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<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal
align=center><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT
size=3>Nebadonia and Michael—August 16, 2010<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Marin TM Group, Mill
Valley, California—U.S.A.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>T/R’s JL and Donna
D’Ingillo<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(The spiritual presences
within)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(Freedom)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(Freedom—nothing left to
lose)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(Marvelous
stillness)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(The origin of
thought—body, mind, and spirit)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(Everything goes but
your soul)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(Actual and
potential)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(Michael’s gift of
freedom)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(Freedom—another
unfathomable beginning)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Dear Mother Spirit and
Michael,<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Welcome.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Once more we invite you into our lives,
yet for some of us it’s been a glory of knowing you are here all the time. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So it’s mostly to remind ourselves that
we acknowledge your presence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We’re
inviting ourselves be aware of you and to honor what you have for us, not only
in these special times of getting together, but day by day. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Whenever we want to, whenever we need to;
whenever we reach for you, you are here. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So it’s a matter of attuning ourselves to
the spiritual dimensions of reality where you are able to communicate with
us--directly, succinctly, and undeniably. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>It takes faith, a lot of
faith initially, this acting on things unseen as we sit patiently in our
stillness and look into our hearts and our minds.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet that effort is the glory of it too.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That’s the reality of it. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That’s the adventure of it, of opening
ourselves to that which is beyond us, that which we cannot anticipate: and
that’s definition enough for an adventure.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>So we thank you, dear divine parents, as we thank our mutual Father too,
for setting up reality itself this way as a never-ending adventure, on and on
into the unfathomable dimensions of God himself, there for our discovery. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Amen. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening, my children, this is your
mother, Nebadonia. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What a nice
crowd this evening. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I can sense a
lot of cheerful, hopeful, excited minds feeling around for me. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Remember: it’s very rare that I will be a
distinct voice speaking in your mind. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In fact, Michael and I like to tease you
with the notion that folks often feel difficulty accessing us because we are
already a part of them--especially if they think of us solely as the Other, and
a very far removed Other at that. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s like how some folks think of their
Father, of God as being only way, way, way out there somewhere, whereas He is
also right within them, a dedicated part of them.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(The spiritual presences
within)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>The truth is you
literally are living and breathing in me, my children. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I pervade this space, my Local Universe,
and I channel the Infinite Spirit, the Cosmic Mind down to all my children.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are given a certain kind of
mind that is designed to serve you well in this your very first, human life.
<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I know this is something that for
most of you, even though you may have intellectually entertained the idea for
many years that I--my Holy Spirit is part of you, it is indeed a glorious moment
when we make contact and you can consciously recognize my presence.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For in a way I am very subtle.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am pure spirit.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am, if you will, the background of
your consciousness that helps give you the awareness of all that consciousness
contains.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In this sense I’m not the
content of your consciousness but the dimensions of your consciousness,
intuition being the most fundamental—the perception and recognition, even of
your own bodies from the inside-out, then of all that outside out there, that
whole world full of people and things and events as they register in your mind
and are realized by your personality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This direct perception goes far beyond, then, what you call your five
senses because it includes the spiritual realms of meaning and value as
well.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So, my children, you can
think of Michael and me as an augmentation, a little boost, a little bump, a
little extra energy of mind and spirit. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you’re attuned to scientific notions
of dimensions of reality, these are dimensions of human reality that we’re
helping you with.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(Freedom)
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>The essence of our love
for you is wrapped up in a word: freedom—your freedom.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Just as any good parent delights in
seeing their children blossom and reach for, and from time to time even reach
their potential, we too honor above all your unique personalities and their
intrinsic potential, created and sustained by God himself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As we experience your lives with you,
this intimacy lets us know how you are reaching from the inside-out into all
your experiences--like a little bush growing in every direction it can reach
for--yet actually the marvel of experiencing a little baby doing this.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In honoring this uniqueness of every
single personal being, and doing all we can to help them stretch and grow, we
help them get in touch with and then fulfill some of their potential, become
self-reliant, and know themselves well inside and out.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>This is only possible if
the greater spiritual community lets you be, lets you feel your way along, lets
you fall and make your mistakes, lets you pick yourselves up again.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so we are not in any way intrusive
upon your personal discoveries.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We
can only help make them possible for you: the choice is always yours. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is why we define you as a
