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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">SLC Utah Teaching Mission Group
Meeting #42 </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">At Marshall’s and Ryan’s Home</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">01/07/06</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Teacher(s):</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Tonsah: T/R Ryan</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Prayer (Marshall): Dear Father of
Lights, Mother Spirit, Michael…. so pleased we are to be here for our weekly
meeting, and feel the presence of our unseen friends, allowing ourselves to
release our egos for a time-out as they sit in the corner across the room.
Indeed we are very interested in hearing from our celestial friends who are
desirous of coming through tonight, as we receive them with relative clarity,
interfering not with what they desire to convey. Nevertheless, Father, not our
desires, but your will be done…. for indeed, our will is that your will be
done.</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Tonsah (T/R Ryan): Hello again,
my friends, this is Tonsah. Again, I have been evaluating each of you throughout
this past week. I’m pleased to say that you are progressing in so many ways.
With all that is occurring in your lives, this is a highly important time to
show yourselves and others that you are ready to take on the challenges which
are being brought to you. These challenges will occur in your everyday life and
may not be noticeable at first, but they are there, and once initiated, then you
truly put to the test what you have learned. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Let not what you experience in
the material world affect you in any way at all. Of course, there are the needs
that you have, such as food, shelter and other basic needs, and as you so choose
the path of Father’s will, then you will be shown the way and helped in all
areas of your lives, including financially. Both of you are well learning the
lessons of higher living which very few wholeheartedly embrace, and I ask each
of you to attempt to focus more intensely upon beaming the light of Father into
each and every soul you encounter as you go throughout your day. So many out
there in the world look for what you know. They look for faith and they look for
guidance. Help these hungry souls and feed them the love and spirit nourishment
that the Master did when he walked this planet.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Many challenges will be assigned
to each of you, and once you complete these challenges you will be able to move
on to the next level to excel in other areas. Believe me, this is such a great
time for change. You are both starting to lead very healthy and balanced
lifestyles. Of course, as you grow and progress, your schedules and areas of
focus will change and evolve. I am here to help each of you along this path of
development, as you reach to become one with your Thought Adjusters. I assure
you that you each have what it takes and I have total faith in you.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Ryan, as you travel back East
this week to interview at these boarding schools, keep in mind that either path
you take will have different challenges, along with many of the same ones. Any
path you take will change you. Keep in mind also, that as you tour these prep
schools, not to entertain judgment in your mind, but be totally open to spirit
leading and know that you will be making a very important and crucial decision.
Let the answers come to you. In the meantime, enjoy yourself and do not fear
that you will take the wrong path. Your will receive the answer, and you will
know for sure. Enough said on that topic.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Are there any questions,
tonight?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: I am so glad that you
covered what you have regarding Ryan’s upcoming trip to New England tomorrow.
Thank you, Tonsah.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Now, on a different topic. This
interesting development which has occurred just in the last few days as a result
of my efforts in Canada to secure this large account, surely seems like no
coincidence, as I’ve been told many times by those working with me that I only
need take the steps, and this team which works with me will come right in, and
as I put forth the effort, great abundance will come forth. Would you care to
comment on this?</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Tonsah: Surely, my brother. As I
said before, you will encounter many challenges, and this is one of the largest
you have had in awhile. I, too, so believe that you are ready to move on to the
next level. You are correct, for there are many assisting you and attempting to
help you financially as well. Keep in mind that the completion of this challenge
may not result in what you so wish to occur, but then again, it is not up to me
as to what happens. All I can say is that if this does work out like you plan,
you surely will be freed up financially, but then again, if it does not work our
there is also a great challenge in that as well, and that is to continue moving
on. Do not be discouraged if all does not go as planned, but again, I do not
make these decisions. I can only guide you and help you make the best choices
for yourself and I feel that if money is what you need at this time, then you
will receive it. But, if the celestials feel that you are lacking in other areas
and you need something else, then they’ll put that to the test and see if you
really are ready to move on. When you are ready, your time will come and you
