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face="Times New Roman">Teacher:
<st1:City><st1:place>Aurora</st1:place></st1:City></FONT></FONT></P>
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size=3>TR:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Donna
D’Ingillo</FONT></P>
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size=3><FONT face="Times New Roman">Topics:<SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Deeper impression of
harmonizing energy<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
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</SPAN>Q&A of emotional responses </FONT></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><st1:date ls="trans" Month="3"
Day="9" Year="2008"><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=3>March 9,
2008</FONT></st1:date></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman"
size=3>Greetings to you, my sisters!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This is <st1:City><st1:place>Aurora</st1:place></st1:City>.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It does appear that we have been away
from one another for a while conversing in this manner.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Before we begin the experience tonight,
may I inquire of either of you if you have any observations on your ability to
harmonize with others since we began our instruction?</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman"
size=3>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The only
observation I have is that my focus is to harmonize with others, but in the past
I’ve discovered I tend to do that to my detriment.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I feel I’m being led to do that in a way
that is no longer so detrimental to me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(Thank you.)</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><FONT
face="Times New Roman">Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>What I’ve been noticing is that when the fear comes up within me when I’m
around people or when I’m uncomfortable around people that calling upon the
Divine Mother has been tremendously helpful.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It seems for the first time in my life
I’m actually feeling what it is to be truly calm and at ease with people when I
recognize that my Mother is there.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I’ve only done this a few times (maybe 3-4) and it’s been tremendously
changing the way I interact with other people.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><st1:City><st1:place>Aurora</st1:place></st1:City>:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am very pleased to hear this, my
sister.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I thank you for your
comments.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you both know, this
ability to harmonize with your brothers and sisters is not always the easiest
activity that you can engage in, is it not?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are many feelings that come to
mind.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are many reactive body
habits that trigger certain responses in your emotions.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Tonight, I would invite you, if you are
willing, to receive a deeper impression of this note of F that we have been
impressing into your energetic being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This resonance has the capacity to resound deeply into your being.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is true that it could resonate to the
depths of your being because the depth of your being is your Divine Source and
the vibration that we are ringing in you is this primal vibration from your
Divine Source.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><FONT
face="Times New Roman">The resonance within you becomes stronger and
deeper.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It integrates the various
components of your character—your experiences, your thoughts—and brings them
into greater alignment with your Indwelling Father Fragment so that your minds
begin to resonate with one another.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Before we begin this exercise this evening, may I ask you if you are
interested in receiving this endowment tonight?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Yes)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman"
size=3>Relax in your seat.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Focus on
your heart.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As the vibrations
settle into your body, in your mind’s eye invite the vibrations to go deeper
into those places where this vibration has not yet struck its lovely resonance
within you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(<st1:City><st1:place>Bell</st1:place></st1:City> is rung;
pause)</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><FONT
face="Times New Roman">Invite the vibration to move down into your energetic
core.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It may be difficult to feel
this core, but in setting the intention to do so, you allow the vibration to
move that direction.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><FONT
face="Times New Roman">As the vibrations open you deeper and wider, allow the
movement to continue to move downward.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Let it move out your feet, going back into the energy patterns that are
still configured around you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The Father’s love,
the primal vibrational response, is a long and slow wave.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you allow this wave to move through
your body, envision yourself riding this wave and let it move you through the
vibrations in your body to that deep pool of peace that is your source of
renewal.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Allow any tension, pressure, or
restriction to be enticed into this wave and gently moved out of your body and
back from where it came.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><FONT
face="Times New Roman">The human energy system is a very complex, beautiful,
refined and highly evolved and intricate configuration.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You see the physical body.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We see you as creations of light and
your vibrational patterns indicate certain dimensions of your growth and
development.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To bring your being
into divine resonance is an undertaking we wish to help you achieve.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is as if you are opening yourself up
to us in an experimental situation, and trusting us as the celestial students to
use you and experiment on you with these new energies and how they will improve
and enhance your overall system.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><FONT
face="Times New Roman">The energies in you are only operative insofar as you
make those conscious choices to be guided by your Father Fragment for that
eventual Adjuster fusion destiny.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>The development of your higher consciousness begins to unfold as these
impressions go deeper into your body.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>They are creating that resonance in your being for more depth, breadth,
and height of information to be received in you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So many times you study books and you
read to stimulate your ideas of creativity.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Truly, this pales in comparison with the
focus inward towards your Spirit, to perceive with your spiritual eyes the
immensity of the universe.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes,
other people’s ideas are good to explore, and part of the harmonization is for
you to become comfortable in exploring other people’s ideas.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But your own ideas, your own inner sense
of what they wish to convey to you are the predominant ideas that are for your
consideration, for your life, for your direction, for your approach to this long
journey of <st1:place>Paradise</st1:place> ascent that you are now on.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><FONT
face="Times New Roman">So know in harmonizing yourself to these higher
vibrational frequencies you are expanding your ability to learn from others, to
allow their ideas to become blended with your own and to enhance them.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This provides more food for thought for
your Indwelling Father Fragment to provide deeper insights into your own
awareness of your own gifts and own abilities.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then the resonance going deeper provides
your mind that expanded capacity for truth and goodness.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Now allow these ideas to settle in and
allow the energy to expand you wider and deeper as my sisters and I continue to
make adjustments in your body.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><FONT
face="Times New Roman">Energy is all around you, my sisters.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is the stuff of life.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is conveyed through the multiple and
