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align=center><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Nebadonia--</SPAN><st1:date Month="2" Day="25"
Year="2008"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">February 25,
2008</SPAN></st1:date><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Marin T/M Group--Mill Valley,
</SPAN><st1:State><st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">California</SPAN></st1:place></st1:State><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">--</SPAN><st1:country-region><st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">U.S.A.</SPAN></st1:place></st1:country-region><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT
size=3>NEBADONIA--T/R--JL<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Your personal spirit)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Your spiritual orientation)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(What your creative intuition is doing)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Who you are: reflection and
self-awareness) <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Spontaneous moments of stillness)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Pure awareness and distractions)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Conflicts with
others)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(God’s constant, sustaining creativity)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Dear Mother Spirit and Michael,<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We welcome you and thank you
for these thought-provoking and spiritually insightful sessions. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It takes us human beings awhile but,
however slowly, it also seems very inexorably we can feel your understanding
soaking into and transforming our own. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so we wonder.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We would be ever so happy to directly
perceive spirit--who wouldn’t?--but we wonder if this is possible.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Is spirit something directly
perceptible, or is its actual presence only a function of our understanding--to
us? <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You say that spirit
inter-penetrates to infuse value into all we do perceive, and so can we
literally perceive it in our world, in our companions, and in ourselves?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Amen. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA: Good evening, my dear
children and friends. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is
Mother Nebadonia and I graciously accept your welcome and your
questions.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Your personal spirit) <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>As we have so often said, there is a
spiritual dimension to your personality, to the personal being that you
are.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And it is a fact that spirit
can be aware of spirit directly.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Right within yourself you can contact Michael and me, and the presence of
God in your mind, that fragment of Him that He bestows upon
you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Yet, as Michael said last session,
while your personal spirit is part of your uniqueness as a God-created
personality, it remains ineffable, ungraspable, like the horizon that seems to
run away as you pursue it. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But let
me suggest that you try.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Reach
inside yourself, in your stillness, to wonder: who am I? <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What am I as this living, continuous
point of departure out into reality, even that of my own body? <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What is this experience of myself on the
inside that remains so numinous?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Perhaps as you reach for yourself in your most fundamental being, you
will discover this is also the point of contact, in super-consciousness, with
your Father Fragment. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Michael went into some detail last time
as to the ways in which you and your Father Fragment are not one, of how you are
an individual within the spiritual encompassing of our Father and His whole
material creation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet
paradoxically, my children, as this is only another way of pointing at your most
profound, individual spiritual experiences, it is these very experiences that
lead so many to believe with their whole heart that they and all the creation
are nothing but God: individuality is an illusion. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is because you are touching that
transcendental element or dimension of your being--transcendent to yourself, for
as you try to get a handle on the kind of being you are, you are approaching a
pure creation of God’s.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As Michael
said, there is some final kernel or nubbin of uniqueness to you that you can
share with God alone, or with Michael and I, your immediate spiritual parents,
standing as we do as intermediaries and connections to God as well.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This is deep inside you; this is a pure
spirit presence that is there to contact and perceive directly. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is partly the direct input of your
Father Fragment’s thoughts.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is
also my Mind/Spirit Adjutants that I remind you of; you are born and live in
me--my space.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have been given
by me an adjutant type of mind, distinct from that of the other personal orders
of beings such as angels or Melkizadeks. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have Michael’s spirit, the Spirit of
Truth that gives you a heightened ability to sort out the truth from the error
as they come your way.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You could
seem to be very crowded inside with our spiritual companionship, but all of our
inputs are so pure, so spontaneous and up-to-the-instant creative they must of
needs filter down through your previous understanding and knowledge, even
unconscious conditioning.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This is why one of the objectives of
your stillness practice is to relax your ever pressing existential need to grasp
hold of what is happening to you in terms of the past; just relax to allow
something new to occur.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We
recognize how profoundly difficult this is at first to relax and allow our
spirits to come through in all their spontaneity and unpredictable newness and
originality. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is also why our
spiritual communication inside you can never be demanded and demonstrated like
an independent physical fact.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Your spiritual orientation)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Now, your spiritual orientation toward
all this input of ours--these thoughts, these augmentations, this
truth-discerning ability, your orientation does affect your perceptual reality.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Take the example of two people
walking towards you; let’s say fifty or sixty feet away, over a soft grassy
lawn, wearing tennis shoes, so there is no sound whatsoever.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are just for the moment pure
sight--pure light.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let’s say
further, one you’ve known for many, many years, accompanied by a total stranger,
someone you’ve never seen before. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In terms of pure light waves, as Michael