creature—because you were created--a being of free will dignity. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This free will dignity that you can
develop is only possible with a degree of freedom.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have to be able to choose and then
experience the results of your choice. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s the only way to learn. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s the only way to live. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s the only way to love, to really
connect. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Everything of spiritual
value that happens to you here is recorded by a presence of God himself. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This new reality is your soul, this
combination of what you are choosing to do, and what is happening to you, chosen
or not. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In other words, your whole
life, all the valuable things in it; these are being vouchsafed by a presence of
God.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To fill your soul to brimming
each and every day you must have freedom, you must have choice, for we choose
not to make decisions for you. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Were
God to have set up cosmic reality so that you could never fall, you could never
stumble, you could never make mistakes, the whole universe would be nothing but
a mere shadow-play compared to the always transcendent reality it actually
is--the creative actions and reactions of a near infinity of personal beings
interacting with each other over endless reaches of
time.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>This is what’s out here,
if you will.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the Big Story
writ large, of creative, relatively autonomous free-willed beings within a
single living reality that is God himself. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is why we’re not intrusive. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is why you have to want to contact
us. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have to have the faith that
this desire of yours is not some silly sort of self-deception. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have to put us to the test. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What you feel you are receiving from us
in your meditations, or sometimes in those ideas that are coming like—as you
say--a bolt from the blue, perhaps from the presence of God within you: put us
to the test. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Try these suggestions
we offer to help you grow your understanding, and see if they work or not. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Exercise your freedom. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Know what you are choosing to do and
why.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In fact so many of our lessons
have been on the accidents of your birth--the social authority you were raised
in, the whole culture you were given and from which you may choose to slowly
extricate yourself--bring all of these unconscious conditionings into
consciousness in order to be free, in order to have an active choice and not be
carrying on in some automatic, knee-jerk, re-actionary way you merely
inherited.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>My children, if you look
at a human life from its beginnings, every child in each succeeding generation
must recapitulate, by learning, what his or her parents have come through in
whatever planetary location and evolved culture.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Every child has to literally learn
civilization--how to be civil--with their playmates, their classmates, the
adults around them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The truth be
told: this free will dignity you have is only potential until it is actual,
until you are literally manifesting it and enjoying it and glorying in it--doing
all you can to encouraging others too to grow ever more into who they can
be.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>We’ve talked about a
kind of tough inner equanimity, a living balance that allows you to be more like
us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You don’t intrude; you don’t
demand; you encourage others to be free—even of you. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You share your life as best you can with
others in spontaneous, joyously creative ways. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You delight in letting them be, ever
encouraging them, as we do, to be more--to grow, to try things, to experiment,
to wonder, to have fun. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>I’ll keep my lesson
short tonight; I feel there are some questions astir in the room. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I do hope you’ll forgive me for teasing
you so unmercifully tonight about this essence called freedom, and why it is so
necessary for you to explore and stretch into, and do your best to encourage
others, for in this you will then be more like us.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be that free, free-wheeling, joyous,
positive, stalwart, cheerful and generous presence that you yourself so enjoy
meeting.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Now if you have any
questions or comments, I’ll open the floor for
them.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
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<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was thinking of the words in the song
about “freedom’s just another word for nothing left to lose,” and I think that,
in this country, as long as we have others things to keep our attention on, we
don’t pick up where freedom is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I
think freedom is with respect to our Father Fragment within, and this is the
truth—His truth--that can make us free.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(Freedom—nothing left to
lose)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my son, I agree, especially with
respect to those who have almost no inner life, and little self-awareness, but
are living in a constant state of being entertained from outside
themselves.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Now this is possible
with your i-phones and things like that where you can have music playing in your
ear day and night; and what a wonder these devices are, seen from the
perspective of anytime in the past—to live your life with your choice the whole
world’s music constantly with you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Except: what about your own thoughts, your own creativity that comes from
the uniqueness of your own personality?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>So you are right, my son, that so many are lured away with constant
entertainment they never develop that inside-self that is also their
potential.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>All human life is
provisional and depends upon so many living, changing factors.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Even your own thoughts, which you cannot
anticipate exactly, are a combination of what you are originating from within
your personality and soul, in contact with an ever-changing outer
world--including your own body and its health, or lack of it--influencing
you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In the face of this
uncertainty, and because of it, there arises the desire to find something you
can get hold of in some kind of fundamental formula that will let you kick back
and coast on the rest of your life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Body, mind, and spirit
