[tmtranscripts] Center for Christ Consciousness 2-24-03

[Donna DIngillo]

Center for Christ Consciousness
Larkspur, CA
Transmission from Michael and Mother Spirit

MICHAEL and MOTHER
February 24, 2003

Greetings, it is I, your Creator/Father, and I welcome you into the
presence of the almighty Father in Paradise, whose personality is
resident within you. We have gathered over these last months and you have
given me your trust, and have shown me your willingness and your desire
to follow me. And I honor you, and I honor that which you have chosen,
for this reality of spirit that now moves so strong within you is
actually beginning to change the way you perceive reality. 

How you orchestrate your life—the pursuit of your spiritual growth—is the
most important and valuable action you can undertake while sojourning on
your planet. And now the door opens wide for you to come into the
consciousness of my mind; this center of Christ consciousness that is
living within your mind is now being harmonized within mine. My peace, my
stabilization of thought, of emotional balance is now a strong
undercurrent within the wave of your consciousness. And it will rise and
swell within you, and overtake your conscious mind, as you continue to
center your thinking and your thoughts and your intentions.

And so I call you now into that place within you, that place where my
Spirit of Truth is focalized within. Bring your awareness now to that
place within your heart. Bring your hunger for truth into your heart now.
(Pause) My living presence moves through you. Gain greater recognition of
me through this mirror of truth. And I invite you to make this awareness
of me greater within you, by desiring that spirit to enlarge your
capacity to know who I am, and how I can lovingly guide you and follow
you and lead you and watch over you and protect you and encircle you
throughout your entire life. 

Be in that awareness of my truth.  Let yourself sense this throughout
your being. How do you experience it? Is it perceptible? Is it subtle?
However you perceive it, continue to desire this Spirit to grow stronger
and so it will. Your conscious mind is being expanded now, though you may
not recognize it nor understand. Your capacity for recognition of Me
within you is growing, my children. It will give you more incentive to
trust Me, as I take you into new places of thought, of creativity, of
expression, and experience.

I am strengthening your mind as a measure to continue to motivate your
faith. Why should you fear change, when you know I am with you? My truth
will always expand your capacity to improve, so that should you be
required to do challenging things, the measure of faith you need to
achieve it has already been added into your mind. You must only step into
that new dimension of reality, and you will express one more beautiful
and unique aspect of faith. 

So you see, my children, you cannot fail. Your faith will always precede
you as you grow, and set the stage for how you live in accordance to the
Father’s plans for you. When you are in my consciousness, you know the
validity of this, and you fear not the walking in this way. And so now,
my children, as practice of consciousness of Me grows more vivid within
you, I am now standing in front of each of you. Extend your hands in your
mind’s eye out to mine. I draw you into my embrace. I add myself into
you. (Pause)

I am making your minds new. Bring now your willingness for yourself to be
expanded in this way. (Pause) My peace I leave upon you. My will for you
settles in your being. I keep you in my embrace. And I enfold you in my
love. Good evening.  (Pause)

Mother: Children, this is your Mother who greets you now. You have been
embraced by Michael. Your Spirit of Truth resonates fully within you.
Tonight I will take your questions, as I desire you to come into a fuller
relationship with Me now. It is time for my children to know more of Me,
to learn of Me; and in particular how the masculine gender can come into
a fuller appreciation of my ministry and meaning to your lives. So bring
to Me now your questions, and I will minister to your minds, as my words
encircuit your thoughts. (Pause)

Student: Mother, I know you mostly from our textbook, The Urantia Book.
It is my understanding we are literally in your mind. We are able to
think because of the adjutants, these dimensions, of your mind. Is that
correct?

Mother: Yes, this is so. 

Student: And therefore you…this is a great mystery to me, as is Anatolia
and Welmek, the great, great love and respect they have for our privacy.
And yet at the moment I address myself to You and Michael, You can
experience my greeting. 

