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align=center><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Nebadonia--</SPAN><st1:date Year="2010" Day="10"
Month="5"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">May 10, 2010</SPAN></st1:date><SPAN
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Marin TM Group--Mill Valley,
</SPAN><st1:State><st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">California</SPAN></st1:place></st1:State><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">--</SPAN><st1:country-region><st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">U.S.A.</SPAN></st1:place></st1:country-region><SPAN
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT
size=3>NEBADONIA--T/R-JL<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The freedom of endless
association)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Unique and universal: individual and
group) <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(To whom do you give your
allegiance?)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Helping others be
free)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Unconscious identification
again)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The evolution of
individualization)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The adventure has no end to
it)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Dear Mother Spirit and Michael,<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We’re just one day past our
celebration of Mother’s Day and I wanted to thank you, Nebadonia, for being the
necessary motherly connection between us and our Father. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you for me. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you and Michael and your Life
Carrier Sons for starting life on this planet and guiding all that led up to me
being here this evening. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you
for this body of mine. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you
for your Holy Spirit being part of my mind and always being here whenever I need
to feel your presence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I invite you
to help me be aware of you whenever it pleases you.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Thank you for us--everyone I’ve
known.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>One of the sweetest truths
you’ve taught in many lessons is what fills our souls--greater than all the
material things we’ve known so well, our wonderful toys, the great tools we work
with and all the kitchen gear we use to prepare our food, the homes we’ve
known--the houses and apartments; the living physical planet: greater than all
this material creation are the other souls we’ve known. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In our meditation they come and visit us,
these other finally unfathomable beings of God’s, and of yours, and Michael’s
creation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We experience their
character within us. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We feel again
the love they showed us, and again, the love we were aglow to radiate towards
them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you for giving all of
us life, to fill our lives with each other. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Amen. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening, my children, this is
Nebadonia, your spirit mother. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes,
indeed, happy Mothers Day to me. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I
relish your thanksgiving but please do not worship me, my children.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I would rather you feel me even closer
to you than that: my Holy Spirit is part of you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then too, we’re both, you and I,
children of our Father. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We both
have this wonderful relationship to someone who is all encompassing, for in Him
we truly live, and move, and have our being.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is from His desire and His
creativity--His original notion of autonomy, if you will--that we have our
freedom, our independence, even from Him. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We each have our individualized unique
personality like no other in all of creation. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are each distinct, discreet living
personal beings and it’s our very freedom from God that gives us the ability
then to choose, in all freedom, to worship Him and say: Thank you, Father, for
me. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And thank You for these
companions, this infinity of other personal beings with whom to share
eternity.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The freedom of endless
association)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>My children, just as you recognize that
the other folks you have known and loved so dearly are truly what fill your
soul, so too will they continue to fill eternity with you. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is another great freedom, an endless
freedom of association. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael
recently put it as the great personality circuit, the way, even in this first
life of yours, you participate in the Deity Absolute, the single transcendent
reality of all personal beings created by God. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>We delight in your recent
development--say in the last hundred years or so--of your marvelous science
fiction and fantasy for now we can speak of dimensions of reality and you can
get some feeling for all the different, sparkling facets of the encompassing in
which we are all being held. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It
includes every other order of personal beings, each of which is yet another kind
of consciousness that you will encounter and have fun making your own. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is God’s endless gift of
experience.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All of us experiential
beings are growing, constantly growing our souls. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the marvelous way the creation
itself is set up to, as we’ve taught, not repeat itself, but grow, so each
moment of universal history is unique as well. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This spontaneous half of reality means
there’s something very special to each moment of time.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All reality is expanding not only with
new materialization but also, with an increasing number of personal beings
throughout, more mind and individual spirit, more soul experience.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s all expanding and growing,
forever.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the essence of
experience.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As your Urantia book
puts it into pure poetry, God escapes the “fetters of infinity and absolute
perfection” by His ability to create finite creatures who can participate in
their own growing perfection, forever.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This is true even though in each moment of time He is complete, the
creation is complete, and you are complete in the sense that nothing is
missing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s all here.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Everything is complete just as it is.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There’s no need for any of this.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It simply is by His will.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It continues to grow by His will.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Time is a dimension of His will.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You too grow towards a perfection you
will never reach the end of, for you will never cease reaching for it.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>You’ve gathered by now Michael and I
delight in introducing you to yourselves. Last time he mentioned the mystery
that you remain to yourselves, partly because everything, including you, is
changing and growing, and needs to be constantly rediscovered.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He asked you to understand then, in this
light, so much of human behavior and how this deep mystery is so differently
experienced and interpreted by each person. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To some it’s a terror, a boundless and
groundless anxiety they feel, like a pit they will fall into any moment.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It remains something they can never
finally know and have done with, some yawning chasm of unpredictability.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They feel righteously fearful of the
deliberate unpredictability of others, evolved over a million years of nigh
incessant territorial, political, and economic warfare, let alone petty crime;
