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<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>April 24, 2005<BR>Rio Rancho TeaM</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Gerdean</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> (T/R): I
think Tomas went to sleep.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>UNIDENTIFIED TEACHER:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial
size=2> [Without habit or familiar pattern on which to ride, our format] has to
be reconstructed from the new paradigm of reality. And yet it is apparent that
while we oppress you to assume a yearning for a cosmic association, a need for,
a hunger, a reaching and striving for that new paradigm, you will remain where
you are, even yet and as you loudly lament the stressors inherent therein.
</FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>There is a saying about … how does it go? You keep
doing the same thing, expecting different results, and it is not possible for
different results to come about unless and until and as you change the way you
go about doing things. You – I mean singularly, each one of you individually, as
an agent of self will choice -- can appreciate what it is you stand for, and you
stand down on it. In the jargon of the material world, it would be "the buck
stops here" in this ascent pattern. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>It might be "let there be peace on earth and let it
begin with me." Where does one find that peace within? Where does one derive the
strength to stand down? When does a world – when do you – stop? But you see,
stopping a way of life, in particular this way of life that you lament is
consuming you, you are taught that to stand down is to quit … is to be a quitter
... a failure ... and less than their standard of success. This is why it is
said that some men are entirely too great to be merely successful. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>The world needs greatness, such as you have, inherent
within you as you are able to represent it, and in the representation of it, you
represent what is most beneficial for yourself as well as others. For it is in
genuinely caring for the human condition, for the effective harmony of the
systems that are in existence to provide order and progress, not for control or
greed, that you discern <I>your will matters</I>. You wait for others to show
you how it’s done or what organization to join but you will not find it in these
means and ways of yore. You cannot keep doing the same thing, expecting
different results. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>You are called upon to be a teacher of a greater
truth. Your opportunities are indeed plentiful. However, you will not see them
if you are not looking for them, if you are on such a treadmill that all you can
do is keep putting one foot in front of the other in an increasingly faster
pace. By this method you lose all that you are and all that you can become. You
must remain conscious. Be superconscious! If you are super-conscious about your
assignment, it will help you see your path more clearly, and you will see more
clearly how you can avoid being absorbed into the cyclonic milieu of your world.
</FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>All this discourse about the Goddess re-entering as a
way to bring balance is a means of correcting time from going too fast to be
able to appreciate and enjoy and take care of yourselves, your relationships,
your earth, your air, your cultures, minds and abilities. You (women) will need
to learn to be your Divine Minister as the men are called upon to be Sons of
God. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Stick to your work, womenfolk. Let the men do what
they do. But <I>you set the pace</I>. <I>You</I> determine the pace. There is no
justice and true satisfaction unless this balance is attained -- it is
inevitable! And in turn, it brings about the new paradigm of reality which you
seek: the easier, softer way … or a kinder, gentler means of being about the
Father’s business of caring for each other as members of the divine family ~
whose family ideals are merely methods of demonstrating your own godliness, in
godlikeness appropriate for you. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Are there questions?</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Elena:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Well, tons!
But one thing is your comment about letting men do what they do, and women doing
what we do, it’s gotten to a point where I’m kind of confused about what that
is. And then you went on to say that was to find the softer way or the kinder
way, so that kind of helped elaborate on that, but part of the problem is that’s
all just – it’s very unclear. It seems like women have to do Everything! So,
"what we’re supposed to do best" … I’ve lost track of what that is! I guess that
is one comment or question. In the time of changing, well, what is that? And how
do we stick to that?</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Teacher:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial><FONT size=2>
Women provide a station of stability and nurturance. I am not saying women are
to stay in the kitchen or in the home, I am saying women <B><I>are
</B></FONT></FONT></I><FONT face=Arial size=2>the home. Whether that has four
walls really does not matter in the context I mean. The male is the adventurer,
and the female is the anchor, and that’s about as simple as it gets …
<I>except</I>, by determining the pace of the action, (which, you will recall,
is woman’s realm – ‘action’), she controls how fast he can go. And the challenge
then is to get him to slow down, to get off the treadmill, to get off the panic
attack or the greed mobile and "be still!" </FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Elena: </FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2>I suppose
this would apply to elements within ourselves, rather than just applying it to
the "male" and the "female" but one could apply it internally to those male and
female parts within yourself, and apply it in that manner.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Teacher:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Oh, you
are so right! Correct! 100%. Well done, to personalize the value lesson, as well
as see it in the greater evolutionary context. And somewhere in the middle there
is the social arena, where these dramas are played out, but the ideal and the
concept is applicable inwardly as well as upwardly. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>And this is indeed also a key to understanding the
truth of the saying that ‘the path to perfection is inward and upward’ and yet
the adventurous nature of the masculine energy if you will, that side of the
yin/yang equation, is forever exploring deeper into the unknown. </FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Elena: </FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2>Well, I
feel totally surrounded by things that are unknown, that is for darned
sure.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Teacher:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> That is
not for you to be intimidated by. That others don’t know and therefore that you
don’t know is like the blind leading the blind. Eliminate all concern for that.
