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align=center><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Nebadonia--</SPAN><st1:date Month="8" Day="18"
Year="2008"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">August 18,
2008</SPAN></st1:date><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Marin T/M Group--Mill Valley,
</SPAN><st1:State><st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">California</SPAN></st1:place></st1:State><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">--</SPAN><st1:country-region><st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">U.S.A.</SPAN></st1:place></st1:country-region><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT
size=3>NEBADONIA--T/R-JL<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(God, the creation, the brotherhood and
sisterhood of personal beings) <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The focus of feeling)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Freedom and anger)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(More on anger)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Perfection, imperfection,
evolution)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Judgment and evaluation)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The
Olympics)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Discipline and
determination)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Human
souls)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Dear Mother Spirit and Michael,<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What can we say to our
spiritual parents, the Creative Mother and Holy Spirit, and the Creator Son and
Spiritual Father of us on our world, and so many more? <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We love you. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We love you for who you are in
yourselves--the personalities you have shown us and shared with us through all
the laughter and tears, all your power and your playfulness, your teasing and
laying the truth on the line. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We
love you for all of this. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>We love you for who you stand for, the
Universal Father--the God of all creation, the Eternal Son--the God of spirit,
and the Infinite Spirit--the God of action and cosmic mind/connection. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We love that you stand for these beings
and it is through you, and as you, we connect with them.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>We ask you excuse our lingering
pantheism, the way in which we take so much just as-given, forgetting that
everything we experience is a creation, everything from the taste of
strawberries, to the smell of a rose, to the feeling of a friend’s arms around
us in a loving hug. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It all existed in potential in your
minds, and in God’s mind before it found this actuality in our lives: everything
we experience. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So we ask you help
us keep in mind that reality is being continually created, not only for us, but
through us, and with us, and as us as well. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Amen.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening, my children, this is
Nebadonia. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My, what a
greeting. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We humbly accept your
love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We glory in it and, if we
could blush, we would. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(laughter)
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In a way we do.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We look forward to a time when you’ll be
standing directly in our presence and able to perceive our glowing
nature.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(God, the creation, the brotherhood and
sisterhood of personal beings) <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Meanwhile here you are and here we are
with you, very much a part of you--my Holy Spirit and Michael’s Spirit of
Truth.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Our Father is very much a
part of you as well and has been from your earliest memories.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Just wonder how many ideas, especially
those really good ideas you’ve had all your life, came from Him. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet too how many came from your own,
creative God-given personality, this unique being that you are? <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Think of all the unique combinations of
people you have known that no one else has. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what makes your soul so much
uniquely yours as well. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No one else
has that particular combination. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No
one else has had the same experiences with the brotherhood and sisterhood of
personal beings that you have. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">This forms the great Trilogy of God--if you
will--the pure creativity that is springing forth as the creation itself on the
grandest scale, the total universe, right down to what you are creating in your
own day to day life with those decisions you’re making with your conscious self,
the you that you know. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the
brotherhood and sisterhood of all personal beings, from the seven Master Spirits
of </SPAN><st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Paradise</SPAN></st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"> on down, layer after layer after layer, until we
get to a human being, equally a spiritual/co-creator being in his or her own
realm.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>I do agree with the realization in your
opening prayer that it is difficult for you to conceive and acknowledge that
everything that exists is created. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In this sense nothing just happens. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Even God, as your Urantia book puts it
very poetically, even God escapes the limitations of infinity and
absoluteness--as paradoxical as that sounds, by fulfilling Himself and all of
eternity with creating a nigh infinite number of finite beings, and sharing
their lives with them. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So you in
your own lives, like little mini-gods--if you will, you bump up against this
same reality and the need to fill it. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>You are most like Him in your
creativity, in your response-ability, your ability to respond ever anew to all
the life around and within you. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is this something, this someone who
responds, even if you can’t directly get a handle or hold on this point of
departure that you are, that both God and His spirit--that you call life--is
right in there with you, projecting you moment by moment as if into reality.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet, of course, there is no outside
to reality, which is why there is literally no way you can stand outside your
reality as a personality and grasp yourself as an object. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In other words, my children, you are more