Mother: You are so into my being. You are a fabric in this universe. It
is my domain. So you are a part of Me. You have a place, you have a
destiny, and yet you still exist within Me. So what you experience is
also a part of Me. But more fully what I desire for you is to come into a
cooperative and loving association. For your mind is tendered and pliant
upon mine. And this occurs through your desire to know Me as your Mother.


The mind that we share is real. You do not necessarily link it to present
thought, albeit your thoughts that are not of a spiritual value do not
become a part of the growing soul that is being collected in the
universe. But I am intimately aware of your positioning in the universe,
of how this association and bond we share to further stabilize your
ability to conceptualize and experience life to a fuller measure as it is
conditioned by the Spirit of Truth and by your indwelling Father
Fragment. This occurs by your laying your mind open, as it were, in my
womb—in my being—so that the action of my Spirit renders your mind more
receptive and expansive to the spiritual influences of the Spirit of
Truth and the Mystery Monitor. Let me grow you in the Father’s love.

Student: Mother, I have had difficulty personalizing both You and Michael
and the Father. I think of beings who are so enormous, so beyond
comprehension to me. I take it on faith that You are personable to each
other. That seems very wonderful. 

Mother:  More than this, we are personable to you. And you only need to
lay yourself in my womb, and you will feel more of my presence within
you, as you desire to experience me. Don’t let the enormity of our
presences deter you from the quality that we can add to your life. This
largeness of us can only serve to grow you. How could you possibly grow
your soul, were it not for our influences within you that allow this to
occur? Would it not be a wonderful thing to grow large in and of
yourself? 

And so, indeed, this is how we minister to you continually. You are small
and humble, but you have the capacity to grow. Would you become more
infused with the grandeur of Spirit that overshadows your being every
moment of the day?  By accepting your capacity to grow, will you more
effectively grow yourself, and grow within Me, just as the infant grows
within his own mother’s womb. 

But what you are expanding is your consciousness, and not your physical
girth. Your consciousness cannot be limited. Thoughts and belief systems
can be. But your consciousness is ever expansive.  So as you rest in Me,
my son, allow what I can breathe into you, bring to you, grow you, and
the enormity that you now sense of our presence will also be an enormity
that you sense within yourself, and give you more of an appetite to grow
your spirit. Do you understand this, my son?

Student: Yes, yes, Your love is absolutely palpable. There’s no mistaking
that. 

Mother: Is this not the measure of a personal quality? If you feel My
love for you, then you know the reality of My presence within you.

Student: Yes, thank you, Mother.

Mother: And this is what I desire for all of My children: that you feel
the safety and warmth of my womb and the loving protection that I enfold
you in at all times. What you will experience is this quality until you
leave my domain and head out for even greater adventures in the
super-universe toward Paradise. (Pause) I love you, my dear son, J. (Long
Pause)

Student: Mother Spirit, I would first like to thank you for the wonderful
gift of your daughter I call Elianna, who is assigned to me. She is such
a beautiful being, like yourself. I wish to ask you about an experience I
had almost a year ago. I felt a transformation taking place, and within a
few moments, through a beautiful landscape I felt your presence more than
I ever did in the past. It was so real I knew that it was You, somehow. I
would just like to know if that experience that I had was You, revealing
Yourself to me at that time. 

Mother: Come into My embrace now, and let Me enfold you in My presence.
(Pause) Do you have your answer? (Yes). (Pause)

Student: Dear Mother Spirit, what I am requesting [end of tape side one]

Mother: My ministry in your mind, my son, is to stabilize you in the
currents of the spiritual circuitry that enfolds you on this planet and
all of the universe of My domain. When you are so inclined as to be in a
relationship with them, offer your mind open to Me, and allow Me to help
you sort through your thinking patterns and processes by simply resting
in Me. You are yet a babe in growing the awareness of Spirit. Slowly will
your consciousness change, and you will find yourself thinking thoughts
that are new and refreshing more spontaneously. 