Anxiety must be abandoned. Only focus on that which you know to be your
responsibility, in being true to yourself, superconsciously. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Superconsciousness can frighten people. It can be
seen as particularly intense and intimidating. Most people are tender, easily
intimidated, frightened. As you learn how to be true to your nature, and bring
that strength into the mix, that will garner you a sort of awe. If you are true
to yourself, rather than affecting a stance that is expected of you by someone
who has no idea of your capacities (which are much more than anyone bargained
for – even you!) … if they are unleashed appropriately in due awe of this Divine
Minister within (which is the Goddess, the Daughter of the Divine, just as
surely as the men enjoy being Sons of God … or would if they knew how), it is
the greatest gift.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>"Father, forgive them they know not what they do!"
[because] we haven’t shown them yet! We haven’t enough workers in the field to
send in there and show them the way. They have not yet learned that God dwells
within them in that real and personal way, which Jesus came to reveal when he
taught that God is love and love is the desire to do good to others. The
correcting time is this time wherein all things are turning inside out to reveal
a new paradigm. All things are becoming new, but not altogether without a little
help from you who are our co-workers in the flesh. </FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Elena: </FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2>Well, how
should we feel? I guess this is one of the things that might be good to have
some feedback on. During this time of change, it’s very frustrating and one
<I>does</I> get to feel like that - through all the difficulties - that one
becomes a kind of complainer, or getting set up for-- I don’t want to go on and
on about that, but I hope I’ve given you enough to kind of get the idea of what
I’m saying. It’s that it is very frustrating, and yet that in itself is even
frustrating, because I don’t like myself being disgruntled with
everything.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Teacher:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> This is
where you need emotional support, where you can find common ground in the human
condition - the vulnerable, feeling part of the human being; not the thinking,
rational, reasoning, justifying person, but the reacting, responding, needing,
feeling, weeping kind of person. This is also where you would do well to have
instructors in your organizations, either a part of the staff or scheduled
regularly throughout the year, that will provide retreats, where you can all
step off that treadmill and throw it in reverse, to redirect and realign the
system, to inject in it a farther, deeper need than merely rubbing brain cells
in mutual company.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>It has always been a practice in war to keep the
enemy at arms length and impersonal, for when you begin to see the enemy as a
human being, with the same kinds of needs as you have – wives, children, family
problems and longings that are universal to all creation – you take away that
impersonal, calculating ability to run ramrod over the tender feelings and
sensibilities that would be construed as soft or weak. And while there are times
when regimen needs improved and modified to meet current needs or systems need
upgraded to keep up with the times, it is also important to balance that with
the opposite end of the spectrum so that the pendulum keeps time with the
universe, so that it does not become out of synch, crippled in some areas and
steely-hard perfect in others. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Having the occasion to vent, fully and completely and
regularly, is a healthy means of taking out the trash, whether it is in your
digestive track, from what you take in, or from your psyche, from what you take
in. Purging yourself daily as you intake all this psychic, physical, mental,
emotional food and barrage of stimuli, commands and demands - noises, smells and
so forth – compels you, even more than normal, to be sure and keep up with these
essential elements of self-maintenance. It may be this is the reason you are
obsessively attending to the bacteria in your environment, Elena. </FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Elena:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Any advice
in that area you could give me would be greatly appreciated.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Teacher:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> If you
quit depending upon your animals to provide for you the excuse to have a vested
self-interest, they will quit responding to your dominion over them by becoming
needy. You are creating many of the situations that come about because you are
leaning on them to be something for you that you must learn to be for yourself.
