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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">SLC Utah Teaching Mission Group
Meeting #44 </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">At Marshall’s and Ryan’s Home</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">01/21/06</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Teacher(s):</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Tonsah: T/R Ryan</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Unnamed: T/R Ryan</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal">NOTE:</B> During this session, the T/R,
Ryan, was experiencing twitching of his muscles in the legs, upper body and arms
as well as jerky movements throughout the neck area. During the session Ryan
took off his sweater, leaving nothing on his upper body but a tee-shirt. By the
end of his engagement with this new, unnamed teacher he was soaking wet and
extremely hot, having to change his clothes. It also took him a good thirty
minutes before his eyes could focus. Ryan commented that the power he felt
T/Ring this teacher was like nothing he had ever experienced. He discerned that
this teacher was from a very high level. I also gathered such. Additionally, he
stated that this teacher was totally no-nonsense and knew very well what he was
doing. It was obvious to each of us that this new teacher could read into our
minds.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Prayer (Marshall): Good evening,
Mother Spirit, Michael and all of those who are gathered here in our midst. It
is a joy to feel your presence. We ask that we be empowered to release all ties
to the lower animal mind as we embrace the divine magnificence within us,
becoming receptive to any and all who desire to impart their message, conveying
whatever it is that they wish to share with us. Honored are we to be here
together in spirit as we reach for new awareness, desiring to more cheerfully
cooperate with all who are working with us to reach whole new levels of
operation, becoming increasingly connected with our indwelling Father Fragments.
Thank you, dear Universe Parents and all of those here with us in spirit,
tonight.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Tonsah (T/R Ryan): Hello again,
my friends. This is Tonsah. I am glad to be talking with you again and am very
excited to add a new teacher to our group. Though his name is not announced, he
has very unique qualities, and as I have said before, will be able to teach you
many things in different areas. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">He is only one of many that are
willing to work with you. He was chosen to work with you only because you
accepted him. We feel that we need to give you those who can teach you the most
at this time. We feel that this being will be able to help you out so much. Now
that I have said this, I would like to turn it over to this new teacher. Please,
accept him into your minds, and all that he has to offer.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: Hello, our new friend.
Welcome. I have been attempting to connect with you throughout the week, and
feel that I have at certain times. I am thrilled that you have chosen to present
us with these new teachings that you will be imparting. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Unnamed Teacher (T/R Ryan):
Hello. I am very pleased to be here with the both of you. Let my name not be of
importance to you at this time, but embrace what I have to offer, and know that
I was chosen because those that watch over you feel like you needed me at this
time. I wish to help you get to know yourselves and each other better, as you
look deeper into what you have each started to undertake. I want to help you
make the highest and best decisions, and I feel that the only way you can
accomplish this is by getting closer to your spirit within, as you call it. Go
throughout the day with peace, and when I say this, always have a positive
outlook on all the things that you encounter, whether it be a challenge or a
difficulty that you are trying to surmount. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">There are habits that will soon
enough be left behind, and once those are left behind, you will then be able to
move on into different areas. These habits may be pleasures that you so desire,
or they may be subconscious and you may not be as aware of them. Pleasures of an
animal nature tend to make you lose contact with your inner self. It is when you
can turn everything over that you will have new things presented to you that
your soul is so hungry for. I will be able to help you leave your animal desires
behind, but can only help you if you allow me, and if you put forth the effort
to initiate the steps required, knowing that you can follow through to
completion, with our help. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">It is with a positive attitude
that you can achieve so much, and see greatness in everything, whether it be
misfortune or a simple daily thing that you encounter. I’m not saying to be
fake, as you so call it, and lie to your inner self about what you are feeling,
but simply not to look at a down-side to whatever reaction may occur. There are
two ways you can look at things. You can see them as benefiting you and helping
you, and then you can see them as not helping you at all. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Making good decisions in your
everyday, you will have a positive outlook and you will be willing to go
throughout the day in peace and with strength. I feel that you both tend to look
at things in the wrong way, as do many others on this planet. As you assimilate
my teachings, I feel that you are obligated to teach others, as well. You must
first learn these teachings yourself, experiencing them, but it is when you have
reached a certain level in my teachings that you can then pass them down onto
others. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">There are ways of passing
information onto one another. Humans tend to do it verbally, but there are so
many other ways of communicating in which you can spread what you have learned
from me and other teachers. Body language, for instance, can show others how you
are feeling, or what mood you are in. It can tend to show your emotions when you
are amongst others. There are also the facial expressions, through which you can
show others your agreement and status, but one of the most important ways of
communicating is through your eyes. Your eyes will be able to seek out others.