So you must never doubt in My ministry to you, although the validity of
it has not yet reached a certain pinnacle wherein you can consciously
assimilate all that is transpiring within your mind. But I do desire your
heart, and I do respond to your request to be in a more conscious state
of awareness of Me. So walk into my embrace now, my son, and let Me fill
you with the love that I have for you—my nurturing, enriching love—that
will knit you together, wholly unified, by re-establishing within you any
mis-perceived or conceived awarenesses. (Long Pause)

Student: Mother, all I have to say is that I have the utmost respect for
You and this planet, and I love it so dearly and You are so beautiful.
Thank You so much. Thank You so much for all of your gifts. Thank You for
your love. Thank You. I love taking children out to the back country.
Thank You. I worry for You, too. I get scared. I get really scared. I
just don’t want us humans to mess it up. 

Mother: Come now, dear one, into my embrace now, and let your heart be
light. What you are sensing is the trauma that this planet is undergoing
right now. And I say to you, it is transitory. It is not permanent. But
it is necessary. Can you look beyond the trauma? Can you trust in the
divine plan that Michael and I have implemented for you? Can you trust
us?

Student: Yes, it’s just painful. 

Mother: Does not the mother sometimes experience pains when she is
experiencing birth?

Student: Most definitely. 

Mother: But yet when the child is born, is it not the most wondrous time
of joy and celebration? (Yes) Can you hold this idea now in your mind, in
your heart, to keep this idea fresh within your mind? (Yes) Then embrace
the child of the planet in your arms and hold it lovingly into your
bosom; and know that your goodness and your light and your joy will help
this birthing process become one that is more delightful than painful.
Celebrate the birth of the new Earth that is emerging from the birth
canal and the pain therein. Anticipate the baby, and hold that close
within you. Feel the joy of being the new mother, and you will find the
alleviation of the tension of the anticipated birthing process. Does this
help you, my child? (Yes)

Student: Yes, Mother, it seems like over the past few days, as I seem to
be opening up and expanding, I’m feeling pockets of darkness and past
indiscretions and sin. And I feel this pressure right below my heart and
above my digestive area that wants to move, that wants to be born. It
seems like I’m holding back, because I do not feel safe in this place, in
this world. I feel anguish, anguish for my children, anguish for what I
see around me. I’m stopping myself from growing, from fully embracing all
of whom I am. 

But now I do this because in the past I have been misperceived,
misunderstood, misread. My intentions have been dishonored. I guess my
desire now is to be loved and to be nurtured, and to be seen and to be
heard. For there is so much more to who I am, who we all are, so much
more. Even my own biological mother doesn’t know an eighth of who I am.
And that pains me greatly. 

Mother: But I know you, my son. (Yes, I know.) And I am softening those
places of resistance within you. And so as you are in my embrace now, you
are safe. You can let your guard down now and relax into those places of
tension within your heart, in your digestive tract. You do not need to
retain the tension there now. Let yourself surrender and let Me open you
more. (Pause) 

Let Me create the path within you that will allow this release. It is not
who you are, as you say. But it is also a part of what you have
experienced that is genuine. But it is not who you are.  It is merely a
perception. That is all. Allow yourself, in your mind, to walk away from
this perception. Come into the garments of personality identification
that Michael stands ready to clothe you with, as His substance of Truth
enfolds you now in a new reality—a  new vision of yourself. 

Seeded down deep within this perception pattern is the real you. Let the
kernel that surrounds the seed break open now, and allow your true
perception to emerge. (Pause) Come into the peace. Let that peace settle
you, and trust. Let yourself surrender into that safety and love. 

My children, how I cherish each one of you. How I delight in each one of
you. My precious little ones, you are not out of my watchcare. Unruly
though you may be at times, cantankerous, I am here to scoop you into my
arms and dry your tears, to kiss your tear-stained faces, and to make the
hurt go away. Come into Me as these little, little ones. (Pause) 

Dear ones, I leave you now. But my presence within you will linger, and
knit you even more deeply into Me. Feel my womb around you, and be safe
and warm. Good evening, my children.