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<DIV> "<SPAN class=correction id="">SLC</SPAN> Utah group" <U>is not</U> the same group, nor associated with the "Woods Cross group" which present the on-going Abraham/Mary/ <SPAN class=correction id="">Emulan</SPAN> weekly lessons. </DIV>
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<DIV>...lest there be confusion. </DIV>
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<DIV>Again, in my experience and opinion, a lot of unreality has usurped this Mission list--in the name of this 'Teaching Mission.' Right or wrong, it is apparently hard for me to stay silent about it. Neither will I seek favorable opinions from any here on this list by offering supportive complements. To me, it is an <SPAN class=correction id="">appalling</SPAN> set-back to the <SPAN class=correction id="">Mission's</SPAN> realness, yet I am aware that Father's hand is in all things and surely these things are in his control, not mine, or ours. </DIV>
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<DIV>The question is: do we have a responsibility to this missions wellness? Do we have some obligation to what is printed, conferenced, or hailed on these 'mission lists?' I say yes, we do. Should we have up-front in-the-open discussion about these things? Why not? We have been taught to have a questioning and learning mind, not an "accept anything" mind, and that no truth is without honest examination. </DIV>
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<DIV>There is a vast gulf of difference in realness, practicality and truth between the Mission lessons I have been involved in these past many years since 1991, and the current wave of some, such as this below, which sound the horn "<SPAN class=correction id="">monjoronsion</SPAN> is on the planet" ... with the toots of "and you special higher-evolved than your fellows ones, will be my chosen/ staff." </DIV>
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<DIV>Once again here ... I don't judge the TR or their motives, but I can and should judge the message and comment on it's impact. I understand--having gone through these same excitements myself in earlier mission-years ... but it didn't make it truth then because we were zealous about the hype of that time, and it doesn't make it truth now. </DIV>
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<DIV>I'll say it again and again ... there is danger in the <SPAN class=correction id="">psyche</SPAN> of mind and in spiritual soundness when an individual <U>seeks to <SPAN class=correction id="">TR</SPAN></U> and leaves the safeguard of the group buffer, and starts an individual campaign. Sooner or later comes feelings and expressions of superiority, predictions and warnings, and then if lessons of hummiliation do not reach the psyche, sooner or later comes the punch. </DIV>
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<DIV>I am aware this comment will draw the darts from the <SPAN class=correction id="">usuals</SPAN>, but I really don't worry any more about that. I am concerned of the wellness and the <SPAN class=correction id="">realness</SPAN> our Mission and how it is being presented to the masses. </DIV>
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<DIV>I don't have my shorts tied in a knot over it, nor am I feeling engaged to go on the war path here, but I will speak up from time to time, as I do, and otherwise be about my daily living and learning. </DIV>
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<DIV>If anyone feels so inclined please post this on <SPAN class=correction id="">tml</SPAN>. Perhaps I need to just subscribe again there myself. The bummer here is, these types transmissions do come out on <SPAN class=correction id="">tmtranscript</SPAN> where some are only subscribed there, and it is not a forum for discussion. I don't think <SPAN class=correction id="">truthseekers</SPAN> will ultimately be hoodwinked, but it does bring about a sidetrack and a confusion as to just what is "The Teaching Mission." </DIV>
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<DIV>Waren, I don't want to engage in any unbrotherly tit for tat here. We can speak our feelings responsibly without opening a can of cancerous worms agian. That is what I hope as this is not a Warren/Calvin thing ... it would be the same no matter whoever, as I've expressed in other instances such as recent. </DIV>
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<DIV>Calvin</DIV>
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<DIV>-----Original Message-----<BR>From: Warren Smith <<SPAN class=correction id="">warrensmith</SPAN>@xmission.com><BR>To: tmtranscripts@circuit1.teamcircuits.com<BR>Sent: Mon, 12 Dec 2005 00:24:10 -0700<BR>Subject: [tmtranscripts] <SPAN class=correction id="">SLC</SPAN> Utah Teaching Mission Group Meeting #38 12/11/05<BR><BR></DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN class=correction id="">SLC</SPAN> Utah Teaching Mission Group Meeting #38</DIV>
<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">At Marshall?s and Ryan?s Home</DIV>
<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">12/11/05</DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Teacher(s):</DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN class=correction id="">Julianna</SPAN>: T/R Marshall</DIV>
<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN class=correction id="">Tonsah</SPAN>: T/R Ryan</DIV>
<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN class=correction id="">Monjoronson</SPAN>: Marshall</DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN class=correction id="">Julianna</SPAN>: Good evening , my brothers and new friends. A wonderful occasion it is to sit and listen to you discuss those issues which are close to your heart as you express your intentions and desires in this most beautiful setting this evening. I am <SPAN class=correction id="">Julianna</SPAN> and am thrilled to be in your company. Know that there are many (<SPAN class=correction id="">unseens</SPAN>) gathered around tonight in the audience who enthusiastically sit by in anticipation of new awareness descending upon each of you. </DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">I came into contact with Marshall just a couple of nights ago, as he allowed me to impart to him the assistance he was desirous of in a new poem that he willed to comprise. I encourage each of you to better get to know me, for I have many thrilling lessons to bring to each of you. </DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">As an <SPAN class=correction id="">unrevealed</SPAN> personality of the same order as <SPAN class=correction id="">Serena</SPAN>, I will be working with a number of individuals on <SPAN class=correction id="">Urantia</SPAN> who care to open their hearts and minds to the great new miracles that are showering upon this cherished planet. The planet is <SPAN class=correction id="">astir</SPAN> with great activity, with new personalities arriving daily. These times are truly magnificent times, my new friends, and you will find that during such times as these, great new gifts can be embraced if you only reach within, and with <B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal">willful desire</B>, ask for new awareness to descend upon you. </DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">As you go about your daily stillness meditation, reach deep within into whole new levels, allowing Mother Spirit to guide you closer and closer to the <SPAN class=correction id="">indwelling</SPAN> Father Fragment within each of you, who so desires that you increasingly implement new techniques and methods of approach that will bring you more and more attuned and aligned with Him.</DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Each of you are receiving great lessons as you are rehearsed during your time of sleep. During these times, much is being imparted that you may not even be remotely conscious of , but I assure you, my dear brothers, that you only need <B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal">willfully desire</B> to receive the <SPAN class=correction id="">attunements</SPAN> and adjustments that occur during these times of sleep in the <SPAN class=correction id="">superconscious</SPAN> mind, and you shall receive this great training that will prepare you for the times which are soon to be upon us. </DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">During your times of stillness, as you consciously allow yourself to reach into that citadel within your mind, and with <B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal">willful desire</B> receive all that your Father Fragments are <SPAN class=correction id="">desirious</SPAN> of conveying, you allow yourselves to be <SPAN class=correction id="">re-vitalized</SPAN>, energized and charged with new awareness and God-consciousness. It is during these times of stillness that you allow yourself to open up to receive the greatest benefits, thus preparing you to become most effective in these exciting times just down the road and around the bend, where you will find yourselves accepting new tasks and assignments that will further prepare you for the great missions you each have upon this rapidly changing planet.</DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Dear brothers, open your hearts and minds, and realize that by <B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal">willfully desiring</B> to release those limitations that act as impediments to higher soul and <SPAN class=correction id="">mindal</SPAN> development, you make possible the opening of new doors, which will bring you to whole new levels of operation that are beyond your wildest dreams and imagination..</DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">I am very pleased to introduce myself and address the two of you tonight. I reiterate, I am here for you and I am most thrilled to be in your company this evening and truly look forward to becoming great new friends with each of you, as I work with you closely on new lessons and teachings that you are becoming ready for. I will take my leave and allow another to speak. Until later, my new friends and brothers.</DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN class=correction id="">Tonsah</SPAN>: Hello and good evening, my friends. This is <SPAN class=correction id="">Tonsah</SPAN>. I am glad to be here for this very productive meeting. With all that is going on, and with the circuitry you are allowing <SPAN class=correction id="">youselves</SPAN> to become connected to, this is a very critical time for change, as make the highest decisions, doing what you truly feel is right. As I watch carefully over the two of you and observe the great abilities and talents that you both possess, I am very <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>proud of you, especially considering what you two have gone through.</DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">During these times of blending with your <SPAN class=correction id="">morontia</SPAN> minds, you will come across great challenges which will test your skills of readiness for this Mission. What you two have is nothing that anybody else has. All are unique, and in certain ways all will contribute in their different styles. As you walk with faith, be encouraged that you are carefully watched over, cared for and loved very much. </DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You each have confidence and are definitely open for so many things that others are not. As you are readied, you will each become pioneers in what is about to occur upon this world. There is no specific <SPAN class=correction id="">timeframe</SPAN>, but when the time is right, it will occur. As you get into stillness, try to tap into deeper levels that will bring your awareness levels up and leave you open for the new gifts that you will be given. </DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">In time, you will know what change is and how you can make everything so much better or worse, depending on your decisions. You must first get grounded and become stabilized, and not try to do too much at once. You have both gone through some hard times and it is now time to come back and rise above it. You will have great opportunities and will be given so much in spirit that should help you in everything. I believe that you two have what it takes, and I know for sure that when you are ready you will be able to take on the challenges you face. Whenever you feel that you are having problems, bring them into your time with spirit, taking them deep within to your <SPAN class=correction id="">indwelling</SPAN> Father. Ask Him to reveal why you are having such a hard time, or ask Him for help and be open to accept it. The answers will always come to you, but you must be open to accept them. It is very important to<STRONG> give everything over to Him</STRONG>. </DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">It is time to act and move into the light and allow great new changes to occur. I know that you are ready, but you must also know that you are ready. I love you both, very much, and am open to talk with you at any time. <STRONG>Give over all that you have deep within you</STRONG>, and ask for help in uncovering all your feelings for what they really are. Be patient and know that all will come. Don?t wait for it, but be ready for it. The time is whenever you choose. It is when <B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal">you </B>are ready. </DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Again, contact me whenever you choose, as I am always here for you, along with many others. Our group builds in <SPAN class=correction id="">unseens</SPAN>. When you have the need, there are many wanting to talk with you, and in time you will be able to meet these personalities, and will learn very much, for they have a lot to offer you and are very excited in working with you. Go throughout the day and know you are watched over and cared for. Be at peace within your minds and souls. Do not fear, for there is nothing to fear. I take my leave.</DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN class=correction id="">Monjoronson</SPAN>: Good evening, my dear sons. It has been a joy to behold each of you this evening and observe your true inner desires to become all you can become. This is <SPAN class=correction id="">Monjoronson</SPAN> , and I assure you that each of you are becoming prepared and groomed to serve as mighty mortals upon my staff. </DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">I am here (on <SPAN class=correction id="">Urantia</SPAN>) and in the process of materializing, and look forward to your renewed commitment to serve as my apostles, representing my presence to your brothers and sisters in the flesh. I touch your hearts with my peace and mercy, and assure you that as you walk hand in hand with Mother Spirit and Michael (Jesus), you will be increasingly led to new levels of operation that will allow you to be great channels for our Paradise Father?s love.</DIV>
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<DIV class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">My sons, it is an honor to be in your presence tonight, and I encourage you to call upon me. Know that great changes are taking place within each of you. My peace goes with you. Good evening.</DIV>
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