The eyes are not only for vision, but think of them as a path to the soul. It is
when you look into someone’s eyes that you can see their true being, and what
they may be going through. The eyes are usually the best way to transfer
thoughts and information. To be an effective ambassador and teacher, you must
have love and strength in your eyes, and know yourself enough to where you can
look at yourself in a reflection and see the qualities of your self.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: Are you speaking of a
mirror?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Unnamed Teacher: Right. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">You must first learn your body
and the language that it speaks. If you look deep into your eyes, in the mirror,
you will find many things about yourself that you may not have known before. I
would like you to get to know your eyes better, if you would like to call it
that. I have noticed that you have done this before, but I’m asking that you
look into your eyes ever so often, whether it be once a day, or whenever you
find the right time and place. …(T/R: He is basically trying to say that we
perform these eye exercises whenever we feel comfortable in doing them… when the
time feels right.)… I feel that this will enable you to know yourself better,
and as I said, you will find many things that you have not known about yourself
before. It is when you look into your own eyes that you see what you may be
missing, or what you may be lacking.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: But, I understand that
we lack nothing.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Unnamed Teacher: What you may be
lacking is confidence, or love, or thinking that you are not loved enough…</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: I got you.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Unnamed Teacher: I only ask this
of you because I know for a fact that this will help you… once you can add it to
and let it become a regular part of your daily schedule.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: Do you recommend doing
this exercise several times a day, throughout the day?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Unnamed Teacher: Yes, I recommend
that you do it whenever possible, and I will not say to do it this many or that
many times each day, but you will know… several times a day, throughout the
day.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: Do you suggest that we
be in the stillness mind when performing this eye exercise?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Unnamed Teacher: I suggest
looking deep within yourself, and if it requires the stillness mind to look deep
within your soul, then yes, get within the stillness mind, for that will help
you see what your natural eye is capable of seeing. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Again, once you have this down,
and once you feel you have come to know yourself better, I ask that you then use
it on others that you may encounter. Look deep within their eyes, and you will
start to see their soul and their characteristics. This is one of the best ways
to get to know people. Do not limit yourself on communication with others. Do
not only speak to someone, but look into them as you are speaking to them. Feel
their vibrations, look at the colors they may emit and notice all that surrounds
you. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">This will be
my first lesson that I will so enjoy teaching you. There are many others that I
have planned for you once you reach a certain level. I feel that we will be able
to move at a good pace, provided you perform the exercises that I suggest.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Marshall: As
we are looking into the mirror, do you suggest that we be saying something to
ourselves to promote our increased awareness? </P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Unnamed
Teacher: I feel that you should not say anything to yourself during this
exercise, for you need total focus and concentration, and yes, stillness will
help with this and will also help you to stay open to receiving what you will
receive.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Marshall: Ham
had a lesson where he introduced a similar exercise, where he asked his students
to look into the mirror and tell themselves how wonderful they were, something
on that order as I recall. So, this exercise you propose is really a deeper
exercise, I perceive.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Unnamed
Teacher: There are many different exercises, each for a specific purpose. This
eye exercise I introduce to you presents the challenge of looking deep within
yourself and attempting to find out who you are, as you come to better know
yourself. Ham had his students look into their own eyes, in the mirror, saying
words of encouragement to themselves, to assist them in building self-esteem,
knowing that such an exercise would have a greater impact than merely repeating
these positive statements without looking into their own eyes, as the eyes lead
directly to the soul. These are two different exercises, and yes, Ham’s exercise
is a very good one, indeed. You can practice this as well, but do not get the
two exercises mixed up, for they each have different purposes. I am glad you
brought this up. There are many eye exercises to utilize for different purposes,
and these are only a couple of them. I will be introducing you to more eye
exercises, as well as many other types of exercises throughout my time with
you.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Are there any
further questions you might have on this topic?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Marshall:
When we are performing this specific eye exercise, do we call upon you or any
others, or simply reach into our souls through the eyes and allow all to just