that calls for genuine reassurance of friendliness, one to
another.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Unique and universal: individual and
group) <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So let’s deepen the mystery. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let’s think about yet another living
balance that you experience, and this is both the internal and outward balance
between the individual and the group. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Aside from some extremely rare
individuals who’ve had the freedom to choose to live, say, as hermits off
somewhere totally independent of all other human contact; except for these
extremely rare individuals, people have always lived in relationship to
others.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And these others are, like
you, a combination of a unique personality coupled though with a near universal
planetary form of living energy, the human body/mind.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m sure you’d agree that if you needed
a surgeon it’s nice he doesn’t have to start exploring from scratch, so much of
your physical form is universally shared with all the others on this
planet.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then too the mind that
comes from this physical-ness is in so many aspects universally shared with
everyone as well. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s my
Mind/Spirit Adjutant kind of mind that you have, and my Holy Spirit is in each
one of you, and you are all in me. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So internally you have this living
balance between a unique personality and a nigh universal body/mind
reality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Externally this individual/group
balance is reflected in the cultural conditioning shared among large groups of
people along the lines of regional nation/states, different religions and
beliefs, and the whole spectrum from a primitive to a scientific understanding
of Natural Law.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For the individual
these are, you might say, large conglomerations of coincidences--(Mother Spirit
chuckles)--into which they are born, situations within which they participate
more or less both by choice and coercion. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Your Urantia book states, and the First
Amendment to your Constitution also expresses, a necessity for freedom of speech
in all forms of communication.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>While it is true that all thought originates in each individual,
hopefully in touch with their inner presence of God, their Thought Adjuster, so
too you recognize the necessity for freely communicating with your fellows in
order to have a sharing and concurrence of ideas that lead to that friendly
assurance I mentioned.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The very
language with which you think is a collective evolution, and so even your own
individual creativity, my children, is dependent in part, and reflected by, your
ability to share your thoughts with each other. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>In the realm of mind is where, if you
will, one and one make more than two. There is something in a lively exchange
between two people that can be so much greater than what each one is capable of
originating alone.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so here too,
in your very ability to think, you have a living balance between the individual
and the group. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You do well to have
this freedom reflected in your society, your freedom of the press and writing,
then radio and movies and TV, and now the internet and all your electronic
media.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They enable you to share so
much, to know so much of so many more lives and experiences in addition to your
own.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This individual ability is
also growing exponentially in the collective, planetary sense. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>The political implications of this are
obvious in how societies have evolved all over the world through a living,
dynamic struggle between the rights of the individual and the need for each
person to be aware of and experience and enjoy their individuality, their
uniqueness; balanced with their ability to respond to the group; and the
responsibility of the group toward the individual. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For again, with very few exceptions, no
one lives alone.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Each person is in
a living situation of independence, dependence, and interdependence, and it
should be thrilling for you to realize all these different aspects.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>A truly evolving society is one in which
all these relationships are enhanced by being brought into highly conscious
individual choice.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For it’s a
member’s unconscious, knee-jerk identification with a religion, a society, a
political party--any group--that gives the leaders of that group or institution
an unquestioned authority over them. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The great evolution in human society is
when individuals become evermore conscious of their relationship to, first, the
presence of God within them that gives them the realization of their uniqueness,
and then their freedom of choice in how they respond to all the groups that
impinge upon them. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the
great movement from unconsciousness to conscious realization and freedom,
freedom with and freedom from the very religious, social, and political
conditioning that gives meaning to their lives. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>You might wonder where you fit in along
this whole spectrum of unconscious to highly conscious identification. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Wonder: who or what is it you owe your
allegiance to? <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As we have said
before; as one of your poets stated: it is not he, or she, or them, or It--that
you belong to. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You belong to
yourself and to God. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But you want
to develop the ability to respond with all those with whom you relate, near and
far. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So welcome to another mystery, my
children. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Welcome all these
relationships into consciousness. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be aware to whom and what you give your
allegiance, and maintain the ability to withdraw it upon your choice. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be very careful about your freedom. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>At each moment it is no more than a
potential being realized this particular time. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is how you are living your life, yet
the potential for more freedom is also always present. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is how you grow to become a true
faith son or daughter of God.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
not only ascertain His will for you, but you are able to choose it. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This too is His blessing upon you.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Now if you have any questions or
comments this evening, I’m always open and enjoy hearing them.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, Mother, for your undying
love, the way you are always supportive. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you for your presence in our lives.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m just now learning to get your
love from my head down to my heart. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s really nice. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The question I have is, you mentioned
allegiance, but to whom should we give our allegiance: you, or Michael, or the
Heavenly Father; or all three of you?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(To whom do you give your
allegiance?)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my son: this is for you to
decide.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is your choice: where
you direct your love and appreciation. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We can only encourage you to make it your
own, to acquire the full status of a creature of free will dignity.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Kind-of seems to me that Heavenly
Father--through the Thought Adjuster--is closer than you and Michael, and I‘ve
been taught to give allegiance to Heavenly Father.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Now I’m wondering whether or not, or
where you and Michael fit in. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I
guess that’s the same question I just asked (all chuckle).
