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<P class=MsoHeader style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: .5in"><FONT size=5>Teachers: Daniel, Aaron</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>09-18-05</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Centering and prayer: <B>AARON</B> (Nancy)</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>I am <B>Aaron</B>; I will lead you in preparation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Put your thoughts aside.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Put your fears aside.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Allow your hearts and beings to open to the love that flows forth, never ending, from the First Source and Center.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Become a part of that love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let the light penetrate your cellular structure.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Allow it access to the recesses of your mind.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let yourselves be known without guilt, without shame.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Take those aspects of your being that disappoint you, that you feel uncomfortable with, and give them to the Light of Love that you may, with loving compassion, understand these aspects and release them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will find that love flows more freely when you no longer believe you must protect knowledge of yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be at peace.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Now may I lead you in prayer?</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><SPAN style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN><I>Oh Holy Parent, Father, Mother, Spirit, Guide, we praise You for Your awesome plan, your stupendous wisdom.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It leads ascending Sons and Daughters from the most lowly state to the most exalted.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Help us to experience this evening’s curriculum as a toe-up in the reach for You.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So be it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></I>Amen.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><B>DANIEL</B> (Bob S.): Greetings my friends, I am Daniel, your teacher, guide, colleague and most ardent admirer, for you are all Agondonters, and we who are not envy you… slightly.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>My task this evening is to welcome all of you and set the mood for the lesson which I will not be giving.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But I ask you to all continue the assignment which I gave you last week.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And if you failed to begin last week, tomorrow begins another week.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I encourage you all to begin that assignment.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>My friends, you are a most delightful group to work with.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I cannot tell you how much I enjoy my time with you as a group and individually when I visit each of you regularly.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I regret not all of you are yet completely aware of my presence when I am with you, but you will have to take my word for it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is part of my routine, which I deem most important.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Now with those words of welcome and introduction and an assignment, I now step aside to allow another to provide tonight’s lesson.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><B>AARON </B>(Nancy): Greetings friends, I am Aaron, and I will continue with this TR.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>While PamElla is somewhat familiar with my connection, it is not as easy for her to follow my communication stimulus.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And, so, please bear with us.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Tonight we wish to continue with the theme begun last week and punctuated by your repeated assignment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>However, tonight we will approach the subject from another perspective.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I will ask your participation in producing the final product.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>You have had much discussion of the current circumstances of hurricane Katrina, and at the time of the tsunami, you discussed it as well.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your discussions have been somewhat broad and political, a sharing of information, a sharing of speculation, a sharing of the ways in which the circumstances have stimulated your thinking.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Tonight I wish to delve a bit more personally.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Each of you has experienced a myriad of emotions.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Certain external events hit closer to home, geographically and therefore emotionally, than do others.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are continuously beset by negative information from around the globe of terrible deeds and horrible atrocities being perpetrated on peoples who live far from you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And the natural human mechanism is to separate yourselves emotionally from such information; this is needed and a natural survival mechanism.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>However the goal is to be aware, to send love, to recognize your human connection while remaining emotionally whole, connected to Father.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And yet, when events hit closer to home, to people who share a common language, a common government, a common history, people whom you may know, then does this natural coping mechanism fail, revealing the sense of fear and insignificance that causes individuals to protect themselves through [emotional] separation.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Tonight I ask you to look inward, to assess your reactions, whatever they may be or have been to the Katrina hurricane.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What is it that you most fear?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What are your greatest hopes?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are seeking to draw this out, to assist you in self cleansing, that you may better understand yourself, not only in relationship to Katrina, but even to your role as apostle.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will release Pam Ella at some point for a turn.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But I ask her to remain in receptivity [for now].<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I invite response unless there are questions and clarification of the requested exercise is required.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Virginia: Aaron, are we supposed to state our greatest fear and our greatest hope at this time?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Is that what you have asked us to do?</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><B>AARON:</B> Those were general enticers.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My desire is that you share your emotional reality if you have been shaken in some way by this event.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you have not been shaken, then share the source of your strength and your calming and spiritual perspective.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does this help?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>[TR’s note: I don’t believe the above paragraph communicates fully what Aaron was after.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was struggling to get the thought.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think the paragraph should have included something about emotional separation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It could have read as follows:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>“Those were general enticers.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My desire is that you share your emotional reality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Have you been shaken in some way by this event?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you have not been shaken, then please share the source of your strength.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Have you have emotionally separated yourself, or does your strength come from a calming spiritual perspective?