flow?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Unnamed
Teacher: This is something you must take on alone with your indwelling spirit
and your soul. This time must be very focused and should only be practiced when
the time is right. Do this maybe after stillness, when you have been connected
with other teachers and the spirit within.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Marshall:
Would it be wise to put a time limit on this exercise?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Unnamed
Teacher: I feel that no, you should not put a time limit on this exercise or
others that I will be bringing to you, for you must do this with comfort. You
will know when you have reached a certain point. This is not something that you
want to attempt to control.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Marshall: As
we become more and more comfortable with practicing this exercise in the mirror,
should we attempt to then go out and practice it upon others, or for now simply
focus upon getting to better know ourselves?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Unnamed
Teacher: I feel that for now, you have a large enough challenge in becoming
accustomed to doing this exercise alone. Take this week and focus only upon
looking into your own eyes. Yes, you may, if you so choose, look into the eyes
of others, but I do not desire that you become confused at this time, for this
exercise is larger than you think.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Marshall: I
perceive that we are in the beginning stages of learning how to actually
practice the so-called “Great Creative Radiating Principle”, whereby we are
going to be learning to beam the “pure white light” of love into the souls of
our brethren. I am correct in my assumption?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Unnamed
Teacher: Definitely.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Marshall: Oh,
wow!</P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt">Unnamed
Teacher. You are right on target. Yes, you will be using this to look into other
souls, and this exercise will only be one of your tools you will be able to use
to better get to know people, and find out what they need help with most. You
must first know a person’s needs, before you can teach this person. You do not
want to start teaching someone something that they are not ready for. You must
be able to know when others are ready to accept new teachings. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal
style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; tab-stops: 315.0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: The Master (Jesus)
well-perfected this exercise at a young age, didn’t he?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Unnamed Teacher: He surely did,
and he knew how to take each step as it came. You will be learning, just as he
did at an early age, how to know people by looking into them and know what it is
that they are going through. The Master had well-perfected this technique after
his teen years, but not before that time.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: I do not perceive that
you are an ascending mortal. I feel in you a similar energy that I feel from
Michael. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Unnamed Teacher: I see that you
are very interested in getting to know who I am.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: You got that right, as
I am quite fascinated by your energy and what little you have conveyed thus far.
In you, I sense a certain kinship, or alignment, with the Master.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Unnamed Teacher: I am of a very
high order of Universe personality. I would like you to get the information
correct, but I feel that the T/R must first get to know me a little better
before he finds out who I truly am. He must be open for… (inaudible)</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: Are you a Trinity
Teacher Son?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">T/R (Ryan): It’s me (T/R Ryan
losing confidence)… I’m having trouble answering this question, I don’t know,
but I’m somewhat confused (sweat pouring off of him and looking flushed). </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal">NOTE:</B> Keep in mind that the T/R (Ryan)
is not personally familiar with the Urantia Book, having only read, at most, the
first couple hundred pages of Part Four. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Unnamed Teacher: You will soon
find out who I am, but for the meantime just take my teachings and know that you
have been given a teacher that can help you reach very high levels, and one that
will always be capable of assisting you throughout your spiritual journey.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Marshall: Well, I am thrilled to
have you as a new teacher, and I sense great power in your presence, my friend…
and it is really not important at this juncture what personality order you
represent. Of more interest is to see this connection between you and the T/R
(Ryan) grow and develop. Either way, it is the lessons that you are gifting us
with that are of immediate and primary interest, and all else can wait, my new
friend. Rest assured that I am honored to be your student, and I will diligently
practice all you have this evening conveyed to us… each day, throughout the day.
</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Thank you, and again, it is an
honor, a pleasure and a joy to have you as our teacher.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Unnamed Teacher: I am very glad
to hear this from you, Marshall, and will enjoy working with you, along with
Ryan. Take my love with you, but more importantly, accept the love from
yourselves and each other. I take my leave.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></P>
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