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My son, Michael and I are happy to be
the conduit for your love and your respect and your honor to our Father.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are quite capable, and have so much
in the past, addressed each of us in turn, and we all, collectively--the three
of us, feel your love, and respond. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be undisturbed if you can’t quite yet
distinguish us, except by name and understanding.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We enjoy a supernal unity that is quite
transcendent to human comprehension and so be not dismayed that our presence is
felt as one.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are quite distinct,
discrete beings, yet as Michael said, as Jesus, I and my Father are one.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are quite in accord--(Mother Spirit
chuckles)--with each other. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>But as to whom and what you give your
allegiance, the important thing is that it is your choice.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The more consciously you make that
decision, the more genuine and powerful then is your ability to direct your
love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So choose wisely.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Wonder and explore within yourself, my
son. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you feel any lingering
alliance to any human organization or institution, this is not necessarily wrong
by any means.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But it is good for
you to make these choices anew from time to time, well conscious of whom you are
choosing to back, to give your time, and your attention, and your wealth.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Consciousness: that’s the ticket here;
that’s the thing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So meditate on
this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let your soul come forth,
curious as to whom you’ve give your allegiance in the past. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Does this self-exploration seem like a
worthwhile activity? <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>STUDENT: <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It does indeed. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m beginning to notice that I’m
unconsciously giving allegiance to a lot of things--people, places, and
organizations--without even thinking about them much.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What do you suggest,
Mother?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Well, all human beings are born into an
amazing array--(Mother Spirit chuckles)--of conditioning--familial, political,
social, scientific, religious.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>These gave you the very language--the words, and concepts, and
relationships--with which you began to think; and taught you how to perceive
reality. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the universal
situation of childhood, and so we encourage each person to grow to their full
estate of inner freedom, the free will and dignity of each conscious, free will
choice, moment by moment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is
no light thing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the weight
you carry, but it gives substance to all things.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are the co-creator of your
life.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you,
Mother.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re very welcome. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in my love. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Keep letting your meditation deepen.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are breaking free to a greater
connection.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, Mother, again.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother, I belong to an organization, a
church that worships God, that worships Jesus Christ, but it seems to me to be
in error and not in freedom.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There
are so many rules, and prohibitions, and …(unclear)…about the bible, and I feel
foreign, always, because I love these people and I see that they are striving
for truth, but they are so bound by their fear of freedom.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you have any advice to give me about
how do I relate to these people who are trying to be your people, be God’s
people, but can’t let themselves, and others, be free.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How do I love them and help them into
freedom?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Helping others be
free)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my daughter.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As with C, I have to throw it right back
into your lap.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s how you decide
to live, moment by moment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>May I
suggest: lively, lightheartedly, spontaneously, joyfully, teasingly, and
lovingly.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have moved a great
deal just in your realization of this problem and your desire to face the fear
of being an individual yourself, and stand on your own two feet and take
responsibility for your own beliefs--in the midst of those who believe
otherwise.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Imagine everybody in a deep hole and
constantly arguing about how they are going to get out--who is going to stand on
whose shoulders, who might be left behind.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Yet until one gets out--that is, finds the way, none can follow.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Until you yourself are free, you cannot
help others realize their freedom.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And so, facing this fear of freedom yourself, this apprehension of being
so terribly singular in the midst of their more dogmatic beliefs, is the first
step, for until you make it out and achieve some freedom yourself, how can you
be an example for others?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>As your Urantia book states, my
daughter, it is a spiritual fragrance that actually moves others.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There you are, being free, demonstrating
with your love, and your caring, and your teasing, and your devotion, and your
lively spontaneity--all of these: demonstrating what is possible.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the greatest thing you can do
for anyone.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It was Jesus’ ability
to take in others, even his sworn enemies, and still love them, that made such
an impression.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>There is no technique, no magic way, no
universal method I could suggest, but the exact opposite.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It by ridding yourself of any such
notion, and trusting in your own creative self to be adequate to the moment,
that you grow the ability to help others.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Trust in your own love and your own caring to come up with the right
word, the right gesture, the loving touch that fills their souls with you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what does it, and nothing shy of
