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align=center><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Nebadonia--</SPAN><st1:date Month="3" Day="24"
Year="2008"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">March 24,
2008</SPAN></st1:date><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Marin TM Group--Mill Valley,
</SPAN><st1:State><st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">California</SPAN></st1:place></st1:State><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">--</SPAN><st1:country-region><st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">U.S.A.</SPAN></st1:place></st1:country-region><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT
size=3>NEBADONIA--T/R-JL<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT
size=3>(Transmitting/receiving)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The presence of
spirit)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Your unbounded
potential)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The human
adventure)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Different spiritual
teachings)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Being
unique)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Being in the
moment)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Acknowledging and appreciating
spirit)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(God’s gift to Mother Spirit)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Dear Mother Spirit and Michael,<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I must confess I feel a bit
lost for words tonight--how to express some greeting unique to this particular
time--I’m filled with so many memories of seemingly hundreds of hours now we’ve
gotten together like this. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We’ve
known so much laughter and tears of joy, so many wonderful realizations that’ve
led to some really deep understandings about our own nature--those Handbooks on
Being Human you’ve helped us fill out, especially the spiritual parts. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I just want to thank you for the
reassurance you always give me at the last moment saying simply,”We’re here, my
son, just step off.” <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So here we go
again.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Amen.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA: <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening, this is your spirit mother
Nebadonia, in whose Holy Spirit you live and breathe. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes indeed: we are here, and we do
delight in communicating with you through our many transmitter/receivers. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I enjoyed your discussion just now on how
we appear to come from a different place, or be a slightly different personal
being through each different transmitter. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But in this we are just using those
abilities and backgrounds that we find.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT
size=3>(Transmitting/receiving)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>There is no special training for this
ability to transmit except that it does help to have experience in suspending
yourself--your reactions--to follow along where we lead.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you credit and trust us with a
spontaneity you cannot anticipate, this becomes then a hallmark of genuineness,
if you will, a way you can tell it is us. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>From our point of view, my children, and
for our part, this is not something we do deliberately only to amuse you or to
prove who we are. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is just the
nature of our being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So the best
training to be a transmitter, either for a group like this or to do your own
journaling--sitting down and writing what of us comes through your own mind--is
enhanced by your ability of faith and trust, trusting us, giving your spirit
over to us for a while, going along on these flights we take together, trusting
we won’t drop you. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For we try not
to.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">As your spiritual parents we can
anticipate,</SPAN><FONT face="Times New Roman"> </FONT><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">to a degree, what you will think, what you will feel
to any given situation or stimulus. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This gives us some insight as to what
could be the next step in your evolution, that we can help you along by
introducing. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We can see what you
need to do next to enhance the ability of your own spirit to come forth and meet
all your circumstances more joyfully, more fulfilling-ly.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And this we have assured you is possible
by relaxing your grip on yourself in meditation, relaxing the pressing concerns
on your self-consciousness of your busy planning for tomorrow.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is necessary, but spend some of
your precious life solely being open to what spirit suggests.
<o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>You often wonder: what exactly is your
own spirit; what is the input from your Father Fragment; and what part do I play
in your mind? <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In other words, what
am I contributing to the physiological thought processes of your physical brain?
And what exactly is Michael’s Spirit of Truth doing in your mind?
