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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">DATE:<SPAN
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</SPAN>December 6, 2009</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">LOCATION:<SPAN style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN>Rio Rancho, NM</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">T/R:<SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 2"> </SPAN>Gerdean</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">TEACHER:<SPAN style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN>Trieste, Adrian, What-About-Bob, Lady, David, Verona and
TOMAS</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>TOPIC:<SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> T</SPAN>he
Value of Associations; the Best Exercise; a Real Estate Situation;
Ego/Personality Expression; Believe in Me; To Develop a Relationship; Baby
Steps; Disciplines <SPAN style="mso-tab-count: 1">
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>TRIESTE:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is Trieste.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am Gerdean’s personal teacher.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Hello)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Hello.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am coming in first because I feel like
the most accessible for her at this moment.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I live quite intimately with her as a
mortal and so I am easier for her to access than some of the others who are, for
her, far removed from where her consciousness can go.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Not that it has not gone there in the
past, or will not go there in the future, but today -- now – it is impossible
for her to reach the far-reaching spheres that once were her milieu. There are
many reasons for this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">I will not spend the day discussing Gerdean, although
there are qualities in the caliber of growth lessons that Gerdean experiences
and is willing to share that are also those being experienced by others and so,
to the extent this will be permitted by her, we can utilize her experience as an
illustration in certain lessons or points to get across.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The truth is she is feeling
limited.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And while feeling limited
is a state of psychic frustration, it is also an indication of a yearning to
break free into less restrictive methods and so they are to be
pondered.</FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Pondering, in fact, seems to be part of the
mortal limitation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You think a
great deal, but not necessarily about the right things.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your mind is always busy, like squirrels
or chipmunks, they are at work chattering and jabbering, as a part of the
natural expenditure of energy.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And yet the tone of your ponderings are often heavy, even morose, or
critical, and perceived as negative when they are a large part of your
character, and, in particular, when these ponderings are done without benefit of
others present.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thus the value of
associations, and particularly like-minded individuals who are on more or less
the same wave-length.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This gives
you greater latitude of thought.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You are not so pinched and limited as when you find yourself in the
company of those whose minds are not expanded, or are fearful of anything
“outside the box.”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are
creative; religionists are dynamic.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It is hard to put such a light under a bushel.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">I will respond to the pull of Adrian, who would like to
speak.</FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>ADRIAN:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am Adrian.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Welcome) Welcome to you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am also Gerdean’s personal teacher,
partner of Trieste.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Similar to how
the seraphim work, we have our sphere of influence.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>One comes forward and dominates at a
time.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We don’t gang up on our
students.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are more like
right-foot, left-foot, and you notice when you do take a step, you put your
right foot forward, your left arm swings forward; and so when you’ve got a good
gait going, the opposite of your arms and legs movement is really a
synchronizing of its parts, such that the body organism moves fluidly through
its environment and this, of course, is the ideal – the involvement of all your
limbs and your faculties.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is
the best exercise -- physically, emotionally, psychically and spiritually.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">I understand you’ve got a real estate problem on your
hands.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Well, it’s become sort of an albatross that I sort of rely on to help
make the mortgage payment, and also, it’s a beautiful little space for someone
to live in and it needs a loving person to live there and love it and enjoy the
space and the yard and be a good neighbor / person for me to have live there, in
the house – dependable and – you know what I mean?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So that I would feel safe and
comfortable having someone live there, rather than keep the place all by
myself.</FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">ADRIAN:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The
scene is very clear, from my perspective, but I think you need to modify your
attitude about your property and your prospective tenant.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You want an intimacy that they may not
feel good about renting.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The reason
a person would go to a place such as you have is because it is an independent
structure, independent address; it does not belong to an apartment complex.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They can feel self-sufficient,
independent, and not have to answer to anyone.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your history with your own property
there has been that whoever lives in the house is simply an extension of your
world</FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It’s been that way for 25 years, yeah.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">ADRIAN:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And
while that may be true, these are different circumstances.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I
try to remember that.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">ADRIAN:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
need to establish a wall between yourself and the rental portion of your
property -- psychically, socially -- and give these people freedom to function
independent of your tendency to hover and nurture and cultivate even that which
is not yours, such as tenants.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
have to start thinking about the caliber of people who live close to you, and
whether they are trustworthy, but beyond that you need to let go of them
completely.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The
neighbors?</FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>ADRIAN:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Okay) They are not your extended
family.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(No)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You might also think in terms of
advertising outside your local environs.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Santa Fe, being “the city different” that it is, you might consider
advertising in the Los Alamos paper, the Taos paper, and even beyond, into
Colorado or Texas or Nebraska or New York.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(Hmm)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Open your perspectives
on your asset there and, instead of thinking of tenants as filial connections,
think of them as attributes.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>We’ve put it on Craig’s List, which is an nation-wide Internet
availability [that] a lot of people check out, apparently, but its updated daily
and your ad sort of gets pushed down … down, down, down … and soon disappears
into the abyss of other people’s ads.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">ADRIAN:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That
is because they are more aggressive promoters (um-hum), and that’s what you need
to do, or your agent needs to do, is be aggressive in marketing this
property.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Okay. I’m going to have a meeting with her and talk to her about