will be freed financially, where you can reach into other areas and be more
about Father’s business. This is a very exciting time, my friend. Does this
help?</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: Very much, Tonsah, and
I appreciate your comments. On another note, I have been feeling much closer to
you lately. As you know, I have been consciously reaching for you, as well as
for Serena and a number of others. Do you have any comments on my attempts in
this arena?</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Tonsah: Of course. There are so
many celestials out there wanting to work with you. I feel privileged to work
with such a soul, and I can tell you that you are on the right track. I feel
that stillness is bringing you closer to your indwelling Father Fragment, which
allows me to become closer to you and help you more. When you are open and you
so desire to be helped, and you let everything go, that’s when so many of the
celestials come in, allowing great healing and reconstruction of your body and
mind to take place. </P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Again, you have reached new
levels of attainment, but it is a long road and there are many things upon this
road that will distract you and sometimes push you away from what you are
attempting to accomplish. Think of your journey as a dirt road that leads
through many different areas. There are woods, there are mountains, there are
cities and so many great things to see and do along the way. But again, as I
mentioned, there are distractions, but if you can keep focused, all will only
get better and this road will lead to a better place. This road signifies your
development; this road that you walk everyday is your growth and development. Be
open as you continue on with your journey, and seek help from deep within during
stillness, and you will be greatly assisted and shown the way along this long,
treacherous road. There may be shortcuts on the road, but take the high road and
all the challenges that it has to offer. Do not short yourself in any way, and
have the faith, trust and courage to keep on going. Does this help?</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: This is a wonderful
response, and I again thank you, Tonsah. Does Ryan have any questions?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Ryan: No. I got my question
answered.</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: Well, Tonsah, I
certainly don’t want to wear this T/R out.</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Tonsah: He is doing just
fine.</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: Very well then. I am
each week noticing tremendous differences as I spend this quality time in
stillness throughout the day, and I can begin to see more clearly that the whole
great challenge is to achieve a continuous “stillness mind” as the Master
achieved while he was here. I am referring to the unbroken contact that he had
with his indwelling Thought Adjuster throughout his waking hours. Is this not
the ultimate goal to strive for?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Tonsah: That is part of it, yes.
Indeed, the challenge is allowing Father’s indwelling presence to dominate your
thoughts and mind at all times, but then again, also to have complete faith and
trust in Father and his plan for you. As you reach this level, you will reach
very powerful stages, and you must become increasingly led by your Father
Fragment. You cannot do this on your own, and yes, this goal you speak of is
very possible, but the only way to reach this level is to go out into the
unknown fully trusting Father to guide and direct your journey. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">In addition, you must spread the
love of the Father to everyone you encounter, and this does take time and
effort. You can only <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>reach this
state by first letting go of everything. You must let go of your ego mind. The
Master was able to do that at a relatively young age. People on this planet have
never seen such since then. You are not trying to be like he was and copy his
life, but only attempting to do what he did, and that is trying to become one
with the Father Fragment that indwells us all, that knows all, and that has the
answers to everything. Is this what you mean?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: Yes. So in essence, the
ultimate is to become one with our indwelling Father Fragment, of course. But,
this “stillness mind” can theoretically be achieved as the Master achieved it,
through reaching within. So, as I am listening to you and reading between the
lines, this stillness time is the time for receiving, or “inreach”…. and then
the time for projecting and reflecting the Father’s great love is the actual
aspect of service, or “outreach”, during which time we can also strive to stay
within the “stillness mind” as we are serving. Is this correct?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Tonsah: Definitely. Stillness is
how you will reach these levels, of course, but you cannot give everything over
by yourself, unless you reach deep within and be in the “stillness mind”. It is
in this mind that you can release all and give everything over, and feel the
great love and presence of your indwelling Father. And through faith and trust,
you will know that you are guided upon this great journey, but indeed stillness
is the prime factor that allows you communication with your indwelling spirit
and those you cannot see or hear. It is almost like the telephone, in that goes
everywhere, accessing you to many celestials while helping you gain knowledge
through interaction at the same time.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: Yes, Tonsah. Indeed.