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does this help?”]</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Virginia: Well, it does clarify.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think it makes it more difficult.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>I think I will use those two words, Aaron, fear and hope.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Perhaps the big fear that I have is that this too shall pass and go away.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And we will not really face the issues that our culture has as far as the poor and the rich and those of us in the middle-class. What is our responsibility?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Because, I do not want it to go away without real solutions.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So maybe my hope there is that indeed our culture will become a caring and just society.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><B>AARON:</B> Yes, my dear, thank you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is the goal. And I can assure you [that] one day Urantia will have a caring and just society.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Virginia: It seems very far away Aaron.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><B>AARON:</B> Each effort you make, each petition that you put forth brings Urantia closer.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And this event provides the opportunity to ask what type of a society would respond differently?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How can this nation, as well as others, reorder its priorities?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And what is the responsibility of each citizen?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>While the ultimate society you desire may be centuries away, do not despair that change is not occurring, nor that good will not come of this event.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For this event has brought awareness of critical issues to the front, once again.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And your citizenry has the opportunity to re-choose.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you for your comments and thoughts, my dear.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Virginia: Thank you.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Kenneth: Greetings Aaron, </FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal">AARON</B>: Greetings Kenneth.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Kenneth:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I see we are back in the format of questions and answers again, thank you.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><B>AARON:</B> My pleasure as always.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is my thing.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Kenneth: Yes, we are well aware.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Well, fear, something we have worked on for quite a few years now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My fear is that we would have an event here.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I fear that I would not be prepared, mentally, emotionally or spiritually to handle my fears.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My reading of lessons, conversations, knowing that this earth is going through changes, Mother Earth is cleansing herself, so to speak, is going to happen.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That abates some of my fear.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The good part about this is that it is in the Father’s hands.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There will be change come about.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>I have disgust for the system, the governmental system that has failed the people.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Hopefully this will change.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This will bring together society as a whole, much as it did for the Tsunami, much as it did on 9/11.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The outpouring of support and love by the citizens here has been overwhelming.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I ask myself the questions from the lessons: “What can I do?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What can my government do?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We know what the government has done.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are regrouping slowly.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But what can I do?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My first thought is prayer.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To send my love to those in need, to those that desire and have the capability to understand the love of the Father, that they may find it in their hearts to find peace.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>I don’t know if that answers your question or not Aaron.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><B>AARON:</B> My son, you know it does.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Kenneth: The TR is smiling.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re smiling, so it got someplace.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal">AARON:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></B>Thank you for both your honest expression of your fear and for your thoughtful sharing of the avenue that is always open to all of you and most needed in times of extreme events, prayer, the sending of love, the uniting with the minds of those affected. And, so, this prayer is in fact needed on a daily basis around the world, for many of your brothers and sisters face abominable situations daily.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you pray, allow yourself to be a conduit of overflowing joyous love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Kenneth: Thank you Aaron.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><B>AARON: </B>I will release PamElla at this time.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Nancy: I think how this is impacted me is similar to Ken in that it makes me very aware that my life could change over night.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I’ve never had more to lose.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I’ve never held so tightly to things the way they are.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In my old life, for example, when I heard of the Teaching Mission, I lived a pretty transient life style.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I loved my little house on Bonneville, but I would have happily gone anywhere to do anything to serve in the Mission.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And the idea of disasters presented more of a challenge to test myself to be of loving service, whatever.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>And when I became a parent, my very beingness changed.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I became this very fearful person that never existed prior to that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Group comments about flying all over the country.) And now I like my life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I like my house.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I like its location.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m feeling very materialistic—more materialistic than I have ever felt in my life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Not just material things but the whole package—the whole package from the material perspective being family, daughter, husband, house, and job.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I like it all.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I don’t want any of it to change.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t want any of it threatened in any way.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And the thing I know is that things change. But it is concerning to me, because I know things are going to change.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>I suppose my dad’s death is kind of another part of that knowledge that things change.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And to me things like death and natural disasters all have that same… I guess the stuff we were talking about maybe a year ago of not having control of the ways in which life changes.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And then I don’t feel nearly… I don’t feel at all emotionally prepared.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t feel at all spiritually prepared.