said last time, you are recognizing and interpreting them in your mind.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>But even though this means you may not
be able to achieve some purely objective perception, it by no means implies
there are no persons there whatsoever. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And though your friend comes with a whole
accompanying wealth of shared experience, even with the stranger think of how
much you receive just by sight on the most gross levels of size, age, sex,
racial or ethnic group.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In the
clothes they’re wearing, think of all that says about their social class and
culture, perhaps further defining their age and demonstrating their personal
idiosyncrasies.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then too you have
how they’re walking towards you, and how this person and your friend are
relating with each other. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You wave
and your friend waves back, and the stranger gives you a big smile.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Although all this seems out there in
your friend and this person, consider your own mental associations and
evaluating that is instantaneous, and seems to give you so much information
about them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then as they come
close, your friend introduces the two of you and you begin to talk
together--such an enormous precipitation of information. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>After a while you can deduce so much in
terms of personality and character and background from their language--how they
speak: the words they use, the inflections, the tone.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There’s their whole attitude, as you
say, their body language; and all the expressiveness of the human
face.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Some of you consider this pure
psychology, still just a dimension of mind, disregarding those spiritual
adjuncts of my mind that are helping you: the basic intuition of putting all
this together so you experience a cohesiveness in the two living beings in front
of you; all the knowledge and understanding that is coming across and
recognized; the courage and the sense of community and companionship with which
you enjoy each other; augmented, perhaps, by some deep wisdom and thankfulness
just that this happy event is happening.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Even Michael’s Spirit of Truth is
helping you sift through what this friend and stranger are saying. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In this situation, my children, let me
point at the spiritual dimension that is not exactly perceptible in terms of
your five basic senses of sight, hearing, touch, taste, smell.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the spirit/creative aspect of
intuition. So much of your friend and this new person, you are intuiting
spiritually.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These are those
dimensions of them that, similarly enough, you cannot usually directly perceive
in yourself: personality and soul. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You intuit them, and not always
infallibly.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Only in this sense are
the spiritual dimensions of them perceptible. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But if you are open to it, as your own
spirit-personality and -soul respond directly to their spirit, you can get a
real sense of their uniqueness among all the people you’ve met in your
life.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(What your creative intuition is doing)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So when you think about it very
carefully, it’s not a matter of physical perception, this creative intuition,
but after a while of association with this new person, you may get a strong
sense of their character, the spiritual quality they have built up through
living experience, reflected in your own: deep calls to deep.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Now reflect further that even in all of
the seemingly only physical perceptions and mental associations I’ve mentioned
before, in every one there is a spiritual component. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can call it subjectivity; you can
call it your own input. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It could be
prejudice. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is that co-creation
we’ve talked about that is always happening in your perceived reality. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is most exercised, if not obvious,
when personal beings meet each other.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So, my children, whenever you meet
another human being, to a varying degree you are meeting yourself--your
interpretation of them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What you
recognize in them, within yourself, can very well be there, but perhaps not.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You do have that saying, you see
what you want to see. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have all
the famous or should I say infamous cases in your law courts of several
witnesses standing side by side and seeing the exact same thing, yet describing
it later quite at variance to each other. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So in this sense--to answer your question
this evening--yes, spirit is perceptible, yet not directly in terms of your
physical senses, if isolated by definition. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But in your complete--that is to say
comprehensive experience of the outside world and each other, with this
understanding, yes, you can literally see spirit.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is not for nothing that it has been
compared to the wind you see tossing the tree tops.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>You can realize what your spirit, even
God’s spirit, is doing. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the
very goal, indeed the height of religious understanding. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what the greatest teachers have
talked about when they pointed out that living a religious life is to live in a
magical-seeming world of spirit. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I
say magical-seeming for in some ways this is like regaining the innocence of
childhood when all these distinctions of the different aspects of human reality
were not yet differentiated. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But
they are only alike: they are not the same.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The mature vision of the faith-son or
-daughter of God--who has had the experience of adolescent separation and has
learned the discrimination of what spirit is and what it does--their vision sees
everything from the evolved unity of worship and wisdom.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">At one and the same time you can have both a highly
focused, extremely finely articulated physical and psychological perception and
understanding of human reality, and see spirit as something distinct, yet too
see how your own spirit and creativity infuses everything like a perceptual
extra dimension.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As Michael said
when he was among you, unless you see your reality through the eyes of a child,
you cannot enter the </SPAN><st1:place><st1:PlaceType><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Kingdom</SPAN></st1:PlaceType><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"> of </SPAN><st1:PlaceName><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Heaven</SPAN></st1:PlaceName></st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">, which is always potentially present. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Certainly upon first encountering this
fully mature vision of the world, the experience does seem quite magical.