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>These are fun things to explore and we
welcome that exploration. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We
encourage it. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As Michael said with
respect to any particular state of mind--perhaps wonderings about ESP or
different aspects of western mysticism--astral traveling and so forth--just be
open-minded and explore. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Put aside
what fear and trepidation may occur and be open to any dimension you contact.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But at the same time, my children,
we also encourage you not to worry about it, not be overly concerned if you
cannot differentiate all the various sources of what you can feel is spirit.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Strange as it may seem, this is
where your own spirit is so closely allied with us.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The presence of
spirit)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>As we have said before, because it is
true, spirit can be directly aware of spirit, personality of personality. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>At your present stage of development,
don’t be overly concerned if all spirit comes across as a single entity, a
single presence in your mind and in your heart. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Our lessons on your own personal spirit
have been to reassure you that this is a part of you; this is part of your own
God-given nature. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You yourself are
a spiritual being, as well as having a physical body that obeys God’s natural
laws, and a mind and a psychology that is so profoundly conditioned by the
particular culture and time and language in which you find yourself.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Look around: it is your personal spirit
that creates for you what you call reality, that unifies and makes real all this
input from your body and mind, and other spiritual presences.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is why your perceived, experienced
reality is always partly you. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is
always in part your interpretation of all three major sources of input,
physical, mental and spiritual, and how you uniquely put them together.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Because of this creative,
intuitive/interpretative power, even as a very small child you were able to
imaginatively fill in the gaps in what you couldn’t yet understand. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So even though your ability to real-alize
is growing--life can become ever more real--your personality has presented you
with a relatively coherent world all along. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>It’s just that what you accepted as
real as a child, as a youngster, as an adolescent, as a young adult, and what
you are experiencing now with the added wisdom of knowing our spiritual reality
too, the real will itself change and grow. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As your Urantia book put it, the time
units of immaturity are such slippery moving points of departure you no sooner
arrive at any moment than you are immediately relinquishing it. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can literally feel yourself being
driven along by life with very little choice in the matter. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Whereas the time units of maturity are
being fed and influenced by a whole lifetime’s growth of soul. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These time units are expanded because you
can see so much of the past in the present and understand why what is
happening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are able to use your
creative insight from all this wisdom to foresee what will likely, if not
certainly, happen tomorrow. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>In a like manner, much of the fatalism
of youth, the sense of being driven along to some predetermined future that is
beyond ones control, can give way to a more open future with an increased sense
of response-ability, the growing ability to respond and influence things by
doing so. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can get more control
of your own future, and this can be a valid feeling/evaluation because you are
getting more control of yourself; you are being less and less fated.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>From our point of view, my children, a
true concept that may be hard to grasp is that as you grow in wisdom, and
worship, and the ability to sense the spiritual nature of yourself and the whole
spiritual community, you’re actually becoming more real. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Think of that: your life can become more
real.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To appreciate this you have
only to recall some of those earlier moments from your childhood and
adolescence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have to remember
very accurately how things all came apart from time to time and you could only
sit there in the pieces, dazed and wondering what had
happened.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Fortunately for your
as-yet-uncomprehended but indomitable spirit, you got back up and tried again,
and little bit by little bit, things started hanging together a little
longer.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Ever so slowly but
inexorably you began to learn what were God’s natural laws, what was God’s will
abroad in the universe; and right inside your own mind at the most practicable
level, what worked and what didn’t from all the thousand and one bits of advice
you were given.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This became your
soul.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what is contributing
to a greater reality for you now. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the soul wealth we talk about,
your only true wealth, and all you will ever need to grow on into eternity.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>We enjoy informing that you are earning
this human-type realm of existence day by day, experience by experience.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Although you will transform far beyond
your wildest beliefs in the endless ages to come as you encounter and become one
with, in friendship, so many higher orders of personal beings--come to know and
possess their grasp of cosmic reality too; still you will be able to see and
feel and touch and smell--fully experience this reality you know now.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In this you are truly blessed, for as
you grow in spirit you also grow in appreciation of this realm, this realm from
which you are beginning and destined to depart--in the sense that this is all
you can know now, compared to what you will.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Your unbounded
potential)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This is the only way in all the
