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you very much; your welcome is
greatly appreciated.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let us
continue then, of what we were speaking of last time, and address the questions
that you have.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Rayson, in terms of working through our
personal growth issues, while reviewing our lives, you mentioned that we can
“willfully delete” the behavior traits that we wish to remove from our
minds.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How is this possible, and
how then are we able to share our life’s experiences with others, as teachers on
the mansion worlds, if these memories are gone?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">RAYSON:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What I wish you to do in this assignment
is to remove the emotional energy from that lesson, from that experience.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are fragile in many ways—you and the
collective of you are fragile.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
have had traumas in your life that cause you great dis-ease, great instability,
you are always “on edge.”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so, I
ask you to remove the energy from that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Some of you have a practice of “the burning bowl;” you call it the
“burning bowl ceremony.”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And this
is a good way to begin this process of removing the emotional energy from the
experience that you had.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will
not be able to fully appreciate that experience as a lesson, until you have
removed most of the hurtful energy from it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Even positive, constructive,
joyful experiences are skewed, due to the emotional energetics that are invested
in that experience.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are not
asking you to become sad about your happy experiences, certainly not.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We wish you to be at peace and to
appreciate what has occurred.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So
too, we ask you to learn how to appreciate, give value to, what you have
experienced in a negative hurtful way.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Strive to see the value of that experience.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Strive to see how it will help you learn
how to overcome similar problems in the future.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, we know that some of you are
damaged.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have been injured to
such an extent that you cannot deal with a similar situation because it is toxic
to you, and you begin to recycle in your mind, the old experiences once
again.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And there you are at the
same state of feeling bad about yourself, incapable, depressed and otherwise,
not happy.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are not pleased with
yourself in that experience, and you are not pleased with yourself now, because
you cannot get rid of it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">The experience of forgiving the
situation, of forgiving yourself, is important practice.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It may be that in a five minute sitting
of reviewing one experience that you forgive yourself several times every minute
for that situation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Forgive the
perpetrator of the difficulties that you are suffering in.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>At the same time, we wish you to
understand that your Creator, Christ Michael, did not create you to suffer.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Christ Michael made you to learn from
your experiences.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Those situations
that are toxic need to be healed.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It may require that some of you, who have these toxic memories, will need
the assistance of a competent, capable therapist.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do not be afraid to try alternative
therapies to remove these issues from you.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You will remember, will have in
your soul repository, those lessons that you have experienced.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will not recall the toxic side of
your experiences, but you will remember the hurtful situation that developed for
you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The feeling of being incapable
is a feeling that you will take with you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>The feeling of being angry will not.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Injurious situations, which were totally
unproductive, where you were the victim or you were the assailant, will be
removed.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Those situations, which
are valuable to recall, will be at hand.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Can you go on to explain why in some
situations it seems easier to forgive someone else than to forgive
ourselves?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">RAYSON:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I apologize—this one was dawdling—could
you repeat that please?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To further elaborate, I have had a
number of experiences in my life with forgiving someone else for a situation,
with a pretty favorable outcome, so I am a strong believer in forgiveness, but I
think I find it more difficult, or I am not feeling adept at forgiving myself,
and therefore I still harbor some feelings of guilt or inadequacy.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">RAYSON:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Certainly.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is a very important question that
you ask.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You, as the adult, have
learned to forgive others; you have those skills of understanding that others
are fallible.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are well trained
in forgiving others; you have exercised this well.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet, you were not trained to forgive
yourself in your early learning years.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You were taught to obey.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
learned obedience.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have still
within your child mind that continues to repeat that you have done a wrong, and
you continue to scold yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You—and all of you here—were not trained as children to learn how to
forgive yourself; to be tolerant of your foibles, to be patient with your lack
of understanding, to accept that you would make mistakes and that you would then
need to correct them and heal yourself, to repair the rent in the cloth of your
personality, of your emotional makeup.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This is a very important thing to do.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You see, you still operate with
the parent mind, which you no longer hear as father or mother, aunt or uncle, or
older siblings; you have taken on this voice yourself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You must learn to speak to yourself from
the higher self, to your child self, and remediate those aberrations.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What I have given you now, requires the
capacity of an advanced mind that is able to see itself objectively, without
dissociation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is a part of a
mature mind, a mind that sees itself as a construct, a development of its
earlier learning, and now it is time to correct itself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You, in other words, become the
physician.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You recall the phrase,
“Physician, heal thy self?”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And
this is how it is to be for mortals becoming morontial.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Yet, dear J___, you are not
without assistance—personal, caring, loving, intimate assistance from your
Guardian Angel.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>She and you can