than you can perceive as body, mind, and even spirit.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Similarly, in considering how our Father
is not only everywhere in time and space, but also transcends them, there is no
way yet you can grasp this truth either in all
fullness.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Still, Michael and I do introduce these
truths to you, my children, simply because they exist. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These are dimensions of reality that do
exist and it is good for you to stretch. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your very attempt at comprehension is
itself strengthening, and it keeps you humble and in touch with that which is
greater than you. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It keeps you
wondering about the potential for growth you can feel within yourself. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thus you mitigate some of the impatience
of being a finite, living being without infinite energy, without infinite
knowledge and intellectual capacity, without an eternity of human living on
Urantia before you. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This was the basis for my lesson on
feeling what it is to be a complex being, and getting some notion of balance in
your life, a unity in your life of body and mind and spirit.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>An over-emphasis on any one of these can
lead to an unhealthy condition, for this is what it is to be human, and feel
these limitations.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The focus of feeling)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Consider too the focus of your
feeling.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For the effort it takes to
pick up something gives you the experience of that object and just how real it
is. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is where
self-forgetfulness is so necessary--to feel not only that effort in your body,
but to feel the object too, is to have that as a real experience because that
thing is real.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Self-absorption,
trying to hang onto yourself, self-pityingly only feeling the effort cannot give
you that; it cuts you off from the delightful thingy-ness of things--their
independence from you, their fact. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>The same goes for your mental problems
that take concentration and study and creative wondering to solve. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That effort is what informs you what they
are, and what facts they stand for.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And so it is as well with spirit. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The very feeling/perception of something
there, something that can’t quite be grasped cognitively or fully explained or
shared, is tickling your own spirit and letting you know it’s there.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This you experience as intrinsic value,
this dimension within your experience when you are prompted to consider what
something or someone is worth to you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This effort of yours, stemming from the
Supreme Being, is fulfilling your human destiny, day by day. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the seeing and welcoming of
physical and mental and spiritual challenges that are meaningful and worthwhile,
and fill your soul. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what
you will carry with you for it is your very finiteness at this stage that gives
meaning and value to everything you do. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>At this stage of the game, my children,
you are dependent on your living mechanism of mind and body and spirit. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is your identity now.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In your coming Morontia phases, you will
again be dependent upon another kind of body and mind to have conscious
identity, and have again the ability to relate to all the impersonal
matter/energy of creation around you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So tonight I would have you consider
and wonder and think about this balance, and find fulfillment in having
wonderfully physically active, and mentally challenging, and spiritually
worthwhile experiences.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Embrace
every day. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is your life. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what it is to be human, and this
too is God’s creation. Existentially He’s always had the essence of you,
but experientially He has to actually have you to enjoy your life along with
you. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He is this kind of partner of
yours, and in some nearly inconceivable way He is fully committed. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is no holding back, there is no
part of Him that is not fully engaged in His creation of your life.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This is why He delights in your
freedom, in the growth of your freedom through your decisions, in your conscious
self’s ability to respond to all the rest of Him. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is God: this is the creation: this
is the brotherhood and the sisterhood of all personal beings.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s all for you as much as anyone else,
because all of them are yours, my children.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So you too belong to them. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You too have something unique to offer.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Now I sense a lot of questions and
comments.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(laughter…) <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let’s open the floor to them on this our
fourth anniversary of this particular group. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am assuming you all know each
other.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(…and more) <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So don’t be shy.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student: <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening, Mother. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I hear you talking about, tonight, a need
for change. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Not to try to
paraphrase it, but in a sense as human beings we are an antidote to God’s
infinite perfection by being imperfect and finite, and so that much we enhance
God’s experience. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But I personally
find it very frustrating sometimes that I am imperfect, yet desire for
perfection: things seem so far from ever being quite good enough.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It makes it hard for me to relax and
enjoy it and then just sort-of refresh myself in God’s infinite wisdom. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I get a little angry like I am tonight,
so maybe you could help me see a slightly enlarged perspective--for it
would…(she laughs)…be nice…<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Freedom and anger)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my daughter, you are up against the
very nature of your freedom, with how limitless that is even for such a finite
being as yourself. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Because as we’ve