universes of time and space to create the kind of being you will become, always
and forever very distinct from the other orders of personal beings be they
angels or Midwayers, Material Sons and Daughters, Melkizadeks or whatever.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will become of the order of
completed, fully spiritualized ascendant mortals we call Finaliters, those
one-time mortal human beings who have become, finally, fully existential as well
as experiential. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is no other
way to create such a being incorporating in themselves the full extent of living
existence all the way up from the animal type of physical being you are when you
are born, across the universe and the billion worlds of Havona to a sixth stage
spiritual existence, living on Paradise and experiencing hundreds of dimensions
far beyond your comprehension now. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is that spiritual potential that we
tease you with, my children; but is a fact. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what you are. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The possibility for becoming this
exalted, fully completed and finalized son or daughter of God is being put in
your hands. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is upon the basis of
your day to day choices, your desire to grow, your curiosity about what is God’s
will, that your future rests.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Ironic as it might seem, my children, there is no more secure basis than
your conscious-self’s decisions upon which to rest it. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This possibility was and continues to be
God’s choice: to put so much of your future in your own hands.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is no safer and more just
repository of this potential but in the human hands of those who stand to
benefit so much by it. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This is our faith and our trust in you,
and we are seldom disappointed. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There will forever be more than you can
know, but it is our delight to know this for you and to reassure you of this
very thing--your potential for the endless encountering of infinity.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is our gift to you, my children,
and it comes by way of your faith in us and your love for us--your very welcomed
gifts to us. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is in this mutual
reciprocity of deep calling to deep, spirit acknowledging spirit, and, in your
case, even in your limited self-conscious self standing in humble obedience to
your own deep desire to know God’s will. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is in this you find Him and His
purpose for you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>If you have any questions or comments
this evening about anything we’ve brought up, or anything on your own mind
lately, we are always happy to have these conversations.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother, good evening. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was wondering if it’s necessarily to
explore astral travel--I don’t know if that is a good word for it--by using the
various energy circuits that we’ve got around this world and in the
universe--that I, personally, could do it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I’m kind-of wondering why--for me, at the moment. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What would be the purpose of doing all
this travel, other than exciting adventure? <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Maybe that’s the whole
point.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The human
adventure)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my son, and that is a good
point.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We’ve often teased you with
what an adventure you’ve been dropped into. (Mother laughs) You had no previous
existence prior to this human life you are enjoying now. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You did not in any way choose this life,
this adventure that has befallen you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And so we say, make the most of it; enjoy it; explore. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Part of the benefit of your meditation is
to let these various states of spirit-mind come over you and be unafraid to
explore them. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>I will not prejudge these various
experiences as to the exact quotient of their objective or subjective reality,
whether, shall we say, those who subjectively experience astral traveling are
actually/objectively going somewhere in what would be a normal understanding of
time and space. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is for each
individual to evaluate to determine the exact nature of the experience and how
it uniquely/individually relates to all their other experiences, waking or
asleep and dreaming. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>I will say that often it is the case
where, especially during sleeping or altered states of consciousness, your
Thought Adjuster’s spiritual input is so pure it must be interpreted like all
other inner perception. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The
experience will be determined by your whole cultural, temporal background and
understanding. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As we have <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>said before, it must filter down
through these insofar as it can be expressed in words and thoughts and concepts,
perhaps inner visions. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This is why we advise trying as best as
you can to keep the pure spirit of the experience itself sacrosanct in spite of
how your mind worries at it and needs to put it into words and ideas.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Have both.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Keep as much of the pure feeling
distinct from any kind of contrasting or comparing with other experiences.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel free to explore, then try as best
as you can to stay out of arguments with each other, or judge whether another
person’s experience is purely subjective or has some quotient of objectivity
within it. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Just be open and try in
your discussions to feel for the reality, the primal feeling/experience that led
to the words.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you would say,
don’t get hung up in concepts.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So much is conditioned by your belief
systems it’s a great part of wisdom that most of you who are set upon this path
do try to understand what all these different belief systems mean with respect
to each other--how shall I say: the nearly same prime human experience might be
expressed so differently. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For by
doing so you can really share what these primal experiences are and why they
have such enormous value for each of you. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does this make sense, my
