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align=center><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Nebadonia--</SPAN><st1:date Year="2010" Day="7"
Month="6"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">June 7, 2010</SPAN></st1:date><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">Marin TM Group--Mill Valley,
</SPAN><st1:State><st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">California</SPAN></st1:place></st1:State><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">--</SPAN><st1:country-region><st1:place><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">U.S.A.</SPAN></st1:place></st1:country-region><SPAN
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA--T/R-JL
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The mystery of
personality)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Objectivity and subjectivity)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Security in God’s will and ways)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The meaning of
appreciation)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Michael and Nebadonia sharing their
lives)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Developing your inner reality)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Dear Mother Spirit and Michael,<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We welcome you back with us
each Monday evening with a funny, ironic feeling that you’ve never left.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Through your lessons over these past few
years we’ve slowly gained the sure knowledge, and then a natural inner
perception, of your presence with us. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The fact is: you are with us always, as
is the inner presence of our Thought Adjuster, an individualized presence of God
literally creating our souls with us by capturing all the spiritual/valuable
moments of the life we do our best to choose.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>A few weeks ago one of us introduced
the notion that the here-and-now is taking very good care of itself. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We can definitely see and feel the truth
of this in that, as we tune in ever deeper and broader to the dynamic, living
nature of here-and-now, we can sense the miracle of how total reality--the
universe is self-sustaining, and sustaining us as well.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There’s some constant creation going on
here. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Yet when we think of the here-and-now
taking care of--it--self, it reminds us of an enormous inner transformation,
really a re-orientation, in our whole way of thinking.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This encompassing that surrounds and
sustains us is not an--it--but the ubiquity and omnipresence of a personal
God.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet this brings into question
another great mystery: what is personality?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s not an “it.”<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The Urantia book defines the word
God--which has so many meanings in so many different contexts; still, the one
irreducible essence is personality--the personhood of the First Source and
Center.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>One personal God is the
origin/creator of personality in all personal beings of many hundreds of
different orders of which we human beings are just one. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So we thank you for your many lessons all
pivoting around this central mystery of personality. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Amen. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening, C--(Good evening,
Mother)--and J. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So: it’s just the
three of us here tonight… yet... as you noted, Michael’s here with us; and
definitely our Father is here with us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>He is not only all around us--as you recognize, but sustaining this whole
creation in a never-before and never-again present moment--this particular
moment as you hear or read this--of His outpouring of life.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let’s pause a while and feel what’s
around us, and inside us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let us
help you feel our presence.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The mystery of
personality)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Tickle yourself to imagine what must be
the connection and the perception that Michael and I have of our Father.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are directly connected as Creator Son
and Creator Daughter to not only God but also the Eternal Son and the Infinite
Spirit. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So you may wonder how
personal beings such as we who are so directly connected to the Trinity, how we
too can have our own, very separate, unique personalities.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We too are discrete, individual beings
with the power to create our own children, along with God.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then too a re-creative power is shared
with you our human children, between all your brothers and sisters with each
other.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can create more of you,
an ability that is not shared by all the orders of personal beings like
seraphim, cherubim, sanobim; Melchizedek, Vorondadek, and Lanonandek Sons.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All these are created orders of beings
who are not self-creating. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Only
Father Melchizedek participates with us in the creation of his order of sons.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Yet though you get together and
recreate the living, physical bodies of your children with a true combination of
the physical heredity components of both father and mother, God himself creates
the perfectly appropriate personality and endows this personal being with a
spiritual sharing in His power of creativity.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will have a life in which the
physical and mental aspects of your being are spiritualized--co-created by
you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For it is your
personality--you--your essential self, my children, that real-izes all the
creation for you--including your own body and mind.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Everything of physical or mental nature
that you experience is partly you, is part of your co-creation.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s your spiritual power to make
reality real for you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Some feel this as a prison of
subjectivity, a prison of self.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It’s like discovering your fingerprints--your interpretation--on
everything you perceive.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet there
is also a liberation in this awareness of subjectivity when you get over the
panic--(Mother chuckles)--of realizing there is no absolute or true objectivity
you can grasp purely cognitively once and for all.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All human experience, even of mind and