so often mentioned, your curiosity, your wonder, your drive for perfection to
know everything and do everything, to experience everything, these were not put
in you just to torment you, though that is sometimes the immediate result. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(group chuckles) <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That very frustration you feel in being
human is part of being human. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>The scary part for a human being is
just how limitless that freedom to experience is, because it takes in all the
physical and psychic and spiritual pain that people have known throughout human
history. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The uncertainty, the
frustration, the anger, the not-knowing--no way of knowing; these are all in the
mix. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is a hallmark of your
freedom, and just how much there is, since God has let go and given of Himself
to bequeath to you such a range of possibility of pain and pleasure, good and
evil, truth and error.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s also
how much He trusts in your own creative ability to influence your life. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Those of you who are parents know how
detrimental it is to your children’s growth to do too much for them.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet there are those who curse God, who
hate God in the agony of their pain, and this too He understands.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This is the price for your
freedom.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We can only assure you
that He is paying it with you. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is no time, no instance in which He
chooses not to be an experiential being as well as an existential one: His total
nature is one--absolutely unified.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>He is fully committed to His children and everything they
experience.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And again, this is
where only faith and trust in Him will do, because there is nothing shy of these
that can forgive Him for the very possibility of pain, of evil, of error.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These too are what make your soul your
own. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As one of you realized a
lesson ago, this is what broadens and deepens your soul, and why it contains
everything of spiritual significance you have had to endure as well. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so in your prayers, my daughter, just
do your best to love Him for all He has put of reality on your plate for you to
handle. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is your life; you too
are creating what it is; and anger only cuts you as well as Him. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does that help clarify the
situation?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student, very moved:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in my love.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening, Mother.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m going to speak now because as I look
around and see people doing or acting in ways…<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You know when you first meet them you
don’t think, OK, here’s a person acting out of fear. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You think, how can you be so abusive, or
how can you be so callous and cold?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>What I’m finally getting is, in my own personal experience as of late--a
particular person that I’ve had a lot of anger towards, now I’m trying to decide
how much anger I’m going to have at this person.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So if I’m feeling guiltless myself, if I
see that person, or I see my brother and sister as guiltless, only making
mistakes, they’re not this horrible, intentionally mean person; they just don’t
know any better.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All of a sudden it
gives me the freedom to say I just see and understand their wounds, their
trials, their interpretation of life, and step into their shoes for heavens
sakes and really feel what it is to be them.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If I feel bad at this and I can get rid
of guilt in my own life, then it’s like this feeling is dawning on me how to
weed out the guilt and the fear, and notice how they’re inherently
beautiful.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I just…it brings me to
tears because for so long I’ve stuffed my anger--so much anger, and I just
couldn’t trust people.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You know,
you get all this stuff and it sticks in your muscles--you know, the fear and
abuse.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>I had some memories come back last week
in a holographic nature of something that was terrifying and horrible and
unpleasant when I was three years old. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It was weird; it was like they were
coming around at me again.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Anyway,
I finally went walking, and I was crying and listening and praying and saying,
Wow, now I’m making connections as to why I’ve had such out of control anger,
such unreasonable, inappropriate anger on people that would be just like a
weapon.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I would just jump the gun
on people and expect the perfection that C was just talking about.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But when I break down my expectations
and see my brothers and sisters as guiltless, I’m thankful I’m having these
ecstatic moments of joy--I thank you and Michael so very much.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You say to create abilities in our minds
because it’s in our minds that literally everything is necessarily a matter of
will.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So we have to see and sort
out our creations that don’t serve us and don’t have value.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Judging people and expecting perfection
here is not serving me; it keeps me at that wall of separation of people.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But when I see them guiltless I can
embrace them with all their horrible things. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>I’m getting carried away here but I’m
learning to break through my own anger now lately, and my own expectations, and
see the world in a whole new light.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I’m looking at folks now, going: my anger is not justified.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s how you were speaking about how it
scars us and how it holds us. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s
funny because that stuff’s been on my mind all week, and you brought it up.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I feel you so strongly
tonight.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was just in the car
going, I love you, Mother. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I love
you, Michael. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I feel so connected
and before I was always so separate--you know--such a little Lone Ranger, and it
was my expectations of wanting that perfection, wanting everyone to see things