son?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student: It will make a lot more sense
when I read it again. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(laughter)
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But what I’ve taken from it is,
it’s OK to experiment. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s OK to
step outside of the boundaries that I think I’m confined to. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It looks like--again--to be a part of
this life is to step out of those boundaries and go.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Exactly.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Don’t think all your adventures are only
physical or even only physical/mental. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is a whole spiritual universe out
there that you are variously in contact with. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So feel free to explore; and be in my
love. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, Mother
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student: <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, Mother, I was just curious about the
teachings I’ve been participating in.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>They seem to be recruiting more people around the world each day, and
they say they’re Infinity Teachings that have been around for over seventeen
thousand years.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They seem to come
about in a certain form that the present day population can take in.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It seems to be taking off like
wildfire.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>I still have trepidations even though
what is being presented is Pure Deity, Pure Intelligence, Pure Space, Pure
Awareness--how our nature is in reality timelessly pure.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are this wisdom body--which you have
alluded to.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are timelessly free
beyond freedom as a concept: it just is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>I am committed to my own experiencing
and expressing my true nature to the best of my ability by being still and
restful.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But I’m not quite
committed to this organization, having been betrayed by so many; and desiring to
come from my own experience.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But
this teaching says that’s what they want--each person to choose to come from
their own timeless awareness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was
just wondering if this too was part of the so-called Correcting Time.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What is being corrected?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Is it our own self-conceived separation
from our source, which is, in a sense, illusionary?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How can we be separated from our source
when we are that source?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They say
there is a pure view and within that are our own points of view which are only
mirages and have no substance.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Different spiritual
teachings)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my son, I feel your
trepidation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It comes across to me
as the desire of your spirit to be and remain free from any unconscious
identification with one system of belief or another.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I encourage this, and hopefully you’ll
feel your trepidation as a righteous caution and price you are paying to be
free.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For you are also involved in
enjoying different belief systems and struggling to see what they have in common
behind what their different terms refer to.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You mention the term timeless awareness,
and this is pretty much what we mean by your personality, the essential,
God-created reality that makes real, that real-alizes all your physical and
mental and spiritual inputs, and unites them into a coherent experience.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Where we disagree most with what you
just said is that your conscious self is not a mirage, and can indeed experience
a profound separation from its source, leading to real suffering, disease and
death.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Everything is not happiness
and light for, as Michael once said, that would be like trying to paint the
landscape of your life with only one color.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your soul also reflects all the pain and
suffering, all the anxiety and not-knowing and confusion that had spiritual
meaning and significance in your life, perhaps as genuine obstacles you’ve had
to overcome.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>These are real experiences of a human
being starting out in imperfection and immaturity.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As your Urantia book put it, and we
mentioned before: The endowing of imperfect, immature beings with even a
relative degree of freedom leads inevitably to tragedy.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Human tragedy is real.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The pain you feel or see in others is
not a mirage.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is a genuine
progress here of the personality learning from the very start, learning by
experience, earning this realm of existence.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It will always be yours because it is
real!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>But if you identify solely with the
beyond-time-and-space essence of yourself, as these teachings do, then the
everyday life of your conscious self will seem to be, as they say, a mirage and
of no substance, and the suffering within it an illusion.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Historically this was the honest
expression of, but then tended to perpetuate, non-progressive cultures that all
too nonchalantly accepted the suffering of others as somehow in a natural order
of things--immutable and fatalistically foregone.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And why attempt to change what is only a
mirage?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This distinction is critical!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is why we reassure you that
everything that ever happens in human consciousness, has to: it’s real to the
person; it has real causes.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>True
enough, wonderfully enough, happenings do not necessarily have to extend through
this present moment if you can realize your creative ability to change
things.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The purpose of your
progress is, in part, to eliminate suffering by using your freedom in the
present moment, especially by helping those around you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It does not help to see your or their
