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align=center><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Nebadonia--</SPAN><st1:date Year="2009" Day="21"
Month="9"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">September 21,
2009</SPAN></st1:date><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Marin TM Group--Mill Valley,
</SPAN><st1:State><st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">California</SPAN></st1:place></st1:State><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">--</SPAN><st1:country-region><st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">U.S.A.</SPAN></st1:place></st1:country-region><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT
size=3>NEBADONIA--T/R-JL<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(What cannot be predicted)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Material mind contra-distinct from
soul)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(God and sexuality)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Thought Adjusters and
typology)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Predictions about the
future)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(More about human types)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Self awareness of self-creativity)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Mortal ascension to the Mansion
Worlds)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Contacting a spiritual teacher)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Dear Mother Spirit and Michael,<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Sometimes it seems the more we
remember what wonderful times we’ve had, the harder it is to adequately express
our feelings of welcome.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But we
trust you know our hearts and can feel our gladness looking forward to another
evening with you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We appreciate not
only your perspective on our lives as our dearest parents, but also your love in
befriending us, making us feel welcome and at home with you. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For this we are most thankful. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Amen <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening, my children, this is your
spirit mother Nebadonia.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I too am glad, especially to see some
newcomers in this faithful old group, so Michael and I toss that welcome right
back at you. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel free to relax and
let me take you on a ride off on another adventure. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This adventure into the unknown has been
the heart of our lessons, this aspect of God’s creation which cannot be
predicted.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What fears this
adventure causes in your human hearts, such anxiety about what tomorrow will
bring. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet this has been the case
from the very beginning, not only in your particular lives, but for the history
of the human race.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So, my dears,
you have to trust with all your souls that human life was set up this
way.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(What cannot be predicted)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>It’s another unfathomable aspect of
God’s infinity--that He could set up creation in such a way that it is at one
and the same time absolutely predictable along lines you’ve come to know as
Natural Law--cause and effect--all the material repercussions right down to the
dancing electrons in your living brains. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And yet also and equally at the same
time--as we’ve been saying, this moment never happened before and it will never
happen again when you consider the totality of what’s happening out here in time
and space. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you stop to consider,
my children, you can decide upon a subject for your consideration, what to think
about, yet even a few minutes from now there is no way you can perfectly
anticipate or predict what your own thoughts will be on that subject.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Still this is your home. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This has been your life from the very
beginning, if you will, dangling between the infinities of theses two
determinisms--what is reliably predictably happening, and that content which has
never happened before and will never happen again. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Part of this is due to the fact that the
total creation, as well as your own personal soul, is growing, constantly
encompassing everything that has been, and then in the fullness of time, adding
another day, and another--forever. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what you are involved in. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is part of your human nature and
reality that was deliberately created. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>As Michael said, the personality of God
is the primal truth of reality, and your personality is equally His creation
with no twin, no copy anywhere. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Surely the next most profound effect in
your life is that a portion of His spirit, an individualized presence of God, is
in your mind and part of your mentality, even as you hear my voice or read these
transcripts.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And it is this
presence of God and from that point of view which co-authors your soul.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the spiritual story of your life
in safekeeping for you. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>The last few lessons we’ve looked at
this reality of the human soul and have hesitated to come up with an adequate
analogy that might help you better understand the difference between your human
mentality and memories, and the special reality of your soul. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your Urantia book puts it as that which
is the direct product of your physical brain activity is what they call material
mind, as it is based on living material, however subtle.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Therefore, it states, a human being is
super-minded, more than an animal who just reacts to its reality. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your personality has spirit and is
capable, and needs to create its own inner reality, essentially what you feel
and experience yourself to be in consciousness. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This is more than just the physical
activity of your brain.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Since you
are a personal, creative spirit, created by God, there can be no adequate
accounting for human behavior strictly from a materialistic point of view.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your very creativity lets you escape
that box.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Every aspect of your
reality, my children, your body, your mind--your mentality, all that exterior
world out there, and all the people you’ve ever known: all this is infused with
your own spirit. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Only in the
deepest meditation, in a sense obliterating the other aspects of your normal
waking life, can you begin to touch even your pure physical organism and its
life, with the mind that results from its activity.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And even this is a spiritual exploration