expanding our reach.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">ADRIAN:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Perhaps you need to think in terms of business men/women, corporate
executives, professors, someone on sabbatical from their home university.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Santa Fe would be a nice place to reside
for six months, or a year.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Find out
who they are and what their circumstances are before you start telling them what
your needs are.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Do not depend on
them to be your companions, or your neighborhood watch.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>See how these work.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>See if this doesn’t open the door of
possibilities.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Okay.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’ve been thinking
about having it be some kind of corporate apartment, like the travel nurses that
come through who want to have a dog or for some reason don’t want to be in an
apartment.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>ADRIAN:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Professionals.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Right.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>St. John’s University
or College of Santa Fe, Los Alamos, Santa Fe Institute, all that.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">ADRIAN:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Yes.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is no reason why
you can’t set your sites for professionals who will run less of a risk to lose
their job, or to have problems with custody, or even with pets.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>More mature people.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">ADRIAN:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Professionals.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There was a
question earlier we found interesting, in fact, What-About-Bob and Lady have
requested an opportunity to delve into that.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let’s take a little break for a couple
minutes and come back.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>[Pause]</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">WHAT-ABOUT-BOB:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It’s been so long since I’ve been here, I almost couldn’t find your
place.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, I joke.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I can find you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I know how to get in this place.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s on the circuit.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is a bit of an outpost, however; and
without the group meeting regularly and drawing “juice” it’s a weak circuit,
sometimes barely perceptible.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am
glad for the opportunity to invade this space, with Lady also happy to enter
in.</FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">There was some discussion about a supposed conflict
between ego expression and personality expression, between ego needs and
personality needs.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I almost feel
like Jesus saying “Nathaniel, Nathaniel, how many times do I have to tell you,”
because no matter how faint your light is shining, you are certainly well
apprised of the difference between ego and personality.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am not going to waste time reminding
us all that when you start out you should not worry about how far you have come
or where you are on the journey but rejoice that you are on it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As such, you can quit worrying about
your ego because it has been relegated to the backseat.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>By experiencing rebirth, by whatever
terms you want to use, personality expression now represents the soul – which is
both you (including your ego) and God (including your Thought Adjuster) and so
the personality expression that you seek to engage in, is a wholesome activity,
not to be eschewed.</FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">The ego clamoring for attention is the state of mind that
exists before God-consciousness enters in.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It is the attitude of the singularly selfish, self-centered, self-seeking
individual.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are not that,
neither are your associates, nor is your family.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In fact, virtually everyone you know is
engaged in a degree of personality expression.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Just because people are not experienced
in the spiritual dimension that you consider your home does not make them
godless.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have no way of
discerning one from the other.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Put
your mind at rest regarding the former and trust that you are making progress in
the latter.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It just saves you so
much time and energy to not have to doubt yourself and question your standing
every step of the way.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Lady will
add her comments.</FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">LADY:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Blessings on you, children. (Thank you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And on you.)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Oh I am indeed blessed.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And participating in the process to
which I am assigned.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And since
nothing is more important than the work of your realm, I know I am doing
important work, and that feeds my sense of self-esteem.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I respect myself for being true to
myself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And in that state of mind
and being, my partner respects me also because I am putting myself forward as a
person of integrity and consciousness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Many people attempt to perform this by being busy, but being busy is not
the same as participating.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It would
be an ego tactic to simply go down the list of things you need to do, people you
need to see, but it is organic that you should participate in the circumstances
that you find yourself in, surrounded by.</FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>It did not go past our notice recently when
you let it be known, Gerdean, that you were inviting your entourage back into
your consciousness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is difficult
for you mortals to live without beliefs.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>They indeed are the scaffolding upon which your faith ascends.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so I am glad that you believe in me
and in us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We have spent so many
precious hours communing together in meaningful ways it would be a sure loss for
us if this reality were cast aside as imaginary or irrelevant.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Beliefs are and faith is the armature of
your ascension career.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is what
gives you agondonters propulsion; otherwise, you would sit inert and wait for
life to happen to you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And that,
unfortunately, is how so many people do live, and then they wonder what happened
to them. When that happens, they have not utilized the will; they have not found
the proper use of the will that is a choice that is made with the eventual
cooperation and support of the ego.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And so it works for you and with you, not against you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">We will help you keep your perspective.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thanks for inviting us into your life
again.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We have not missed much in
these many months of non-communication but we have missed you.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Gerdean:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Thank you.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">ADRIAN:<SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Adrian back.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I heard you, Renault, ask about your own
personal teachers.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, you do have
accompaniment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am not skilled at
this part of the T/Ring process but I will venture to develop the skill if you
will bear with me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I would like to
study your aura, your package, and discern the presence of your personal teacher
(or teachers if you have two) and call them forth, find out their names, if