self-conscious life as a mirage, but rather see comprehensively what leads to
what.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>As an example, your Urantia book cited
many positive effects that warfare has had in evolving
civilization--organization, planning, unity-of-command, etc.--not in any way to
glorify it, but to show you what you must provide by other means in order to
supplant it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To see that war and
all the attendant suffering was not necessary, its causes of no substance, or
that it never solved anything, is to disregard hundreds of thousands of years of
human endeavor where, at that time, war was the way to resolve certain
territorial and political disagreements; and did.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It still is one way.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We would rather say all of human life is
real.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Illusions, seeming mirages,
are those aspects of human reality that are realized as such only after-the-fact
of their being seen through and outgrown.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>At the time, illusions seem real--that is their meaning, their power to
affect.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This understanding is critical, for you
in your present moment--right now--there may be much of what you know as real,
that you may some day in the future see--in retrospect--as illusionary.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can only hope and trust that that
future you pays due respect to this person you are now--and what you are
experiencing now is real, and will not consider your life now some kind of
mirage of no substance.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Respect
your full human experience, indeed, relive moments of it in your soul; and let
each moment be what it was in itself--real and whole and complete, even
transcendent, like now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>We see what these different systems of
belief are trying to express, however awkwardly, handicapped as they are without
these critical distinctions, and we share with you your trepidation/caution in
identifying with any one in particular--even with what Michael and I have to
offer.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Take it all in, and decide
for yourself.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student (with backhanded, ironic
self-pity):<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Oh, great!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(much laughter)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That‘s really helpful!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(but then with sincerity…)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But what you said about illusion, and
what the teachings talk about, is when we allow ourselves to rest--if we’re
experiencing something like conflicting emotion, instead of allowing it to take
hold of us, but rest and not get caught up in describing what’s going on--that’s
the illusionary part; we’re making up stories about it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Instead we should rest and allow our own
innate wisdom to take hold and guide us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>So all the solutions we need are within us, within our own nature.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Other readings say that when Jesus
participated in these teachings, and understood them, he took them another step
forward by exalting what it was to be human.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He showed that in his
life.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is true that Jesus never wasted his
time, or that of others, simply confronting or denying what they believed, but,
much as we do here with you these evenings, did his best to tease and lovingly
show the next step to take.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What
you are saying is what I mentioned tonight, that all true teachings do endeavor
to make your life more real to you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This is possible; and another way of saying maturing--seeing through
those only-temporary determinisms that can be outgrown, to arrive at an ever
greater consciousness of spirit, which is always an enormous encompassing,
always a surrounding greater than your conscious self.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is God’s living
handiwork.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’ve mentioned that I, in myself, am
unique, like there’s no other me anywhere in the world.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What does that mean?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In my body and in my mind there is a me
that is unique.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What does that
mean?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does that make
sense?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Being
unique)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, it means there is not another D
anywhere in the universe.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is
something to you that no other being has, or shares with God.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is your personality, and what
constitutes you a personal being created by God.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It also means this is the true
continuity of you, not only through your human life, but also on into the
Morontia phases where you can fuse with your Father Fragment and gain that pure
spirit stemming from eternity.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
will still be you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Millions of
years from now there will be a part of you absolutely unchanged right from your
beginning here, a pure continuity of D.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This is why only God is capable of such infinity of creativity--to create
a near infinite number of such personal beings.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>We hope to give you some sense of this
personal reality, this reality of person-hood, through our recent series of
lessons, so if you cannot totally comprehend it, you can have at least some
inkling or intuition of what this is within and without you--as
you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I guess this is where my trepidation
lies with this other teaching.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It
doesn’t acknowledge my own uniqueness in the grand scheme of things.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It says we’re all One Mind, One Body,
One Being--and all that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But I
guess I’m like one cell in the body of God, of the universe.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is why we’ve given so many lessons
on what constitutes individuality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>In many belief systems individuality is an illusion.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They can see only how everything is God,