are all alive, all using energies that must be restored.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet to avoid this seemingly harsh
reality—which is actually another part of God’s blessing—people tend to cling to
things—physical things, mental ideas and ideologies, spiritual notions and
memories. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>These very things which
give meaning to their lives can also enslave them, especially if they are not
consciously making choices regarding these things.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If they are just kicking back and living
their lives on unquestioned, unconscious habits haphazardly acquired, there is
almost no individual freedom there, no real, conscious, creative effort.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For a person in this situation who has
to give up all these seeming-securities of possessions and exterior
entertainments, freedom will be another word for—finally--nothing left to
lose.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They will finally realize
their inner core and inside life which is the only true bedrock—their spiritual
home base we once called it—from which to choose what to do next.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is also why giving up—losing--all
their habitual, distracting busyness by going into stillness and prayer is
necessary in order to listen to their own, more peaceful thoughts and inner
spiritual guides.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Then, from this
viewpoint closer to their own unique personality and soul, they will be able to
look around at a changed outer world and, in this priceless freedom, have a
dignity—a solid existence they could never have imagined.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They will be more in possession of the
whole cosmos, and especially its spiritual dimensions, seen for the truly
blessing of God’s that it is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Even
their living, provisional, seemingly uncertain human condition will contain all
the real security there is—His presence, and His design of, and participation
in, the human soul—their soul.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you for speaking on it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t know that I’ve reached the point
of satisfaction on it, but I will be hoping for further input as I live.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It seems like I’m at a pivotal point in
the journey, and I’ve got my bags packed, so thank you very
much.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re very welcome.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You have the right orientation. <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Stand by for another adventure; and be in
my love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(and, after a very long
pause…)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(Marvelous
stillness)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>You notice what a
marvelous stillness we’ve created here?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Our conversations do not disturb it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This stillness, this consciousness of
spirit is the toughest stuff there is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This is the ground, your home base inside.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what you earn.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Just like your souls, this stillness is
the reward for your pure attention on what’s coming down like a gentle
rain.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>True, you do have a few
living handles on the ungraspable—your breathing, your heartbeat.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your whole being can pay homage to this
living physical body of yours that is connecting you to the universe in this
your first life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But you can’t
directly create spirit; you can’t directly create stillness: you have to
experiment being still and find ways of letting them come forth as the intrinsic
parts of you they are.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Any
concentrated business seeking for them is just going in the wrong
direction.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Can you feel this inner
confidence that some of you are struggling to understand: where is it?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re alive--just let it come forth to
be felt.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Desire it enough to let it
be.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Trust, with your conscious
self, the spiritual security you seek is also an ever-transcendent part of you
as well.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Give it—and us—Michael and
me--a chance to come forth with what you cannot anticipate or create on your
own.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>At times we, and your Father
Fragment, can be like a roaring waterfall of consciousness inside you, yet you
choose what to fill it with.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So be
a democracy within.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be still and
give your soul a chance to suggest some previous time it feels you need to
relive for the sheer joy of it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So
go ahead, my children, and ask your questions.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Nothing disturbs this stillness; you
just have to be aware of it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, Mother; you’ve just about
answered all the questions I had prepared.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You mentioned you provide us with the distribution of the Cosmic Mind,
individualized as each of our personal minds, and you said that you are not the
content of consciousness but more or less consciousness itself—but in a special
way I wanted to ask you again.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
mean to say that one feature of who you are is consciousness as the container of
our thoughts, but not the thoughts themselves?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Is that the way of saying you are the
mother of our thoughts—so to speak?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You are providing the environment in which they happen.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In addition, you provide the ability to
be aware of our thoughts.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I hope
you can figure out this question.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(The origin of
thought—body, mind, and spirit)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA,
laughing:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my son, a little of:
all the above.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you are sitting
here now part of your consciousness may be self-aware, or totally absorbed in
something other than you; but just feel the consciousness you have.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is obviously based in part on your
physical being—you’re not asleep—and requires a body/brain/nervous system
activity, what some call animal consciousness, though a human being’s
consciousness is unique on the face of the earth and enormously developed beyond
your nearest cousin.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But what your
Urantia book calls a human being “super-minded” is not only this physical
activity.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is more than
this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are living within a
number of spiritual presences who are exterior in origin to you, such as Michael