of self-discovery.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Material mind contra-distinct from
soul)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>You are literally part of everything
you perceive and your very thinking this moment--your mental consciousness, is
being augmented by my own Spirit as well as Michael’s Spirit of Truth, and your
Father’s input. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So from this point
of view, my children, you can see a clear distinction between what your Urantia
book would call your material mind, and your full consciousness which is in
great part spirit creativity. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your
soul is co-authored by a presence of God, including how He sees you, and this is
multi-dimensional, almost as in some science-fiction sense, to you. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As we’ve said, your personal
consciousness has to grow more spiritual to someday appropriate your own soul.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You literally have to become more
soulful to enable that fullness to fill your conscious mind.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then, my goodness!--what a wonder: all
that you ever were--still is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This
is your soul, my children, and it is in the safest hands you could imagine.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Now if you promise to keep in mind this
is only an analogy, I will give you one. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These extra spiritual dimensions we tease
you with, that you will cross a universe to encounter and make your own, and are
only somewhat similar to your material mind’s memories?--these dimensions that
we’ve notified you Michael and I experience as analogous kinds of souls to
yours?--now think of what God’s memories must be--perfect, absolute, infinite,
and ultimate beyond time as you know it. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is God’s soul, if you will. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We call it the Supreme Being, the growing
oversoul aspect of God that is all the experience of all the personal beings
that have ever been.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>In this same sense this individualized
presence of His in your mind takes on your life, has this perfect memory of your
life. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Whatever crosses a threshold
of spiritual significance from this point of view, as well as your own, becomes
a part of this presence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So while
your personality--your personal life, has the potential of being eternal, this
story of your life, my children, that your Thought Adjuster, this presence of
God takes on, is eternal--unqualifiedly, whether you choose to continue on or
not. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Eternal life is not forced
upon any personal being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you so
choose to cease to exist, then this part of the Thought Adjuster--this story of
your life will remain forever in God’s possession. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your life is already part of God in the
Supreme Being, but you have the choice of whether or not to be present and some
day literally join with this presence of God. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is something you have to grow
towards, my children.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So in this roundabout sense, the
analogy would be that your soul is this perfect memory of the presence of God’s
within you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you reawaken one
glorious day--as you say, over on the other side--your new, Morontia body and
mind will be so transformed towards spirit, you’ll be so much more sensitive to
spiritual realities, you can be said to have a kind of soul-body, and this is
what you will see and recognize in yourself. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will certainly see and recognize
those dearest friends you’ve had in this first human phase. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This is another glimpse of your soul in
a kind-of objective way of looking at it from the outside. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But never forget, dear ones, that it is
inside you, part of you, part of your thinking, giving meaning to your
life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is just one more spiritual
reality/dimension you have for company. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are most blessed, being one of the
most physically-dependent, short-lived personal beings here in your first human
life, that God has perfectly compensated this adventure you’re on with
vouchsafing every spiritually significant event of it. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s just one more reason to believe us
when we say: be unafraid. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Have no
fear for your past, the glory you’ve known, and all the other human beings
you’ve experienced: it’s all still here in your soul.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Now if you have any comments or
questions this evening, let’s hear them. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I do.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I noticed that you referred to God as
He, and I’m wondering if there is a female component of
that.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(God and sexuality)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my daughter, that is pure
convention.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>God--the First Source
and Center, is beyond, because literally before the projection of sexuality, as
its creator. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is just a
convention on sexual planets such as your own, to refer to the Ultimate
Personality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>God is the essence of
personality, and as its creator could equally be “She.”<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The one thing God cannot be in human
understanding is “It”--impersonal. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>God--is--personality, and creates all
personality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>With all personal
beings, their personalities come from Him. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>There is a Trinity.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you think of God as the First Person
of Deity, the first derived personality from Him we call the Eternal Son, which
could as easily be the Eternal Mother in their relationship. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael is a direct creation of these two
beings. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I myself am the daughter of
the Infinite Spirit, the Third Person of Deity, and as the Infinite Spirit is
the God/creator of what you know as the cosmic mind--the mindedness of the
living universe, so do I as the daughter channel this cosmic mindedness into all
our children of Michael’s and my Local Universe.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Michael and I are children of the
Trinity, the Creator Son and Creative Spirit out here in time and space who
literally created you, my daughter. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your living, body/mind human pattern
being, if you will, comes from us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Your personality comes from God. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does that answer your question?
