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<DIV><FONT face=Arial>Hi Gerdean,</FONT></DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial>Typo fixed; all is well!</FONT></DIV>
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<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial"><B>Subject:</B> Re: [tmtranscripts] 01-06-96 -
It's "An Inside Job" </DIV>
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<DIV>Typo alert! </DIV>
<DIV>Major revision required in the following sentence:</DIV>
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<DIV>"And so with that brief definition, I will proceed into discussing the
soul environment and on beyond into tits realm of influence."</DIV>
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<DIV>Roxanne or Ron, if you would please delete "tits" and insert "its" I
would be very grateful.</DIV>
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<DIV>Thank you.</DIV>
<DIV>Gerdean</DIV>
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<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial"><B>Subject:</B> [tmtranscripts] 01-06-96 -
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<P>Paper 100</P>
<P>DATE: </B>January 6, 1996<BR><B>LOCATION:</B> Pittsburgh, PA
USA<BR><B>T/R:</B> Gerdean</P><B>
<P>TEACHER:</B> Tomas<BR><B>TOPIC:</B> Religion in Human
Experience<BR><B>TOMAS:</B> Good afternoon, my faithful friends. </P><B>
<P>Group: </B>Good afternoon, Tomas.</P><B>
<P>TOMAS:</B> Indeed I am Tomas, your teacher, and I am pleased that we have
had this festive afternoon in which to socialize and to share insights into
our own spiritual experience as has been set forth in the text. </P>
<P>Prior to this moment of coming "on-line" as we say, and joining you in
this more formal format of communication, I have been engaged in
conversation with my peers in the spirit realm, and among the many visitors
today, Michael himself came by to remind me to remind you that although the
qualities ascribed to him in the section you read are worthy of note, it is
not for you to try to relive Michael's life but to learn to live your own
(life) with your own personality aspects and characteristics.</P>
<P>And so I come to you today, my friends, in keeping with the evolution of
our group thus far, and say that the reading is on point with where we are
in our development, for last week we began to focus that we would begin work
on the one personality which is your soul, that your soul may then interact
with other souls in social aggregate towards light and life. And how
appropriate that these qualities which we reviewed in the reading today are
precisely those qualities that God-conscious men and women aspire to have in
their own unified personality! </P>
<P>It has been said, and you will recall the adage, "Let there be peace on
earth and let it begin with me." This peace of which I speak is not the
peace of passivity or passive acquiescence to what transpires in your world,
no, but more to that peace which passes all understanding. This is our
undertaking, then, that we begin to develop those qualities of mind, body
and soul which will allow for the human being to find this life a gratifying
and joyous experience and, also, all the while, augmenting and contributing
to the spiritual satisfaction and well-being of all. </P>
<P>Behold the man. Behold the woman. Behold the mortal child of God and man
at once -- the being that you are, of dual nature, born of the flesh and
destined to become spirit, in time. Behold yourself, now, and reflect on
Correction. How can we correct Urantia if we consistently thrust our efforts
onto the man or woman next to us? The work of kingdom building is "an inside
job." </P>
<P>In the prayer that the Master taught, He says, "Thy will be done on earth
as it is in heaven" and this is our work also, that the Kingdom of Heaven,
which is within you, shall begin to manifest itself in your environment. And
what is your environment? In its most initial state, your environment is
yourself, your soul, your fertile soil, which remains open to growth and
development. </P>
<P>In pondering a moment on the immediate environment of your soul, …One
moment. (I apologize. I have given my T/R a start, for I myself thought of
something I wanted to include, and in my thinking process this T/R picked up
on my thought change and was astounded that I could forget something in my
lesson plan; she rendered me speechless. Let me try to regain "control" of
this situation.)</P>
<P>We were discussing the arena of your soul [which is] your most immediate
environment! And I thought that perhaps before I proceed, what we shall do
regarding your soul, was to review what I mean when I speak of soul. Your
soul is that which is developed in the marriage of your Thought Adjuster,
which indwells you, and your mind, which is your free will agent. As your
mind, through your free will, chooses to coordinate with the desire of your
Indwelling Spirit, your soul begins to grow.</P>
<P>Of course, you know that your growth - this growth - will be unconscious,
but the fact of the matter is that it will grow through your decisions and,
therefore, I am discussing the growth of that which is becoming real, is
becoming permanent, is becoming immortal -- the <B><I>you</B> </I>that will
be eternal. And yet … it also is here now. And so with that brief
definition, I will proceed into discussing the soul environment and on
beyond into tits realm of influence.</P>
<P>Your immediate environment is your soul. It is where you live. It is your
reality. (It is) not that which is external, material, but the exterior and
material is your next immediate level of operation. It is your home
environment - your physical home - and in that it includes your
relationships with your family members, your spouse, your children, your
roommates, your loved ones. It extends into your work environment, your
fellows, people with whom you spend time on a regular basis and, in the long
run, it -- I am speaking of your environment -- it extends into the more
general milieu of the streets, shopping centers and the like.</P>
<P>And so, when we say, "Behold the human being," we are speaking of the
potential spirit housed in the material body functioning in a well-unified
personality in this existence. It is important for me to stress this because
this is how life and light will become reality on Urantia -- "on earth as it
is in heaven."</P>
<P>It is meaningless for you to consider only a transcendent spirit reality
to the exclusion of your mortal existence, for your mortal existence is your
arena. It is the arena in which you work and play and have your being. The
well-unified personality is at home in this world, is productive and happy,
and even though it is regulated by some mores and rules of the game, can be
a diligent disciple of spirit truths by being himself or herself and being
also at complete peace within the deep, deep core of his or her being. </P>
<P>And so when it is said, "What does it matter if all things early
crumble?" from this bastion of the spirit, from this reality of the soul,
the foundation is laid that your external environment is indeed but
scaffolding toward higher realities. But as a worker in the field, it
behooves you to apply yourself to the arena as you find it. Opportunities
will be unveiled and revealed to you as you learn to walk in grace and in
anticipation of opportunities to rejoice and to be of service in this arena.