This is a common practice in humans, to use other people, places and things as
an excuse to do things and to be someone that alleviates the necessity of being
all that you can be. </FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Elena:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> So, stop
worrying about it and it will be all right, basically, or what? I mean, I’m
trying to understand that. </FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Teacher:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Shift
your energy focus up so that they (the cat and dog) know you have it together.
Not in a commanding way, but in a confident way, so that they can feel assured
of your mental frame of mind, your emotional frame of being. Therein they will
relax and find their way back to being their healthy selves. They will adjust
and adapt to your growth. You may need to cosmetically counsel them as you
change and grow.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Elena:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2>
Cosmetically?</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Teacher:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> All
animal beings resist change, as when your boss or anyone who has any authority
over you alters their behavior. It is the job of your survival instincts to
ascertain what your standing is <U>now</U>, and so, you adapt. If you provide
the attitude that you know who you are and they can find that solid nurturing
base that you hold within your core, they will adjust, just as we all adjust to
those who know better or have greater wisdom, as is a part of the healthy
paradigm of the universe. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>We learn to grow by following those we admire, those
who want to teach us, those who want you to be the best you can be within the
environment where you thrive. Thus, provide a place for your animals to thrive,
within their own parameters of reality, and things will settle down, just as
your life will settle down when you find yourself within your rightful paradigm
of reality, and not feel the need to adapt constantly to the changing whims of
those who supervise you or wield influence over you. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>And that includes these of us, your supernal
teachers. How we influence you is strictly as your greatest cheering section.
You know how much cheer you need, and any more than that is energy that is being
unnecessarily expended that could be directed elsewhere to better use. In this
way you no longer have to concern yourself about whether or not you get enough
credit or whether you work too hard. You will have found your niche, and within
that you can function, at peace with yourself, and in this way you provide that
cornucopia on top of the table that promises stability and nurturance, for
all.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Elena:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Wow. Thank
you.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Teacher:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> I embrace
you in the fullest sense of the word, daughter, and give you Mother’s strength.
I will leave now.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> This is
Tomas. That was not me. It was Demetrius [Elena’s personal teacher].
</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Group:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Hello,
Tomas! </FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> I have been
resting. I did not fall asleep. I merely subsided for another today and this has
been good for us all. I didn’t have to prepare a lesson. It is always good to
learn how to pass on the torch … or the baton … to the next generation, or the
class just behind you. This way you can relinquish your claim to your place in
carving out history, allowing and trusting that the youth who are being brought
forward to relay your message to their children and the next class coming up,
will be accomplished. This is a means of bringing continuity to change. Give the
changes some kind of value, eternal value. If you just change for change sake,
or exchange laterally, just to keep moving around, you are not progressing. You
are not learning and you are not teaching. You are just indulging in an
experiential orgy.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT size=2><FONT face=Arial>I’ve found that certain words I use cause a
cool silence, such as the first time I used the word "intercourse" in Idaho
Falls, Idaho, in 1994. It was as though intercourse was a word you did not use
in polite company. We’ve come a long way since then in this Teaching Mission,
even though there are thousands who are uninformed as to how it is that we are
marching on. I find this, too, to be oddly comforting, for I don’t need to know
everything that’s going on in the universe, as I know full well there are others
competent to that task, and if that task is not met according to my
expectations, it means nothing i</FONT><FONT face=Arial>f in the end all is
well. </FONT></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>I trust the comfort of the Divine Minister … the
Universal Mind … our Mother in Paradise … the Eternal Son. All this gender
matter will also soon be unimportant. Or it will take on a new importance and
not be the simple dimensions your limited cultural exposure has represented to
you. You will enjoy seeing and experiencing the concept of family as it is lived
in the ideal and as it is taught on the first mansion world. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>There is no hurry to reach Paradise, in particular
since you carry a piece of it around with you and can visit it at will. But this
urgency to evolve up through the mansion worlds and reach Paradise quickly, so
that you can hurry up and go out (giggles) and create a new universe, that you
can run and manage and organize and hire and fire, (laughter) is only a
reproduction of the current treadmill of your existence. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Set the pace. Set the pace in such a way as it is
gracious. Jesus was never in a hurry. Can you see the Divine Minister hustling
Michael around the house in Salvington, telling him, "Hurry up, Mike. I told ya,
I needed that done this morning!"? (Group laughter.) I think not. (Sustained
giggles.) </FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Elena:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Tomas, that
is one of the funniest things you’ve said. (Cracking up again.)