<o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>As one ironic school of philosophy puts
it, for quite a while after this experience you “stink of enlightenment,” you
run around happily bubbling over and harassing all your friends and loved ones
with your vision.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As we said
before, there can be no gainsaying this experience, this human awareness of the
absoluteness and infinity of living spirit.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What a marvel, what a truly wonderful
growth of being united within yourselves, my children, when you can look about
you and literally perceive the world from all these stages you have come
through.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>It helps, of course, when you have your
own child in your arms; or paddling along beside you, hanging on to your hand
for dear life; or having a heartfelt discussion with your teenage son or
daughter. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How wonderful when you
can feel within yourself all these stages of individualization you’ve come
through. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can see why some folks
refer to this as a great circle, leaving the magical, mystical wholeness and
oneness of childhood in order to find it again after a lifetime of searching and
wondering. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But I prefer to think of
it as a double spiral, for you are progressing ever upward towards
super-consciousness of the creation, and ever inward to touch Michael and me,
and the presence of God. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So I’m certain, my children, you can
experience this if you creatively imagine what I mean right along with my words.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For while you cannot prove to
anyone else what I’m pointing at with them, anymore than you can pick yourself
by your <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>bootstraps, you can intuit
who you are, what you are. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This can
indeed be your closest and best friend. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is not some kind of schizophrenia,
splitting into many pieces that don’t know each other, but rather the opposite:
this is the fulfillment of being unified in full consciousness of all you are,
and are doing. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This is being ever more conscious of
the perceptible and palpable, personal and soulful parts of your being, imbued
with spirit, enabling you to perceive this spirit in all of God’s creation
surrounding you, within and without.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Physically and mentally you are an object to yourself--you have a literal
body and definite ideas; and so keep reaching and wondering through them, my
children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Keep imagining
creatively.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>See if you can detect
just how you are spiritually co-creating yourself in your human life.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">This is the religious goal of the ages, this
consciousness of spirit.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is
what you share with all those who have gone before and blazed the way. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We assure you that, as they found their
way, so can you find one which is uniquely yours, both for you and for your
Father’s other children, for this is also your most precious contribution to all
those about you. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what they
could never create on their own: you. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So give yourself away.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Go forth, my children, in all the
bright, new days of your life to come, even through those dark </SPAN><st1:time
Hour="0" Minute="0"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">midnights</SPAN></st1:time><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"> of your soul.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>See if you can perceive spirit everywhere. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will be recognizing within what is
truly there. <o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>If you have any questions or comments
this evening, let’s enjoy their spiritual touch as
well.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother, I am somewhat… <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m relieved that I’m not able to see
myself except through the eyes of others. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I thought there was something wrong with
me because I couldn’t see me except for the way others interacted around
me--what they did or what they said. (sigh) <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So it is a relief.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Can we contact you or Michael like any
time we want to, or are there specific times that’re better than others; or are
you there… just always?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA: <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my son, let me answer your question
first. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are always here.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are of an order of spiritual beings
who do not need to rest or relinquish our consciousness as you must do from time
to time. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are always here,
experiencing you just as our Father does. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We experience your total self in a way
that, in order for you to see yourselves as we do, you must grow to approach our
estate, the nature of our being too.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>So tonight I offered a few more insights as to how you can see yourselves
as we do, how you can realize the spiritual dimensions that are uniquely yours,
part of you and very distinct from what God and Michael and I continue to give
to you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you will: your spirit is
God’s gift of you, to yourself and the universe.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Who you are: reflection and
self-awareness) <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>As for realizing yourself directly or
through the eyes of others; while it is true that there is some ultimate part of
you--your total self, that will remain for quite a time ineffable because your
nature on this level is so outside of your time-and-space experience; still I
hoped to give you tonight a feeling of yourself that is not dependant upon the
refection in another person’s eyes.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It is what I mean by being good company for yourself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s the difference between being simply
alone for awhile, yet not lonely.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It is your conscious self acknowledging there is so much more to
you--your essential personality, and soul--all these people you’ve known, all
your experiences--forming the transcendent self you are, that Michael and I
perceive you to be: this is real.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>If you cannot directly perceive it, or get a handle on it, you can intuit
it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can know deep within
yourself how you absolutely are--in this sense, complete.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are a cosmic fact--(Mother Spirit
laughs)--my son, potentially eternal by your own choices.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And this can keep you in the very best
of company.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Can you get a sense or
feeling of what I mean by who you can be for
yourself?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I get a glimpse of something, but I’m
not sure what it is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There’ve been
times when I’ve been alone, and lonely, but that’s not happened in years.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’ve been alone a lot, but I haven’t
been lonely for years.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I recognize
there is something about me that is real, but I just accept it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I can’t really experience it or I can’t
explain it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The Father Fragment is
there, and my Destiny Guardian is around, and you and Michael are around, but
that’s…there’s something more that’s me--in me, or as me.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m not quite sure how to put
