[tmtranscripts] Center for Christ Consciousness Transmission

[Donna DIngillo]

MICHAEL and MOTHER SPIRIT
January 6, 2003


Greetings to all of you. This is Michael, your Creator Father. I bid you
welcome;  welcome to a New Year, welcome to a new beginning. A new year
means promise. It is filled with hope and anticipation of things to come.
As I pledged my support to you at our last meeting, I stand firm in my
commitment to help you achieve that which you in spirit desired to
achieve for this year. 

And I now stand before each one of you in this room, and I ask you to
give me your doubts, to give me whatever you hold deep within you that is
doubtful of your own ability to achieve that which is in your heart to
become in spirit. I am here. I am present now, standing in your midst, to
draw these out into the open, into the light of truth, if you will but
trust and go into that place where you have these deeply rooted feelings
of inner turmoil and give them to me. Is this something that interests
you? (enthusiastic assent)

Student: I would like to accept my present condition fully and completely
and joyously. I would like to have an implacable faith and trust. I would
like to be positive about my situation. And I would like to gain renewed
strength to do your will, with joy and with an implacable intention. 

Michael: You are already on this path. And you are striving for this with
each moment you think about your intention. You will in time grow into
this deeply grounded experiential awareness. And so to become that, you
must live that and in as many moments as you can. And when you feel anger
or desperation, confusion, isolation get the better of you, you must
recognize within your mind what it is you are experiencing and say ‘’No,
this is an opportunity I now have to turn over to spirit, and to gain
mastery over this.”  Do you understand what this is asking of you, R.?

Student: I think so. And also the bottom line is to purge the poisons and
to purify myself.

Michael: This is what I am helping you to do tonight, in inviting you to
find those places of doubt – or what you consider to be a spirit poison –
and give them to me, and I will draw them out of you. 

Student: Mostly it’s obsessing about my physical condition, and allowing
that the present doesn’t drag me down. I have a sense that I have turned
the corner. I am almost excited about the possibility, the actuality, of
holding my situation in a positive, creative light. I am very grateful
for the people praying for me. I am very blessed in that respect. It
makes my challenges turn into lemonade. 

Michael: And in your determination you will find that which you seek. But
you also must be mindful of the patience that it will take on your part
to walk on this path each day. (Yes, I know.) So let us now continue with
what I am here to do tonight. Tonight is a night of experience. Tonight
is a time of cleansing. Tonight is a night to release the old, the
distortion, and make a place within you for the Father’s love to shine
more brightly. Let us begin.

I am standing in front of each one of you. You may, in your mind’s eye,
visualize me in the center of the room as a very large presence. Centered
in me are what you would call circuit lines, and I am drawing a line, a
tethering line into each of you. In your mind’s eye, place this tethering
line into your heart. Let this line go into your heart and send it
through into your body, down deep, through the core of your being, and
sending it down into the Earth. Your Mother, my creative consort, is
ministering to you now, in opening channels within your mind, for the old
to recede and for the new to take root. Invite Her presence into your
being. She is your mother, and Her nurturing presence in your life is a
great blessing and consoling comfort; and let this now pour into your
heart and fill you with warmth. (pause)

Go now into those places in your feelings where you have doubts, where
you have mistrust about who you are and who you are becoming. Find where
you feel inauthentic, unworthy, undesirable, unwholesome. These are your
burdens to carry no longer, my children. Give them to me. Give them to
me. Give them to me. I know what you need. I know how to replenish you
with what you need. Give them all to me now, and I will heal you and make
you whole. (pause) 

My children, there is no place within you that I cannot go into. Do not
be afraid to expose your innermost hidden secrets to me. I know them,
anyway; and in your opening yourself, what you are showing me is your
trust. And this is what I value.  Let this new year be a furthering of
your trust, by opening yourself even more than you already have to all of
those deeply hidden depths of darkness.  I have the light to shine and to
make that clean and beautiful within you.  Do you not know, my children,
that every sin and error in you is correctable?  Do you understand that
every experience that you have had that has violated the Father’s will is
forgivable?  Do not be ashamed before Me my children.  Go now deeper; as
deep as you can and ask that everything that you find ugly or shameful
within you to be made beautiful and clean in the Father’s eyes.  (long
pause.)   

