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style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-VARIANT: small-caps; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">DATE:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>July 3, 2014<?xml:namespace prefix = o
ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-VARIANT: small-caps; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">LOCATION:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Light Line<o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-VARIANT: small-caps; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">T/R:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Gerdean <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>O’Dell<o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-VARIANT: small-caps; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">TEACHER:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Nebadonia, Jack, and
Merium<o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-VARIANT: small-caps; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Topic:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Gerdean’s
Retirement<o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">I’ll start off
with a little founding prayer.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Prayer:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><I
style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Father God and Mother Spirit, and this is
Gerdean speaking, praying as a voice for all of us who gather here in the Light
Line Conference, which is, for the record, the day before the 4<SUP>th</SUP> of
July, so it’s the 3<SUP>rd</SUP> of July, 2014.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m going to ask for Your help this
evening to do what must be done, to say what must be said.<A
name=_GoBack></A><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But I want to
hear from You, we need to hear from You, which is why we come here regularly and
faithfully, seeking succor from Your lips and strength from Your being.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let me move over then and let someone
speak on our behalf.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Send us a
voice that we can trust.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And thank
You so much for all the blessings that You offer and the life that You’ve
given.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Amen.<o:p></o:p></I></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">NEBADONIA:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m coming to greet you this
evening.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is your Mother, the
Divine Minister, lovingly known to you, by you, as “Nebadonia.”<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Perhaps it could be said that I come to
encourage you to play safely on this most dynamic holiday in which you celebrate
your independence as a nation and yet also as individuals.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>One cannot ponder the concept of
independence without taking at least a cursory look at the independence of the
individual.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are many lessons
in the archives from sundry teachers discussing the merits of independence.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will not go into that, except to
remind you that it is through your own independent </SPAN><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><FONT
face=Calibri>will</FONT></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"> that God’s
</SPAN><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><FONT face=Calibri>will</FONT></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"> is done in your
life.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’ll make the choices.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You’ll set the standards for your own
behavior.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Your independent
will, when it is aligned with divine will, is like they say in the song, “Love
makes the world go round.”<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thus, if
you opt to love and look to God as love, you will be guided in your actions and
your contributions, it will not take long for people to see whether you are
acting independently or simply acting out.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>I have no judgment to offer you today on that score.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is not my job
anyway.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">I speak on this
evening with a piece of news as it were.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>It has little to do with the universe.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It has nothing to do with Monjoronson or
any other entities arriving.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It has
to do with our own beloved Gerdean, who would not step down of her own
accord.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But we are taking her
out.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are retiring her.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>She has served long and well.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>We are helping her with the effort
involved in transitioning from this life to the next.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Her mind is not completely stable, not
only because of the many medications she is on, but because she has one foot in
this world and one foot in the next, as it were, which makes it difficult to
carry on a thought that holds water.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>The truth is, she would probably rally to the occasion, but this is why I
say we are taking her out, and humility would have her refuse to have undue
attention focused on her circumstances.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>She is unwell with a lung disease, and her ego has never been one to call
attention to itself. Rather like the spirit of truth that calls attention to
Michael, she is a kingdom-builder, and we are well pleased.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Perhaps inasmuch
as this is the last opportunity, you might ask questions of her, curiosity
questions about her history with the teaching mission or those years before in
which she learned much about the art from her first husband who introduced her
to Midwayer Jack and the many entities from on high who paved the way for this
medium to come into existence.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">0802AB
JACK</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"> here.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’ll take Mother off the hook and play
and seek.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It is a role I used to
play back in the ‘60s when this early group gathered together to learn about the
possibility of communicating with incorporeal entities, such as those I used to
bring in. I used to have to ask permission.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Now, the door swings wide open to
virtually anyone who has a notion to come and visit.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is progress.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And more progress will be made, no
doubt.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Each generation experiencing
its own fireworks, its own excitement and celebration to discover the
relationship that we enjoy.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Yes, I met
Gerdean long ago, 1968, and we have together seen much evolution unfold.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will miss our interaction.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I will miss Gerdean, for, as you know, I
will be here for some time until we Midwayers are released to ascend.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I know Gerdean’s dedication to our goal
and appreciate the thoughtfulness that contributes to urging her to work not
just for herself and not just for her fellows in the flesh, but for those of us
Midwayers who are here and will be here for a long time to come.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Perhaps, Gerdean, you will think to look
at the records and see how we are faring here on Urantia when you get
there.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I can feel this great