Ever.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> I had the
advantage of allowing another to teach for me. I can, like you, sit back and
enjoy life. (Still a lot of chuckling going on.)</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Thoroah:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Whose
idea was the "experiential orgy"? Because that really had me thinking about the
fact that, you know, that we’re here to experience, but perhaps we just get
caught up in the experience and it turns into an experiential orgy and we don’t
necessarily gain any ground or something. But that was a very picturesque
phrase.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Group:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Rather than
stop and learn from it. Yeah. That was good, too.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> I am glad
you enjoyed that.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Renault:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> And I
liked your way of telling us how lateral moves are not necessarily progressive
moves, because I know I’ve been … I want to change what I do, but I’ve been
hesitant to just make any old change and just jump off the boat and go anywhere
just to make a change. So I’m sort of like beyond that. It’s not the
<I>change</I> I need; it’s what I do, and how I do it, rather than just going
somewhere else and doing the same old thing, differently. You
know.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Yes. This
is wisdom.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Renault:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Well,
this is age. (Laughter) </FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2>
Experiential wisdom only comes with age!</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Renault:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> And so I
know I’m not going to just jump off the boat to have another experience, but I
do wish that change would kind of like hurry up and come! But I know in being
patient with it, I see all these other opportunities that keep -- like flowers
in the field -- cropping up, so … I don’t want to just go pick them all. I’m
sure there’s a special job for me out there somewhere that will hopefully come
my way. But I am sort of the kind of person that has to just like sit back and
say, "Well, would you please do this for me? Because I’m not sure what I’m
supposed to do in order to…"</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Yes, well
look at it this way: the answer is wrapped up in the parable of the seed sower.
Some fall on fertile soil, some fall on barren ground, some are eaten by the
birds or carried on the wind, far away, some become hybrid over time and some
become extinct. You can sow your seeds from the table where you stand. Find the
excitement within the seasons of growth. Not your own so much as others, for if
you are the stable nurturer, the others will come to you to be still and to be
fed. This is surely easier than chasing after those you would serve, saying,
"Wait! Wait!"</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Renault:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> "I’m here
to help!"</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> "I won’t
hurt you!"</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Renault:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> "Gimme a
job!"</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Are we
making ready, then, in the psychic realms? Are we preparing ourselves now by
stepping outside our problems, as Jesus did, in going apart from his fellows to
spend time with the Father taking in energy, as we have done this afternoon in
stepping aside from the world as it is, in order to place our self in the direct
line of Source, so that we are comforted, confirmed and counseled on our next
approach into the arena? Daily. This is essential maintenance. Take care of
yourself first, so that you can then take care of others. This is not a surface
assignment. It is on a deep mind, soul level. It is your very being. It is our
reality, in faith. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>I am very heartened to hear the news of the Father
entering into the American Medical Association.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Renault:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Oh,
good.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> I am very
heartened by many things the Father has been able to bring about through his
agents, even as the headlines continue to point out the tragedies of life.
</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Renault:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Is this
part of the increasing awareness of people around the world -- of their own
spirituality – this awakening that’s happening is now becoming more and more
manifest? Is that why we’re seeing Father’s business in the AMA? </FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> It is
time.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Renault:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2>
Mm-hmm.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> A new era
is upon us, and it is time for new evolutionary changes to take place. It is as
though these evolutionary changes were written into the original pattern and the
time has come for them to be realized. </FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Renault:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Sort of a
biological turning on?</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> You could
think of it as a biological turning on, and then utilize that example, such as a
seed becoming a plant, producing a bud, flowering and ultimately losing its
petals, yes, however, it is also an era of time – not limited to one year but to
one age.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Renault:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> The Age
of Aquarius, as a saying from the 60s.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> In that
context, yes. Just like the renaissance, culturally speaking.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Renault:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2>
Um-hum.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> All right.
I think I’ve almost outstayed my welcome. I am going to sign off here and take
my entourage onto another architectural sphere for awhile. I’ll be back when you
next agree to meet. I will watch you on the monitor.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Elena:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> It’s
wonderful to be around you all. And thank you so much.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Esmarelda:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Thank
you for coming, Tomas. </FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Renault:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> And your
entourage.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Elena:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> And
Demetrius. Thank you, thank you.</FONT></P><B>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>TOMAS:</FONT></B><FONT face=Arial size=2> Bye for
now. </FONT></P></DIV></BODY></HTML>