My children, the years of tarnishing of your souls are at an end.  Let
this year be a year of cleansing and rebirth within you.  I invite you
into the experience of having your deepest nature made alive in the
spirit.  When you made your commitments to Me this is in essence what you
were asking to achieve.  And so the old must make way for the new.  The
old must be purged – released, freed from the bondage of being in your
mind and body.  And so tonight I come into your being to actually merge
within you to remove all that is impure and unholy.  

In the coming days spend time with me in asking for further purification.
 It will be given to you.  Have no doubt of this my children; your lives
are so important to me – your wellness and your wholeness is fundamental
to the healing of your world.  And so there is nothing more important to
me than your wellbeing!  Do you trust this?  Do you feel this?  Are you
beginning to experience what this means in what I say to you this
evening?  

To each man present tonight: Will you walk with me on this journey of
your soul purification?  Will you invite me into your presence to make
you new and clean and more viable as sons of God?  I pledged my
commitment to you, and in honoring that commitment I am making a path
within you for the furthering of these potentials that you have claimed
to become manifest.  

My sons, grow strong!  Grow healthy!  You and I have much work to do
together, and you must be strengthened in body and mind and spirit to be
up to this task at hand.  For each of you will be called to be my
ministers to your brethren.  Each of you has made a commitment at a
certain level to do this, and I need you now, and I prepare you now for
this task.  Let this time of purification resonate joyfully within you as
a harbinger of greater freedom and vitality that you have yet to
experience.  My peace is upon you!  My love is seeded within you!  Ever
and ever you are growing and becoming my very own – my children – my
light on Urantia.  Good evening! (Good evening. Thank you Michael!) 
(long pause)


Beloved children of my heart, my body, this is your mother, Nebadonia,
who now speaks. Seeded within you are the potentials of wonderful gifts
that have yet to bear beautiful fruit in your life. Each of you is
growing more beautiful each day. Whether or not you can see the growth or
feel it through your experience, I see, I know, I appreciate what you
must go through to bring these alive, to make them real, to let them sing
a song of joy and celebration of being a child of our Father in Paradise.

Come now into my womb, the very place of nurture and nourishment for
those potentials to be fed within you. As you grow, you must always
nurture the gifts that are planting within you. And I, as your Mother,
gladly feed you, comfort you, uphold these within you. Come now in your
mind into the quiet place in my womb. Call me into your being. Feel my
arms envelop you. Let my presence overshadow you with the safety of being
inside of me, the very place where your embryonic soul can find that
nourishment that it needs. (long pause)

Like the child in his mother’s womb, so [side one of tape ends] but
unlike that of the newborn child, your cord to me cannot be broken, does
not separate from you and wither away. No, my sons, this cord will not be
broken for many, many years to come; not until you leave my domain will
you be separated from me. So receive my love through this cord, receive
my nurturing, receive my food, receive my mind. I am your Mother. Receive
my motherliness within you. (long pause)

You are not such big men as to not need my mothering. And so it is yours,
and you can be my little boys. You can come to me as a little boy, and
ask for the mothering you need. My arms are open. My heart is overflowing
with my love and protection and my care and my comfort to you. Let your
mind rest easy in mine. You are cherished, children, so deeply, so
carefully. Let your mind blend now in me, and receive me, and be
comforted. (long pause)

My peace is yours. My love is seeded deep within you. My watchcare
follows you wherever you go. And you are not far from me, my children, no
matter where you are. Turn your mind to me, open your mind to me, and I
will comfort and keep you safe. I will keep you in love, in strength, in
family. You are mine, and I love you – tenderly, dearly, devotedly. Sweet
dreams, my precious ones. Good evening.