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, to some extent.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA: <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Well, be in my love, my daughter. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Hopefully this is just the beginning of
our relationship here, as I am always with you. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We do delight in our
children.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I have a technical question to do with
this Thought Adjuster that you speak of. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m trying to wrap my head around if it
is specifically this divine seed in each of us, or is it something from outside
like a guardian angel kind of external presence?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Thought Adjusters and
typology)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my daughter, let me say it’s the
most inner presence you could ever conceive of next to your own. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is literally part of your thinking,
just as my Spirit augments your intuition, your knowledge and wisdom, your
courage--all these aspects of your mentality I myself augment as the Holy
Spirit.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>The Thought Adjuster is also known as a
Mystery Monitor for this is one way in which God directly experiences/monitors
your life. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The Thought Adjuster,
the Mystery Monitor is however, my daughter, an individualized presence of God
and pre-personal by not having a kind of personality that you do. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It literally takes on your personal
experience. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All the while, being
the presence of God, the Thought Adjuster has the power to adjust your thinking
towards more spiritual awareness, that is, broader awareness, more complete and
comprehensive awareness of this transcendent reality you live in. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So it’s been part of you, my dear, ever
since your earliest experiences as a small child. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the co-author of your soul and is
very much in you in a way that actually transcends time and space as you’ve
known them so far. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Keep in mind
your soul is a kind of super reality you only experience purely in moments of
deepest reverie. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does this give you
some further notions of what a Thought Adjuster is?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, thank you.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA: <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Again, we’re very informal here and you
can pop in with a question or comment any time.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Actually, I have another question. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’ve been very, very interested in a
teaching that’s been helping me clarify some direction in my life.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s a particular system I’ve been
studying for some time--about a year and a half--but lately I’ve been
questioning the veracity of? <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s a
system called Human Design, that is a typology, and has a very large
following.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>While I find the
information intriguing, I have some concerns now, after deepening exposure,
about the cult-like nature of it. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The founder is quite charismatic and it
has a lot of features of a cult. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So
I’m just curious if the information itself is possibly distorted.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my daughter, you seem to have
pretty good grasp on the situation already.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Mother Spirit and student laugh)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Though it may be disappointing to some,
Michael and I quite refuse ever to tell our children what to do. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We can only suggest you meditate deeply
on this so you don’t, as they say, throw out the baby with the bathwater, the
useful with the useless or downright misleading. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your potential for free will--to
discover, to have a deeper understanding of who and what you are; all this
demands of you, my daughter, that you be eclectic, that you try things, that you
experiment--being as clear as you can be with yourself about what it is you are
trying, what you hope to gain, what you hope to learn. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then use your own spirit to evaluate
that. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We can only suggest that you
give up any notions of pure objectivity as if there were some way you could
evaluate this whole system apart from yourself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What you have is your experience of it,
however it may be for anyone else. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Can you see
this?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, it makes much
sense.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what you have to go on. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is how we encourage you to be truly
scientific: know what you are looking for, what the experiment is, what the
adventure is here, and then evaluate it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>As with all human organizations, you have to separate the wheat from the
chaff, and you have Michael’s Spirit of Truth inside you as this orientation.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So above all whenever you confront
anything like this, just ask yourself, my daughter: is it true? <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And accept in all humility, what you’re
asking is: is it true for me?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let
the others choose for themselves. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does that fill the bill?