amend your mental circuits, so that you can remove them.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you do not have the wisdom to know
what to remove and what not to, our advice is to empower your Guardian
Angel.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is as though you have
your hand on her hand—or her hand on your hand—as she guides you to pick out the
parts in your mind that are yours to remove and discard them.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So you have wonderful guidance; you do
not even need to know where to go—your Guardian Angel can do this for you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can be re-circuited.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is important though, that you
remember that once you remove this, not to reactivate it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you understand?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Student: Not quite.)</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You can reactivate these old
tortuous, toxic, circuits, memories, by reliving them in your mind, going back
to that time when you had that experience.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It requires awareness within you to say, “Don’t go there, J____.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Leave it alone.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let it be; it is healed.”<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You, as a nurse, would not pick a scab,
would you?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You would not remove the
sutures prematurely, would you?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So
too, you must not go in and open up the old wounds and reactivate them.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They would be re-enlivened again in
you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You have a will.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have a <I>powerful will</I>.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You must say to your mind, “Mind!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mind, I will not think of that
anymore!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am not allowing you to
think of that issue any longer.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be
still, and let it be!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is
history; it is done; it is gone.”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You then, should have some kind of a reminder outside yourself, not to
dig up the old wounds.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Live in the
moment; have some little sign around you, or even a piece of yarn around your
wrist.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is a reminder to live in
the now, not to go back; not to undo that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Does this make sense to you?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, it’s
helpful.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are welcome.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Are there other questions related to
this?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>According to one of your past lessons,
about having a subconscious and linear thinking mind mechanism, it seems to be a
liability.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Why is this so, and what
is the alternative?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">RAYSON:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is a liability to have a linear
mind?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Yes?)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is a liability when the linear mind
dominates the beauty that can come through your creative side.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have two [brain] hemispheres, which
operate very similarly, but the product of each side varies greatly.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We do not suggest that you have a
creative, dominant mind, for as you know, you could become too “airy,” too
disconnected from your reality, which is very linear.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We suggest that you open up your mind,
through mind exercises, so that one side does not dominate the other.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">If you have a heavily, powerful,
linear mind, then you will need to exercise your creative side of your mind,
where you begin to understand the connections between many things.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is the holistic side of your
existence in your mind.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You cannot
live well, without a holistic approach to your life.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The linear mind will send you down
rabbit holes, never to come back.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You are so gifted in your creative side, were you to understand, as I do,
how much you have within you that can be expressed.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We wish you to explore those therapies,
those mind expansion techniques, which will assist you in unlocking your
creative side of your mind.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does
this answer your question?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, it helps a
great deal.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.)</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The other questions that I have are not
on this topic.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Would you rather I
hold them until later?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">RAYSON:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No, let us clean them up today.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ever since the retreat, there has been a
lot of interest in the Indigo children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You spoke of how they will turn colors in months or years later, after
birth.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Why are they called
Indigo?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Is it because that’s the
color they will change to, a kind of purplish blue color like when you refract
light?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Or is it indigo, as in the
indigo race on our planet?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">[Daniel:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They’re saying, “I think we have covered
everything we need to cover with this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>We’re just going to get into more arguments with this.”]</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">RAYSON: Let us set these
questions aside, as to this race of individuals.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It was revealed to you, because it will
be an aspect of your lives, as you live out your lives in their duration.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To that extent, we have answered your
questions.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You recall my advice and
our request, that you center your questions on that which will affect you
[directly].<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This guideline
continues, and will continue into the foreseeable future.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I do not wish to cause a dissonance or
to make you unhappy that we will not go further with this, but unless you can
discern how it affects you personally, we will set this aside at this time.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Part of the reason for my interest is
because of grandchildren and eventually, great-grandchildren, and I was
wondering how we can prepare the parents of these children, so they won’t think
that something is drastically wrong with their child, and put them through all
kinds of invasive tests, trying to find out what is “wrong” with them.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Is that enough of a reason to ask the
question?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">[Daniel:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There’s nothing there.]</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Last session, towards the end of that
session, you were talking about the nature of mota and it seemed that you were
hinting at the ability to—as humans—to be able to actually engage that aspect of
mind.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>With that in mind, I think my
first question is do we really need to understand philosophically the nature of
mota, to be able to actually use it?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">RAYSON:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can approach the mota