Well, I am deeply grateful for your presence throughout the day. And I know for
a certainty that you are there, as well as many, many others. Even though I do
not know all of them, I feel that this “circuitry bonding” process which is
occurring between me and Serena is most helpful and allows her to become
increasing effective in coordinating my increasing awareness of those who are
coming in and out. Of course, this coordination I speak of between me and Serena
is in addition to, yet simultaneous with, that coordination which occurs between
my guardian seraphim and indwelling Father Fragment, along with all spirit
influences which ultimately act as one.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Is it a correct perception for me
to continue allowing Serena to be this personal coordinator between all these
celestials that are coming and going, as I have been and am currently
envisioning, as this “circuitry bonding” process proceeds? Do I make myself
clear?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Tonsah: Yes. I feel that you
should always be open to any celestials that may come in, and Serena will
definitely act in this capacity you are envisioning, along with many others that
you know, like me, and all the others that you are in contact with. Know that
many teachers will be coming in and out of your life. There is not one for you,
for there are many that specialize in different areas. These teachers are
trained to the highest degree and so many of them are looking forward to working
with you, and teaching you, while lighting the path for you. This is only the
beginning, for there are many teachers out there that will show you things you
wouldn’t believe. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: The one that came
through three nights ago that I allowed to come through. Well, he just starts
talking through my voice as I was talking out loud. Turns out he was one of the
three I asked for back in April that would not have normally been assigned to my
watchcare. Evidently this celestial was quite an expert on his mortal planet in
areas of business, shall we say, and he assured me that as I utilized initiative
and took the steps forward, I would be lifted up…. and it wasn’t two days later
when I ran into this huge opportunity in Canada. This is one interesting
personality and I so look forward to getting better to know him. He is acting as
spokesman, at least at this time, for the three I requested. Anything you care
to comment on?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Tonsah: Sure. Again, many of
these teachers that will come into contact with you will help you in their areas
of expertise. As you give everything over as you indeed want to,</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">and I can see that you are, you
allow all things to become new. It will be a process which takes time, but be
patient, and know there will be many others who will be assisting you. There
will be certain ones who will show you how to master certain areas. This one
that you now speak of, that you say is very well trained in areas of business,
if you so take the steps as he guides you, and so wish to become changed in
areas he will lead you into, and are putting forth full effort while giving over
everything to Father, then you will be led and you will not have to be worried
about making a material living, for it will come. It will be shown to you by
those like him who will come in to help you.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: Well, I’m finding this
time of my life as really a whole new life from what I have ever known, ever
since making it through those most difficult five months of what some might term
the “dark night of the soul”, those times of confronting what I had to by
walking through the middle of the “pit of darkness and despair”, allowing faith
and trust to take me through those trying times, along with sheer determination.
It has led to the most joyous and thrilling time I have ever experienced, and I
know that all you have communicated here tonight is so real, and it confirms all
that I have been receiving for some time. But, my, to think about how life can
change. Surely, this must be part of the great transformation that I have been
so reaching for that is in the process of occurring. I am so grateful, Tonsah,
for all the assistance you are providing, and I’m finding that each day we are
becoming closer. Most magnificent times, indeed, my friend. And I am certain
that I’m being prepared for great work in the fields ahead. You can certainly
count on my growing commitment to this great Mission, my dear friend, as we go
forth together. That’s all I have to say, tonight.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Tonsah: Very well put. I so agree
that we are becoming closer. As you proceed with stillness and continue to allow
me access into your life, I am able to share so much with you. I feel that this
is only the beginning, for we have a very strong connection and relationship.
You will also be developing strong relationships with many others, as you are
experiencing, and you will have many, many celestial friends who will be there
to help you along your path.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">I am very happy to hear of your
dedication, and I pray for only the best. I also know that you can give
everything over. I have great faith in you, and I am beginning to see that you
are having more faith in yourself, as well. Again, this is only the beginning,
and I feel that the levels of growth are endless. Do not overthink what I have
said tonight, but take into the stillness what I have shared with you about the
challenges you may face, and how that in order to complete a challenge, it may
not come out the way you wish it to. I have much enjoyed our dialog, and I will
see you next week, but more shortly I will see you in your time of stillness,
and all throughout the day. I am very excited to be working with you. Be
patient, and know that there is so much awaiting you, and that as you desire to
release all, you will, and more will be given to you. Know that you are both
dearly loved and so carefully watched over. I take my leave for the evening, and
I wish Ryan a safe and meaningful trip. Good evening.</P>
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