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student, laughing:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Very much so.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother, would you say something about…
there’s a specific offering from (Ed: too faint) they call…well, they used the
word experiment several times because that is actually what they recommend as a
way to test information, you experiment with it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet this experiment has some, to my way
of thinking, rather dubious strictures, like: you must die!--demolishing my
personality!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So the specific what
they call strategies--which is how you make decisions from my type--which is
“generator”--is to follow this yes-no kind of sacral response to what’s offered,
then wait and not actually initiate.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And that, of course, coming from my type that likes to initiate left,
right, and center, is driving me mad; and that’s my kind-of immediate struggle
with it all. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So I wonder if you
have any comments about this notion that we have a particular strategy for
making decisions, and that initiating might be contrary to some natural order of
the universe. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My dear, I can only suggest again that
you disregard anything whatsoever that would seek to limit your creativity,
because this is the very basis for your free will--the fact you are co-creating
your own perceived world right along with all the rest of reality--even your own
body and mind. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the essence
of your personal spirit, this creativity. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what gives you choice and your
ability to make a decision. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So we
would look with great suspicion on anything that would try to talk you out of
this most profoundly necessary aspect of your being--your creativity, your
spirit.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>As to the other, there are many ways of
dying to yourself shy of physical death.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This can be symbolically
meaningful simply by making a clean break from the past to achieve what we’ve
called the eternal now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is
recognizing and welcoming in your conscious awareness the intrinsic, seemingly
timeless spontaneity of God’s creation. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So evaluate this teaching along these
lines of whether or not it’s really, positively encouraging you to feel your
spirit in order to exercise your personal initiative.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That’s the true experiment here. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That’s the real adventure. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Because you are manifesting something, my
dear, right out of your own essence, that has no pre-requisite. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are creating all the time.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To do so consciously means you’re
already experiencing your spirit’s unbounded, natural state. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So don’t do anything or give credit to
anything that would seek to diminish this awareness of your own spirit’s power
to initiate.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does this give you
some deeper feeling of not only who but what you are?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>First student again:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is apparently a teacher named (Ed:
too faint) Melchizedek who is sharing this information about a transition that
humanity is undergoing to open to fifth dimensional consciousness.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He is offering this on the computer’s
YouTube--do you know what YouTube is?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(much laughter--{Yes})<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It
amounts to about two hour’s worth of teaching, and what it was, described to me
over the weekend, intrigued me very much, so I was wondering if you could offer
any information about the validity of this, or expand upon it?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>There are sections that as humanity
moves through 2012 into 2015, at some point along that continuum numbers of
people, perhaps humanity as a whole, will begin to experience a kind of
Swiss-cheese mind-phenomena where the veil between this reality and the next
will become thinner, and some people will not understand fully what is
happening. They will begin to have thoughts and experiences which are beyond
their coping.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But it will really be
opening to knowledge and information about the other realm. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And this will become more and more
intense over a period of time; and that it will be happening collectively.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>At some point there will be an
experience of something like (Ed: too faint) where humanity will not be able to
see light, or the sun, or the sky--or something of that nature, but will go
through a kind of dark portal, and then come out the other side into a
consciousness that feels more like the golden age type consciousness, or perhaps
like something long ago.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>I was wondering if that resonates with
truth with you, though I can say that in a way I feel like I’ve already begin to
experience the phenomena of the other realm poking through.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But sometime I feel I’m not really
sure what time it is that way, or where I am, or that I’ve gotten information or
had an experience<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>that I’ve not
remembered--I don’t know--just strange things like that.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So I’ll leave it at that and
see…<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Predictions about the
future)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA, laughing:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My daughter, you’ve almost answered your
own question because Michael and I consider these predictions as metaphors of
what individuals are going through, and not only now, but have been from the
very beginning--just to be human, just to have a Thought Adjuster, the presence
of God in their minds, capable of making discrete suggestions of how to live a
more spiritual, a more full life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This means being able to more fully determine what is true and what is
not.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This often causes a crisis of
values between the old and the new, the “dark portal” so many go through to come
to a greater understanding and an enhanced, seemingly golden perception of your
transcendent spiritual encompassing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Therefore we don’t pin this to any particular
date.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Yet there has been an enormous
transformation in the spiritual community of your world ever since the
adjudication of the Lucifer Rebellion a few decades ago that occasioned the
lifting of the spiritual quarantine on Urantia and the other rebellious
planets.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So from our point of view,
my daughter, this transformation is just getting into full swing.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>More and more individuals all across the