philosophically, but you will not be able to use mota.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your mind mechanism is not programmed
for that; it does not have the capacity in it to do that.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mota is approachable through thinking,
where you intuit that something is right, that it makes sense, but you cannot
quite grasp it or put it together again, or [use it] in a parallel
situation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is one of those
situations/problems, whose solution is inherent in itself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You understand the problem, you intuit
the answer, but you cannot get there through logic or reason.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">It is a conundrum to you; it is
most difficult.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We do not advise
you to spend much time trying to do this, yet when you are in moments of deep
thought, of philosophical experiences, of philosophical discussions, of social,
moral and ethical and minded problems, you may find that an answer will come to
you, but it will escape you almost immediately.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is as though you had jumped up with a
teacup, to grab the bottom edges of the clouds and come away with something
substantial.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You know you have
something, but it is not palpable; you have felt moisture in the air, but you
cannot squeeze a drop out of it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">We wish you to appreciate this;
we wish you to appreciate it to the extent that there are answers to your moral,
social, ethical, philosophical problems, which you cannot grasp, that there are
answers inherent in them, were you to see them with morontial eyes and process
them with a morontial mind.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
have the bare rudiments of morontial capability, that which is able, but you are
not able yet, to do this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can
sense it, but you cannot do it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It
is much like throwing a basketball from mid-court and making it every time.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You understand how that is possible, you
try and try as you might, and once in a while, by accident, it will go in.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Try to do it again, and you will
miss.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">So too, understanding and
processing social issues, moral and ethical issues, using mota is
difficult.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will miss many
times, though you understand that there is something there that makes it
understandable, but you cannot construct it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, I am afraid that this sounds like
so many “squirrels chasing their tails;” there is little reality to what I have
said to you, that you can exercise.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Therefore, do not displace yourself through this activity, but appreciate
that there are answers to your problems, which are available through cosmic
mind, through Nebadonia, through the Infinite Spirit.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This assistance will help you approach
the problems in a mortal way.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I had several questions on this issue
that you have answered.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Rayson, I have another question that
S_____ sent to you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>She says:</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">“I have lived and worked in
Hollywood all my life, with literally hundreds of gays.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are not men and not women, they
have unique skills and talents for decorating and embellishing our planet,
writing Broadway musicals, [they have] an amazing sense of humor, etc.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I would like a teacher to give an
explanation of what a gay person is, technically.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I checked the archives, but it was
disappointing and uninformative, as it focused on the fact that they are
children of God and that God loves them, which speaks for itself because they
all have Thought Adjusters.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">My question boils down to, are
homosexuals a purposeful part of God’s plan?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Are they a “distinct variety of the same
species?”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If we could get an
authoritative explanation for this, it would cut back on much of the ignorance
and prejudice that forces them to live such misunderstood lives.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">RAYSON:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I would like to address the very last
sentence of your paragraph.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We
surely hope that those in the Teaching Mission and the Urantian communities
throughout the world do not hold prejudice against gays.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This would demonstrate immaturity of
those individuals, in a very socially pragmatic way.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Now for your question—and I
appreciate your question very much—it is enlightening and enjoyable to address
it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What you are seeing here, in
the aspects of gays, are those who are totally invested in that life style,
neither living as male or female.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>They live free of gender issues; free of gender programs.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They have the same mind as yours, same
mind as a man’s, but the inherent programming is that they are free of the
constraints of gender.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You can understand then, how
dynamically these individuals are when you see how powerful gender programming
is in your biologic makeup.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
accept this as normal; you accept this as given.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet, were you to be gay as this for one
day, you would find that your life—going back to the linearity of a single
gender—is very constraining.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
are in a conduit of gender; you go down the conduit as one or the other.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">The biologic race memory that is
in you is extremely powerful.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The
biologic force to reproduce, to continue the species, is dominant.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It dominates so much of the mortal mind
that there is little left for you to use in your creative efforts.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You as well—not you personally—you as a
gendered species, are greatly limited.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Your creativity would be unleashed, were you to have these restraints
removed from your life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You think
of yourself as woman, and you dress as woman, smile at others as a woman, you
relate to others as a woman.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There
is within you, these commonalities of all womanhood, that you exhibit.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And the same can be said for men, of
course.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You see in this way, that
gender is aligned with the linear side of your mind.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When this is removed, then the creative
side comes forward with a gush; it is available to you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will see and interpret your
surroundings in different ways.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">On another side of this topic,
you can begin to see what life will be like when the biologic, procreative
forces in your species becomes diminished, when it is seen as optional, when it
is seen as a choice.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your species
is only now, coming out of the era of obligatory parenthood, where the action of
coupling has in the offing, children, almost always. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Now you are beginning to see life