possible, and then perhaps have a conversation between you and one or two of
them, but this will take some time.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Do you have time?</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I
do, yes, thank you. [Pause]</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">ADRIAN:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>There is someone here named David who claims to be your personal
teacher.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>One moment.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>DAVID:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Hello, Renault.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is
David, your personal teacher.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(Hello)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Hello. It is good to
have an opportunity to contact you, to make a connection this way.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It will take me some minutes to
familiarize myself with the process.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>[Pause]<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It will take us some
time to develop a relationship.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
need to know more about me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I know
much about you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Between me and my
partner, your other personal teacher, we know you quite well.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I love your openness, your heart is big
and open to all the goodness the universe provides.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are without defense, and this is
endearing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This quality has caused
your guardian angel some extra work but if we didn’t have work to do, what would
be the point?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We love our work, all
of us in the spirit realm, as you enjoy your work, for the most part.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>I have been quite active with you in your
very active life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The aspect of you
that is assertive, a go-getter, that gets bored easily, that wants to take
risks, that wants to change jobs, that wants to take on what maybe others don’t
want to -- this is an area where you and I have had a great deal of
interaction.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am the reflection of
your extraverted nature, part of your adventurous spirit.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My
David, huh?</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">DAVID:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When
your furnace goes out, I am generally the one who works with you on discerning
what to do about such an issue, who to call, what investment to make, or what
problems to avoid.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Thank you.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">DAVID:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My
pleasure.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So
you have been with me through the remodel phase and …</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">DAVID:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Oh,
my, yes.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(Laughing) Thanks.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I need
help.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">DAVID:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>From
way before that.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It’s an on-going thing.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">DAVID:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes,
you do need help.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You do have the
good sense, though, to let it be known.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You don’t suffer in silence overmuch.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My partner would like to address
you.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Okay.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Gerdean:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I
am studying her name.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I can’t find
her name.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It looks like
Verona.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s not Ramona.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It looks like an “--ona” -- Verona
maybe.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Vivian is too – I don’t
think its Vivian.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Anyway, we’ll
call her Verona for now.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">VERONA:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>By contrast, I am quite introverted and very smart.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m not saying that David is not
smart.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am saying that I am quite
competent intellectually, and in diplomacy also, although you are slow to learn
my lessons.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have a rebellious
streak, a defiant streak, that I find difficult to work with sometimes and so I
too can claim that your guardian seraphim has her work cut out for her, but
again, this is what we do.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Is it
not remarkable that the Father has assigned to you so many helpers?</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Renault:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And yet still we stumble.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>VERONA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In the hospital, where you work,
there are many nurses on duty, different shifts, different specialists who come
through, student visitors, aides and the like.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Between them all, the job gets done, the
infant grows strong, goes home.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>That’s what we’re doing here.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>We’re working in the nursery. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(Laughing) Waa! Waa!</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>VERONA:<SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Indeed, we listen to
you whine and cry.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We feed you and
change you and cuddle you and nurture you and send you out the next day to meet
the needs of that exchange with your environment.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">I enjoy working with you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are magnanimous in your regard for
your fellow human beings … your patience, not exclusively.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I tell you all these lovely things
because this is the first opportunity I have had to tell you these lovely things
about yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You need to learn
to love yourself as much as I love you, and perhaps to see yourself more clearly
as I can see you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Therefore
you are also encouraged to spend more time with your personal teachers, your
spirit guides, your heavenly helpers, for the perspective they and we bring,
just knowing you are being upheld by legions of angels, that many hundreds of
orders of angels are dedicated to your uplifting.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In time your appreciation for what this
means and how they work in your mind will be made more clear but our baby steps
here have proved to be quite beneficial overall.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Good.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m also enjoying the new group with
Rabbi and our Bible study group which is wonderful enlightenment.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I hope you will join us, and enjoy
us.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>VERONA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will be there because of my
association with you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You might
want to also invite some of the visiting students or midwayers or cherubim or
other entities to add more “juice” to the circuitry.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And
the others’ invisible helpers, as well.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>The room is very crowded, it seems. </FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>VERONA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You know how many angels you can
get on the head of a pin.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>(Right)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You need not worry
about crowded conditions.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Renault:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I figured.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thanks.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">VERONA:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Of
course.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let me return the discussion back to