world are finding a deeper spiritual presence in their lives, more spiritual
awareness in their consciousness, and having then to re-evaluate almost
everything around them, right down to what they consider real--that basic.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so, welcome to the adventure!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is literally what you and others
are going through.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I would suggest:
tune into it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have the presence
of God within you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Meditate deeply
and pray for guidance, then just be still and listen.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The answer will be there if you can only
credit it and have the nerve to step off and try it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Believe me, you are not alone.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have many spiritual influences all
around you, and right within you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You have your own spirit to help create your way forward.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Again, just take what rings true and
see for yourself what of this analogy or prediction applies to our own life, and
let the rest go.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Trust your own
inner appraisal of what is true, and what is not.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does that answer the
question?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think there was something about that
teaching information or those ideas that was very appealing to me because I wish
for that, I wish to open to the fifth dimension of consciousness.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I wish to experience that transformed
reality from the forth-dimensional earth plane.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think it’s thrilling that happens to
many, many people.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s just seems
very, very exciting to me.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then, my daughter, we can only say:
Stand by!--and remember what you are asking for.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(much laughter--{OK!})<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I mean you are saying: Here goes!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re stepping off into the
unknown.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But keep in mind too that
this happens on the most personal level.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>There is nothing more personal than this, nothing more individual and
unique than this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So keep that in
mind when you think about recognizing what is genuine spiritual advancement in
your fellows.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We can almost
guarantee it won’t be exactly like yours.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>That’s where it takes real spirit to recognize this utterly unique
experience in others.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It takes
patience, and love, and understanding, to reach across the enormous gulf of
difference between individuals to share what is similar in this
transformation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But then, that is
the glory of it all, isn’t it?--that you can share so much of what is so far
beyond words.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Deep calls to deep;
spirit recognizes spirit.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Thank
you)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in my
love.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(More about human types)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother Nebadonia, I have a question I’ve
been wanting to ask for a long time about typology.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In my adult life I’ve increasingly
noticed that people seem to come in types.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Personalities must be created according to some kind of cosmic
typology.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The more I’ve studied
this the more it seems likely there is a divine plan around human types, which
would make sense to have different types of creativity going in different
directions. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That way we have
diversity in human society to build cultures and economies.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For example I like the ideogram system
of mind-types, but there are other systems.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The Urantia book doesn’t seem to say
much about the (Ed: too fast and slurred).<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>The description of the twelve apostles seems to play in the direction of
personality types that are granted by God.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>So what can you say about typology and human
personalities?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my son.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Typing is a kind of generalizing, and I
must confess that Michael and I have been guilty of this very thing in our
lessons.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We talk about giving you a
handle with which to grasp the ungraspable, some way of comprehending and
understanding certain profound, living and changing aspects of personality and
creativity.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is OK as long as
you realize on what level of generality or particularity we are speaking.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>God does not create types.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>God creates unique individuals.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All typing, in this sense, is your own,
is this human necessity to think and comprehend at some level of generality just
to have a framework within which to think at all.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so you throw a net over a living
creation, and we would only ask you to be aware it is your own mental net and
that ultimately, each individual’s unique personality is pretty much sliding
right through.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Typing is a useful tool only insofar as
you keep in mind it is only that.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You need to be equally aware of the infinity of all your brothers and
sisters--the almost fearful uniqueness behind every pair of eyes you look
into.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is true equanimity--to
be socially adaptable with a lot of relative strangers, say along a city
sidewalk, where you have to deal with this.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You--generally--are by creating
stereotypes of sex, age, race, size, wealth, body type, threat level, on and on,
to immediately recognize and handle the situation of all these ungraspable,
infinite beings all around you. (much laughter)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As one of your poets said: To walk down
the street and see the full stamp of the human condition on every person’s
face.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think that might be almost
beyond your ability to keep walking.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>That is there.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is
real.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have to deal with
it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>And so enjoy your types.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Use them as tools.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are necessary handles.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But keep in mind the fundamental reality