the way I did.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And thank you for
listening.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(More on anger)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Well, my daughter, your personality has
been working overtime here. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(group
laughs)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re expressing a
wonderful unity of understanding and knowledge of how things are connected, and
what really leads to what.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So it’s
very good inner science understanding cause and effect. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Also you’ve touched your real soul too in
a way we’ve been recommending, of just relaxing and allowing moments from your
past to swell fourth in a fullness that is beyond your conscious memories--your
conscious ability to recall. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This
is why catharsis can be a very genuine experience--very liberating.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>We see anger as something that was put
in very primitive peoples to enable them to survive all the tooth and claw of
the natural world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So by far the
most ferocious animals that have lived on Urantia have been human beings.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That pure ferocity enabled them to
conquer the predators in short order, but then, of course, they had each other
to deal with.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>From very early times
man has been his own worst enemy too--the incessant warfare now for hundreds of
thousands of years.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This ferocity
is always there just below the surface---as you
say.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Anger has a valid purpose to arouse
your energies for immediate self-defense, but then so very quickly and at a
young age, it can take on an unmerited complexity.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It can become an addiction, a
self-indulgence, to feel all the energy welling up in self-importance and power,
especially when learned from ones parents and society as a way to cope with
frustration and mistakes.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It can be
a way of dominating your fellows.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It’s become institutionalized in societies from the tribal stage on up:
leaders, in their own fears, deliberately generating a collective anger to point
outwards toward others, maintaining an internal social peace and
cohesiveness--and their control--at the price of perpetual war with the ever
existent, even traditional enemy.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This is a kind of social, shared self-indulgence of anger and warlike
attitude. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So to see through this, as you are
doing, is to realize you are not being immediately threatened and your anger is
only hurting yourself with the physical stress, mental hatred, and spiritual
separation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re breaking all
this down and feeling connected again, seeing people more and more as they are
in themselves.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So congratulations,
my daughter.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your newfound joy is
well earned. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael and I are
right in here enjoying it with you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Continue to feel you are truly in my love.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you so much.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I really feel like I’m coming
awake.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank
you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, Mother.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>On this notion of perfection, I think
it’s one of those ungraspable ideas of something that just is.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It exists in every moment.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m not sure what it is: we know what
imperfection is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(much
laughter)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’ve even thought at
times about perfect imperfection.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>But whatever perfection is, it exists all around us and within us.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I mean the sun itself is light; the
earth rotates; the way the galaxies are is perfect.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The blueness of the sky is perfect.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t think we would exist if that
didn’t exist within us--the reality of perfection.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The only reason we have chaos in our
world is because we think we are separate from it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We believe in the other, and our
imperfect-ness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But we do have the
capacity for imperfection--which for me is the mystery.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>But if we all knew this, and allowed
ourselves to be still--as you and Michael have mentioned many, many times--and
rest when we are experiencing what we call imperfection--such as being
judgmental, or full of anger and hatred--but just rest, then the perfect wisdom
is there without thinking about it: it just is.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If I try to picture what perfection
looks like, it’s like going around on a merry-go-round trying to grasp the brass
ring: I’m never going to get it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It
already is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So…<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So thank you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And thank you for these last four years,
and the years with Donna--(Ed: Donna D’Ingillo--the first, initiating T/R of
this group)--and all the lessons and all the love--telling me I’m only a
tadpole--only I don’t buy that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(much laughter)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And
listening to my questions and my personal dramas and stories.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you for this…tonight.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re very welcome, my son.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s delightful to have my turn to thank
you, thank all of you for the wonderful times we’ve shared.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s been stressful at times, and
bubbling over with laughter so many times.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Perfection, imperfection,
evolution)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Perfect is one of those things
we--again--lay upon you as a matter of faith that there is a perfect Being with
the attributes of absoluteness and infinity.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is a great gulf then to human
comprehension of this primal Existential Being and the experiential being He
shares with so many, with you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We
call you nodules of experience out here in time and space, having your own
unique lives, building up your own unique souls, adding to the growing
