[tmtranscripts] Center for Christ Consciousness -- June 16, 2003

[Donna DIngillo]

CENTER FOR CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS
Larkspur, CA

Lesson from Michael
June 16, 2003 on Growing Child-like Trust


Peace be upon you, my children.  This is Michael, and I welcome you here
this evening with a Father’s heart who delights in being with his
children after a long separation.  Receive my fatherly affection as I
beam my love into you.  Some of you may feel my presence pulsate within
you and some of you may not.  Nevertheless, my presence within you is
substantially able to make its impression within your soul.  Linger here
in your mind, carefully considering the idea of being beloved by me.  

Several weeks ago we began to discourse on being a child again – a child
of faith.  It is my desire that you come into the fullness of your
child-likeness as a faith son or daughter.  For you will not find me
without this faith; you will seek me but unless you find that place
within you that trusts in me, my presence within you will be difficult to
detect.  So find now within you that place of trust, the place within you
that has an interest or desire to trust, no matter how small that place
is or how sorely buffeted it has been by all of your travails.  Find that
place of trust, and your Mother and I will add something greater and
expansive into it.  (Pause)

Go into those places in your thinking mind where you have doubts about my
reality, about your ability to trust.  Wherever you hold any resistance
to living in faith – these doubt shadows that cast a darkness over your
soul and prevent you from seeing me – find that doubt, and ask for my
living light of truth to shine upon it. (Pause)

My children, all of your doubts are known to me.  All the secrets you
carefully guard are known to me.  Present them to me with honesty and
sincerity, and ask for my truth to illuminate all of them with the
reality of what this has meant in your life, and how it has affected you,
and how it no longer can contain the living presence of the Father that
is growing in you.  Allow my truth to shine upon it and free you from
this bondage.  In coming to me as this child presenting this quality
within you that is diminishing you, you are indeed activating your faith.
 This is your faith-gift that you give to me that I may release you from
what troubles and weighs you down and prevents you from being a vibrant
child of our Father in Paradise.  Why do you hold back?  It is not
necessary.  I am the great comforter and tender healer, the liberator of
souls.  There is nothing more important to me than to release my children
from the chains of their own limitations that bind them and weigh them
down.  

With each decision of faith that you bring to me, you are presenting one
your shackles around you and asking for my sword of truth to cut through
that with laser-like power to release you.  (Pause)

You have all been somewhat numbed by distortions of error and sin within
your body.  I understand that you may not always find it comfortable or
easy to be in this faith place.  Tonight, it is my desire to help you
feel more of your own capacity to trust, and to grow that within you to
catalyze your faith decisions to come to me and your Mother for healing. 
(Pause)

Trust, trust, and more trust is the food for your soul that I can nourish
you in.  Ask me now to build more trust within you and around you.  Ask
your Mother to weave this trust around you like a cocoon, and relax into
this peace that begins to envelop you as you feel the security of trust
grow stronger within you.  (Pause)

My little ones, it is this fatherly heart that longs for you to know me
fully – to be comforted by me, to be guided by me, to be upheld and
sustained by me.  This is your destiny.  It is your privilege as my
child.  I know your struggle with fears about your well-being.  And truly
your fears have a basis from what you have experienced of the ways of the
world.  It would be natural for you to be distrustful of such a broad
sweeping statement from me to you that says, ‘you can trust me; I will
uphold you.’  Your small faith steps bring you closer each day to this
growing realization that I an indeed reliable and trust-worthy.  My
children, if it is your heart’s desire to be comforted by me, sustained
by me, and guided by me, then allow me to breathe and weave my trust in
you now.  And you will, with more confidence and assurance, be able to
walk in faith. (Pause)

Now I ask you to find that place within you that has felt alone – out in
the world cold, naked, isolated, even feeling abandoned.  It is not a
comfortable place, is it, my children?
Ask for my presence now to encircuit that feeling of being alone in the
world, and your Mother and I will add something into you.  (Pause)

With each decision you make to trust me, my children, you grow closer to
me, gaining greater access to my presence – to feel my love, to receive
my comfort, to be encircuited in my peace.  Your Mother and I are
creating greater pathways in you for trust to function, for faith to
grow.  Should you enjoy receiving this, then hesitate not in coming to me
and Mother Spirit each day presenting each shackle of doubt and fear that
constrain you and ask for my truth to liberate you.  This is all that is
asked of you, my children.  This is what living in faith entails.  While
it is not the entire picture of faith-living, this is the beginning step
that you must achieve in order to gain greater status through your faith
experiences as children in an evolving universe of perfection.

Tonight is not an evening to entertain your questions.  It is my desire
that this experience imprint more deeply within you, resonating more
clearly upon your soul.  As I take my leave of you, your Mother is at
hand with Her mantle of consciousness that She weaves through you ever
more assuredly and securely binding you in to us, growing your soul in
that magical place that is Her womb.  I withdraw, my children, and leave
you in the loving hands of your gracious Mother.  Good evening.  

Children, this is your Mother.  My love is upon you now.  Bring your
desire to be woven into us into your mind.  I am now preparing you for my
action within your consciousness that stimulates new neural pathways
within you for your body to receive a greater expression of our love. 
(Pause)

The texture of your soul is receiving a greater resiliency to withstand
the pressures of living on this beleaguered material world.  It is the
peace of Michael that is being woven into you.  One day, my children, you
will feel your heart beat as one with your Father and with me.  On that
day you will be fully, completely, and repletely unified with us, and you
will feel a deep reverberation throughout your entire being that confirms
this idea. You only have to desire this, my children, and one day it will
come to full fruition. (Pause)

You are beating in the womb of my being.  As you grow in my
consciousness, know that one day you will feel the union with us as a
sacred reality and a confirmation of your status as our child.  My love
lives within you.  My presence weaves you into the peace of Michael.  You
are our beloved children.  Know the validity of this within you, my
children.  Good evening.