they try their best to capture, but never quite can.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are provisional expedients, no
more.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s the same with the way in
which Michael and I are limited by the very nature of language to what we can
communicate with you this way.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Meanwhile we are right inside your mind as the very background of your
consciousness, which you can detect if you care to let this background swell
forth in fullness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Don’t forget to
say, Hello.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student, laughing all through this
section:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’ll let it rest there,
Nebadonia.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in my
love.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>First student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Is there some other way you can have us
experiment with receiving your influencing?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Could you speak to
that?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my daughter, just be as clear and
honest as you can be with yourself as to what you’re trying to do.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is not always easy.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s part of the encompassing all around
you, conscious and unconscious.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How
consistently are you aware you are co-creating all this about you that seems so
objective, so--just there--yet is infused with how you are taking
it?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Self awareness of self-creativity)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This awareness is how you make your
headway.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You get to choose as best
you can what goes in your soul for all eternity.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have some control, some choice in
your human experience.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It helps to
remember it’s yours by all those thousand and one decisions you’ve made, or
neglected to make.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s all coming
right out of your very essence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Have some feeling for this, for how you are able to respond to what is
happening to you, or not.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Have some
humility about the degree to which you can do this.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Humility is that feeling you get in the
presence of something enormous, here the challenge of life itself, so it is
indeed a spiritual blessing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then
this self-honesty, this insight enables you to better understand all those
others out there and what they too are struggling with day by
day<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Nebadonia, you said earlier that… (Ed:
again, the words were too fast and faint to catch clearly, but something about
the planet’s new dispensation that started a few decades
ago)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my daughter, we’ve mentioned before
that a lot of the feelings and deep intuitions people all over the world are
getting about a profound change in the world’s status depend for expression on
how they anticipate planetary evolution, or the opposite--doomsday.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They may express these feelings as the
beginning of a new phase like the Aquarian Age, or some kind of world-wide
disaster.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>However, the Lucifer
Rebellion’s adjudication did take place recently and ended a two hundred
thousand year old spiritual quarantine of the planet.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In other words, the whole spiritual
community of the planet has changed enormously, and Urantia is such an object of
interest throughout the Local Universe of millions of inhabited worlds because
this was the world of their Creator Son’s--Michael’s--incarnation as Jesus.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Through certain broadcasts the spiritual
community was able to witness his life here among you as it happened.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Now there are innumerable spiritual
volunteers lining up to get here and be a part of this transformation.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>From your point of view, it means that
anyone can ask for a spiritual teacher and any number of different orders of
beings like angels or ascendant mortals will be glad to be your closest friend,
someone you can have a conversation with in your own mind, and make into a
journal.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m afraid the
implications of the adjudication are almost endless, but does this give you some
notion of what’s happening spiritually on a planetary
scale?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, thank you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>About these spiritual teachers: are they
not in human form but a thought-form so we can have this
relationship?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are discrete spiritual beings, my
daughter, who have the ability, through my spirit, to communicate with you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael and I can communicate with you
directly, but most subordinate beings like angels or advanced, ascendant
mortals, or others the Urantia book speaks of, need to use my spirit, already a
part of your mentality, to do this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>But yes, they are individual personal beings who long to share your life
with you, to experience with you what it is to be a human being on Urantia,
especially at this interesting time.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And then they have their own perspective on you, and are delighted when
you are interested in them and their viewpoint.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Could you say more about how a mortal
may ascend?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, this is just in the Big Plan:
mortals ascend through identification with enduring, creative spirit.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s that
simple.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All
mortals?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Mortal ascension to the Mansion
Worlds)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is no kind of condescension, my
dear, but you in your first life here do not yet have the spiritual capacity and
wisdom with which to reject eternal life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You can only choose to accept it with all your heart.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It will take some time on the worlds to
come before you can make one clear and absolutely unqualified decision as to
whether you wish to continue on.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No
one is forced to accept eternal life, and going on does imply your getting ever
more in sync with the trend of the universe we call God’s will, even fusing
forever with what is already His presence in your mind, your Thought
Adjuster.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This fusion will be
sometime in your Morontia life when you acquire the ability to assess the full
content of your co-authored soul, and its co-author.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But just in terms of being resurrected