it.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That’s it!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(much laughter…)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That’s you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ah!--got it!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think…<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(…and more)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I guess you could say loneliness is that
psychic experience you are capable of when you are spiritually immature or
possibly just spiritually exhausted, and this other dimension of yourself seems
to be painfully absent.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You feel so
profoundly there is something missing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>As a young child you can feel lonely just in the temporary absence of
someone you’re used to.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is also
why in full maturity you get to a point where there is something there, however
ungraspable it is--which you’re realizing right now.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But then so too is God, who is your
father, who created you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He too is
the greatest encompassing, the greatest surrounding beyond what you can
conceive.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so to a lesser degree
you are to yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are that
something there to keep you company.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Most folks do think of this largely as
their soul--all their lifetime experience they’ve earned, all that wisdom that
helps them interpret their present moment deeper and deeper, more and more full
of meaning.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But I taught tonight
about a palpable, intuitively perceptible spirit as well.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>You are very self-honest, my son.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are right on the cusp of realizing
this is something you intuit, not something that can be proven or demonstrated
like an objective fact.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s always
partly you; it’s your connection with us.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, Mother.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re very welcome, my son.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Isn’t it nice to know: you are.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, it is.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s very
nice.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re more than what you can see
reflected.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This gives you that
social independence and freedom to come purely from yourself, and not just be
what you can see is wanted of you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Your deepest self is your truest gift to others.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So rest in my love; enjoy the
discovery.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, Mother, There are times when there
is nothing for me to do, nothing prompting me, and I was wondering what should I
do.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Is that a good time to
meditate?--or just do nothing?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Spontaneous moments of stillness)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let me suggest that you take these times
on a case by case basis, and see them as an opportunity to sense their
uniqueness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In other words, you’ve
had many of these moments of finding yourself free without duties or interests
or drives.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’ve reached a kind of
stasis, or suspension, and this is a wonderful time to deepen this very
awareness in stillness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Don’t think
as stillness always or necessarily as something to do; you might miss part of
its nature.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be still doing
nothing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Just be expectant moment
by moment and enjoy nothing coming along.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>It will transform into something,
inevitably.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re a living
creature with duties outside and interests inside.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But the experience can lead to a
modulation from who you are to what you are.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let me ask, are these moments
uncomfortable?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student: No, they’re not.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are, as you said, kind-of
freeing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Sometimes I don’t want to
do anything, and that’s OK.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m not
bored, or anything negative.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m
just there, kind-of wondering.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Tonight I talked about aiming for this
very thing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s an aspect of
maturity to have these experiences that are markedly not boring.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Perhaps, if only unconsciously, you’ve
cleared away this time and space for yourself to just be.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And that can be a transcendent
experience if you recognize it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You’ll be moving along a very subtle dimension, so just enjoy the ride in
this--doing nothing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The thing that’s good too is to feel
this kind-of doing nothing--while I’m doing something!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(laughs)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Like at my work, and stuff.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Exactly.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You defined it once as pure
awareness--remember?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Yes)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Last time Michael mentioned maturing to
the point where things that were once mutually exclusive at the same time, you
are now able to experience simultaneously; like being busy and being still; like
thinking and being detached from your thoughts.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m also becoming aware of distractions
from that place of nothingness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It’s not really nothing because I feel really full, and as C stated
tonight, I never feel bored or lonely.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>But distractions like turning on the TV, or fantasizing about some
relationship, it’s taking me away from what I really want to
experience.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Pure awareness and distractions)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>However unconscious they are, creative
spiritual insights and desires start to arrange things so these moments happen
to you, moments of naturally or spontaneously evolving meditation.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re not deliberately creating them so
much as recognizing when you’re there, as if by magic.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All of a sudden there’s nothing to
do.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Part of you wants and treasures
this consciousness of pure awareness, and sees any kind of contamination as a
distraction.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This is intuiting your essential
nature, your spirit-personality; and it’s when you are closer to the presence of
your Father Fragment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You know, we talked about the difference
between the real and the ideal; but if I am this pure awareness, and I’m
becoming familiar with this place, then shouldn’t my overt life reflect
that?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Why can’t I, not walk on
water, but why can’t I manifest the talents and gifts that I am?--that I
have?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet this is what you are beginning to
manifest right in the middle of some activity.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are getting discrimination, a
separation between this pure awareness and what has become only meaningless or
valueless filling it up--as you say, killing time.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are developing a sense of what mere