emotional groundswell as my associates in the Teacher Corps: Tomas, Merium,
Paulo, and the many associates we have served through these many years are
looking in on this moment, this historic moment, but I will not allow it to
become maudlin or overly sentimental.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Are there any questions?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Yes, hi, Gerdean.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is Eva.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How are you dear?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Gerdean:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>I’m
plugged in right now.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I can’t
--<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Yeah.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Gerdean:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>I am
fine.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What can I
say?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Yes, dear, I understand.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’m -- well, it seems we’re saying
goodbye to you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I seem to have come
in on the halfway mark and missed that we’re saying goodbye to you, is that
correct?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is very likely Gerdean’s last
transmission on Light Line.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Yes.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>There may be occasion
now and then that presents itself as appropriate, but as for a scheduled task,
we are retiring her.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Yes.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>She doesn’t need to
work hard on our behalf.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are
others.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>In fact, this may be an
occasion that will inspire others to step forth, to step forward.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>What is it they say?<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>When one door closes, another
opens.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Opens.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Helen Keller, yes.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>And so perhaps there
are 20 other T/R’s out there waiting to come in and pick up where Gerdean is
leaving off.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Yes.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If you find me worthy, tap into me.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s up to you guys.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>May I ask a
question?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN>Yes.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Thank you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I’d like to touch on Merium’s lesson
last week that we aren’t spirit when we arrive here.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I use the phrase “spirit contact” here,
and she was very clear that, of course, that is much later.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The adjutant circuit, the energy is
first, our first, the adjutant spirits.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>But I just read a plausible account of a woman who decided to terminate,
tragically terminate her pregnancy due to chromosomal defects that were conveyed
to her, and for the child-to-be, and she saw a puff of a cloud, the way she
described it, leave her body and pass through the hospital wall and head for the
heavens as she passed out due to a pre-op procedure.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>She was convinced this was the spirit of
her baby, but last month, Merium explained we don’t have spirit contact until
we’ve more or less earned it through a moral decision, which the Urantia is
clear about.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Was this puffed, and
she sounds, as I say, plausible, likely the energy circuit and not a spirit of
an adjutant spirit meeting?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>At that stage of the
game, there’s nothing there but potential.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And she opted to close out the potential.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Yeah.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>And yet there was
life.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>It was
life.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>There’s a difference
between life and spirit.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your issue
has more to do with personality and the eternal nature of life
everlasting.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Mmm
hmm.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>The authors of the text
indicate they see humans as spirit beings, whereas we see us humans as finite
beings.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And obviously, the
perspective is one that comes from a natural point of view.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is also the fact that those who
are born are not assured of eternal life until such time as they have adequately
developed the soul, which does have potential to live eternally.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But before that development is made,
there are no guarantees.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>After a
certain point, you can be seen as spirit in a body but not right away.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is why all this hesitation and
fascination with that range of life that goes on between conception and the age
of emancipation, it goes to discussing and explaining the necessity for each
soul to make an independent decision, and if they are not able to make an
independent decision, their future depends upon their parental
creators.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:<SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Right.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Mmm hmm.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>It is common knowledge,
however, and you may rest assured, that every opportunity is made for everyone
to survive.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Mmm hmm.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Right.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>The Father is not
willing to let anyone be lost.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That
does not mean that certain lessons must not be learned.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are no shortcuts.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>God is no respecter of persons.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are certain rules that are set in
place that are there for a reason.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>So, your question is, what was that?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:<SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Well, I wanted
to know --<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Both that
went.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>-- if she actually did see
something.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I know it couldn’t be
spirit.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was wondering was it
energy?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Was it something she was
projecting?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I guess if we want
something badly enough, we’ll see it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Maybe she was saying goodbye by visualizing something, but, yeah, it just
doesn’t seem possible that a full-grown little spirit could have left her body
at that point.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It was pre-infant,
so.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Even if it were spirit,
it would not be fully grown at that point.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:<SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Right.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Souls are
developed.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Mmm hmm.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Right.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>There is work
involved.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You must make an effort.