and me, and your Father Fragment, the presence of God in your mind: your spirit
relates to them directly.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Most of your ideas come
from a combination of your own inner creativity that your personality is
originating--what you call imagination and interpretation, in reaction to your
inner and outer situation.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Situations can even seem to suggest ideas just from a long life and
skills you’ve learned through training and practice--all that experience can
suggest.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But along with what you
are originating yourself, you have three great spiritual presences whose
contribution you experience more or less as qualities of your consciousness;
Michael’s Spirit of Truth, my Holy Spirit’s seven Mind/Spirit Adjuncts, and
God’s presence.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So the content of
ideas varies enormously from nearly purely-animal consciousness to that found in
deep stillness and prayer fully attuned to our spiritual presences within.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can carry on some lively
conversations with, if not yet the pure presence of God within you, at least
your felt reactions to Him as expressed in your own experience, your own soul so
far.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>For you also have this
other contributing entity to your life: your soul, which is more than just your
physical brain’s activity in simple memories.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The fullness within your memories, my
son, is your soul, and so your soul is a part of every waking moment, and no few
dreams.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s your acquired ability
to experience and recognize meaning and value both inside you and out there in
the world.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So in this sense Michael
and I, and your Father—we are dimensions of reality you can be conscious
of.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I enjoyed the part of your
introduction where, in inviting us to join you, you realized we were already
here.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You invite yourselves to be
aware of the fact of spirit.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>In your higher states of
consciousness of consciousness, don’t be worried if you cannot yet separate out
the origin of all the spirit activity that is happening within you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is your personality that is
experiencing and evaluating what is happening and choosing whether to respond or
not, regardless of origin.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There’s
a kind of ultimate detachment of your personality in being conscious of
consciousness itself in deep meditation and prayer.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Though it may appear to be a kind of
picking yourself up by your bootstraps--(Mother Spirit chuckles)—it’s an inner
awareness of how you are choosing to respond or not every moment.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This realization and acceptance of your
response-ability is part of your inner potential.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You can become conscious of changes in
consciousness, and that’s the way to a truly comprehensive inner understanding
of what leads to what, not only physically—in your sciences, and mentally—in
your psychology; but spiritual causes and effects too.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You also can begin to feel/experience
our presence, and what we are always doing with you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Worship is none other than this
conscious and deliberate sensing and appreciation that helps make you aware of
spirit, and be freer to make choices.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Does that help explain
what I do?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you give me a month to read the
transcript...but yeah; and much more.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Can you identify who you are in my consciousness, in this moment
now?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s so subtle it’s almost the
entire background of consciousness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Are you the form of consciousness itself; though I know you are so much
more than that?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Would that be
a proper way of thinking of it?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>No.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(laughter)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m more an enabling medium, like a
clear stream that has power and direction, but no form in it, in which your
spirit lives and has contact.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The
thoughts you have are the actual forms.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You remember when we once gave a lesson on how thought is only
extremely-finely articulated feelings?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>If you say something to someone and they can’t understand, you try to say
the exact same feeling-thing in different words; but you are still trying to
convey the same inner experience.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>So as the Holy Spirit I’m not the form.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your personality, being creative, and
your Father-presence; both of these originate discrete ideas, notions,
realizations.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Michael’s Spirit of
Truth is an orientation, a way of pointing yourself toward
welcoming/appreciating the endless discovery and acceptance of what is
real.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>My living, flowing
presence helps boost what you might think of as intrinsic dimensions of human
consciousness, such as intuition, which I touched on.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But what is courage?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What is knowledge, your ability to know
and store a near infinity of discrete facts, and then associate them in a
thousand different ways in understanding?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You have all these abilities intrinsically as an intelligent animal, and
yet, in being “super-minded” with personality and creative spirit, you are
circuited in, and capable of consciously experiencing, dimensions of us, an
extra-animal ability evolved on this planet under my direction--plus personality
and creative spirit.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In being the
living medium and not the temporal-time/space-conditioned particular thought,
I’m not the mother of ideas and thoughts insofar as they do not literally come
out of me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>They are mostly yours
and God’s.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That’s
great.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you, my son.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you are sitting here, it is your
personality that is beyond time and beyond space--the unchanging reality that
you are, that is experiencing and unifying all of your life for you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Keep in mind that since you are a
spiritual being, you never know anything solely physical or mental.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your own personality—you--are
spiritualizing/valuing/evaluating the experience of your body/mind and the world
you live in.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are inescapably