on the Mansion Worlds, yes, that happens with everyone.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Am I reading between the lines, or
misreading, but are you saying there is something such as
reincarnation?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my daughter, you are given a new
kind of body and mind when you are, shall we say, reconstituted on a very
physical, real world; but no, not in the sense of your having had a previous
existence to your human life here.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>The inhabited, evolved worlds are the nurseries of time and space where
personal beings of your human order begin.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>True enough, when you are conceived that union of a sperm and egg
contains within it, and recapitulates as an embryo, the whole evolution of life
on this planet; and that you inherit in this physical body of yours in its very
components and structures.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But your
personality, that which is uniquely you in all of creation, starts here with
your conception.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So reincarnation does have some truth
in it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Various schools of
reincarnation--of which there are many--have come about through peoples’
intuition of all that heredity is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>But to think of having another human life here on this planet files in
the face of the fact you have the whole universe out there to explore.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As your Urantia book states, only
certain kinds of animals on the Morontia worlds, with a very rudimentary kind of
personality, do have a succession of bodies when the old one wears out.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But these are animals, not human
beings.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You start here as you
are.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does that answer the
question?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, very thoroughly.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening, Mother, I was just
wondering: what is the best way to contact a teacher, and stay in
contact.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Contacting a spiritual teacher)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my son, there is no way of getting
around the price you have to pay for this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>As Michael said last time, you have to pay attention.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have to give up time in your life to
whole-heartedly desire this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And
then give it a chance.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be still for
a while and say: Here I am.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Who
wants to be my friend?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Who wants to
share my life with me, and let me know some of your
life?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Then it takes that nerve we talked
about to step off and experience another being using your mind and body to write
or speak into a recorder.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I know,
my son, you’ve tried this before with respect to transmitting, and it’s the same
difficulty: how to credit this amazing thing is actually happening, and has
something to give you, you cannot get for yourself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You just have to try it, and stick with
it, have some faith and trust that this is possible.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is so much we touched on tonight
that is so very individual, so uniquely yours, there is no way Michael or I can
make these evaluations for you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This is up to your spirit to decide what is real.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t know if this helps or not…<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Mother Spirit
laughs)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It does indeed.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It sounds like a pretty exciting
adventure.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you,
Mother.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My son, you’ve expressed so many times
your difficulty with meditating, even with a certain stubbornness avoiding it,
you’ll just have to see what happens.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>So many folks only achieve a kind of stillness after maybe twenty minutes
or more of sitting there with everything plaguing them from some television
commercial jingo, to what they need to do that day, or what they did wrong three
year ago, or whatever.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Just persist
and stay in there because stillness comes about on its own.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is no way you can force it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Trying to hold your mind a blank is not
it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Second student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother, would you recommend that we have
a minimum daily requirement for this stillness with
you?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My daughter, that is so dependant on
what will satisfy your heart.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What
will satisfy you that this time in meditation is worthwhile?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>After you’ve given so much to it in
terms of patience and paying attention and just letting happen what will,
opening yourself to whatever comes up, what is it you want of spirit?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What would your heart like to know and
feel?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(long pause)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It gets pretty big, doesn’t it?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(another long
pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>And so too there is a kind of stillness
we can know here, just because we come together to enjoy each other’s
company.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(there followed a very
long pause of many minutes as if no one wanted to break the
stillness)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Well, my dear children, it becomes time
for you to return to your time-and-space conditioned selves, and let time start
up again.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For those of you who are
new here, I’ll conclude with what the others have heard so often, that Michael
and I do appreciate it when you take time out for even a moment in your busy
lives to say hello.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Just say:
Hello, Mom; or, Hello, Dad--thank you for me and my life.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We do hope you appreciate the pattern
beings you are.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Mother Spirit
laughs)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>And so we thank our Father for all of
us, just as we are out here in time and space on such a gigantic
undertaking.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He includes every last
one of us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No one is left out in
His sight.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, my dear
children, for your love and for your respect.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael bids you be in his peace, and I
ask you to feel and be aware: you are in my love.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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