personality of God’s we call the Supreme Being--the growing soul of time/space
personal experience, of which your experience is a part: that connection is
God.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Imperfection is easier to grasp because
you have so many concretes examples of it such as we mentioned tonight of pain,
anxiety, uncertainty, frustration, anger--that your philosophies have gathered
under the term--suffering--as well as conditioned/complex errors of perception
and judgment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We have assured you
these are not unreal but they form part of your conscious life, and part of the
Morontia being you are evolving already--your soul.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And you are right, there is within you a
perfect, pure spirit, a fragment of God, whose input though, as conscious
thoughts, are subject to your conscious will.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>There is also a cosmos-wide evolution
in every experiential, personal individual, of whatever order, from imperfection
to perfection.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is something
growing here.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Each moment, all of
existence, all of reality is bigger not only in terms of more material and
energy being created in space--more galactic nebulae and so forth, and not only
in the number of personal beings as well across hundreds of different kinds, but
in each of all of their souls.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
are a microcosm of this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You were
dropped right into this adventure, and there is no way apart from destroying
yourselves to opt out.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Even that
would only be temporarily.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so
we encourage you to forget yourselves in trusting the primal Author of the
adventure, and wade into it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Enjoy
it, all the time aware there are those aspects of reality that do take trust and
faith--those inner spiritual strengths--to overcome, even to perceive: all that
is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There will always be more
before you to encounter, to perceive, to get through your own denial and anger
and projections to embrace.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is
that confrontation with the Other, the infinite diversity of reality.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And it’s all real.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Even illusions have a temporary reality
and effect until they’re seen through.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>It is not that God cannot create
perfect subordinate beings, because He does.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That was mostly an earlier phase of
creation if you will--the whole inner universe of Havona. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But then with this trial you go
through--you are inextricably stuck in, there is the possibility to exercise
understanding, courage, loyalty, faith, trust, and effort.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Indeed your possible advanced estate is
predicated upon effort, which means it too is real.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can earn your soul.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is such a real thing as
individuality in the cosmos, and it too is infinite to each finite
individual.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So thank you for your love and your
gracious thanking me and Michael for these evenings.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We’ve certainly enjoyed them
ourselves.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what we live
for.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Second student again:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>May I say something?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s dawning on me that dropping
judgment of others and ourselves allows an acceptance of reality.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Time is what gives us the opportunity
for this healing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If we can see
clearly we can see there is no need for anger.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So thank you again for giving me these
wonderfully clear jolts of insight.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Judgment and evaluation)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is a critical distinction between
invalid and self-isolating judgments and those necessary evaluations you need to
make as you go through your days.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Psychologically, from the inside-out, being judgmental is the enormous
arrogance of pretending to possess objective truth, whole and complete.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are acting like an infallible judge
pronouncing final sentence on some person or event, even yourself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Whereas with evaluations you are aware
they are very subjectively your own feelings and quite limited in their scope
and validity.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s the difference
between evaluating/feeling that someone is perhaps stretching the truth a
bit--the kind of assessments you’re making continually, and passing the judgment
inside yourself, and seeing them, as some kind of irredeemable, total liar.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The difference is both qualitative and
quantitative.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Simple-minded
judgments do mask the true complexity of reality and, as you say, need to be
relinquished to let the subtle shades of the world and its peoples come
through.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother Nebadonia, I don’t know if you
guys are watching the Olympics there on Salvington, but since I’m taking so much
delight in them, I wonder if you could maybe, just for poetic reasons, you could
have any commentary on the whole planet coming together to see who’s the fastest
runner or swimmer?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The
Olympics)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Well don’t forget, my son, Michael and I
are right there in every runner and swimmer, tumbling through the air inside
every gymnast.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I take special pride
in my children making full use of my Mind/Spirit Adjutants to do all they
can.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We do delight that, by
specializing as is necessary, the athletes show what can be done with a unity of
inner purpose.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Here you see a well
developed personal control that is equal parts humility in acknowledging the
enormous task of walking out upon the world stage, along with the confidence
earned through all the years of training and love and caring shared between the
athletes and their parents and coaches.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This is the development of an inner spirit, and inner fearlessness that
enables them to handle the adventure.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>In the collective sense, there has
always been competition from the very beginning, mostly for food, resources,