someone else.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>However, before you go, is there some way you and David could link up
with me?</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">VERONA:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Yes. We are always at
the ready in your proximity. Find us in your consciousness, where we reside in
your consciousness, and when you need us, knock on our door and anticipate that
we will answer.</FONT></P>
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face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Okay.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">VERONA:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You are welcome and thank you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I look forward to getting to know you better, and you getting to know us
better in the days to come.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Now
that we can call you by name.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">VERONA:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Indeed.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Thank you, David and Verona.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>TOMAS:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This is Tomas.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Group: <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Hello Tomas.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">TOMAS:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I
have been away so long and out of practice for so long, I feel rusty.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Group:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We
missed you.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>TOMAS:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I missed you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I have missed
the long and steady career we enjoyed together.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For several years I was quite well
engaged. And while I am still occupied in the business of teaching, promoting
understanding, I miss the format with which we had become so accustomed,
familiar.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I regret the group has
floundered so.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is not anyone’s
fault.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s just that evolution
marches on.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Part of evolution is
growing old.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I won’t ever consider
this group as having lost interest, but rather as having lost the physical
ability to participate as fervently as it was able to when it was younger, and I
do mean this literally.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Having lost Esmeralda, our noble hostess, and the
honeymooners having become immobile is a hardship and a handicap to the
group.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And yet I do not consider
the group as being “shut down,” merely being held in trust.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Renault:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>True.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We haven’t stopped
having sessions.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We haven’t stopped
learning.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We haven’t stopped
T/R’ing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We’re still here.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Our circuits are still open.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are still willing.</FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>TOMAS:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Still reading the text and being of service. When the time comes, it will
happen as if it were divinely orchestrated, as are all things.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">I would like to speak briefly about disciplines.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I have spoken many times about the value
of beneficial habit patterns, exchanging old and inferior habit patterns for new
and superior habit patterns.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This
generally comes with maturity, even almost naturally as you learn lessons and
look for better ways to deal with problem solving.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But the idea of a discipline is not to
be forsaken simply because you become skilled at living.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Disciplines are those good habits upon
which your skilled living operates.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Your good habits provide the infrastructure upon which your leisure can
be productive, rather than inert or passive.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Not following your established
disciplines is like not exercising: you get soft, you get flabby, you get
weak.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is necessary to exercise
the will, and the mind, to keep it active and sharp so it can continue to serve
you and others. </FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>When you are young and engaged in the
workaday world, your schedules and the demands of living superimpose disciplines
upon you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You must go to bed early
in order to get up early.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You must
eat on schedule to make sure you get proper fueling.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You establish lifestyles around the job
requirements so that you can attend to your home maintenance, child rearing,
recreation and so forth. When you are independently wealthy, or retired, or
liberated from the fetters of the structures that hold your world together, you
are on your own as far as disciplines are concerned, and while there are those
who do rather well without programming, even self-programming, there are those
who do well to continue the regimen of animal training for your material bodies
such as you would provide for your pets.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><o:p><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman"> </FONT></o:p></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Letting go of discipline is an invitation to
freedom, on one hand, but on the other hand, it is an invitation to
flounder.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When you no longer have
to answer to someone else – a boss, a parent, a spouse, a landlord, a teacher –
and have only yourself to answer to, you need to maintain your disciplines or
call upon your spirit guides to be your coach, to oversee that you get done what
you need to get done in order to be a fulfilled and well-rounded individual …
able to operate within the constraints of time and space while also being able
to soar beyond those limitations into the far-reaching distance of the universe,
in terms of potential.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Yes, I am talking about disciplines,
self-imposed disciplines -- those that no one else could or would or should put
upon you, but that you, in knowing yourself, should-would-could put upon
yourself in order to be the best that you can be.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be true to yourself and be good to
yourself by following your own admonitions of establishing your own criteria for
participation in the life that you live.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
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face="Times New Roman">Question:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Will we still need to use disciplines in Mansonia?</FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Yes, the disciplines that you used as a youth modify and
change as you develop new patterns in maturity, and again On High you will trade
up, but you will still need to have discipline.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother Spirit will help you with these
changes, as will your seraphim and spirit guides who work with you so
personally, so that you are always connected, always feeling as if you were a
vital part of the mechanisms of life as well as the spirit of life.</FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">TOMAS:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Are
there questions?</FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT
face="Times New Roman"><FONT size=4>Group:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Not at this time.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you
so much everyone.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">TOMAS:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And
we thank you, so much, everyone for hearing our intent and being responsive to
our efforts.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It has been a
wonderful gathering.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The potential
is great for advancement in all directions.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Amen and farewell.</FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=4
face="Times New Roman">Group:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Amen.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you!</FONT></P>
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