myriad circuits of our wonderful Mother, whose consciousness enlivens your
physical bodies.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Receive a deeper impression of your
Mother now with the intention that you will begin to resonate with the energies
that allow others to harmonize with you because they will be picking up on the
signals of love that are moving through your system.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Allow this drawing power of Mother to
integrate into the adjustments we have made this evening.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Pause)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you for participating in this
experience with me this evening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Please take a few moments to reorient yourself to my instruction.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will address any comments or questions
you might have about this experience.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You may speak when you feel ready.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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size=3>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I just experienced
the soothing energy of Mother Spirit.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I felt Her energy bring my energy vibration to more of what Her energy
vibration is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s been changed
(words too faint to hear).</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"><st1:City><st1:place>Aurora</st1:place></st1:City>: In
your new profession in providing care to your young charges, allow this energy
of Mother to swell up within you so that these little ones are impressing upon
the gentleness and tenderness of their Spirit Mother.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Use these intervening weeks to expand
your capacity for Mother’s love, that you may impart this to the little ones you
will be caring for.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This will also
help to conserve your sanity while you are caring for such youthful enthusiasm
and activity.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Sometimes when your
body becomes focused on running after them and keeping them entertained, you
shift your awareness from your spiritual source to providing for their
needs.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It will be important for you
to stay connected to Mother so you can impart a high degree of peace and
centeredness into these children so they can take this when they go home.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you have any questions about
this?</FONT></FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman">Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I
feel like I’m so not in that space in my day to day life.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For very few moments in my day am I
truly connected to that source.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I
know that it is so important to hold a specific energy of Mother-God in order to
pass it on to children…that’s the most important way to pass it on.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m afraid of the responsibility of
that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m afraid that I don’t know
how to be that and won’t be able to be that for the kids.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"><st1:City><st1:place>Aurora</st1:place></st1:City>:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>May I make a suggestion?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Yes)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Instead of being concerned that you will
not be that for the children, ensure that you take the time each day to spend
with your Mother and Father that they may continue to build you in their
presence so that you are feeling confident that you will indeed impart this to
them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Why put yourself in the
position to be concerned about their welfare when you can easily take charge and
develop yourself so that you will feel this exquisite sense of joyful service as
you love them, play with them, help them grow through interaction in a positive
and peaceful manner.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Use this time
to develop your foundation so that when the activity of all these little ones
begins to become overwhelming, you will not be overpowered by them and you will
maintain control.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you have any
thoughts about my suggestion?</FONT></FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman">Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>That’s very helpful.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was
thinking a few days ago that this was the only way I would be able to do it and
remain same.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I knew at one point I
would have to give over to that centered feeling or I wouldn’t be able to make
it as a person who takes care of children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I thought I would have to make it to that point that I wouldn’t be
centered and then I’d say, “oh, this doesn’t work, and I have to get centered!”
but now you’re presenting me the possibility of just practicing and starting out
being centered.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That’s inspiring and helpful and I will
do my practice more than I have been doing it—increasing my stillness time with
Mother and Father.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"><st1:City><st1:place>Aurora</st1:place></st1:City>:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is a goal: to be anchored in the
presence of your own Indwelling Spirit that is so ready to guide you and support
you through all of your activities during the day.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you knew that you could perceive this
level of support, then would it make practicing stillness more attractive to
become more habitual and dedicated to it?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><FONT
face="Times New Roman">Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Yes, that’s very helpful.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><BR><BR><st1:City><st1:place>Aurora</st1:place></st1:City>:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you have any other questions or
comments?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(No)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>T, my sister, it has been some time
since we last conversed.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How may I
be of service to you this evening?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><FONT
face="Times New Roman">Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
have already been of service.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This
was a worthwhile and enjoyable meditation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"><st1:City><st1:place>Aurora</st1:place></st1:City>:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do you have any questions or comments
that you would wish to share with me.</FONT></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman"
size=3>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Nothing specific,
I’m still processing some of the insights I received during the
meditation.</FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><st1:City><st1:place>Aurora</st1:place></st1:City>:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will leave you to your thoughts and
thank you for participating with me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I am glad that you felt what we shared with you tonight.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman"
size=3>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Could I ask you one
more question?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Of course!)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was at a conference this weekend on
Ayurveda.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We were learning about
prana—the life force.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When the flow
gets blocked, the energy stagnates and that what creates disease in the whole
energetic system manifesting in the body.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I find that I have been having problems with my endrocine system being
somewhat out of balance.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I take
medication to help my thyroid.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This
weekend I became aware for the first time that I tighten my throat when I feel
like I’m going to cry.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I tighten my
throat so I don’t cry.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s not a
very sociable thing to do.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ever
since I was a child there is this emotion and I cry a lot.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I finally realized that when I was in
5<SUP>th</SUP> grade I learned how to stop myself from crying.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As soon as that happened, I started
having really severe throat problems.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>My question is: I would like to know how to be able to during my life