spirit, is provisional.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This
realization is especially important from the standpoint of a human being just
starting out in this their first phase of eternal life. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Even you oldsters have to realize how
tiny is your experience of life so far, limited just to one planet or
even--(Mother chuckles again)--one country, or state, or
neighborhood.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Objectivity and subjectivity)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Yet though absolute objectivity is
humanly impossible, it’s an orientation towards truth, ever striving to be more
and more objective--realizing and appreciating all that is not-you--realizing
that only God, only the Creator can completely perceive and respond, literally
connect with the whole cosmos.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It
might seem philosophically ironic, but by accepting and being aware of your own
subjectivity, your own heredity, your own parents and the way in which you were
raised, all the conditioning we’ve talked about that forms the very meaning and
value of your life; only by becoming conscious of this, as Michael mentioned
last time, with an ongoing, deepening understanding of who and what you are:
only in this way can you come ever closer towards objectivity. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can not only perceive and apprehend
but you can also grow in your appreciation of just how marvelous is that
ungraspable objective reality out there we call God’s infinite creation,
including your inner human personality. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>You can appreciate that though there is
an enormous amount of impersonal reality--(Mother chuckles)--all the material
and energy of the universe--it is being created by personal beings, initially by
God, then following, out here in time and space, by all of us hundreds of
thousands of Creator Sons and Daughters co-creating with Him and with other
agents in our Local Universes.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Michael and I create between the two of us our universe sons and
daughters--including you-- endowed though with His personality creations.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is indeed--as Michael has put
it--the great personality circuit of God. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This is the Deity Absolute, the
combination and comprehension and sum total of all personal beings, connected
with the Unqualified Absolute, that other aspect of total reality that cannot be
humanly qualified; or, if you will, is only qualified for you moment by moment
as life moves along from unlimited potential to some specific actual event.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This humanly incomprehensible aspect of
total reality does respond to personality, somewhat as these living bodies of
yours, composed of impersonal matter and energy, respond to you. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is the responsiveness of the
creation’s potential to personal spirit--the experience of this--that is an
ongoing purpose of life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>God’s
agents are constantly creating more material/energy manifestation in time and
space, and the bringing of this into control by all subordinate personal beings
is one of the main functions of cosmic evolution.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what you are involved in as a
human being, dealing with and understanding this body and mind you were
given.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Consider our many lessons
we’ve given on all the stages you’ve come up through since conception.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Be not afraid of reliving any of these
phases you’ve come through.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Not too
many years ago you had a wonderful popular notion of staying in touch with your
inner child.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>See if you can see
life through the eyes of a child.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>See if you can perceive each other, and feel us, with innocence.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Otherwise you are missing so much, which
brings us right back this here-and-now, that one of you said is perfectly taking
care of itself. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We would say that
life is perfectly being taken care of by God. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is all happening by His will. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Time and space are dimensions of His
will.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is absolute security in
this, even if this is for you a progressive achievement to, step by step, first
identify with, but then actually be able to live by, an increasing security in
Him.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Security in God’s will and ways)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Everything begins and ends in His will
and, day by day, experience by experience, you can learn to trust in that will.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is no he, nor she, nor them
that can give you this security. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is no It--some ultimate
impersonal thing you can conceive of or relate to that can give you this
security. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This can only come from
an ultimate personal being. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But with confidence in His personality,
and in His sustaining of yours each moment, you gain a confidence in the reality
of personality, what personality is. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are in touch then with your own
creativity. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As we have told you,
there is no impersonal spirit abroad in the universe. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All creative spirit is the functioning of
a living personal being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All
creative spirit that we can point at with the word has the feeling of being
alive in it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Each is personal and
therefore somewhat unique in its manifestation.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Our human children are spiritual
beings. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are creative beings,
yet this is so much a part of your nature some numbers of human beings go from
birth to death missing the full awareness, the full conscious wonder of their
own spiritual/creative nature. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They
are so captured by their own perceptions of a seemingly pure object/objectivity
that they have almost no inner life they recognize and treasure, and can assign
to others. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet they are human, if
in part barely above the stage of a primitive, just being part of the landscape,
so totally captivated and controlled be what they think of as a purely exterior
world, they never outgrow feeling fatalistic.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They never realize and take