territory.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Even small fish, let
alone the higher mammals, are very territorial.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Plants struggle and strangle each other
for sunlight.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There’s competition
on all levels with all kinds of life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>The Olympics, as these athletic meetings have developed to the present
day, are a marvelous, actual demonstration of a growing ability to set aside
certain political and territorial competitions for power and the world’s limited
resources, and all the cultural antagonisms as well--set these aside for a
while.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And through your ever
expanding modern multi-media, an ever greater part of the world’s populations
are able to see each other as individual persons through those cultural
differences, and acknowledge that a swimming pool, a race track, a high-jump
bar--there is a reality that knows no racial or cultural bias.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have all these athletes sharing
these demonstrations of universal natural law--that uniform aspect of God’s
creation by which they can evaluate each other and compete on a level playing
field.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>But you must forgive me cutting this
short for there is no limit to what is being demonstrated, and this is a glory
of your mass media that more people can enjoy it and see the real truth and
beauty and goodness--all those spiritual qualities---in this competition.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s an actual demonstration of
peacefulness and cooperation. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, Mother.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are beautiful--those young bodies
doing such fantastic things.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, Mother, for your lessons and
the love you’ve shown us these last few years.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’ve had most of my questions answered
about a change in perspective and the way I look at things--to be
re-evaluated.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I got that tonight,
thank you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Discipline and
determination)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are very welcome.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Listening in on your talking--before I
began--about conquering bad habits: I congratulate you on your inner discipline,
your determination to reach for more life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I’m so happy for you and with you in that matter.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Ed: perhaps I should say this student
recently lost over 45 pounds of unhealthy body mass) Through you I know what it
takes to turn your life around so dramatically, and I see much beauty and joy in
you through these efforts.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(Yes)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Keep striving, my son,
and keep taking breaks from it as well.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You’re understanding that stretch now--between spiritual striving and
then just totally relaxing in Michael’s and my peace and love, and being happy
with yourself just as you are.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, Mother.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Also I really enjoyed what you said on a
Light Line teleconference about you loving Michael.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I never heard that before, and it’s a
good illustration of yours and Michael’s relationship.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s a good pattern for us on this world
and other worlds as well.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So thank
you for that perspective.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, we’re definitely an old married
couple, that’s for sure--a few hundred billion years now.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(much laughter)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet our Local Universe is just a little
over a third complete, so we too have a long way to go in the current
Superuniverse era.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But even from
this vantage point, my children, we see no end to anything.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We wonder, along with you, about those
Outer Space levels out there.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s
like God’s rubbing His hands together and warming up for the next big leap in a
few more hundred billion years from now. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Students:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Wow!...<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mind-boggling…<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We’ll all still be
here…somewhere…<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We know this too is a great tease for
your intellects--how something can have a beginning and yet no ending--another
definition of God’s continuous creation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Best to leave it at that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Second student, laughing:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yeah, like when are souls born--in what
hospital?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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souls)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Well, we do know that--when the Thought
Adjuster appears in the young child’s mind and begins influencing things and
taking notes--so to speak--co-creating a soul; although this Father Fragment was
around since conception and fully aware of all the child’s inheritance factors
and potential.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is a
perfect--allow me to use that word--co-creation when a fragment of God’s pure
spirit gains the gift of a personality, while that personality gets the gift of
a continuing, growing self-conscious identity through the Father Fragment--the
possibility of eternal life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What
each has to give the other to make the combined being we call an ascendant
mortal makes you, as Michael said, a corollary of the cosmic adventure
yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are made for it; it
is made for you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is why God is
appreciative of your love when you freely give it to Him; why this is only
possible by His creating you able to grow your freedom, to begin with.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So I welcome and celebrate with you, my
children, your dawning comprehension and expanding realization of who and what
you are, and all that potential you have that will take forever to develop.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are gaining some genuine foresight
from all your insight here.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael
sends you his peace, and reminds you to relax into him, accept yourselves
totally, and be at peace with yourselves.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And keep feeling my love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I do enjoy that so much when I am an actual experience inside you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
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