</P>
<P>The arena of Urantia-at-large has suffered greatly, and its inhabitants
have been dealt many fatal blows. There is much Correction to be done before
we can expect our kingdom to be manifest in-the-large, but we can glimpse
those instances of paradise pattern which will urge us forward in our
growth, and you will begin to comprehend your own sphere of light and life
as you begin to know it in yourself; and this, too, will require on-going
correction of your own perceptions and beliefs and impressions, for what you
have been given has been a fruit which has spoiled. The sweetness of the
"fruits of the spirit" is only beginning to fill the hearts and souls of the
hungry. The bitter fruit of rebellion, default and the carnage of war and
other side effects of primitive evolution have to be recognized and dealt
with and set aside in order that the sweet fruits of the spirit can prevail.
</P>
<P>And so I ask you all today to consider that even though each of you are
fortunate in many ways, that you have health, wealth, prosperity,
understanding and exposures to great theologies and philosophies, that as a
budding morontial soul, you are and have been impoverished. In this, then, I
ask you to consider what is spiritual poverty, and consider yourself
spiritually impoverished in order that you might then see how far you need
to grow from here. </P>
<P>I have just asked you to, yes, become a tadpole, and this is a most
humbling experience. Be assured I do not ask you to consider your spiritual
poverty in order to belittle your knowledge or your self-respect or your
standing in the cosmic scheme of things, no, but in considering your
spiritual poverty you can feel that emptiness which will ask to be filled
with spiritual light. And now you are giving yourself permission to
grow.</P>
<P>For it is a part of the human condition, part of your heritage here, to
attain a level of understanding and become self-satisfied, to become
adequate to the purpose, and in order that we might accomplish our over-all
purpose, Michael's purpose for you and for Urantia and for his local
universe, you must place yourself in a position of being willing to be
remade, reborn, re-motivated, revamped, rekindled, renewed at every
juncture.</P>
<P>This "blessed are the poor in spirit" beatitude is the beginning of
greatness for you -- for the man, the woman, that is becoming.</P>
<P>It has been a powerful day in your environment, in your souls, in this
room, in this Teacher Base, and there has been ample food placed upon your
plate to feed you for weeks, and so I will not pursue further a lesson for
today but will rather leave off, that we might have time and inclination now
for our delightful communication one on another. May I hear from you?
</P><B>
<P>Mrs. M:</B> Tomas, I was listening to one of my fundamentalist radio
programs again and these people, some of them, are so beautifully devoted to
Jesus, and this one delightful person named Carl said, "I'm going to give
you a list of ways to increase your faith," and today in reading about these
marvelous reborn times that people experience, it seemed to say there was a
total enlargement of faith, and it fitted in with my question that I
intended to ask you and that was, can you describe ways in which we might
increase our faith? </P><B>
<P>TOMAS:</B> I will begin by suggesting that as you <I>pray for greater
faith</I>, your faith will be greatened. In greater faith your capacities
are enlarged and your joys are extended. In those times when your faith is
weak, consider your growth at the time. Perhaps you are in a state of
confusion because of the unconscious growth which is taking place and you
may construe this to be a lack of faith or a loss of faith and this is not
the case. Therefore, again, pray for faith and increased faith, for faith
shall set you free and shall bring you into confidence.</P><B>
<P>Mrs. M:</B> Thank you very much.</P><B>
<P>Mrs. H: </B>I was with a very simple person the other day, whom I respect
and admire and I often say that I wish I could be like her more, and I
thought that maybe you might have been there, because being with her is a
very deep spiritual time, and I just thought that maybe you might remark on
this beautiful person for the spiritual delight of my dear friends
here.</P><B>
<P>TOMAS:</B> With respect to your request, I will not, for it is to no
purpose. It is exclusive of all wondrous and delightful children of God who
also give of themselves in the lives of all, and we only need to be grateful
that our peers exist to lend fragrance to our existence. </P><B>
<P>Mrs. H:</B> Thank you. [Long silence]</P><B>
<P>TOMAS:</B> You tell me. Have we attained a saturation point? </P><B>
<P>Group: </B>I believe so.</P><B>
<P>TOMAS:</B> Indeed, like a thanksgiving dinner, it is time to savor the
experience and pat our tummy and pick our teeth in satisfaction that the
abundance of the spiritual feasts of plenty and of challenge have come upon
us once again.</P>
<P>It is, again, with great pleasure that I meet with you and encourage your
continued aspiration and I look forward to being with you again soon in our
formal format, and in the interim, I will pass by and check on you and speak
with you if you call me in your private time. Otherwise, my friends, my
children, as they say in your vernacular, "Have a good day."
Farewell.</P><B>
<P>Group:</B> Thank you.
Farewell.</P></DIV></BLOCKQUOTE></BLOCKQUOTE></BODY></HTML>