Everyone must make an effort -- independent efforts <B
style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><I
style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><U>daily</U></I> -- </B>to cultivate this,
which will become spirit.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Even
throughout the many years in the Urantia world, you are not
spirit.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Right.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>You are
potential.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN>Potential.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>I understand too that
it is not your job to fret about whether you are here or there, whether you are
ready or not.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That’s not your job
to worry about.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are not
qualified to rate your own potential beyond that which comes from a natural and
wholesome reflection on your actions or inactions in certain circumstances.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is part of your
growth—understanding where you could have served and didn’t.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Where you had no visible choice, no
obvious direction, is a case study in each instance.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is not for you to determine.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are agencies far higher than you
whose job it is to judge your behaviors based upon your background.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Why would you act that way, or why would
you not?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Because everyone has
conditioning.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Everyone has a
background.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so that needs to be
factored in.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are not able to
judge yourself, aside from a wholesome review and determination that, given the
opportunity, you might have done better.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>And that’s without over much chiding yourself.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You are free to advance in full faith
that you are being guided, and that your soul is being expanded.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is what it is to allow your will to
learn to do the Father’s will.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>How
it is that you learn to work together.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">I heard you say
something earlier that caught my attention.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I was concerned that you might have a
misperception.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am not sure,
however, that I can repeat it or reiterate my concern.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But it has to do with independence.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The only thing you can do independent of
God is choose.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Your job is to
decide to choose.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is something
you do in and of and for yourself.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>But the rubber meets the road when you choose to do what God would have
you do, when your will sees the divine will as the better way, not because you
will be punished, but because it is the right thing to do.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This coordinating of your will and God’s
will is the task of a lifetime such that, eventually, you and God are doing the
divine will in sync.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>This is the
foundation for fusion.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As you set
about to do this for yourself, the energy that you perpetuate, that you give
off, has an effect on your environment and on others, whether you are aware of
it or not, whether they are aware of it or not.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Thank you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I don’t have any thought that we do
anything independent from God.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Nothing at all.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I have one
more question.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My mom just passed
away, and I wonder whether after the first visit with our loved ones in Urantia,
will she have at her disposal the ability after she has that wonderful reunion
in her new busy life to visit again and again, not just once but now and
again?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Will we have the ability to
do that, all of us?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Yes, there are periodic
visits, depending upon the itinerary they establish with you, for you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>As far as your lessons go, we’ll
continue learning on high.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You will
have work to do, tasks to perform, assignments.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s a busy place.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And occasionally, there may be time to
simply visit, and there may be time to work together, to take a class
together.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></B></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:
</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">May.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">This will be
based on their wisdom.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is a
lot I had that will call for letting go of what you would like for what is the
best course to take.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But those
subtleties are in your future.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Today is your immediate task.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>As such, you live in the moment -- the eternal now, as they call it.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And life thereby is fresh, not only
every day, but every moment, if for no other reason than because you have more
decisions to make.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And all of these
decisions contribute to kingdom-building.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>This has been Merium -- . <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Oh,
Merium!<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>--
speaking.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Oh, it’s
you.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It didn’t get that.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Oh, awesome.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Awesome
--<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">I love you,
Merium.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">-- of you to ask
--<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Yeah.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">-- me to clarify
something I said for your thinking processes.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Thank you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I appreciate you very much.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I appreciate Gerdean very
much.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>I am happy to report
that Gerdean’s many, many hours in session with me are online in one form or
another.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And so, my sermonettes are
part of your culture and will not be lost.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Nope.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">MERIUM:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Thank
you.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Eva:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1"> </SPAN>Thank you.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I read very often the transcripts, and I
look forward to reading them again.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">
</SPAN>Thank you very much.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">JACK</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">’s back:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Anything else?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Jerry:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"> <SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Yes, Jack, I’d like to thank you and
thank all the personal beings that have graced our dear sister with your
presences and all these happy, happy hours you two have shared, all of you have
shared with Gerdean.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank you all
very much for being this part of her life and showing us what a true bridge
looks like and feels like.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Thank
you, Gerdean, for being the other end of that bridge and being the living anchor
for all of them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You blazed a
trail, all of you, and given us the opportunity to know that same joy
ourselves.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">JACK:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Thank you,
brother, cousin.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Gary:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Yes, this is
Gary.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I just wanted a second from
Jerry, but I’ve been part of this I guess a couple years, and I really
appreciate Gerdean and all the help.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">JACK:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Gerdean has paid
her dues.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>You did not know her when
she was a young person.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>She kept
her angels busy keeping her alive and safe.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>She was a radical risk-taker, and much
of her life is not made public simply because it would detract from her value,
unfortunately.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Gary:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Well, none of us start out perfect,
Gerdean, but you’re about as close to perfect a person that I’ve
met.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Jerry:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And when the ends are so beautiful, how
can we question too deeply the mystery of the means?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">JACK:<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">I agree.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But it does stand out to the immature
mind that it’s okay to do such things, and it really isn’t.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There are many things that people do
because other people do it.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That is
not independent thinking.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>There is
a lot of reacting, bouncing off the walls, howling at the moon.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Sex, drugs, and rock and roll are a
great way of life to those who are involved, but there are prices to pay, and in
this case, thanks to an experienced Thought Adjuster and a sincere heart, we
have salvaged this soul and are grateful for her dedication to atoning for her
shortcomings in order to be everything she can be, in order to serve the Master,
who has salvaged her.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s a love
story.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>It’s a privilege to be a
part of such a love story.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Jerry:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And it’s been a privilege just knowing
you, Gerdean.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Knowing that we all
go through a lot of different things in life, but you’ve overcome
themselves.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Gerdean:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-tab-count: 1">
</SPAN>Yes.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">Jerry:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>My congratulations to you for sure.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>And I appreciate everything that you
helped me with.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt">JACK:</SPAN></B><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Let us be on our way.<SPAN
style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Later!<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"
class=MsoNormal><SPAN
style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P></DIV></BODY></HTML>