this really does.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will work on that, and try not to be
so serious all the time.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(everyone
laughs).<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you,
Mother.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Just continue to love the folks, and let
them believe what they will.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This
is not to say you can’t get into all kinds of lively theological discussions,
but you avoid butting heads spiritually.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You keep the inner connection with all-inclusive spirit--that loving
touch, as your orientation to the truth in each moment with them, and let the
rest fall into place where it will.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This way you keep learning about them too.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’ll be showing them how to accept
others, with love; and all the good belief systems are only aimed at that
anyway, are they not?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Continue to
be in my love.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And you in
mine.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, Mother.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was thinking that this word freedom
gets thrown around a lot without any true understanding of what it implies, and
what are we being free from.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Sometimes when people get political freedom there’s a lot of chaos at
first.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They don’t have the balance
or integration to experience the true significance and value of being free.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>One viewpoint is that we are
intrinsically free beings, but we choose to identify with ideologies so
unquestionably that we consider them as truth itself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think that this is where stillness
comes into play, to relax ones grip on these identifications and allow our
deeper need to be free to gently come forth.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>You mentioned earlier about
expansiveness, about expanding beyond anything that binds you to a particular
ideology.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As M just said, there are
so many rules about what to do and think to become a true believer: that’s not
freedom.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That’s not free will.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Our innate feelings of morality get
covered over with so many do’s and don’ts.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>We’re not brought up to tune into something spiritual within ourselves,
but trained to give obedience to someone else.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>I’d like to read something I wrote--if
I can in this light.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>‘Expansiveness
is part of our nature.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Life, space,
God, or awareness--are always expanding.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>They are never tied down to anything--no concepts, no doctrines, no
dogma, no belief systems, no teaching, no way of seeing oneself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If we have the idea of being of an
independent nature, yet not being separate from our source--which is a great,
shining brightness--then we are aware of this innate call to expand.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Resistance to be so results in
circumstances we perceive as troublesome or
fearsome.’<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Whenever I feel stuck like I’m not
allowing myself to be free in the moment because of some idea, or some fear, I
take the time to just be still with myself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I know my sense of freedom will come
about all on its own.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I just have
to have faith.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Anyway…that’s
enough!<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my son, it seems you have found not
some dogmatic method of blind belief, but actually a way of suspending the inner
need for this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the
discovery of a true sense of stillness, of your own positive spirit, and ours,
that will come forth if only given the chance.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You choose to enter into an activity
that enables you to rise above even the past few moments and come into a touch
with your spontaneous self--what we’ve called the fact that reality is not only
repeating itself but is also bursting forth ever anew from God’s
creativity--including the portion He has endowed to you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Just to be aware of this is to be
renewed.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Unconscious identification
again)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>The only thing I would disagree with is
the notion that people are bound up because they choose to identify with this or
that dogma.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My lesson tonight was
that folks are stuck by their--lack--of conscious choice, simply because--for
the most part--they were raised and conditioned by circumstances that were--from
the standpoint of their just-beginning personality--purely coincidental: the
coincidences of birth.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Their
identifications are unconscious, and this is what gives human institutions such
enormous power over their members.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>The only way out is for these members to consciously withdraw their
allegiance and make a new commitment--if they so choose--in the light of that
real freedom.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To do so they have to
face the fear of individuality, of being singular, of being unique and alone
with only God, and Michael, and me for their ultimate company.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This means standing on their own within
themselves.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is the supreme
challenge to attain the free will dignity that, up to that moment, is only
potential.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>You are complete moment by moment, but
you can be rather completely enslaved to unconscious identifications.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is not that anything is missing; but
that the state of your being is one of being born imperfect so that you can
choose and have a hand in your own eternal perfectibility.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is God’s idea of sharing His
perfection throughout the whole time/space realm with His children.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is how you, as an individual, even
though you are reared by human authority, you can choose what will be
unconditionally true for you. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
reap the result of this choice in the instantaneous response of the rest of
reality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>The circumstantial conditioning into
which you were born, that gives meaning to your life, is the very thing you need
to be independent from.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In your