involved in this co-creation of your life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>The three of us are subtle presences in your consciousness providing what
your Urantia book calls a “differential urge” toward truth, beauty, and
goodness.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So feel me, and rest in
my love.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The transcript will follow
for your study.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Which proves you can ask a lousy
question and get a gorgeous answer.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Another student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Will we ever have enough proof of
that?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Only provisionally.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(much laughter)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But yes, you can absolutely know things,
and know yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yet these too
are experiences in time, and here comes another moment, another day, another
lifetime.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is why you have a
soul, my son.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is why you can
trust a presence of God to keep it all for you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Yet another
student:<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think we make the
mistake of hanging on to some realization, no matter how extra-real it may be,
and then we feel it is invalidated when the next day or so comes and things
change; or we refused to accept the changes and get stuck in the
past.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(Everything goes but
your soul)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, which is why it is by God’s good
grace you cannot cling to something forever.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Everything goes but your soul,
co-authored by Him.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You do have
those special moments, and they do fill your soul; but yes, if you try to cling
onto their limited expression as some unchanging truth, their very temporal form
of expression can be enslaving.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Same student again:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You mentioned how stillness is always
here, even when we think we’re not being still, like in moments of anger or
being upset, or happiness and bliss.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Stillness is always there as who we are.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For me this is vital, for if we allow
ourselves to be still, even in the midst of violent activity, this is where we
are able to experience the true potency of God’s reality.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s not running away from the
experience; it actually enhances it and who we are.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Stillness is always there for us, no
matter what we are doing.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(Actual and
potential)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, my son—potentially.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We’ve talked about this a few times, the
difference between actual and potential in human experience.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What you are talking about is only
potential within people who are literally living and dying in the most hideously
suffering kinds of ways because they cannot access this transcendent peace and
love and have it as an actual experience.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>However their personalities are alive beyond space and time, their human
lives are being determined solely by their limited, time-and-space, self-created
notions of themselves, what you call their egos—who and what they are
experiencing themselves to be.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You
are experiential beings.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>One saving grace is that
your ego-reality is capable of growing into a more spiritually sensitive part of
you with the right experience.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The
trick is to overcome the fear your ego has in relinquishing itself to allow the
greater part of you, your personality and spirit, to come to the fore—along with
us: an enormous experience at first.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This is the need for faith, to overcome the fear.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Remember: from the point of view of the
as yet un-spiritualized ego, feeling it is the only real continuity of personal
self, genuine spiritual experiences, like love, seem to be nothing—at first—but
a loss of self, being swept away by forces and presences beyond your ability to
anticipate.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You simply are swept
away!--yet you survive!—a number of times, until you gain confidence in the
process and can let go with real hope in the outcome, they’ve been so glorious
in the past.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’re learning what
to trust.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Yes, Michael and I are
always here, but the ability to access us and experience our peace and love
varies greatly from one individual to another, and is a hallmark of their
individuality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In this distinction
between the potential and the actual, the actual is your life as you’ve lived
it; not what might have been, but what actually was, and is.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Seen only from the viewpoint of
unrealized, ideal potential—however that is imagined and visualized--your real
life being lived can seem a petty, dissatisfied thing.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Some do get caught in this trap and can
feel as if they never quite—are, they identify so greatly with what they imagine
isn’t happening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>I think the important
thing here, my son, is that you’ve found the way to be still and contact greater
spirit—your own and ours.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’ve
been down the path of faith and trust and have learned how to generate pure
attention, patience, and appreciation for what is real, especially with your
family and your work.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You also have
a very strong sense of the ideal, which you express as “things don’t have to be
this way”--and yet they are.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Keep a
clear distinction between the two so you can have both, both a fully realized
actual life, and yet too a clear direction in which to orient yourself toward
your ideals, and the better world you would like to see come about.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Student:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, I am trusting my own certainty of
God within, and I do put it to the test.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It’s the only way I can experience and grow in this certainty.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And patience; I really have been
impatient to do things, like running before I can even walk.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s partly what I allow to come into
myself, and what I allow to come out of myself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That’s where stillness has really
accentuated that discernment.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So,
thank you.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Amen to that.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in my love.