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I feel like I have regressed about twenty years in the last two—which really takes me back.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>And so, anyway, I think hurricane Katrina really bothered me, first, by the bigness of it, and, second, by the lack of response.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I mean, I couldn’t understand why water and supplies and insulin and food weren’t being dropped at the Superdome, or what ever it was called, within twelve hours.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And that also has me perhaps feeling extremely exposed and vulnerable, because what if something does hit here, then what?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Who’s going to respond?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>I was able to distance from, for some reason, 9/11 more than from hurricane Katrina.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I don’t know why exactly.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Maybe because it was a big city and occurred to big buildings, and I try and stay out of them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t know [why], I don’t know [how], but I managed to not let that one touch me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>The tsunami scared me, because I’ve had a dream…I’ve shared this dream before.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The dream wasn’t a bit scary.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In my dream I was standing with a child or two children, and I was standing, and I was watching this enormous wall of water build, and I knew that it was over.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But in my dream I felt calm; I felt peaceful; I wasn’t frightened, and I just dove into the wave.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That reaction is not anywhere near my current emotional response.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Now when I hear of walls of water, I get frightened that the dream was a premonition… I’m superstitious and… that dream and my spiritual reaction was all pre-Abby too.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So anyway that’s my… I’m feeling extremely vulnerable and clutchy right now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>If anyone wants to take a run at TRing right now that would be fine by me.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><B>AARON:</B> (Nancy) This is Aaron, I will continue.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My friend, thank you for your heartfelt sharing of your reality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The Father understands your reaction and has compassion and love for you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are held in no lower regard for your reaction of fear than when the possibility of earth changes brought forth from you the sense of adventure and an opportunity to serve.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>We are here to be of assistance to you, and we are best able to assist when you can be honest with yourself as you have been.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Talk with us, with the Father daily.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Share your concerns, share your fears, cry, and allow yourself to be nurtured and fed.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And through this process you will become stronger and find your center once again.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Again, I thank you for your expression.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Who else has a response? </FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Pam S.: Aaron, I have a response.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My fear was very, very basic; it was of the water.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It was feeling helpless, of being out of control.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I identified with being trapped in the attic of a house where the water is coming up and I can’t get out or of being swept along in the current, you know, hitting something hard and being swept under.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You listen to the stories of people, and it is just the basic fear, survival.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And it bothered me more than not having medicine or not having water or food.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Because there is, just no… you’re out of control.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I think that is a bigger issue with me on many things, being out of control.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><B>AARON: </B>Thank you, my dear.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, indeed do such situations stimulate the instinctual survival fear, the helplessness of the human animal against the forces of nature.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is indeed a part of the fear that is being felt by many across this nation and is why it is so important that it be voiced.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>While you can know that your eternal soul is safe, the animal response for life is strong.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This too could be shared on a daily basis [with the Father and others] until the strength of the reaction is mitigated.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>I wish to make the comment to you all now that often it is those things that are anticipated [rather than experienced] that are most frightening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you are actually in the moment, you find spiritual strength, clarity, and, of course, adrenaline can clear the brain.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so, it is those things that you anticipate that can cause almost more discomfort than the actual experience. </FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Thank you, Pam, my friend for sharing this basic vulnerability.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Pam S.: Thank you.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><B>AARON: </B>Bob, Carol, Martie do any of you have further to add this evening.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>My friends, I thank you for a stimulating discussion.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I look forward to further opportunities to discourse with you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I thank PamElla for her services as TR.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I now turn the meeting back to Daniel.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><B>DANIEL: </B><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">(Bob S)</SPAN> Thank you Aaron for that most informative and helpful lesson.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I sense that it is time to close our meeting unless someone interrupts me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And hearing none, I suggest we close in our usual way.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Will you stand and join hands.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Klarixiska wishes to provide our closing prayer.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5>Virginia: </FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><SPAN style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN><I>Father who created all, loves all, we thank You.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Help us to recognize You and all others on this planet.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Help us to know how to be ready to serve.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Help us to spend that time with You that we know will make us strong.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Help us to give the kind of material support that You would want us to do.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Help the seen and the unseen to be ready to let others know “not by mouth but by our actions of love and service.”<o:p></o:p></I></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=5><I><SPAN style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>This is <B>Klarixiska:</B> Father, as each one goes their way, may Your spirit be able to be made aware in the minds of each one.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>May these mortals reach out, to not just those that are far away, but to one another in openness, in love and support, in the opportunity to help each grow as we walk toward You, climb toward You.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></I>Amen</FONT></P></DIV>
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