responsibility for their own co-creation. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is why, on this immature mental
level that still exists into the present day, modern warfare can be so utterly
destructive.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These people refuse to
realize they are seeking to destroy part of themselves--their own
interpretations and projections of others, but who are as precious--in God’s
sight--as themselves.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This has been a large part of your
planetary history in both peace and war.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It is the basis for your prejudices along the lines of race and
culture.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To a simple-minded racist
that other person over there, that other unique human being is some kind of
less-then-human creature.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>With no
awareness of their own inner and unique creative spirit, which is doing the
projecting, that is how that other human being is being perceived.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But by being aware of their own living,
provisional subjectivity, being aware they do not have anywhere near an absolute
or infinite comprehension of another person’s life either, they can break the
unconscious habit of arrogant, self-flattering assumptions. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>This is the truth, my children, and we
offer it to you. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the truth
that makes you free, that gives you the motive and ability to respond.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is Michael’s orientation, his
Spirit of Truth that, ironically, by being more and more aware of your own
uniqueness, being more and more aware of your God-given personality, you can
approach being ever more objective.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You can withdraw your prejudices and your projections and be blessed with
living in a world of ever more unique individual people--that greater
truth.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the real wealth of
life that is being offered once you get beyond denial, once you get beyond the
often unintended arrogance of being a fundamentalist and believing you have some
kind of fundamental/absolute truth in hand.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>It takes courage, my children, to
accept the provisional and relative nature of whatever truth you may grasp shy
of the presence of God himself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And
even here you have to be open, moment by moment, to His living presence within
you, constantly willing to give up what reality was even a few moments ago to be
truly open to this here-and-now, this living, dynamic here and now in Him.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This awareness is grasping the truth of:
in Him we move and live and have our being.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He is our origin and our
destination.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And though we
literally live within and by His will, His will for each one of us is a
necessarily reoccurring discovery by us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>For a human person, being a living,
material being as you are in part, who and what you are is a constant
rediscovery.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have to be willing
to let go and surrender all your hard-earned notions of what is what in order to
be open for what’s happening next--the whole spontaneous half of reality that is
changing and evolving.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is
especially true about that part of your human life that cannot be anticipated
but can be welcomed with faith in His will, in spite of whatever pain or sadness
it brings.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is why we have our
lessons on your souls, my children, so you can constantly let go denying or
rearranging your past to fit some stubborn prejudice.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can let the past go because in your
meditation your soul pops up again in all its spiritual fullness.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have a presence of God within you
keeping a record by taking on your life from His perspective.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the fullness of the meaning and
value in your memories, so you needn’t fearfully cling to the past, or
constantly rearrange it, but let it go to pop up again from your soul.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Your Urantia book has a powerful saying
of: living in marvelous uncertainty, but with security.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It points at the spontaneous aspect of
reality you cannot perfectly anticipate but can welcome with a growing sense of
security in God, and in your spiritual mother and father--Michael and me; even
in each other.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is such a
thing among our human children as honor.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>We call your attention to the men and women who have lived and given
their lives by their word.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is
within human ability, this sense of honor and trust-worthiness, this
determination to make your honor real.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This too you can choose to do.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>We just ask you: be aware and very careful of your freedom.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be very consciously aware to whom or
what you pledge your sacred honor.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Appreciate as best you can all the men and women who have come before
you, who pledged their sacred honor, and kept it, that you might have the
freedom you enjoy.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be aware of the
price that was paid.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(The meaning of
appreciation)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>And so you see, my children,
appreciation has no bottom or top or sides to it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To be aware of and appreciate all that
is not-you, all that objective world out there of people and places and things;
this is the wealth that God offers your soul: the appreciation part is up to
you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It was the enormous, fatal
error of Lucifer and Caligastia that they not only failed to perceive but failed
to appreciate God’s personality and will in the encompassing within which they
found themselves.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so they
missed the greatest joy and wealth that God is constantly offering each one of
us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>We thank you, dear Father.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank You for our lives, and each
other.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael and I thank You for
these our children. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>If you have any questions or comments
this evening--or not--feel free.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mother, it’s great being here with you