distraction is, and feeling much of your life up to now was spent on these
distractions.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(Yes!)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Keep in mind, my son, this is that
Monday Morning Quarterbacking we’ve been talking about, the after-the-fact
judging.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you were enjoying
these distractions you hadn’t yet developed this contrast.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s only now you have this more pure
awareness that they can appear so.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>As Michael said, even illusions have a kind of reality for awhile, and
can be fulfilling in their own time.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Holding all the moments of your life in their own time is exactly what I
meant by realizing all the phases you've come through to get to here.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So you are growing; you are developing
what you want--this ability to keep this sense of awareness and oneness with you
as you go out into the multiplicity of the world and your work.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You keep your sense of connection even
as you’re reaching down to pluck out another weed, prune another bush.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Hmmm…yeah.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Just now, as you were talking, this
sense came over me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I felt I
was…spinning; something was happening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I felt a presence and it was like I was moving.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It was very interesting.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’ve never experienced that here
before.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then let me say, Hello!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(much laughter)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That’s us!--you and I.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That’s me in you, if you
will.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Wow!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Hmmm…<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s like my little granddaughter.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>She’s so full of joy, and very feisty;
she wants to be herself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Everyone
loves her who comes into contact with her.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>That’s like us.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>I still have issues with her father,
but here’s when I think I need to practice what I preach and help everyone who
has to live together.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Even my
ex-wife is more and more around, helping with the chores, and we’re friends,
we’re more amiable with each other.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I am trying to blend with people with whom I have such differences of
viewpoints and values.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But I do get
caught up in self-righteousness from time to time.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Conflicts with
others)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Well, you seem to have a comprehensive
grasp on the situation, and can see yourself warts and all--which is good.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can see a need to keep growing along
the lines of being more accommodating and spiritually creative.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you and others are compressed
together in a small physical space it calls for a lot of spiritual maturity to
handle things.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Moments of pure awareness can let you
rest in a kind of super-consciousness, a deeply moving state that gives you a
respite from the unavoidable confrontations.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The more sensitive I am to peoples’
unawareness--in a sense--the way they see reality, or see me, I can feel when
they’re angry or upset, or closed in.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re seeing very correctly all these
dimensions, and differences in experience, background.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Sometimes you have to declare your own
space and values for the sake of these other persons’ souls, as well as your
own.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yeah, sometimes other people don’t seem
to value what I have to offer.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They
think they know everything, and that’s part of the reason it’s hard to
communicate with them because there is no debate, no real exchange.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m not into being right; I just want a
normal conversation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In these instances you can feel when
another person is trying to put you into one of their pigeonholes, and you don’t
really fit.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s like they already
know, and are dismissing, what you say before you say it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So see if you can’t playfully tease him
out of his need to do so.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If he
thinks you are either this or that, you have to show him you’re neither; you’re
something else.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I get what you’re saying.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It will be OK.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I know people mean well.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There’s no avoiding being the good
example, and not pigeonholing what they’re saying; being open to their point of
view.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what Michael and I
try to do in our sessions here: not demand anything of you, but convince you we
are with you, right in your lives as you see yourselves.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s why we only suggest, and tease, and
play.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Well, thank
you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Sometimes it gets down to the
nitty-gritty of loving folks in spite of themselves.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Mother Spirit laughs)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Just beam as much love as you can for
your own strength and development.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Do appreciate the good qualities people have.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It means a lot that people mean
well.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And be in my
love.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(God’s constant, sustaining creativity)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>I enjoy these seemingly suspended
moments myself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael and I have
a greater ability of living in the moment and, if you want to think of us
visually, think of a fountain bubbling up into the air, and think of that
bouncing, very tippy-top of water.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It’s definitely there-instantaneously; and it does persist, although it’s
never the same water.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That’s what
Michael and I feel we’re resting on, and that fountain is our Father.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re suspended upon His fountain of
creativity as well.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So think of
this from time to time, my children, when these moments happen to you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Imagine/feel yourself sitting on top of
a fountain of pure awareness/energy, and feel yourself bouncing around on
something that is definitely there, yet cannot be grasped with anything but
insight and intuition.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This is what your essence is to
yourselves.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are that bouncing,
living, ungraspable peak being constantly projected into the universe by
God.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And this is eternity--not only
that it will keep happening, because of its Source, but that this bubbling,
bouncing essence is eternal in the infinity of spontaneity, every moment that
ever was, is, or will be.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is
also the essence of our love for you. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is how I can say, be in my
love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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