stillness let your soul come forth so you can review and reflect upon your
life--all the spiritually significant events and folks that gave, and still give
it meaning and value.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As this comes
into consciousness you enter a win-win situation of having all of this
significance, and yet also being free of it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the movement of understanding,
deeper and deeper understanding, and it is something that, by its very essence,
you cannot anticipate.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, I see: people don’t always realize
they have a choice.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But I think
that all over the world peoples’ belief systems are being threatened and put
under a microscope because of the economic/financial…and other upheavals.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet people don’t have that moment, that
glimpse into something other than what is going on--another way out.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It takes that moment of truth, or
freedom; or they just keep on.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I
guess all one can do is love them for their true essence, whether they know it
or not.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I mean, that was what Jesus
was all about, and Buddha, and all of them.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They saw the truth of peoples’ true
nature.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So instead of getting down
of what people believe, it’s up to people who do understand what freedom and
love are all about to see them as that as well.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So: thank
you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The evolution of
individualization)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are welcome, my son.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We’re touching here the fundamental
evolution of individualization, and then of societies and cultures in general
becoming self-aware and liberated in understanding.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This takes place from the most primitive
and savage tribal level where every individual is rigidly bound about by a
thousand and one unquestioned taboos, clear to the point of what various
religions or belief systems have called enlightenment, or realization, or being
reborn in the spirit: an individual of true free will dignity responsibly
expressing their unique, God-given personality.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What a wealth of creative spirit coming
from each person, for everybody!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>What a wealth of inner awareness and reality within everyone too!<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>I think this creative spirit is what
you are hinting at with your notion of a person’s true nature.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, it is always operating, but mostly
unconsciously.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m merely
suggesting it is an individual evolution, over time, insofar as it is realized
by your conscious self, which is not always the case at all.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Some folks experience moments of great,
life-illuminating understanding; others perish for lack of that very thing.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For those with the courage and
understanding to realize their own individuality, they can then see this in all
others--irrespective of how these others see themselves. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They will have gone beyond prejudice and
dogma and needy, self-serving projections to live in a world of genuine
individuals, one step closer to how Michael, and I, and God, see everyone.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These steps are endless, but each is a
delight.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>As Michael said, this is the
challenge--growing the ability to welcome and embrace so much character and soul
in every single person.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s the
ultimate gift of God’s--all these other, unique beings to fill your soul.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are His gift to them, and they are
His gift to you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What a spontaneous
game begins to emerge when you lose your fear of this and join the dance.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You find freedom first for yourself,
within, then in a loving relationship with those around you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are only as alone as you feel you
are.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your Father, Michael, and I:
we are always here.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But through
your freedom, even from us, you can feel frightfully alone at times, even in the
middle of a group.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the
awesome reality of individual personality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>The suffering of felt separation is real.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The pain is real.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But then too, so is the way out of
them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>It is a seeming paradox you can become
paralyzed in contemplating: you are not free until you are free.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Each free will choice is somewhat unique
as is each changing moment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There
is some genuine mystery here you can get lost in.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet there is also just simple, profound
action.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You live in this mystery of
yourself, and yet: you do something!--and it’s done.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There it is.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’ve changed something in time and
space, and it is a part of the Supreme forever.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The adventure has no end to
it)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Be honest with yourself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Entertain the good, the beautiful, the
true, irrespective of how, or even if you can accomplish them.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Pay that often uncomfortable price of
awareness of limitation, to keep growing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This is the way, and this is the reward.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’ve a long way to go; literally,
forever.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So be not daunted that the
adventure has no end to it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is
its essence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Without this, eternity
would be a hell of repetition.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Embrace this spontaneous quality of the creation that you cannot
anticipate, and trust in God’s wisdom that He set it up like this out of love
for you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 12pt 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Be in my love.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
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