allow that energy to release without me having to cry, like when I’m in the
middle of my day at work or in a social situation.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How can I let that energy release
without having to stop myself from crying and clenching my throat and body and
stopping the prana?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Is there an
energetic way I can release all of that and allow the prana to flow?</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"><st1:City><st1:place>Aurora</st1:place></st1:City>:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your culture has deemed it advisable for
you to hide and control your feelings at all times.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is recognized as socially
unacceptable to have strong bursts of feeling.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Most people respond emotionally strongly
in a negative way.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is very
uncomfortable for people to witness and to be around that directed hurtful
energy.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you begin to feel your
body in this position, instead of trying to fight it, simply acknowledge that it
is there to teach you something.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Begin to disassociate yourself from the feeling.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Take the position that you are an
observer.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In a sense, you are
coolly observing the emotions you feel, but you are not letting them become so
strong in you that they trigger a physical reaction.</FONT></FONT></P>
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size=3>You will need to practice this and perhaps to do it in the safety of your
own home when you feel this situation upon you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But do not judge yourself if you feel
that you need to cry.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Simply excuse
yourself, if you can, and say that you have something in your eye or that you
need a moment alone and excuse yourself to a more private place and allow your
emotions to express themselves.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Allow your feelings to come out.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>There is no shame in the act of crying…it is only your culture that has
denigrated your body’s natural ability to wash away hurtful attacks upon
it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will pause here and ask for
your comments or questions if you need clarification or expansion on this
answer. </FONT></P>
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size=3>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So the emotions are
not truly us?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I feel like I’m
making this black and white.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It may
or may not be.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are just things
that happen in the physical realm.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Is that how we can be observers of them?</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"><st1:City><st1:place>Aurora</st1:place></st1:City>:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have the capacity to feel.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Sometimes the situation is hurtful so it
will trigger a response in you that makes you feel sad, in pain or hurt in any
way.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>However, you can begin to
learn how to circumvent this by recognizing that you are reacting to something
within you that is out of alignment with love, with peace.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ask that question:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>“What is it that is making me feel this
way?”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>“What experience, or memory,
or thought is being triggered?”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
have a recording device within yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You can allow what this painful feeling is representing, where it is
coming from.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can ask to see
this, but you must be willing to see the truth, and if the truth is in any way
something that might upset you because you have not come to understand it in its
fullest context of what it means in the larger picture of things, then you must
wait upon the time when your mind has been stretched to perceive things from
that higher vantage point.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your
emotions are, in a way, your sensing device to know and gauge how well you are
in or out of alignment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does this
help?</FONT></FONT></P>
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size=3>Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, this helps a
lot.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>With this past situation I’m
thinking of, I’ve done once or twice what you are talking about, and I keep on
having to do it again.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Will that
keep happening?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Will I have to go
it again until it clears?</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"><st1:City><st1:place>Aurora</st1:place></st1:City>:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Well, I think you would be the better
one to answer that than I!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What do
you think?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If the block is still
there and has not cleared, then what would you need to do? The question to ask
yourself is, “Have I seen this situation in the most comprehensive way that I
can?”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Perhaps you are not seeing
the big picture because you have not had the experiences you require to see the
root cause as something that you are to learn from instead of being hurt
by.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman">Student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So
to see it more through God’s eyes, or the Divine Mother’s eyes will shed a
certain light on the situation that I could never see before.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>One of the aspects of that is that it is
to be learned from and that will help to clear that energy.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"><st1:City><st1:place>Aurora</st1:place></st1:City>:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Thank you)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Try this and you may ask me for further
clarification and guidance after you have had a larger perspective imparted into
your mind.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does this satisfy you
for right now, my sister?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Yes,
thank you)</FONT></FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman">It is truly a work of art, your human energy system and
how the divine weaves through it, gently upstepping you and moving you closer to
your eventual destiny.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The time is
coming when your internal vision will be enhanced; that you can see more of how
you are put together in more subtle forms.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Your sciences have well understood the mechanics of the physical body,
but yet have much to learn on the interactions of the spirit dimensions and the
entire system as a dynamic, living energy spark from the Divine Source.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Soon this will be a field that will
attract many.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Those of you involved
in healing have begun to set the stage for the depiction of this system in a
much enhanced way.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will be
delighted at the beauty and symmetry of what you see.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are artists already who have
conceptualized this to some degree, but when you can see this more of a
multi-dimensional form, you will be truly awed by the intelligence of the design
and the care that was taken to make you uniquely flesh and bone yet spirit in
origin and destiny.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
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face="Times New Roman">As you read this transcript when it is available, ponder
these words.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Allow the experience
you had this evening to be recreated in your mind.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are now being woven even more
tightly into this glorious fabric of life that is our Universe Mother and her
home.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Settle in, my sisters, settle
in for the duration.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will be
here for a very long time.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s
cozy and safe, warm and nurturing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Let yourself rest in your Mother and Father.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Invite them in as I leave you in their
peace. (Pause)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes">
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