as a choice, of bringing life into the world as a choice.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Only the newer, most recent generations,
are living with choice as a known factor in their lives.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This will have an impact on the biologic
forces for reproduction in coming generations.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The obligatory, mandatory obligation of
begetting children, that force will be diminished, [unlike] multitudes of
generations past, as you have the options of birth control functions.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Know dear ones, your gay friends, are
not different than you are.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
could almost as easily be gay yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It does not require much amending of your circuitry, to change that
greatly.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You are beginning to see, that
sexuality is an option.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are
gays that have a tremendously forceful and powerful sexuality, yet in some, this
sexuality is not a dominant feature in their makeup, they are rather passive at
this force.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is neither good, nor
bad.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet, we predict easily, that
you will see many more gays in your populations around the world as your
cultures mature.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This has always
been a natural aspect of this species, on this planet.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is a variation of the sexual drive,
the drive of identification with one gender or another.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is similar to being democrats or
republicans—some people just do not want to vote, do not want to take a
party—they are neutral.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so, you
will see more neutral individuals in your world in generations to come.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is important that these individuals
not be persecuted, for they bring with them a wonderful civilizing aspect to
your planet, one that is desperately needed.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I have gone afar from answering your
question, though I believe it has been fulfilled in general.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, Rayson.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That was a good answer.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It gives us much to think about.)</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I had an experience this week that was
disturbing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Maybe many people go
through this kind of emotional lack of harmony when they are dealing with
computers.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I had something happen
where I was approaching the goal and the program wouldn’t come up and I couldn’t
finish the task and I became so frustrated, annoyed and angry and definitely not
in harmony.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I thought that I</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">should go do something that I
could be successful at.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>“I’ll just
go do the washing, or something like that, and leave this alone.”<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And as I reflected on this, I thought,
why should I get so frustrated and allow myself to get emotionally upset, about
something like this?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I thought,
“There should be a way to avoid this in the future, somehow to learn from this
experience and not let it frustrate me so much.”<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Is frustration part of our learning
experience here, our lessons?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">RAYSON:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, frustration is an inherent part of
problem solving, when you do not have all of the tools necessary to solve the
problem.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is not a requirement
that you be frustrated in order to learn.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>What you may be striving to learn, may not be worthy of your time.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It may be that you are to learn when to
give up, when to call for help, when to seek assistance, when to manage yourself
and say, earlier on that this is getting nowhere.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>“I think I will do the dishes, or do the
laundry, and come back with a refreshed mind,” and you may be at that time, able
to resolve the problem.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Your mind is very powerful, but
when you have such narrow focus on resolving a problem, you are putting a
blanket over the light in your mind, on other areas that have answers, or have
ways of approaching it successfully.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Realize that when you are becoming frustrated that answers will usually
not be forthcoming very soon.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is
time to adjourn, refresh yourself and come back.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And if you still are unable to resolve
the problem, then seek help.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What
you find in frustration is a negative, repeating cycle that continues on and is
difficult.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You must not enter that,
as it can be very destructive to yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Does this help?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, it reminds me in the last lesson,
you talked about harmony, and frustration certainly isn’t congruent with
harmony.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">RAYSON:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">[This is Daniel:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This just isn’t meshing for me
today.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m not at peace here.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Rayson says, “Well let us adjourn then,
we wouldn’t want you to be frustrated!”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(Howls of laughter from the group.)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Touch<SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-family: Arial">é</SPAN>!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That was good!]</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Maybe you are fatigued.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Daniel:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, I am.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">RAYSON:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let us close today on a laughing
note.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Enjoy your week as you go
forward and be at peace.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Look for
mota in your life—mota does happen in your lives too.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Bless you as you strive to embrace this
grand process of thinking, which is so different; so unusually different than
your own ways of thinking.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mota
leads to peace; mota leads to greater understanding.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mota is a part of your morontial mind, a
beautiful gift to you in your new career.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Mota reveals more to you than logic or reason could ever do.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"> <o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Your thinking processes are gifts
to you—they are useful for overcoming the hazards of the mechanical, material
world, one that is fraught with great difficulties.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We admire your eagerness to embrace
mota, as this is a sure sign of maturing minds, the approach of greater
civilizations on your world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Now,
we ask that you strive to exercise the development of your philosophical
discussions with the same diligence that you do your logic and reasoning.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Begin to balance your technologies with
philosophies of understanding.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then
mota will be more approachable.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Good day.</P></FONT></DIV></BODY></HTML>