<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Donna D’Ingillo:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I think Michael has a
message.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(Michael’s gift of
freedom)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>MICHAEL:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Good evening, my children, this is
Michael.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Tonight’s lesson on the
subject of freedom contains within it a wealth of information that the energy
systems contained in your body need for your continued spiritual
advancement.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The idea of freedom is
not only a conceptual frame of reference to use to consider, but is an actual
state of being.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Tonight it is
something I wish to convey to you through my spirit and your own inner spirit of
truth.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You may seize upon this word
and know more of what it wants to disclose in your own being.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As your father I am the embodiment of
this word and I share myself with you, share the language of life with you that
you may use it and become it in your own unique way, from your own unique
personality.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>It is my delight to lead
you in an experience this evening that you may seize upon this word and grow
strong with its resonance within.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>You may stand firm and steadfast in this word when others around you
succumb to fear or doubt, or the conditions their own environment.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This will set you apart from your
fellows.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It provides you with a
super-bedrock of peace and security no one can take from you, no matter how much
the outer world changes.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>So I invite you to let
me stand before you in your mind’s eye.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Envision me or the voice “Michael” in front of you and invite this
word—freedom--to flow from my heart into yours.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Feel the Spirit of Truth that
connects us and draw this word into your heart through the power of your mind,
through the power of your will, through the power of your desire.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be more free.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Live freely and know with certainty
inside your being what this word truly means.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Receive this word now into your being,
my children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let it be absorbed
into those places of consciousness within you, and feel strong.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Receive this now.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Allow the word freedom to come into your
heart.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Draw it in deeply.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(long
pause)<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>There is an innate
longing within the human soul for this living language that dwells in your
heart.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In the relationship you have
with me and your Mother Spirit, and the universe around you, there are many
forms that bind you, and in accepting this freedom you help loosen those
shackles.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you are restless and
desirous for this word to encompass your life and set you on a path of creative
exploration of yourself and the mystery of life, and what it is to explore this
infinity, it is our desire for you to explore this fully to your heart’s
content.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Allow this word to become
more operative within your system.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Think deeply of it and come to me as your father and say, “I’m here and I
want you to contact me,” and I will be felt.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But it is your will and your desire that
brings the results to you, so you must act.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Receive this now.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>(long pause)<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Let this word freedom
activate the various potentials of your own unique personality and creative
expression.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is time, time for
your own inner life to shine more brightly into the whole of humanity, to awaken
and validate the truth of the relationship you share with your Creator, and the
joy of being a child of the universe.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Invite this word to envelop you and wrap you in a blanket of light,
secure in yourselves and all the little places of your body.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is your
birthright.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>You have every right to
receive this.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Know that when you put
your mind on this word you will be free.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Know that your Mother Spirit and I are feeding you whenever you ask
us.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in my peace, my
children.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Live joyfully and
freely.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Share yourselves with one
another and know that all is well.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Good evening.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>NEBADONIA:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Are there any more questions or comments
this evening, troubling your heart or ticking your curiosity?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Then let’s wrap up this evening with
what Michael said about freedom being something that, at any point in time, is a
matter of growth fulfilling an intrinsic desire and delight in it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s the joy in recognizing: it’s
happening!<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>(Freedom—another
unfathomable beginning)<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>There’s such an enormous
universe out there, that you’re headed for—literally infinite to you in both
space and time.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>A billion years
from now you’ll still only be starting.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>That is truly unfathomable, even though it is true.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So freedom is an endless growth.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your Urantia book puts it as: be
perfect, even as your Father is perfect.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Your Father, God, is perfectly free.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>He is the origin of this essence of
life—something growing, abilities getting more able, worship getting more
appreciative off this thing called creativity—how your own creativity is
essentially part of your own freedom, even as is His.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As a creature of free will dignity, your
freedom so often depends upon you creating the alternative to what simply
is.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Our Father has put so
much of Himself, and you, into your own hands.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>So joyously glory in this freedom.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Stretch into it and be happy you will
never reach the end of it, or Him, or your own self.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’ll have reached another unfathomable
beginning with more in your soul.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><FONT size=3>Good evening, my dear
ones.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Be in my love.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Tahoma','sans-serif'"><o:p><FONT
size=3> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
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style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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