even saying that God can only create God.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Such statements approach the absurdity of pretending to limit God’s
creativity.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As we’ve said, it is
one hallmark of God’s absolute and infinite creativity that He can create beings
like humans and endow them with a relative degree of freedom--even from Himself,
hence the possibility--and actuality--of real, un-Godlike behavior.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>As an individual you can even deny God
and His universal laws to the point of ceasing to exist as an independent
being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is part of your freedom
of choice; conversely, your eternal life depends upon those choices you make
consciously with your individual self.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This is the absoluteness of your individual being now, the way in which
you already are, even as a human just starting out in eternity, part of the
Deity Absolute, the sum total of all personal beings.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>You absolutely are--as an individual,
irrespective of how much you can yet realize this.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Realizing your unique individuality is a
progressive possession of your life, of your soul.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet as we’ve said, the very experience
of feeling one with God--of having God in them experiencing everything they do,
is such a humanly profound, life affirming experience, it leads so many to
believe that they are only God.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Unfortunately this can also lead to their failing to realize, and take
responsibility for, that part of their reality they are co-creating from their
unique, individual point of view and their own spirit’s creativity.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>People can indulge such enormous
irresponsibility in wanting to believe they are only carrying out God’s will
while denying their own, highly active individual purposes and
desires.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let me let that sink in for a
while.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It might help to reread some of our last
few lessons on this very point of how you are distinct as an individual from all
others, and God, by dint of His absolute creativity.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I do sense and feel that distinction,
and honor that in everyone else as well.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I do have the capacity to experience God’s pure view and primordial
intention of who I am; and live and thrive from that.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I try not to put limits on my own
self-expression and that of others.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>So, I thank you. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are very welcome, my son.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What you just said is the real heart of
the matter, not to put limits on what is a pure potential.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So many of these systems of belief do
not make the distinction between a God-created personality that is changeless,
and an evolving, self-conscious self which is almost nothing but change--at
first; or realize that both are real.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>So many believers have no understanding of a Fragment of God bequeathed
to them that has influence within them, yet how this pure spirit is also
distinct from them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But: to be
continued.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in my love.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Thank you)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother Spirit, this is C.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All this talk about absolute mind, and
higher mind…<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My difficulty with my
mind is much more practical, and affects my everyday life and structure.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I have a really difficult time carrying
out plans, being able to keep track of time, and doing the kinds of structuring
I need to, to keep a household and live in this world.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I kind-of know what I’m supposed to do,
but I keep forgetting it in the moment--it’s so much<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>easier to be in the moment.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I want to ask your advice or instruction
on what I can do to deal with this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>That’s the question.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Being in the
moment)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my daughter, first allow me to
point out the wisdom in what you are doing. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As Michael once put it, almost no human
beings have a persistent devotion to the truth of what is right, what is God’s
will, in any kind of real duration.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You can only rededicate yourself as often as it occurs to you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can sit down and meditate and get a
feeling of yourself in your present moment, a real sense of yourself as a living
being other than all your concerns coming out of the past, and achieve a degree
of freedom of here and now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But you
have to let this go to stay in the moment of some new activity, and here is
where your wisdom comes in, keeping you one with the new moment and totally
committed to what is at hand.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>For there are those who think of
enlightenment or an ideal life as holding some kind of consciousness or blissful
state of mind at all times, through all activities.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What you are experiencing is the
necessity to let yourself go, to forget yourself, and this is by far a greater,
wiser accomplishment than trying to hold onto some ideal notion of being
enlightened--no matter how subtle and profound you think of it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It will still and always be
shy of what your whole being is capable of doing spontaneously when you do
forget yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>We recommend that you return as often
as possible to stillness, even if, at first, only on principle--at a set time;
but then with experience, as often as it occurs to you throughout the day.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Use these mini-meditations as
punctuation; sometimes a period--a full stop to remember what you’re about;
sometimes a comma to pause after one activity and start another.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Step out of your present situation and
reflect a bit, then return whole-heartedly, refreshed with another touch of
spontaneous spirit.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>It’s a wonderful way to start your day,