and Michael.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I understand that
Michael gets to go to paradise and experience being with the Father from time to
time, and I was wondering if you have the same
privilege.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my son.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The short answer is: only through
Michael--(Mother Spirit laughs).<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>No, I have to stay put here.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I have to stay here and be the mind/spirit-conduit for my Local
Universe.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I have to remain as the
Holy Spirit, a living part of each of my human children.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Right this moment you are literally
living in me.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Michael and Nebadonia sharing their
lives)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Michael and I know how difficult it is
for our human children to comprehend our order of being.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It will take you a while.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’ve a million steps to go through as
you approach our being, for while it is true we are living within and beside
you, your perception of us, your feeling of us, your awareness and realization
of us is different for each one of you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I’m sure you can look back over your life and see how your awareness of
us and what we’re doing with you and for you has grown.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But I have to tease your imagination to
wonder how intimate and how one with each other Michael and I are capable of
being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s so far beyond what you
might think of as telepathy.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Even
in your most intimate moments of sharing so much with a dear friend, it’s still
not what I can share with Michael as he goes on his jaunts about the universe
and back to Paradise for his convocations with his brothers.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>All the Mother Spirits are along for the
ride and the visits.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>And yet again, this mystery of
personality: we are not two identical beings any more than are two human beings
identical in any sense--physically, mentally, or spiritually.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are not material, but we are even
more intimate with material and energy than you, my children, because we have
our creative prerogatives to interact with material and energy in ways that you
do not.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is not for nothing we
are called Creator Sons and Daughters of the Trinity.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>And so I am not in any way bereft of
anything by not moving around like Michael does.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is my joy to accompany him everywhere
in spirit, as it is my joy to accompany you too when you push off from the
shores of our Local Universe and head out into the galaxy.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will still be with you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is my joy.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is my power.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is my glory.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>So I thank you for your question and
being able to share this with you as best you can feel it
yourself.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Very interesting.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>At least I don’t have to go through any
preparation anxiety when I leave the Local Universe.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No, I’m a wise old Mom in that
sense.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t cling to my
children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In fact I’m like a mother
bird with her little chicks that might be afraid to fly.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>At a certain stage they get pushed off
the nest.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so too you get pushed
out of the nest of this first world you’ve known.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But how else do you find your spiritual
wings to fly through the Morontia realms?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I mean that figuratively: you don’t actually grow wings.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You continue to grow your spirit and
consciousness and they will carry you into dimensions you’ve yet to
imagine.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I look forward to all of that, and being
with you through all of eternity.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>(Developing your inner reality)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you feel a warm glow, it’s most
endearing.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As long as you are in
this human life you will have as part of your very being, your animal being, a
certain anxiety, for there is wisdom in this intense desire to survive.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The sanctity of life is more than just
an expression.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is only by
thoroughly feeling your own life’s value that you can recognize this and grant
it to others.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Primitive men and
women often had so little inner reality yet developed; they were so captured by
their world and the demands put upon them just to survive; they could give so
little value to themselves and their lives: and then to each other.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This was one of the causes of incessant
warfare that is even today only superseded and grown out of by successive
generations gaining a sense of value through an inner awareness of spirit and
soul, and then see ing this in others. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So I’m happy, my son, you are developing
these.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you,
Mother.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><o:p><FONT size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are very welcome.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you for all the journeys you’ve
made with us, not only in spirit but physically too--coming so far to get here
all these years.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This energy field
you and your compatriots are able to produce among yourselves definitely gives
an opening for Michael and me to express ourselves so much more freely and
directly.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So I thank you so very
much for your loyalty and devotion in sharing these times with us.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Continue to be in my love.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We will meet face to face some day.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have my word on that.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(Yes)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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