which means you have to get up maybe twenty minutes or a half-hour earlier than
otherwise.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s good to do at
regularly occurring times of the week like getting off work, or before the kids
get home from school.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Sit down for
even ten minutes to be free and get your head present, let things occur to you
playfully from your own creativity, consider what best to do next--rather than
following the same/old routine out of habit.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All through the day have little
worship-moments, some thankfulness to God for your life, for what is
happening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All these moments, my
daughter, give you spiritual strength.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Acknowledging and appreciating
spirit)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>These times can be your self-conscious
self acknowledging your spiritual being, paying some respect to your personal
spirit and the fact you have to devote a part of your life to spirit.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is how you encourage this part of
yourself to come forth on its own, spontaneously: and then be taken seriously
and followed!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This spontaneity
becomes--strange as this sounds--a new continuity you cannot consciously create
any more than you can hold some state of mind forever, but you can invite to
come forth, and appreciate by obeying.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>States of mind, specific mentalities,
are appropriate to specific activities--driving your car through fast, heavy
traffic; using a sharp knife to cut a carrot; watching TV.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Trust all these different mentalities as
you go through your busy day; it’s taken you a lifetime to learn them.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But choose to take a respite from them
and dedicate yourself to some re-acquaintance with pure spirit.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Have your little mini-meditations to
feed yourself with spirit and I think you’ll be pleasantly surprised with how
they’ll start popping up on their own to keep you company.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does this seem to make
sense?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, it kind-of does.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These suggestions might seem rather
ethereal or other-worldly but they are the most practical things you can do, the
ways you can most immediately contact those concerns you mentioned you’re having
difficulty with--bring them into consciousness to remember and re-evaluate.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is how you get some more you there
to help.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Yes)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is possible to have simultaneously a
full dedication to what you’re doing and also a reflective awareness of
yourself, but it takes some practice; the letting go, the being in the moment
comes first, and you’ve got that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So let these spontaneous questions pop
up, even if they disturb you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Each
is an opportunity to grow, to re-examine and improve your technique of
living.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the real, practical
basis of self-confidence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is
finding what works, and combing out what doesn’t.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So try it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No one can make you do it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Welcome this challenge, and
worship--being thankful right in the midst of your difficulties.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Get a sense of growing and getting
better at whatever it is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student: <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That makes me feel less
alone.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You do have spirit within you, my
daughter, and this practice is the true genesis of being conscious of it in your
life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is where that better
life you envision, you hope for, springs eternal.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So give it a chance.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the season for it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Spring has sprung.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The trees are full of blossoms.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The air is fragrant.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s a good time to take a deep breath
and just enjoy being alive.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Pay the
price for moments of stillness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Nothing else has the same potential for changing your life for the
better.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re welcome, my daughter.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael and I try not to gloss over the
real effort it takes, but it is this very effort that waters the flowers of your
soul and helps them too to blossom.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Take time out to say, “Hello, Mom!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(much laughter)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m glad
you’re here with me.”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For I will
be.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are in my
love.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(God’s gift to Mother Spirit)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So are you all, my children.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what it is to be the Mother
Spirit, the Holy Spirit of so many children--human and otherwise.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are God’s gift to me--these unique
personalities you are.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael and
I feel so wonderfully humble in our awareness of His absolute and infinite
creativity.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He is like a fountain
bursting out of nowhere, endlessly springing forth from Himself so that all of
us are, and will continue to be forever.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Thank you, Father, for us, and for our children; and for this whole,
marvelous creation that will forever encompass us beyond ourselves.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in my love, my children.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Go forward with our blessings and our
joy into this human adventure you’re caught up in.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
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style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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